Chapter 1: Dress as a ladyboy
I am a standard "three-no" young woman: no looks, no money, no parents. So as a result, I had to struggle to earn money to pay the rent every day, and my life was monotonous. In my busy time, I always fantasize that I can change the status quo, and I pray to heaven more than 10,000 times to start a new life. Maybe go away, maybe meet new friends, maybe meet someone who treats each other sincerely, or maybe find a pure land and live quietly......
But what can I say? Plans can't keep up with changes? Or is it providence? When I finally received a promotion and thought I saw the dawn of a new life, I was in a car accident on the way to the airport! Just when I felt that life was losing from my body little by little, and my body was constantly falling towards a black vortex, I suddenly felt a big hand grab my hair, followed by the numbing pain of my scalp, which gradually cleared my loose consciousness.
But not being able to feel pain means that... I'm not dead yet! The heavens have eyes! There was hope in my life, and I felt a burst of ecstasy, but it didn't take long for me to be pulled back to reality by a hoarse voice.
"You bastard! Are you looking for death? I looked up at the middle-aged man in front of me who was roaring at me, his face was black and yellow, wrinkled, and he slapped me with a hideous face, "Lao Tzu spent money to buy you, and you dare to run away for me!" See if I don't break your dog's legs! ”
I was hit by him so that my eyes were full of stars and my ears were ringing. Buy me? I shuddered. I was bought by this person? Is this the legendary human trafficking!? Oh, my God! I'm only 23 years old, because all my time is spent working to make money, I haven't had a boyfriend, I haven't been in a serious relationship, and I'm going to be sold to a remote mountainous area to marry a wife!? When I think of this, I even think of a child wearing sloppy tattered clothes and holding a snotty child in each hand! couldn't help but feel sad and cried out: "Big brother, you can do it!" Let me go, I'm only 23 years old. You buy my money, and I'll pay you back as soon as I get home! Please! ”
I was also shocked by this cry, how did my voice change? My original voice was a little hoarse, but when did it become this crisp, even childish-sounding voice?
"23 years old!? Did you kid break his head! The man laughed, "You yellow-mouthed boy even opened your eyes and said nonsense!" You're no more than ten years old! Lao Tzu bought you for thirty wen! I don't know what you're doing? You're a homeless little beggar who even says "go home" and get the money! Do your daydreaming! “
Hearing him say this, I was surprised to look at him again, and then I saw his dress: he was wearing a coarse cloth gown, and the one tied on the top of his head was... Bun!? So retro in the mountains? It's still dressed in ancient costume!? How remote this must be! Wrong! What he just said was, thirty wen? This is obviously an ancient unit of monetary measurement! Could it be... Did I cross over?
"It seems that Wu Er is right, you did hit your head when you fell down the mountain when you ran away!" The middle-aged man's hand tugging at my hair was so strong that I was thrown to the ground by him. He shouted into the southeast corner of the room: "Tomorrow the principals will come to pick people, all of you will be honest with me!" If something goes wrong! I've skinned you! ”
He kicked me again and slammed the door shut. Hearing the grinding of some tiny pieces of metal, I guess he had locked the door.
I felt even more dizzy when I was hit by that man, and my whole head felt as heavy as lead, and I could barely support it by holding my forehead with my hand. And when I saw my hands clearly, I already felt a cold sweat on my back. It was a small, thin pale hand with purple scratches on the back of the hand. It's definitely not your own hands! I hurriedly lowered my head to look at the body. Finished! It's not a matter of one hand anymore, this specific body is not my own! This body is extremely thin and most importantly very shriveled - even the chest is flat! Thinking of the 'stinky boy' scolded by the evil man just now, the corners of my mouth twitched. That's a big joke, isn't it? I want to live again, but I didn't say it's a crossing!? Could it be that I prayed too many times, and God was tired of listening to it, so I simply did it to the end, and did it all at once!? Completely upside down? You say you can wear it, I don't want to be like the heroine of the novel, I can dress as a nobleman, and I can wear gorgeous clothes and food, but can I not tear down and rebuild like a dilapidated house? I've been a good girl for 21 years, and when I wake up, I'll become a boy? What is it? A woman's soul dwells in a man's body? Why is this so similar to the classic lines in the BL movies I've seen?
"You, are you okay?" Just as the waves were rolling in my head, a soft voice interrupted my thoughts. I found myself in a large barn room with a dozen children huddled in a corner besides me. And the one who asked me was one of them, a very handsome boy about eleven or twelve years old, with a thin body, and a pair of large, bright eyes, as clear and transparent as a pool of spring water. Probably looking at my body like a madman just now and turning into a demented state, afraid that something was wrong with me, seeing that I didn't answer, he first pursed his lips and listened to the movement outside the door, after making sure that there was no one. He gently ran to my side and squatted down, holding my shoulders with his hands. "Is there anything wrong with it?"
