This village is obviously closed, and naturally there is no network and cable TV, and if the conditions are similar, you can press a big pot lid, and if it sounds like satellite TV, you can watch one or two central and local stations. The villagers are burdened by financial pressure, and they are naturally not interested in celebrities. There is a sense of love for whom.

In addition to the national leaders, as well as some land and people's livelihood policy reforms, they don't pay attention to any celebrities, and the spiritual pursuit is still stuck in the people's hobbies in the village when I was a child.

To put it nicely, it is down-to-earth, a little money enough to spend, and you can live a small life with peace of mind.

And I want to ask, why is the house where the village chief's family lives with a red tile tile wall in the Gaomen compound? Don't you think that the village chief is corrupt, the villagers also have something to say, hey, are they cadres, those who eat public food must be different from our ordinary people!

The mentality is not generally good, and it is false to say that it is not backward.

Originally, no one in the village knew who I was, and the identity that everyone knew was only what Aunt Zhu said that I was a distant relative of the next guardian of the third sister, and everyone knew that the old ugly uncle dragged his sick body and took the third sister out of the house, and the ashes were left when he turned back. Everyone thinks that this is the last arrangement made by Uncle Ugly for the third sister, and my appearance did not make anyone feel inexplicable.

As a fool known to the whole village, the third sister was sent to Uncle Ugly by her parents from birth, and then, the biological parents of the third sister moved out of the village. It's better than a dog to feed.

The only thing that people didn't expect was that the child ran away and ran out of gas, at that time they thought it was providence, because Uncle Ugly was seriously ill, otherwise the child would have to starve to death if no one looked at him in the future, and he would starve to death if he didn't get lost, who knew that the third sister woke up, and after a few days of crazy talk, it would be normal to die, the village was surrounded by mountains, and there were many spiritual things, so they believed in these things, and they came to the conclusion that a third sister was opened by God, plus Uncle Ugly took the third sister out of the house, They are muttering behind their backs that Uncle Ugly is going to take the third sister to find his biological parents, and if Uncle Ugly is going to fail, he must not let the third sister fall away.

It's just that the biological parents haven't been found. I should have thanked Uncle Ugly for paving the way so that I didn't have to speak, and because of his behavior in the village, I realized the enthusiasm of the villagers, but I never expected that there were some young people who wanted to generate income for their families and go out to work during the slack time, and as a result, they also caught up with me and heard about my 'heroic deeds' in Changbai Mountain.

This unlucky one is the young man who filled in the grave of the ugly uncle that day, it was he who let Aunt Zhu know that I was a gentleman, and I wanted to hide the identity of the gentleman, but I still didn't hide it

In the past, of course, I didn't care who knew that I was a gentleman, I even liked to come to this kind of place, how good the evil things are to develop and grow, just like in Liukin, how much work I have done to give people the beam, but time has passed, these three years, I really just want to live secretly, I don't expect to come back from the aisle, although the righteousness that comforts others is awe-inspiring, but my hands are not energetic, my mind is blank, how to show others? I see what's going on, is it a joke, I can't catch up with Li Xiaoshi, that guy will at least cry, what will I do.

After burning the old ugly uncle's clothes and sending them over, Aunt Zhu came to me again and said that I had helped her son look at the work of Shangliang, I struggled for a long time, and finally she thought it was a problem with money, and opened her mouth and said: "Jiaolong, in this way, the old clown didn't need money to see us or anything in the past, but you are in Changbai Mountain that pimple to show people and make the news, that must be the country's attention, Shangliang, you pinch a little, I will give you a hundred rewards, ten miles and eight villages and the highest price, what do you think!" ”

I couldn't help but laugh and look at Aunt Zhu, this has risen to the country?

"Aunt Zhu, in this way, I have been busy with the affairs of my ugly uncle since I came, and my mind is also messed up, can I wait for two days to show your son?"

Aunt Zhu nodded: "Okay, just have your words, I've been worried after the old clown left, we used to have all kinds of headaches and brain fever in the village, and now I have you, and I still live for a long time, I will let go of this heart, otherwise I have to walk for two hours on the mountain road to find the old Cui Pozi, she is old, and it is not convenient to walk the mountain road, I will just follow our own people to do this, what to say, I have watched the third sister grow up, although she calls me a little inferior to my aunt, but I have always regarded her as my granddaughter! ”

"Alas, Uncle Ugly's affairs are also thanks to you Zhang Luo, Aunt Zhu, Jiaolong knows it in his heart."

"That's okay, you guys are busy first, this house can't be long, people have to clean it well, just go to the yard and call me!!"

I kept nodding and thanking me, and as soon as I came back, the whole person was melancholy, sitting on the kang, I have been thinking about how to push this thing out so that it will not be so embarrassing and will not spoil the neighborhood and Aunt Zhu has always taken care of the third sister.

