Chapter 180: Confession
Changge was tossed by Lin Yanchen for I don't know how long, Lin Yanchen was finished, Changge saw that Lin Yanchen was wrong today, and he didn't count him out of anything, he stretched out his hand to wrap around his waist, because he was tossed hard, his tone was a little weak and said: "What's wrong with you today?" What's wrong? ”
Lin Yanchen thought about it, and felt that it was better to make it clear what he had to say between him and Changge, he could let go of Changge's past, but he couldn't just listen to Bai Tan's words, no matter what the truth was, he could accept it, but before that, he always had to know the facts.
Lin Yanchen hugged Changge and said, "Bai Tan came to me today and told me something. ”
When Changge heard this, he couldn't help but be shocked, his original sleepiness suddenly disappeared, and he said tentatively: "She, what did she say to you?" ”
Lin Yanchen didn't continue to sell Guan Zi either: "She said that you are the first queen who died, Meng Changning!" When Changge heard this, he felt a little uneasy in his heart: "Do you believe it?" ”
"I don't know, and I don't want to hide what I'm looking for from you, so I'm here to ask you."
Changge's hand tugged at the sheets, not that she didn't expect Bai Tan to reveal her identity, but she didn't expect it to be so sudden, she was a little caught off guard.
She Lin Changge thinks that she is frank and unrestrained in everything she does, and there is nothing unseemly, but she doesn't dare to let Lin Yanchen know about this matter.
Even if she was just a beggar living on the streets, her past was better than the infamous Meng Changning, the rumored demon queen. Married and had children.
She was not afraid to let others know about these things, but she didn't dare to tell Lin Yanchen, she was afraid that Lin Yanchen would mind this, and she was afraid that Lin Yanchen would dislike her.
Changge buried his head in Lin Yanchen's chest and remained silent for a long time.
Lin Yanchen sighed, "Lady, I don't care about your past, I just want to tell the truth." ”
Changge took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to admit: "What Bai Tan said is true, I am Meng Changning." ”
Lin Yanchen was stunned, although he already had this suspicion in his heart, but when he said it from Changge's mouth, he was still shocked, if he could still accept the rebirth of Changge, Changge would actually be the well-known Meng Changning, Lin Yanchen's feeling in his heart would still be a little weird.
His silence made Changge a little nervous, did he really dislike himself? Or did she mind that she was married to Bai Yu, how could she have expected so much back then...... If she had known, she would have gone to Lin Yanchen earlier, where would there be anything to Bai Yu, and whoever loves the queen should go!!
Changge raised his head and cautiously explained: "Those rumors about me among the people are really just rumors, although I have also harmed people and done bad things, but most of them must be done, I am not as bad as they say." ”
Lin Yanchen sighed and said, "I know, I've lived with you for so many years, how can I not know you, I don't believe what they preached." ”
When Changge heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief, but he was still a little nervous and explained: "I didn't know you in my last life, that's why I married Bai Yu...... In fact, I just have a good impression of Bai Yu, I thought that I wouldn't like anyone too much anyway, just find someone who has a little good impression and marry, I ......"
Changge explained that he didn't know what to say in the end, it was a fact that he married Bai Yu, and it was also a fact that he had a husband and wife with Bai Yu, and even had Bai Yu's children......
Lin Yanchen looked at Changge, secretly blamed himself for being too calculating, and kissed Changge on the face and said, "Stupid lady, I don't blame you for anything, it's just that I feel a little bit of a taste in my heart." ”
After Lin Yanchen finished speaking, he smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "It's me who is too careful, don't be surprised." ”
Changge looked at him a little stunned, Lin Yanchen is apologizing to himself again? Why did he apologize, Changge had already prepared that Lin Yanchen couldn't accept it after knowing the truth, or he didn't want to prepare himself, but now Lin Yanchen's performance inevitably surprised her
"Lin Yanchen, do you really not care about my identity? I'm the demon queen that everyone scolds the people......"
When Lin Yanchen heard this, he said, "Changge, can you tell me about your past?" ”
"Okay."
Chang Ge concisely said about his experience in his previous life: "In my previous life, I was an orphan without a father and mother, a little flower child who lived in the market, and then a mysterious woman appeared and taught me to read and write, medicine, poison, and make these spices. ”
Lin Yanchen was stunned: "Who is that woman?" ”
"I don't know." Changge said: "She taught me for a few years, left me a sum of money, and left quietly, I have never been able to guess her identity." Later, I used that money to start a small rouge gouache business, and gradually expanded the business, opened Changning Xuan, and became famous in Beijing. ”
"And then? How did you get into the palace? ”
At that time, Prince Rui Bai Que was seriously injured, and the imperial doctors were helpless, the emperor posted the imperial list, who can cure Prince Rui has a lot of money to thank, you also know that I will not let go of the opportunity to make money, so I went to try, but I didn't expect to be cured by me. Because I had to go to the palace every three or five times for treatment, I became acquainted with the prince and became friends. ”
"Then how did you get to know Your Majesty today?" In fact, this is what Lin Yanchen cares about the most.
