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Forsythia pinched the letter and asked, "Have you read the contents of the letter?" "

"No, I won't read it, but I can probably guess what she will write......" Yi Zhengqing turned around. Closing the drawer on the bookshelf, forsythia suddenly felt lonely and sad in front of her back.

If Lu Yujiang's feelings for Yu Ying are like rivers flowing through the sea, then Yi Zhengqing will give Yu Ying like a murmuring stream, he will stay by her side in this life, watching her and Lu Yujiang fall in love, get married, give birth, separate, and finally die depressed in the whirlpool of feelings, and he has never tried to fight for it. Because he knows Yu Ying too well. knows that the person she recognizes is a lifetime, but Yi Zhengqing actually understands that Yu Ying's dying trust is not a good policy, she asked him to use that recorder to blackmail Lu Yujiang, which is morally wrong, and how could he not know that Yu Ying still misses Lu Yujiang until she dies, she wants to regain her admiration, it is nothing more than fighting for that breath.

Some feelings are true. It can be turned into a sharp sword to a certain extent, and when it stabs into the other party's chest, it will also stab into his own henchmen, and this is the reason for loving and killing each other, but despite this, Yi Zhengqing still did what Yu Ying said, and used the voice recorder to threaten the dying Lu Yujiang in front of the hospital bed, spent money to buy Zhao Rong in order to obtain the content of the will, and even conducted insider trading for Forsythia when LA'MO acquired Blind.

He was a wise man, but for Yu Ying's words, an obsession, he did all kinds of foolish things.

There is a kind of love in this world, knowing that the other party is wrong, but he willingly accompanies her to go wrong, which is stupid and worthless in the eyes of outsiders, but for Yi Zhengqing, this is the way he loves Yu Ying.

He knew it was wrong. But he was willing to make a mistake to the end.

Forsythia walked out of the study with the envelope, but Yi Zhengqing did not go out, he opened the drawer again, and there was a yellowed photo on the ground floor, showing two men and a woman standing side by side.

In the green years, perhaps no one expected that the three of them would evolve like this in the end.

He had a relationship with Yu Ying because of impulse, betrayed his marriage, betrayed Yi Yang's mother, and betrayed his friendship with Lu Yujiang, but Lu Yujiang never mentioned him and Yu Ying until he died, as if nothing had happened between him and Yu Ying, only pure friendship.

Pretending to be deaf and dumb, is it because you love too deeply, or is your love not firm enough?

Forsythia had been sullen on the way back, Feng Lixing held her hand and asked, "What's wrong?" "

She shook her head. I don't want to tell the truth, and I won't tell him about the voice recorder.

She and Feng Lixing have finally come to this day, and they have decided to let the past really become the past, so why should she reveal his scars again.

"It's nothing, it's just a little tired." Forsythia lied, but responded to Feng Lixing with a gentle smile.

He didn't ask any more questions, just held her hand tighter.

The two returned to Crescent Bay, and Forsythia opened the letter when Feng Lixing went to take a bath.

Antique letterhead with a faint camellia smell on it.

Yu Ying liked these old things when she was alive, and she also used standard pen italics to write letters.

Forsythia took a breath, turned on the lamp on the table, and began to look.

"Yu Jiang, in fact, I don't want to write this letter to you, because I don't want to tell you what is in my heart in this way, I want you to come to see me in person, I want to tell you in person, but you don't come, I can only write ...... Besides, if I don't write anymore, I'm afraid I won't have time in the future, the doctor has already given me a critical illness notice, and I gave up surgery and chemotherapy because I feel that there is no point in it.

In fact, to be honest, I've been quite bored in the past five years.

At first, I always believed that you would come to me, and even thought that the divorce was just to scare me, so I signed the divorce agreement so easily, because I thought you couldn't really want me, how could you be willing to give it up?

But then I saw a photo of you and Liang Nianzhen together, and you let her and your daughter move into the Lu family, and I knew that you were here for real this time.

You gave Mrs. Lu's position to someone else, and I became your predecessor and past......

Hehe... In the past, I still couldn't believe it when I thought of this word, but when I pinched my fingers when I looked at the news and photos on the Internet, it hurt, so it's true, I really became your past, but I couldn't get over it myself. low-side garbage.

I started smoking weed, I started gambling, I owed a lot of money, but I didn't use my equity and fund because I felt like it was something we owned together, I couldn't sell it, and I was going to wait for you to take it back someday, but you sold it first.

I was diagnosed with stomach cancer when I learned in Paris that you were talking to LA'MO about selling your skin, and I didn't feel any sadness when I got the test sheet.

You know that I never believed in fate before, how can people not fight the sky, but at that moment I can only think of the word fate.

You start planning sales, audits, asset valuations, negotiation meetings, signing a framework agreement with LA'MO, and I'm alone in Paris.

I didn't go to the hospital for any chemotherapy and treatment, I hid it from forsythia, from everyone, except for smoking marijuana and taking painkillers, I spent the rest of my time gambling in the casino.

