140 Will you be afraid of me?
"It's me who misunderstood you, Song Tian." Xu Jingxian lowered her head, "It's me who thinks too simply, I thought that you wouldn't be able to deal with similar things, but I didn't expect that you are more powerful than I thought." ”
"Instead of saying that, it's better to be more direct, I didn't expect me to have a long heart, right?" Song Tian said with a smile.
Although she was smiling, she was really unhappy, Xu Jingxian couldn't understand her.
"Jingxian, maybe I used to be a very annoying person, but now I don't want to pull hatred at all, I just want to live quietly, but in reality, if you want to live quietly, I'm afraid it's not that simple." Song Tian said, a little sad.
She really wasn't really happy, her smile just now was just a polite perfunctory smile.
"If a woman is too beautiful, she will definitely be annoying." Xu Jingxian smiled, wanting to relieve the embarrassing atmosphere.
"There are thousands of beautiful women, are they all annoying?" Song Tian said with a serious face, "At the beginning, I didn't want to contact anyone except Lu. But now, since I have accepted you and Ning Qi, and accepted his friend of the opposite sex, I don't want to lose you easily. ”
Xu Jingxian was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but look towards the door, and sure enough, Ning Qi was standing there, looking over blankly.
"Jingxian, I know you like Ning Qi, I swear to God today, I just treat Ning Qi as a friend, I feel exactly the same way about him as I do for you, when he hugs me, my feeling is completely different from when Lu hugged me, but it is similar to the feeling when you are close." Song Tian said, then smiled, "There are some words, I think that if I tell him in person, I am afraid that it will hurt my feelings, so it is better for you to help me tell him, I have accepted Lu, and I can't consider other men, yes, I don't think about it." ”
Xu Jingxian kept saying to herself in her heart: It's over, it's over, it's really self-defeating.
She has always wondered why Song Tian accepted Ning Qi, but she complained to Lu Zeyan, if she wanted to separate their relationship, then what benefit could she get from it?
Besides, she didn't think that Song Tian would have such a deep mind now.
Now she finally understands it thoroughly.
After leaving from Song Tianna, in Ning Qi's car, Xu Jingxian said a little embarrassedly: "I'm really sorry, I couldn't help you, but I gave you a hack." ”
"She doesn't have me in her heart, she only regards me as a friend, what does it matter between black and white? I don't blame you, I want to thank you, if those words were really conveyed to me by you, I'm afraid I would lose face! Ning Qi laughed to himself as he drove the car.
"And what are your plans for the future?" Xu Jingxian asked.
"I have a case at hand, and this time may be busy for a while, so use this time to think about it! Anyway, thank you. Ning Qi said, freeing up a hand and patting Xu Jingxian's shoulder.
Xu Jingxian was stunned, and then said, "Hey, you're so familiar, what are you doing so politely." ”
Then, she turned her face to look out the window, frowning.
Seeing Ning Qi's appearance, Xu Jingxian's heart couldn't help but be picked up, she felt very sorry for him, but she couldn't do anything for him.
She never knew what it was like to fall in love with a man, but now she knew a little bit better.
She thought that she might really fall in love with Ning Qi, and fall in love with his single-mindedness and infatuation, but she was the most clear person, and she would hide this special favor in the bottom of her heart.
If she could, she could not let him know for the rest of her life.
She has her own goals in life, and her future husband will definitely be a very suitable person to be her husband, and Ning Qi, whether from his personal point of view or from his work, does not meet her criteria for choosing a mate at all.
The appearance is too outstanding, the work is too dangerous, and there are other women in my heart, no, no, no!
*
Song Tian's cold lasted for a few days, and Lu Zeyan didn't let her stay at home alone all the time, but he could take her to the company as much as possible, place her in the lounge, and take care of her.
Fortunately, her physical foundation is not bad, and she recovered quickly, and she started working again.
As her work ability became stronger, Lu Zeyan designed a separate place for her in the office as an office, and set up a department for her, and later simply let her share part of Liang Cheng's work, and also gave Liang Cheng a separate salary increase.
The secretaries in the secretary's room were all envious of Liang Cheng, who had a salary increase for less work, and was even more jealous of his good sycophancy, no one knew how much Liang Cheng was trembling all day long when he stayed by Lu Zeyan's side, especially when Song Tian was sick, Lu Zeyan's temper was eccentric and impermanent, which made him collapse several times.
Fortunately, everything has passed, Song Tian is fine, and now the relationship between the two has taken another step, which can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.
During the lunch break that day, Ning got up and went to Lu Zeyan's office, when they had just finished eating, Song Tian was about to go into the lounge for a lunch break, and Lu Zeyan was also preparing to go out to run errands.
Seeing him coming, listening to him explain his intentions, Lu Zeyan immediately postponed the entertainment, and Song Tian obediently went in to take a nap and left the office to them to talk about things.