Alas, I'm sick all over my body, inside and out. But now that the facts are in front of me, I resigned myself to giving up my inner struggle, and I just crossed without any explanation. "I'm fine, thank you." Seeing the concern in his eyes, my heart warmed, "Trouble, where is this?" Who am I? Why here? "Since this is an unchangeable fact, it is better to understand the situation first.
The boy looked at me in surprise: "Why do you ask this?" Don't you even remember who you are? ”
"Well, I don't remember." Look at his strange eyes. I suddenly remembered the middle-aged man's words just now, and I had an idea: "I hit my head when I ran away, and I can't remember many things clearly." ”
"No wonder." The boy nodded suddenly and said, "This is the Jinwang Mansion in Rongnan, and we were all sold here to work." He pointed to the other children who had come up one after another and said, "We came a few days before you, and you were only sold here yesterday." You didn't say a word when you came, and we don't know what your name is. It wasn't until we woke up in the middle of the night that we realized you were gone. Then we heard from the nurse that you jumped out of the window and ran away. Because tomorrow is the time for the king's directors to choose people, and all the people in this palace are registered. So as soon as you escaped, Wang Fu quickly led someone to arrest you back. ”
"Rongnan?" I searched for the name of the place in my memory, and it seemed that it didn't match the name of any place in history I could think of. In fact, with the little historical knowledge I learned from film and television dramas, it was in vain to think about it. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, if I had known that I could cross, I must have gone to the Department of History, but I can't be blamed for this, I don't have the ability to predict, right?
Maybe I thought I was stupid and turned into a little white. Another dark-skinned, tall, slightly chubby child also kindly joined the ranks of the commentators: "Rongnan is the capital of Luozhou, the most powerful of the four fiefdoms of Dayu, and Luozhou is the fief of King Jin. King Jin can be described as a nobleman in the world, and he is extremely noble. It may be that he thought that he was about to enter this world shrouded in aura, and the little fat man was proud.
When I heard this, I realized that I had come to a country called Dayu. Even if my history is not good, I know that in the history of my life, there must be no country called Dayu. This is supposed to be a completely unfamiliar time and space, and although they look like they are also ancient, they are not the same as the history I know!
Although the children told me a lot of things very enthusiastically, I found that I still didn't know anything about the owner of this body except for some information about the Jinwang Mansion. However, other people's uncertainty, does it mean that I don't need to be like other protagonists in the time-traveling text, in order to be afraid that others will find out the identity of my dove occupying the magpie's nest, and painstakingly cover it up, and carefully deal with complex interpersonal relationships? For me, who isn't very good at communicating with people, that's probably the only good thing I've found here.
"My name is Su Chen." The good-looking child may have sensed my mood fluctuations, smiled at me and said, "In the future, we will all live together in King Jin's mansion, and we can take care of each other." You don't have to run around as a child, it's better to work in the palace than to sleep outside alone. ”
"Yes, yes" Hei Xiaopang also shouted: "There are many people who can't get in if they want to work in the palace, there is food and shelter here, and there will be silver." My second aunt also said that it was a blessing that I could enter the palace for several lifetimes. My name is Ah Niu, you can stay at ease, and I will take care of you. ”
By what they said, the children began to report to their homes one after another, "My name is Tianji", "My name is Aqing", "My name is ......"
In fact, you let me go now, and I won't leave for the time being. In my case, I will definitely die a miserable death when I go out, and the wisest choice is to find out the situation and then think of countermeasures. My personality has never been impulsive, there are too many things that I understand, and it is safest to think carefully before taking action.
I smiled at them, "Well, with all of you here, I won't run away." Work here with peace of mind. Just call me Xiao An, I can't remember what my name is anyway. ”
In my previous life, my name was An Youran, and my parents told me when they were alive that they hoped that I would be like my name: a leisurely and comfortable life. But this is really hope, and the so-called hope is the hope that people can't get, but can't realize. When both parents died in a car accident, the name really became an unattainable luxury. I wanted to tell them my name, but I was afraid that the person who bought me would know something about this body. So it's better to be cautious. Xiao An is not only my surname, but also my wish at this time: to be able to get a little peace and live a peaceful life.
At this time, it was already dark, and the sound of beating outside the window was remembered, Su Chen said after hearing it: "Everyone rest, and we have to prepare for tomorrow's ministerial election." When they heard this, they fell silent and went back to all corners of the barn. There were lay on the ground made of hay and cotton cloth, and they had gone to sleep. With the help of the faint light, I can still see their expressions, some nervous, some excited, and some uneasy, which makes me vaguely feel the importance of tomorrow's selection for these children.
