It was not dark when we got off the bus when we got off the bus when a speeding black car drove past us.

"Mom! You see! It's a car!! Xu Linlin pointed to the direction in which the car drove away, looking very excited, "How can there be a car in the village!" ”

Yanhong looked at the direction of the car and sighed twice: "It's not." At first glance, it is a rich family that can drive, Linlin, my mother told you, you have to study hard, find a rich object, drive a car like that, and your mother can enjoy happiness. ”

"Mom. Don't worry, I'm sure I'll study hard. The mother and daughter stood at the entrance of the village, looking at the direction where the car had gone without a shadow in a daze.

I was speechless, isn't it just a car, holding Xu Meijin's hand, the two of us will go home first.

As soon as I entered the house, I found that something was wrong, there were wide tire prints in the yard, and there were a lot of nutritious products and snacks on the kang after entering the house: "Grandma." Who's coming? ”

Grandma was sorting out those things, and looked at me, "Oh, you sister-in-law." ”

I immediately remembered the car, "Grandma, is my sister-in-law here to pick me up?" ”

"Pick you up." Grandma responded lightly.

"Big brother said he wanted someone to pick me up and take me to the Ferris wheel!" As I spoke, I lifted my feet and wanted to run out, but after running two steps, I found that I couldn't catch up with the car at all, and I was very aggrieved when I entered the house. looked at grandma, "grandma, why don't you let my sister-in-law wait for me." Did you deliberately let me go to the county seat? ”

Grandma turned around and looked at me: "What does your sister-in-law have to do with you, she didn't say that she came to pick you up, she just said that she came to thank grandma, because her body is good." What's wrong with you, or grandma will call your sister-in-law in front of you? ”

I didn't have anything more to say, so I lowered my eyes, "Then it's going to be the New Year, why doesn't the big brother let people pick me up and take me to the city, I want to go to a Ferris wheel, and I really miss the big brother." ”

Grandma frowned, "Your sister-in-law said, Anqi will go to the city on vacation, he may have taken Anqi to play and forget you, Jiaolong, didn't grandma tell you, that Dr. Zhuo's nephew, has a fate with Anqi, nothing to do with you, what kind of wheel, so old, how dangerous, don't sit down." ”

As soon as I heard that Angel was going to play, I felt very uncomfortable, so I sat on the kang sullenly, I was really unhappy for a long time, I thought that Zhuo Jing would not forget me, didn't he say that I could see the same as him. Forked acres and acres of garbage.

I was looking forward to it, but he didn't come until the end of the New Year, and I was really angry, so I told myself that in the future, I really shouldn't pay attention to him anymore.

It wasn't until I was in junior high school that I gradually forgot about Zhuo Jingcai, and slowly, I was a little vague about his appearance, I only remembered that he was very good-looking, but I forgot how good-looking.

Since then, my grandmother has rarely been looking at people, saying that her health is not very good, and the most anxious thing for me is that my aunt has never come, but little Ding Ding has obviously grown up.

This makes me a little disgusted with myself, I am very uncomfortable when I take a bath alone, I don't understand anything when I am a child, so I don't have any troubles, the more I grow up, the more I find that I am disgusted and disgusted even by myself.

"Jiaolong, what's wrong with you."

Grandma heard me throwing towels in the house alone, and couldn't help but ask at the door, now when I take a shower, grandma will vacate the house for me and let me wash in the house by myself, she waits at the door, if I run out of water, she is boiling hot water for me and then mixing it and sending it in.

"I'm fine."

I answered, scribbled my body, stood up, looked at the big wardrobe mirror at home, but I didn't want to look directly at myself, my chest developed, it was normal, I touched my neck, I didn't have an Adam's apple, and I spoke in a girl's voice, but my height was amazing at the time, 1.75 meters, and someone from the sports school had come to lobby me to join the basketball team.

Fourteen years old, I'm only fourteen years old, I'm 1.75 meters, I've heard the girls in the class say that they won't grow tall when they have a period, and they are all depressed that they are not tall enough, only I am depressed that I am too tall.

My figure, compared with boys, is very thin, but compared with girls, and a little strong, the more I walk between boys and girls, the more depressed I am, I sighed, put on my clothes directly, turned around and opened the door, and glanced at my grandmother, "I'm done." ”

Grandma walked in and looked at me with a half-upturned face, "Jiaolong, I'm not happy, who said you at school." ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, I didn't want my grandma to be affected by me, it's only been three years, grandma seems to have shrunk, she can only go to my chest, she used to hug me, now I hug her, "No, who dares to say me, I'm so strong, ordinary boys can't beat me." ”

Grandma reached out and touched my face, "Jiaolong, you can't fight with boys, are you a girl, hey, the day before yesterday, your Aunt Yanhong chatted with me, saying that you look a bit like a person in a TV series that young people love to watch now, what about Hong Kong and Taiwan, called, called flowers, what kind of flowers, look, my granddaughter is still a bit like an actress, big eyes, high nose bridge, how to look at how handsome." "The medical concubine is fierce and fierce:

I was a little helpless, and looked at my grandmother, "Grandma, the flowers that Aunt Yanhong said are men." ”

"Man?!" Grandma's eyes widened when she heard this: "I thought it was called a woman, I have to talk about her this time, my granddaughter looks like a man, is it a little heroic, this is called heroic, I watch the models on TV like you." ”

I smiled, looked at my grandmother's face, and reached out to hug her, "Grandma, I'm not like anyone, I'm just like you, I think about it, I don't want to go to school, and I can't get into high school, so I'll stay at home with you." ”

"That's okay." Grandma pushed me away, "You have to be educated, you Aunt Yanhong won't let the eldest girl study, I won't let her, she has to graduate from junior high school, you have to study, even if you accompany grandma, you have to read up, why do you have to read a secondary school or something, on vacation or something, at home to help the people who come to see things to see the incense, grandma is too old to look at it, and it will depend on you to learn slowly in the future." ”

Speaking of which, I was a little troubled, "Grandma, when do you say I will be able to get through, why am I not very good at showing people now, I can only rely on incense to solve it, but I don't understand anything else." ”

Grandma smiled, "Don't worry, it's fast, you're going to get through, you look very tall, but you're actually still a child, this kind of thing, can't be in a hurry." ”

I can only nod my head, but I don't know what to say, and I am full of confusion about the future, I believe what my grandmother said, I will be a gentleman, but I will question myself, because some dirty things, after I turn twelve, I can't see, and my son only occasionally smiles at me in my dreams, and I wake up when I want to talk to him, so I can't see any difference between myself and others except for my own body that is different from ordinary people - I am a yin and yang person—— ——