Looking up, Uncle Ugly's house is a little shabby, from the outside, there is a low wall and a wooden door that can be called an ornament, at best, even if it is a show, it can't have the effect of the door, the house is the same, the door is not closed tightly, there is no lock, and the wind blows and whirts.

Entering the house is a stove and some simple pots and pans, and most of them are notched, turning into a big house is a kang and a table plus an empty thing that can be called a wardrobe, in the sentence sketch, there is really not even a decent furniture, the only valuable thing should be the big vat used to drink water next to the stove, it can be seen that Uncle Ugly has lived a simple life, not to mention that the door lock is not tight, there is no need to lock it at all, I think even the mouse will not stay more when passing by.

People's hearts are long, probably the people in the village also see that the old ugly uncle is living a difficult life, and he is helpful on weekdays, so he will take more care of the third sister.

"Jiaolong, this shouldn't be too difficult, it's just on the beam, you've seen so much before, just pick an hour in the morning, Aunt Zhu takes good care of the third sister, she is the most enthusiastic person in the village, she is very good to me after I wake up, it's not good to refute people's face."

The third sister stuffed me and her things into the simple wooden cabinet, and then sat down next to me and whispered: "If no one knows that you are a gentleman, forget it, but now everyone knows, if you don't show it, people will definitely think that you look down on the people in the village, three years, how embarrassing it will be to meet in the future." ”

I looked at her brows and couldn't suppress the frown: "Third sister, the beam is not so simple, yes, it was very simple for me before, but you think, people in the village build a house, how many times can be built in a lifetime, it is nothing more than marrying a daughter-in-law, or for children and grandchildren to retain, there is a saying in the countryside, called 'there are beams on the roof, there are grains at home, there are no beams on the roof, and the six animals are not prosperous', the beam, in the hearts of the people, is the most important procedure for building a house, do you know." ”

The third sister shook her head: "This, I really don't know"

"Forget it."

I rubbed the bridge of my nose, and said in my mouth, "The upper beam is not simply just counting the hour, we must calculate the year of the master of the family of each zodiac zodiac, if there is evil in the star, it must be avoided, and if the hour of the upper beam is in opposition to the zodiac, it must also be avoided, the so-called upper beam is like a crown, the smooth and good, the natural good luck, the wind and rain are smooth, bad, everything is not going well, the head is under heavy pressure, minor illnesses are continuous, and disasters are delayed"

"It's so serious, but the countryside is built with houses, it won't be so much, I think everyone is living the same, there is nothing rich and expensive, but there will be no major illnesses and disasters."

I let out a long breath and looked at her: "I think better, Liang should be on it, but Aunt Zhu's son's life can't get up, and people won't think that it was me who went to Liang, but I can't get over it in my heart, it's not that I don't want to help, it's obviously okay, but I can't do it well now, I'm afraid that people will not be happy, and the happy event will make it bad, you say, hemp is not troublesome." "The commander is at his best.

The third sister looked at me with a serious face, "Listening to you say this, it's a little tricky, Jiaolong, I thought about things simply, I thought that this would just look at the yellow calendar or something, in this way, don't be too anxious, think slowly, it's really not good, I'll go and tell Aunt Zhu, maybe you will be inspired when you relax." ”

I nodded and didn't respond, listening to Aunt Zhu's enthusiastic shouting of the third sister in the yard, I was so frightened that I was scared!

She came to send rice and some cabbage and potatoes, these days I and the third sister are eating instant noodles, she said that it is not good to eat that all the time, so the food at home sent us some, moved naturally needless to say, but when she left, she also left me a piece of paper, on which is the whole family and the year of the person who helped her son build a house.

The people in the village didn't just build a house with her, so she understood the general taboo procedure, and without waiting for me to speak, it was as if I had promised to say to myself: "Jiaolong, I told my son, if you can help to preside over it, the reward will be even greater, and the eldest mother is not a bad thing!" Okay, you don't have to send it, the time is all written on paper, you can just go and talk to the aunt when you settle down! ”

As soon as she left, my head was completely bigger, looking at those zodiac signs, there was no need to be so complicated before, as long as I knew the birth date of the owner, I could launch the time and the zodiac to avoid, but now I look at the data on the paper, but my heart is a mess, and I really can't help it!

I took some of the money brought to the third sister and asked her to go to the commissary where to buy something to send to Aunt Zhu, the favor should still have to be repaid, you can't ask for other people's food in vain, I don't have much money, but I have enough to live here, and the rest can also repair Uncle Ugly's house, otherwise the yellow mud on the outer wall of this house has fallen off several pieces, and I am really afraid that the house will collapse.