Changge said: "Because the prince knows that I am a skilled doctor, and it is also a coincidence, Bai Yu was poisoned, and the prince took me to the palace, and the relationship between the two brothers was not bad at that time." That's how Bai Yu and I met. ”
Lin Yanchen didn't answer, and Changge continued: "Bai Yu took a fancy to my medical poison skills, and at that time, he had the idea of competing for the throne, and he didn't let go of anyone who could be used, so he often came to Changning Xuan to find me. For me, he told me a lot of his secrets. He was the lowest of all the princes of the first emperor, and even though he was the best in all respects, he was still not well received, and I only sympathized with him at first, so I began to help him. ”
"And then?" Lin Yanchen's eyes narrowed slightly: "How did the lady accept him?" Why aren't you with the prince......"
Changge said: "Bai Yu and Bai Que are two completely different people, don't look at Bai Que now has a heart of disobedience, he was the most unambitious royal child at the beginning, he just wants to be an idle prince, he and I think very similarly, but I didn't like men who don't fight or grab at that time, and I prefer Bai Yu's unwillingness to lag behind and ambition." ”
Lin Yanchen didn't answer, and he could probably understand a little bit of Changge's original thoughts. "And then?"
"Then I secretly did my best to help him, and you know, once you get involved in the fight for fame and fortune, it will be difficult to get out, and then even if I feel tired, I must continue to follow this path. Later, Bai Yu sat on the throne, and I married him, which became a natural thing, and I didn't think about it so much. ”
Lin Yanchen said: "I have only heard that Meng Changning used foxy means to seduce the current saint before he took the position of queen, and I have not heard of you assisting the current saint. ”
When Changge heard this, a sarcastic smile appeared on his lips: "Of course Bai Yu won't say it, as the king of a country, how can he say that he has been assisted by a folk woman!" But I didn't care about this credit, I only felt that I was a queen by my own background, which was a bit unbelievable, so I just wanted to be a good queen in peace and stability, and carefully learn the rules and etiquette every day, for fear that I would not be able to do it well. ”
Lin Yanchen couldn't help but laugh when he heard this: "It really doesn't sound like you." ”
Changge said: "Look at what you said, who hasn't changed the process, I was not as stupid as I am now, at first Bai Yu told me that he would only marry me in this life, and I also believed it." ”
"Even if he later accepted the three palaces and six courts in order to consolidate the imperial power, although I feel a little uncomfortable, I can still understand him, after all, he is the emperor. I didn't care too much about him finding other women, and now that I think about it, I was a little unbelievable at that time. ”
Lin Yanchen raised his eyebrows slightly when he heard this: "Why didn't the husband see that the lady had such a big belly, if it was for the husband to take a ...... with three wives and four concubines?"
"You dare!!" Before he finished speaking, Changge became anxious: "You dare to find other women, believe it or not, I will poison them?!! ”
Changge's fierce appearance made Lin Yanchen's heart much happier: "The reason why the lady is so generous to the emperor is because she doesn't care about him so much at all?" ”
Changge said: "You are right, I also thought it out later, I am not generous at all, just because I don't care so much, when Bai Yu pampered other concubines, I was not jealous or jealous, I just felt that the days in the palace were very boring, and I thought that it would be good if I could leave." ”
"You're the queen, how can you leave."
"Yes, once you enter the palace gate, it is as deep as the sea, and you can only experience that taste if you really go in." Changge sighed with a rare sigh: "At that time, I was thinking, anyway, it's already like this, just admit it, be my queen with peace of mind, don't worry about food and clothing anyway, this identity is quite decent, but I didn't expect that after Bai Yu became the emperor, the suspicion became more and more serious, and those loyal ministers who had a good relationship in private in the past were eliminated by him one after another."
Changge said: "When I knelt down and begged him to let those people go, I annoyed him and said that the harem was not allowed to interfere in politics. I knew that my words were useless, and then I simply didn't persuade and stayed in the harem with peace of mind, and then I was pregnant with a child, but I didn't expect Bai Yu to suspect that it was the prince's, and he also used the hand of Concubine Rong to cause me to slip the tire. After that, I was completely dead to him, until when he was about to kill one of my loyal servants, I rushed to the court, angered him, and after being confined, I gave me a cup of poisoned wine. After my death, there were suddenly many rumors about me being bad, and I became a demon queen inexplicably. ”
After Changge finished saying this, he looked at Lin Yanchen and said, "This is my last life, Lin Yanchen, will you dislike me?" ”
Lin Yanchen stretched out his hand and took Changge in his arms: "Stupid! It's too late for me to feel sorry for you, how can I dislike you. Don't worry, I will protect you well and won't let anyone hurt you again! ”