Chapter 46: It's better to be cruel

In the courtyard, there are layers of colorful dyed cloth, and a variety of figures shuttle among them, a piece of cloth falls, and a new one hangs into the wind immediately.

What would it be like to be like them, working at sunrise and resting at sunset, with only the fabric dye vat as a companion all day long?

Perhaps, in their eyes, they also envy themselves, just as she has never experienced the difficulties and hardships of their lives, and they will never understand what it is like to be soaked in blood.

There was no turning back for her, from the moment she decided to put her hand in his hand thousands of years ago, she could never go back.

She still loves him in the end.

After going around and around for nearly a thousand years, I lived such a long life, but finally found out.

It's not about guilt, it's not about worship, it's not about righteousness.

In addition to the crimson and wanton figure in her heart, she no longer wants to sit and watch the ups and downs with other people, holding hands and sharing bitterness and happiness.

The thousand years of immortals are really long.

Yue Fu took another look at the colorful and gorgeous dyed cloth that flew in the wind, it was so beautiful.

However, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it can't compare to that wanton smile.

This was the case before, it is the case now, and it will never waver in the slightest.

As soon as Yue returned to the courtyard, he sent someone to call Lu Chongguang back, but there was one more person who came in behind him.

"Amber two?!"

Yue was overjoyed, and the whole person jumped up and ran towards Amber Er, who froze in place as soon as he put on a bright smile.

Yue actually opened his arms and hugged him weakly, Hu Er stood stiff in place with a stunned face, and Lu Chongguang looked at the two of them with a shocked face.

"It's great that you're safe."

Yue's voice was not loud but obviously choked, Hu Er's heart was soft, and his originally stiff and straight body couldn't help but soften, but his outstretched hand hesitated for a long time and still didn't dare to act rashly, but his eyes were red.

"Thanks to Xueyan and Qi Zhen, they arrived in time to save me, I'm fine, but I just scratched a little skin and nothing else, so I worry about you."

"Hmm."

Yue answered in a muffled voice, ignoring the crumbling tears in the corners of his eyes, and raised his head suddenly.

"Qi Zhen was injured, and Yu Niang stayed in Yiri with him to recuperate, as for the blood inflammation...

"How?"

Hu Er paused in embarrassment, and Yue was really anxious for a moment, but Hu Er leaned close to her ear and whispered a few words.

"Just outside the city!"

"Really?!"

Yue's eyes really widened, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of surprised smiles, and she didn't even care about Hu Er's deliberate teasing of her.

"Not only Xueyan, but also Qianning is here, but it's a pity that Qianning is too conspicuous to enter the city, so they have to be temporarily placed outside the city. But they didn't come, so I brought this. ”

As he spoke, Hu Er took out a snow-white plush ball from his arms and stuffed it into Yu's arms.

"Hachi!"

As soon as the fluffy hot ball fell into Yue's hands, he was lying in her arms and rolling up and down, making Yue giggle and laugh non-stop, as if he had left all the haze that had accumulated for many days behind for a while.

"But the matter of Huaihe may not be as dangerous as it is, Xueyan and Qianning are just fine, you brought Xiaoba with you, in case you can't take care of him when the time comes."

Yue was playing with her snow-white and soft ears, but she looked at Amber Er worriedly.

"Don't worry, it's been a lot better lately, and it knows how to protect itself. And if we didn't know that the Huai River was dangerous, why did we rush over, but I didn't expect the Lord to leave you alone. Though... ”

Hu Er said that he seemed to suddenly remember something, suddenly stopped and looked up at Yue's face, and saw that Yue looked as usual, not like there was some misunderstanding, so he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"I want to stay on my own, the military situation in the north is urgent, he can understand my dilemma, how can I bear to see him in pain. Besides, I'm not alone, and Miss Su is with me, and now that you're here, I'm finally a lot more settled. ”

Hu Er nodded slightly, his expression seemed to be a little emotional, but there was no more expression, but Lu Chongguang was quite shocked, looking at Yue with complicated eyes, as if he finally understood something,

"Although I am very curious about what is going on in the Northland, there is a more important matter that needs to be discussed with you at the moment, so I will have to wait until I ask you about the Northland."

As soon as Hu Er's expression became serious when he heard the word urgent, but Yu suddenly hesitated.

It was a business, a business designed by Chen Yuan for Lu Chongguang.

Yue is not sure if Lu Chongguang knows, if he knows, it is naturally the best, but if he doesn't know, then should she tell him?

She intuitively felt that Lu Chongguang didn't know, and he knew that most of his face would not be able to see anything in the future.

But she had to tell Lu Chongguang about it.

You are cruel, too sensible and too sober, even when you hurt someone, you become cruel.

After hearing this sentence from other people's mouths many times, she finally began to really understand the meaning of this sentence.

But so what?

She doesn't regret it.

It is better to be cruel than to be muddy and never know it.

It's her own choice.

She is not only cruel to others, but also to herself.

Yue lowered his gaze lightly, pretending to be quiet, unwilling to let Lu Chongguang see the difference before making up his mind.

"Miss Su, we have something to talk about, can you take care of it for the time being?"

Yue turned around and walked to Qi Su not far away, although she had already walked out, she had been standing outside the door and watching from afar.

I was obviously full of curiosity, but I still chose not to approach, because I knew that no matter how hard I tried, I would not be accepted.