Seeing that I was sitting in place and not moving, Su Chen pulled my sleeve: "You come to my bunk and sleep with me, you have injuries on your body, and you will get cold if you sit all night like this." ”
I looked at the wounds on my body, although there were many but not very deep, they should have been left from the escape. And after something as big as crossing over, I don't think I should be able to sleep either. Just wanted to refuse, but when he saw Su Chen's concerned eyes, he subconsciously stood up.
After standing up, I realized that Su Chen was half a head taller than me. I couldn't help but shake my head secretly, the owner of this body is too short and thin, could it be malnutrition? In my previous life, no one paid attention to me because of my ordinary appearance. And if malnutrition affects my height in this life, will it also affect my lifelong happiness? Women like tall types, no! What the hell am I thinking!? Why should I consider marrying a wife as a woman? But the body I'm using now is a boy, so it makes sense.
I asked and answered in my head, and I completely felt like it was a mess inside. But I'm really confused, should I be considered a man or a woman now? I'm a boy in my body, but I'm a girl at heart. I should marry a wife by the standards of the world, but when I think of taking a wife, why am I so awkward! But if you like men by your original self, the picture of the two men together doesn't seem to be so wonderful! Ah, I really don't want to live anymore, is it possible to be reincarnated, I still want to die alone!?
Just as I was thinking nonsense, Su Chen said to me: "Hurry up and rest, you have to behave well tomorrow and strive to get a good errand." With that, he took off his coat and slept halfway on the floor, leaving a place for me.
Just when I was about to learn from him and take off my tattered coat to sleep, I unexpectedly found the strangeness of this body: his chest is indeed flat, but he is by no means a "stinky boy"! Because I don't have that in my lower body...!
Later, when I looked back, I realized that the impact on myself because of the crossing and the flat body was too great, coupled with the preconceived title of the middle-aged man's "stinky boy", my judgment went astray, and I thought I was dressed as a "shemale"!
Great, this body is a girl, does that mean I don't have to be a sleeve breaker in any sense!? may have felt the slight tremor of my body when I lay down because of excitement, Su Chen, who was lying down with me on his back, turned around and looked at me: "What's wrong, do you feel cold?" With that, he put the thin blanket on my body.
"No," I said, putting the covers back over him, "I lay down and touched the wound a little. "People are kind enough to take me in to sleep with, so they can't cause him to catch a cold, right?
"Is it a wound on the body? I'll show you this. Listening to my excuse, Su Chen looked at me worriedly, and after speaking, he was about to open my middle coat to look at the wound.
If this body is really a boy, there is naturally no problem. But it's a girl's body. Didn't the ancients say: Three years old are not the same pillow and five years old are not the same seat? Although there is no mirror and he can't see it, judging from the man's words, this body should be about ten years old. If others know that I am a girl in the future, it is estimated that Su Chen and I will have a hard time. What's more, I suddenly thought: This room is full of boys, if the 'staff' recruited by King Jin's Mansion this time is only for men, wouldn't I, a person of the opposite sex, be swept away? A person to face unknown dangers? No, I have to stay. Only by watching the changes and understanding the environment here can I have the ability to survive on my own!
"No, it's a small abrasion on the hand. I accidentally ran into it. Afraid of Su Chen's further intimate movements, I stretched out my hand and showed him: "Look, it really doesn't matter, don't worry." ”
"Oh, that's good." Su Chen glanced at my hand and half-covered the quilt I put back on his body, "Let's cover the quilt together, it's not good to get cold." ”
"Well, thank you." This time I didn't refuse, because as soon as I lay down, I found that there was no place in my body that was not painful, and I felt like I was about to fall apart. All kinds of signs show that the physique of this body does not belong to the strong type, if I don't cover something, I guess I will really get sick, although I don't know this time and space, but from the perspective of insurance, ancient medical technology is always not worth complimenting, I don't want to take the life that I finally picked up and risk this. On the other hand, it's due to fear. I was very afraid of the cold because this feeling always reminded me of the time when my parents were in a car accident, when I sat alone on a bench in the hospital emergency room from the afternoon until late at night. When the lights went out in the operating room and the doctor shook his head and said he was deeply sorry, the only feeling I could experience was cold. It was a cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and there seemed to be no heat in my body, and even the air I inhaled was cold, and it even stinged my lungs and made me faint on the spot.
I slept with my back to Su Chen, and Su Chen's warm body temperature faintly came from beside me, which made me feel at ease. It is said that everything in the world has a fixed number, so what does the rebirth that God has arranged for me represent? What will tomorrow's election mean for me? In a daze, I fell asleep.