"If it's really Huang Ling, what are you going to do? She's a criminal now. Lu Zeyan reminded him.
"There is no evidence of whether she has committed a crime now." Ning frowned.
"Ning Qi, don't lie to yourself, you don't have any evidence of my crime at the beginning, why are you insisting that I committed a crime?" Lu Zeyan asked him rhetorically.
Ning Qi shook his head and said that he didn't want to talk about it.
"Listen to my advice, this case is handed over, and you don't want to follow up." Lu Zeyan patted him on the shoulder and comforted him.
"How could Huang Ling ......?"
"People change." Lu Zeyan looked at Ning Qi, his eyes seemed to say to Ning Qi: "Don't be stupid, aren't I just an example?" The environment can change a person. ”
I don't know how long it took, Ning Qi finally sighed: "I listen to you, I let Deng Lun take over this case, so that it will be easier for me to get the news." If I can help her reduce her sentence......"
"Don't overthink it!" Lu Zeyan reminded him, "I'll ask the leader for instructions when I go back in a while." ”
"Hmm."
Ning Qi turned around to leave.
At this time, Lu Zeyan suddenly said to him: "Ning Qi, do you still love her?" ”
Ning Qi paused, and suddenly couldn't cry or laugh: "Zeyan, we are just partners, and we have never been together." ”
"You're not boyfriend and girlfriend?" Lu Zeyan raised his eyebrows.
"That's an organizational relationship, and she and I have always been just partners in life and death." Ning Qi laughed.
"Even you hide it from me......"
Lu Zeyan didn't say the rest of the words.
He suddenly understood something, but he couldn't say any more.
In Ning Qi's eyes, Lu Zeyan has always been just a suspect, but the relationship between them has not changed because of this, I don't know how well Ning Qi has made psychological adjustments.
"It's all over, Zeyan." Ning Qi laughed lightly, "If it wasn't me who investigated your case at that time, maybe everything would be different today." ”
At least Song Tian will not be disappointed, and I am afraid that he will not marry Lu Zeyan.
Everything stems from their relationship, because of this relationship, he is destined to be unable to let go of Song Tian.
In the afternoon, when Song Tian woke up, he saw Lu Zeyan sitting by the window, looking outside and not knowing what he was thinking, so he secretly got up, walked around behind him, and hugged him.
"Hee-hee, what do you think? So distracted. Song Tian slid from behind him into his arms and asked.
"Song Song, if one day, you know what I did in the past, and you are very ruthless, will you be afraid of me?" Lu Zeyan still looked out the window and asked her.
"You've already admitted it, what am I afraid of?" Song Tian smiled, "But I prefer that there are some things that I don't have to know or think about for the rest of my life." ”
"What? What do you remember? Lu Zeyan lowered his head and stared at her and asked seriously.
"No! However, I heard Jingxian say that in the past, I had several friends who betrayed me, and there were very good friends, but it was Jingxian and Ning Qi, the two airborne soldiers, who stayed with me. I thought, there must have been something wrong with how I used to be a human being, otherwise how could my friends abandon me one by one? ”
Song Tian thought carefully and answered Lu Zeyan's question very seriously, but she was not sad, it looked as if she was talking about someone else's business.
"You probably ...... There are some problems, but not as serious as mine. Lu Zeyan smiled bitterly, "We seem to have the same disease." ”
"Huh?" Song Tian suddenly smiled and said, "It turns out that we are patients!" ”
Lu Zeyan touched her head and couldn't help laughing: "If you were in the past, hearing me say this, it would definitely not be today's reaction." That's right, it's really hard to admit that I'm sick, and now in the face of you, I'm finally willing to admit that I'm really sick, and I was crazy for a while. I did a lot of things that I regretted for the so-called balance in my heart, but now I regret it so much that I dare not think about it......"
Song Tian hugged Lu Zeyan tightly in distress: "Everything is over, since it's over, let's not think about it anymore, okay?" ”
Lu Zeyan looked at her with a smile: "Okay, listen to Song Song." ”
Song Tian stuck out his tongue, and then took the initiative to kiss Lu Zeyan's stupidity and clumsily invited him.
Lu Zeyan responded with a smile, but his heart was pounding, this little thing took the initiative to kiss him several times, which made him excited, but he couldn't do anything to her, this is probably also the reason for his heart palpitations!
After kissing for a while, Liang Cheng's voice came from outside the door: "Mr. Lu, Da Shao and Da Shao are here, waiting for you in the conference room." ”
Song Tian blinked: "It's your eldest brother and Song Quan, right?" ”
Lu Zeyan smiled: "It's them, eighty percent of the old man has passed." ”
"What does it mean to be in the past?" Song Tian asked puzzled.
"It's dead!"