125: Let's get a divorce
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"Have you forgotten what I told you before? You know that I don't have that kind of relationship with her, why do you say that? ”
"Hehehe...... You don't have that kind of relationship with her, your own affairs are only clear to you, and you ask me if I have forgotten what you said before, Shen Mochen, I still remember what you said to me, but do you remember? ”
"You told me, you said that because my grandmother didn't know the doctors in the hospital, so you took me to have a specific examination, and I also said why there would be an extra item in the physical examination, I thought you added it on purpose, I thought you were real, for me, for our future children, so when I stayed at home, I forced myself to drink the medicine I never drank, I drank until I wanted to vomit, I also thought, no matter what, it's for the child, just bear it."
"Hehehehe...... Look at it, I believe in you, I really believe in you, but what did I get in exchange, Shen Mochen, the medicine you asked Gu Muxuan to prescribe to me was also because of the reason to save Jiang Mengjie, right? ”
"I believe you so much, but I didn't expect that I would encounter such a scene today, I really want to know, if I didn't happen to come out today, would I still be kept in the dark, if I fell asleep in the ward now, Jiang Mengjie happened to have an accident, you would let me silently save Jiang Mengjie when I was silent?"
Shen Mochen was frozen in place by my long series of words, and the sharpness in his usual eyes faded in an instant.
He hung his head, but he still wouldn't let go of my hand.
I know that this is because I am afraid that I will let go, and no one will save Jiang Mengjie for a while.
The tears fell in big and big gulps, but I cried and cried, and laughed.
Shen Mochen heard my laughter and raised his head: "Xiaoxiao, you...... Don't be like this, what are you coming at me, I just beg you not to do this. ”
Shen Mochen actually used the word "ask", but in my ears, it was like a steady stream of sarcasm.
How ridiculous is my life?
I thought that starting to get along with him would be the compensation of life for my dark days in the past, and I thought that I would be with him for the rest of my life.
It turned out that Shen Mochen was kind to me during this time, but it was all because of another person.
I once thought that he had always been an indifferent and ruthless person, but I never thought that he would be so devoted to a person, but that affection was never for me, it was for Jiang Mengjie, who had been with him since he was a child, and even for her, he did not hesitate to take my body.
Actually, Gu Muxuan's sentence was wrong, he said that as long as it was within a year or two, Shen Mochen would definitely not let me get pregnant.
He has already done this to Jiang Mengjie, how can he let me conceive his child?
Passers-by gathered more and more, and I subconsciously glanced at it and felt a little unbearable.
So he reached out and wiped the tears from my face and stabilized his mind: "Shen Mochen, let go!"
"Don't let it go!" He was determined.
At this time, the cell phone in his trouser pocket started ringing again, and I didn't have to think about it, I knew what was going on.
Shen Mochen didn't answer, just clasped me tightly with both hands.
I opened my mouth to remind him: "Shen Mochen, Jiang Mengjie is about to die, if you don't save her, what are you still holding me for."
Shen Mochen's eyes really lit up a little, but he didn't say anything.
"Oh, I forgot, it seems that only I can save Jiang Mengjie."
Shen Mochen grabbed my hand and shook it violently.
I suddenly don't want to go on like this, I know that if I keep being so stiff today, with Shen Mochen's stubborn temper, I will definitely not let me go, but I don't want to stay with him for a minute longer now.
In this way, it only reminds me of the emotional humiliation I have suffered during this time.
In fact, he just said a sentence in the car, he said that in fact, as long as it is his business, even if I will feel outrageous and lose my temper with him at the moment, but afterwards, I will definitely compromise......
As he said, I have no choice, I don't want to stand here and show my ugliest side in front of outsiders.
So his heart sank, gritted his teeth and asked Shen Mochen: "Did I go to save Jiang Mengjie, and you would let me go?"
Shen Mochen raised his eyes and stared straight at me, as if if he would miss something if he closed his eyes.
I saw that he didn't say anything, so I had to open my mouth again: "I can promise you to save Jiang Mengjie, but I have one condition, as long as you promise me, I will go in and save her immediately."
Shen Mochen's eyes lit up, like a deep pool.
He looked at me, the corners of his mouth finally opened, and he replied in a deep voice: "Except for leaving me, I will promise you anything else you want."
He said, except for leaving me, I will promise you whatever you want.
At this moment, a few tears in his eyes that he could not hold back fell again.
I lowered my head, wiped it with my hands, and then raised my head, my voice was hoarse but crisp: "I just need you to promise me, I saved Jiang Mengjie, and we will divorce."