I don't think I'm dying fast enough, and I'd better wake up and disappear from this world, so that I don't have to watch you sell your eyes little by little, but I think my life is too short, and I haven't waited for you to come to see me in Paris, so how can you not come to see me...... But I don't want to contact you, I don't want to tell you about my dying, I don't want to tell you that maybe you'll come to Paris to see me for the last time, but I don't want that, I don't want your sympathy and pity, I want your enlightenment and regret.

I hope you take the initiative to come to see me, and then hold me and cry and reflect on it, and admit that you are wrong, you should not want me, you should not divorce me and separate me for five years......

But I haven't waited until today, and I don't think I can wait, but I don't regret it, this is the fate between us, and the only thing I am unwilling to do is the relationship between you and Liang Nianzhen.

Actually, I already knew that you had an illegitimate daughter outside, but I never asked for so many years.

If I ask, it means that I am taboo against their mother and daughter in my heart, but how can I taboo them?

You must have had a relationship with Liang Nianzhen because you were confused for a while, so I won't take them in my eyes!

......"

Then the letter came to an abrupt end here, and Forsythia felt that there was no beginning or end, and felt that her mother's words were only half finished, but she felt that it was reasonable, because she knew her mother's character, and she was so arrogant that she could not see anyone, how could she reveal all her true heart on paper?

She never bothered to show her heart, she thought that if Lu Yujiang loved her, she had to understand all the thoughts in her heart, and it was all up to her to say it with her mouth, this kind of love was not strong enough to be strong and steady, but where is such a magical love in the world?

Feelings need to be maintained, communication is needed, and you need to open your heart to let the other party see your sincerity, instead of keeping your mouth shut and blindly waiting for the other party to take the initiative to knock on your heart.

Yu Ying didn't understand this until she died, so she waited blindly in Paris, practiced herself with that breath, wasted her life, and didn't realize until she died, and Lu Yujiang misunderstood her too deeply, so the two parted for a lifetime.

If the two of them could confess when they divorced, or if one of them took the initiative to give in and try to redeem it, maybe the ending would not be like this.

It's just that it's too late to say this, people leave the building, no matter how strong the love is, in the end, they still die with resentment and unwillingness to each other.

Forsythia tilted her head and took a deep breath as she folded the sheets of letterhead and put them in a drawer.

Feng Lixing had already come out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and was wiping his wet hair with a bath towel, when he saw Forsythia sitting in front of the lamp in a daze, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you sleep yet?" Didn't you say you're tired today? "

She didn't answer, she looked up at this man, handsome facial features, good-looking smile...

"Feng Lixing..."Forsythia pounced on him all of a sudden, stood on tiptoe and climbed up to his neck, and took the initiative to send his lips.

Feng Lixing was stunned by her action, kissing so fiercely, as if she was going to exhaust all the power gathered in her body, until his breath was disordered, she let go of him, and her eyes were already shining with crystal water.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? The hot heat in Feng Lixing's body was scared away by her sudden tears, but Forsythia shook her head vigorously and bit her lower lip.

"Nothing, I just think... I just felt that ......" words were incoherent, and tears began to fall down one by one, Feng Lixing was baffled by her, but she cried and suddenly laughed: "Fortunately, it's not too late..."

If she had been stubborn to the end, took An An and Erbao to Paris, or signed the divorce agreement directly, maybe she would have become the second Yu Ying, with regret to death, and Feng Lixing missed the second half of her life, now think about it, what a sad and terrible thing this is.

The forsythia that night scared Feng Lixing again.

Xiao Nizi almost killed him in bed, sucking the marrow and knocking the bones, like a goblin in the fire.

The bed curtain shook violently, but the moonlight was too beautiful to speak, and finally Feng Lixing collapsed on her sweaty body, and she wrapped her waist around him and said: "Feng Lixing, I won't hide anything from you in the future, and you will do the same, don't lie to me...... We have to be honest with each other and give in to each other, because I don't want to follow the path of my dad and my mom...... Life is so short, it's too late for us to fall in love, why waste time on misunderstandings? "

The second day was Chinese New Year's Eve, Feng Li carried out a rare holiday in the year, and slept lazily with Forsythia, but he actually woke up very early, because the biological clock could not be adjusted for a while, but he was reluctant to get up when he woke up, so he continued to sleep with Forsythia.

Forsythia slept very soundly, she spent a lot of effort last night, Feng Lixing was so energetic that she was tossed enough by her, not to mention that she, a little girl, was really tired, and she slept in his arms until three poles in the sun.

PS:

Outside the nickname, I originally planned to arrange for Zhou Shen's heroine to be the identity of the second miss of the Qingluo Club, and the second male is the head of the Qingluo Club, but this setting was rejected by the editor, because it is not allowed to be involved in the black and not allowed to write gangs, so it may be that the identity of the heroine of Zhou Shen will change, but it must be guaranteed to be very exciting. Mobile phone users should browse and read for a better reading experience.