I was anxious for more than a week, it was dark early here, and there was no TV and other things at the house of Uncle Ugly, so I followed the third sister up the mountain during the day, sat in front of Uncle Ugly's grave, and at night I took the paper around the yard, accompanied by the night, and kept picking out things that had no teacher before, and occasionally a few dog barks in the quiet mountain village, I suppressed and wanted to die, and I looked up at the stars in the sky and suddenly felt that my life was even the motivation to go down, and the ultimate reason why a person wanted to die, It's not an escape, it's not a cower, it's because of a heart that has nowhere to put it but the world is cold.

To summarize simply, in just a few words, I'm a piece of waste, I'm a real waste of fucking food!

"Jiaolong, you're still thinking about it, don't think about sleeping, tomorrow, I'll go and tell Aunt Zhu, ah."

Sitting cross-legged on the kang, I was still staring at the crumpled piece of paper, "Third sister, I actually want to escape, if only no one knew that I was a gentleman." ”

"Don't do that."

She got up from the quilt and sat down opposite me with sleepy eyes: "Actually, what I used to think about was that the more I lose something, the more I have to face something, but these days, I see you are so angry about Aunt Zhu's affairs, I feel really uncomfortable, really, maybe Onmyoji is different from other professions, we ordinary people don't understand this, but don't be so stressful, it's a long time, let's take our time, ah." ”

"Useless third sister, I really can't think of it, I can't think of it in my head, I know it's just a very superficial thing, if you read more books on this subject, you will be better than me, I really can't think of it"

"Jiaolong! Don't be like this, Uncle Ugly said that if you cultivate your self-cultivation, it may be to let you take good care of your body, and when your hands are good, everything will be fine. ”

I lowered my eyes and looked at my hand, and hammered it to the edge of the kang in frustration: "But it didn't react at all!" It's useless! It's scrapped!! “

"Jiaolong!!" The third sister hugged me tightly: "You can do it, you really can!" Don't hurt yourself! It's true! Don't hurt yourself! There is hope in life!! ”

After a few days of unproductive emotional outbursts, I trembled my shoulders and sprayed irrepressible emotions, and kept shaking my head: "Third sister, I have no hope, I'm really a waste, I'm a waste, I can't be a gentleman, I look down on myself, but I can't help it!" Three sisters!! ”

The third sister also cried, she hugged me and didn't let go: "Don't scare me, Jiaolong, really don't scare me, I'm left with you, don't scare me like this, if something happens to you, what should I do, Jiaolong"

I couldn't speak, I felt like I really couldn't face anyone anymore.

The third sister was afraid that I would do something stupid, holding my hand and not daring to let go, crying tired, I finally fell asleep in a drowsy mood, until the sun rose, the rooster crowed and the dog barked, Aunt Zhu's lively voice sounded in the yard, I got up like a ghost, looked at the third sister's eyes that woke up instantly, and opened her mouth in a dumb voice: "Don't worry, I'll go and tell Aunt Zhu, in fact, I don't know anything, it's no big deal"

"O Jiaolong! Three sisters! Are you up!! ”

Aunt Zhu opened my house, but stood outside and didn't come in, I answered, my throat hurt badly, I shook the ground to put on my shoes, and the third sister got up and looked at me: "I'll go and say, you must be embarrassed." ”

I shook my head like a mush, "It's okay, I'll say it myself." ”

Walking slowly to the kitchen, Aunt Zhu stood outside the door and was studying the door of my house: "Jiaolong, although there are no bad people in our village, but there are many living things, and you can enter the house if you can't keep anything, and it is common to see snakes in the yard. ”

I nodded but coughed twice, in a very low state, "Auntie, I"

Aunt Zhu looked at her suspiciously: "What's wrong, Jiaolong, are you sick, look, it's going to be cold, let's be cold in winter here, you have to close the doors and windows, and the aunt will go back in a while to find you some cold medicine to eat, the hour will come out, and my son will be on the beam!" ”

Looking at Aunt Zhu's expectant eyes, I licked my lips, took a deep breath, took a scoop of water from the tank, and poured it into my smoking throat, and after drinking it dry, I wiped my lips viciously and looked at Aunt Zhu: "Auntie, about the hour."

"What's the matter, what time do you have to go?"

I raised my hand, and my mind suddenly turned, turned!

"At ten o'clock in the morning, when the tide rises in the daily election, money is surging, zodiac, rooster, cow, monkey, should be avoided, and those who speak out are ugly should be taboo, and those who have a mourning anniversary in their families and women who have menstrual affairs should not go forward to watch onlookers."

After saying that, I was stunned, my brain was abnormally clear, I turned my head, I looked at the third sister who was also wide-eyed and surprised, what was going on, and suddenly it was clear