Because her surname is Qi, and his surname is Amber.

In those days when the heavens should not be called the earth, she was no longer the pampered and ignorant Princess Su.

Even that sentence of Princess Su was not true, but at that time, she was so stupid that she couldn't understand the contempt and ridicule in the eyes of others.

It wasn't until Yue smiled and handed Xiaoba into her arms, hugging her full of warmth, that she suddenly realized that her cold and dark heart had begun to calm down sometimes, and even recalling the past that had filled her with resentment was only a self-deprecating smile on her lips.

"Hachi is well-behaved and cute, presumably the girl will like her too, so I am good at advocating and hope that the girl will not mind."

Yue saw that Qi Su had not answered, but looked at Xiao Ba in his hand in a panic, holding Xiao Ba with a stiff arm, not daring to move, thinking that she was unwilling, so he explained aloud.

Xiao Hachi seemed to notice Qi Su's stunned and stiffness, and struggled uneasily to return to Yue's arms, Yue saw that Qi Su still had no reaction and had to stretch out his hand to hold Xiao Hachi back, but was blocked by Qi Su.

"I... I love it, but I'm worried ... ”

Qi Su looked at Xiaoba cautiously, worried that his strength would hurt him, and he was worried that his strength would not stop his struggle.

Yu smiled clearly, and instead of taking Hachi, he lowered his head and whispered to it.

"Accompany Sister Su well, Sister Su is a good person, she is very lonely."

Xiao Ba didn't struggle anymore as if he understood, but raised his big black eyes and looked at Qi Su, and then at Yue, and finally put away his paws and nested curiously in Qi Su's arms.

Qi Su listened to Yue's words, only to feel that his eyes were hot, and before he could react, he watched a teardrop fall into the snow-white fur.

"Thank you, I'll probably never be able to repay you for doing these things for me."

"I did all this for Brother Xiao, so you don't have to be grateful to me, let alone repay, I just hope you can think more about Brother Xiao's goodness in your heart, it's enough."

Qi Su's face changed, but he still didn't deny it.

Yue naturally understood the truth of the point, and didn't say anything more, only greeted Hu Er and Lu Chongguang and turned around and entered the study.

Yue pondered for a long time before finally opening his mouth, but as soon as Lu Chongguang heard that it was Chen Yuan's idea, his whole face changed several times, and he couldn't help but speak a few times, but finally he held back again, and finally Hu Er couldn't stand it, so he interjected a sentence.

"It's all up to the girl, and the Lord has already said that I want to trust the girl as much as I trust him."

It is worthy of being a child brought up by the punishment himself, how cute.

Because of the wholehearted reliance on trusting the punishment, I also unreservedly believe in following her whom you trust, just like she once was.

Yue couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth, but it didn't take long for him to collapse again.

Whether it was because too much time had passed, or because she had become accustomed to the connivance of the punishment.

She was almost unworthy of standing by Xing's side, but Xing still trusted her unreservedly.

Fortunately, it wasn't too late for her to wake up.

She was willing to do anything for him, because she loved him as much as he loved her.

"Send someone to inform Boss Chen, we will visit you again tonight, and ask him to prepare in advance. If Boss Lu is suspicious, he doesn't have to go, let's... ”

"I'll go."

Without waiting for Yue to finish speaking, Lu Chongguang interrupted her in a resolute tone.

Seeing this, Yue no longer stopped, but sighed secretly.

Another person who doesn't want to be confused, I really don't know whether to say lucky or unlucky.

"I'll do it, the girl has a good rest, and I'll call the girl when the child is in time."

After Hu Er finished speaking, he was about to leave, but was stopped by Yue.

"It's still early, don't worry, first ask the doctor in Boss Lu's mansion to take a look at your injuries."

"I'm fine...

"Obedient! Do you think I won't be able to see it if I don't tell it? I don't smell the strong smell of choking blood on my body, there are many things to do, not only can you not help, but I am also distracted to take care of you. What do you want me to tell him if something happens? ”

Yue said this more directly, and also gave several white eyes, but Hu Er only smiled helplessly when he heard it, and his eyes were full of warm pampering.

"I'm tired of Boss Lu, so be sure to ask the best doctor to take a good look at him."

"Rest assured, girl."

After Lu Chongguang and Hu Er left, Yue walked into the courtyard and saw Qi Su playing happily with Xiaoba, smiled slightly and turned his head back to the room to sleep.

I don't know how long I slept, until I felt very hungry, I suddenly woke up, it was already dark outside, fortunately it was not the appointed hour.

Yue just opened the door, but saw Qi Su standing outside her room, and when she saw her come out, she showed a relieved expression.

"Miss Su, what's wrong? Looking for me? ”

"It's nothing, it's just that I haven't moved after seeing that the girl has slept for so long, so I'm just a little worried."

"Thank you girl for your concern, I can't help but sleep longer, I make you worried."

"It's okay, it's not early, I guess you're hungry too, I'll let someone bring the food."

Yue was a little surprised, seeing that it was already dark, but listening to Qi Su's tone, she hadn't eaten yet, wasn't she deliberately waiting for her?

But this thought flashed by, and before he could speak, he saw that Qi Su had already walked out of the courtyard quickly.

Yue had to suppress her thoughts for the time being, and just waited for Qi Su to come back and talk to her, but after waiting for a while, she didn't see Qi Su but waited for an unexpected person.