I had thought in my heart many times before, and I was reluctant to say it, but this time, I said it really easily, I thought I would cry a lot, but I didn't.
I felt very uncomfortable, as if thousands of insects were gnawing at it, swallowing all the blood and water on my body into my stomach.
"Mo Chen, I can only hold on for another ten minutes, and if you don't come in ten minutes, let's prepare for Jiang Mengjie's funeral."
Probably knowing that the situation was very bad, after the phone rang this time, Shen Mochen answered, and as soon as he opened it, Gu Muxuan said this and hung up the phone.
After a while, Shen Mochen finally darkened his eyes and replied in a heavy voice: "Okay, I promise you."
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Before entering the operating room, I saw Jiang Mengjie inside through the window, the last time I saw her, it was when she asked me to go to the abandoned warehouse, but at that time, she could still yell at me very fiercely and cunningly, and now, just lying quietly on the bed, her body was full of instruments, her face was pale, if it weren't for the sound of those instruments dripping next to her, I almost felt that she was already a dead person.
I raised my foot and was about to go in, but Shen Mochen suddenly squeezed my hand, his eyes were dark, the corners of his mouth opened and closed several times, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he just rolled up and down a few times in his Adam's apple, and then let go of my hand.
"I'll wait for you outside."
Shen Mochen finally squeezed out a sentence.
I didn't look at him, I turned my back to him and nodded, and the moment I entered the house, I suddenly remembered something and said, "If you are fine, prepare the divorce agreement first." ”
After speaking, before he could answer, I opened the door indifferently and entered the operating room.
When the doctor gave me anesthetic, I said, "Please don't give me too much anesthetic." ”
The doctor said: "Mrs. Shen, you don't have to be afraid, our hospital is still very professional in City B." ”
They thought I was too scared to speak and comforted me.
It's just that Mrs. Shen made me feel a little uncomfortable, as if there was an invisible thin thread pulling at my heart and trembling violently.
"I'm fine, I just want to clear my head."
I just want to remember this pain, this is the feeling that Shen Mochen brought me, but even so, I still have to let go, I want to let myself know that I just want to teach myself a lesson, and in the future, I can no longer treat myself like this.
Children who have never eaten sugar do not know the sweetness of sugar, but only children who have eaten sugar know how painful it is to lose their life with sugar.
It's like someone with a shovel and smashing a hole in your heart mercilessly that can never be filled, and by the time you finally realize that you want to remedy it, it's already unrecognizable.
Everything was ready, I was lying on my hospital bed, the doctor gave me anesthetic, and soon I watched as the bright red blood continued to flow out of my body, eventually converging in the separator, and the various instruments were dripping.
I suddenly found that I didn't seem to be afraid of blood at all, and the doctor didn't listen to me, the anesthetic was very sufficient, and there was no pain at all in the place where they drew blood and bone marrow, but only I knew that my heart was already full of holes.
I kept my eyes open, watching in amazement as my blood flowed into the other person's body, little by little.
I saw outside the window, Shen Mochen leaning on the glass window with one hand, and found that he was also looking at me quietly, I suddenly felt my throat dry and tight, and a tear finally flowed out of my eye socket and slid into my already dry mouth.
I subconsciously tried it with my tongue, and I felt that it was even more bitter than the conditioning medicine I had drunk before.
Xu didn't want to be too distracted, Xu didn't want the doctors who were busy in the operating room to see the jokes, so I simply closed my eyes.
"Mrs. Shen, are you okay?"
I heard someone ask me, but I didn't answer, I closed my eyes, cut off the bright light in the operating room, and thought to myself, it will be all right soon, and when they take away what they need, I will be relieved as well, and from then on, I will no longer be so humble and stupid because of anyone who drinks the so-called body-conditioning medicine.
After everything was over, I was pushed out of the operating room, and seeing this, Shen Mochen quickly surrounded me.
"How's she doing?"
Shen Mochen asked anxiously, if I had seen him like this before, I might still feel warm in my heart, but now, I feel that everything doesn't matter.
"It's okay, just take a break, the anesthetic is over, and you can move normally."
Before entering the ward, Shen Mochen stepped back a bit, and I was pushed in by two nurses, who were talking to the doctor outside.
I just glanced faintly and looked away.
Two minutes later, Shen Mochen pushed the door and came in.
I looked at him, but my eyes still couldn't help but soften and sore, so I turned my head away and stopped looking at him.