I think Qin Han didn't speak again, probably waiting for my apology and explanation, but no matter what, I couldn't fully describe this explanation.

When I finally opened my mouth, I still couldn't spit out a word, but I still decided to give up, and instead sighed, lowered my head and said extremely apologetically to Qin Han, "I'm sorry." ”

When he heard my apologies to Qin Han, he turned his head, but his gaze at me was still flat, without a trace of waves, as if the whole person was lifeless.

"Apologize? Are you apologizing to me, why are you apologizing to me, is there any need for that? ”

Qin Han asked me a series of questions, his brows furrowed slightly, obviously he couldn't understand what I was doing, but it surprised me.

"Because...... I lied to you, you asked me more than once, but I never told you what the real situation was, so I should apologize to you. ”

I lowered my head and opened my mouth to explain to Qin Han, I couldn't bear to listen to him about to reprimand me, but to my surprise, everything I was worried about didn't seem to happen.

I waited for a long time with my head down, but there was no sound in the sky, which made me almost think that Qin Han had forgotten me, but when I secretly looked at Qin Han, I realized that he was still staring at me, but he didn't speak.

"You don't have to apologize to me, it's your own choice, I've asked you many times if it's not wrong, but it's your own business whether to say it or not."

"I want you to say it yourself, because I don't want this matter to affect you too deeply, in fact, you don't need to care about it at all, I don't know if you know."

Listening to Qin Han's flat and uncomplaining tone, it made me feel more guilty in my heart, he did everything for my good, but I didn't think about appreciating it.

"If you say it and you can't handle it yourself, we will help you deal with it, but if you hold it in your heart, you will have to bear everything yourself, which is inevitable."

"Lin Ke is indeed coming back soon, so the problems you will face are not as simple as this. If you want to deal with it, you can't just worry about it every day. ”

While speaking, Qin Han once again drove the car in the direction of home, this time he didn't continue to say anything to me, but I knew very well that he had already finished what he had to say.

This time I didn't feel sleepy on the road, and I was so awake that I wanted to knock myself out and sleep for a while, so that I could not think about these things that upset me.

What Qin Han told me is nothing more than that I can't hide anything from him, rather than this, it's better to be bold enough to say it, he can still help me deal with it, but now...... I'm destined to face this alone.

But I can't blame Qin Han or anything for this, because it's all my own choice. He gave me more than once, two or three chances, but many times, but I never cherished them.

Sighing slowly, I turned my head out the window and watched the bright neon lights shine in the night, as if it was day, even though it was almost late at night, everything seemed so lively.

"I understand, I'll pay attention to it next, I'll always be ready to deal with it, and if anything happens again, I won't hide it from you......"

I spoke softly, as if I was saying it to Qin Han beside me, but I was also saying it to myself. This problem may really need to be changed.

The silence stretched from the car to the home. Even if I have already washed up, I am about to lie in bed and sleep, Qin Han still doesn't want to pay attention to me, but I always have a lot of things that I want to ask him.

Seeing that Qin Han was about to walk into his room, I didn't have time to think too much, so I immediately spoke, wanting to make him stop for a while.

"Qin Han, can you wait a minute, I have something I want to ask you, so I'll delay you for a while, okay?"

Hearing me say this, Qin Han had no choice but to stop, he turned around and looked at me with a frown and doubts, as if urging me to quickly say what he wanted to say.

Originally, I was still thinking about how to speak and how to phrase it to make Qin Han agree with what I said, but I can think that today he guessed in an instant that I was hiding something from him, so he didn't dare to do so, and planned to get straight to the point.

"Qin Han, now that the dance party has passed, it has been a while since I last went to see Mr. Lin. So I thought...... If you have time, can you go to see your father, or Uncle Lu, what do you think? ”

Hearing me mention this matter, Qin Han seemed to be slightly stunned, he rarely had such a state, and even if he did, he quickly reacted and asked me rhetorically.

"You really want to meet the two of them and get to the bottom of the matter?"

"Of course, seeing that the truth is imminent, how can I not care, it's just that this time is too busy, so I have to put it down for the time being, but now it's over, why can't I explore it yet?"

Qin Han stood leaning against the door frame, he frowned and looked at me, as if he was thinking about something, and finally shook his head lightly at me, "If I don't approve of you going to them these two days, will you still go over as always, and won't listen to my persuasion at all?" ”

"Why is that?" Hearing that Qin Han didn't agree with me going to see them, it was incomprehensible for a while, so I got up from the sofa and slowly walked in the direction of Qin Han step by step.

"Since they are the ones who know the truth, of course I have to meet them, there is no doubt about that. I don't understand why you don't want me to go, but even if you don't, at least give me a good reason why you're doing it. ”

"You just need to know that I do these things for your own good, and it's the same if I don't let you go, maybe you don't understand it now, but when you understand, you will definitely regret it."

As I approached Qin Han step by step, looking at the indifferent look on his face, to be honest, I really didn't understand, and it was difficult to understand why Qin Han did this.

So in the end, I could only shake my head at Qin Han and couldn't help but shake my head, "If you can't give me an accurate answer, then I think I really can't listen to your stop, I'm going to see them, I want to find out the truth, that's all." ”

"Chenci, sometimes things are not as simple as you think, you always see them think too perfectly, so the blow to you is huge."

Qin Han sighed slowly at me, and then spoke, but I didn't feel half relaxed because of Qin Han's words.

Not only that, but I was even more nervous.

I always felt that Qin Han was hiding something from me, but unlike when he could guess that I was hiding from him, I could never guess what was going on in his heart.

According to Qin Han's words, all these things he did were for my good, but what was so good, and the good thing was to prevent me from finding the truth?

"You're right Qin Han, I don't understand, I really don't understand at all. Maybe unless I can get this answer myself, or I'll never know what you're trying to hide and what you're trying to protect. ”

"So, are you insisting on seeing them?"

"Yes, you're right, my father will visit them personally anyway, even if you don't support me, I must do it."

Hearing me say this, for a moment, I found that there seemed to be sadness and loss in Qin Han's eyes looking at me.

Maybe in Qin Han's initial concept, he could dissuade me and not let me take risks.

But Qin Han didn't expect that I would be so stubborn, I was unwilling to obey his arrangement no matter what, I must insist on doing so, which would make it unbearable for everyone.

Faced with this situation, even if Qin Han is difficult to face, I haven't let my mind change the slightest, I want to go, I must go!

I thought that after today's ball, the relationship between me and Qin Han would go further, because after all, he was the one who said those words at the ball.

But now it seems like it's just my fantasy.

If two people are together, even if they love each other again, but the topics can't be talked about together, and there are always differences, how far can these two people go?

This situation applies to me and Qin Han, he doesn't support what I want to do, and I can't understand what he wants to do. If both sides can't communicate, how can anything good happen?

"Let's not talk about that for now, let's go back to sleep first, and wait until we wake up tomorrow morning, okay?"

Because I remembered that at the ball, the words Qin Han said really helped me a lot.

But now that I'm aggressive with him, it seems that it's not mine, so I can only change my previous attitude and let both of us calm down.

I didn't expect that when I opened my mouth to Qin Han like this, he also complied with my meaning, nodded slowly at me, and then walked into his room, and after closing the door, we were isolated in two worlds.

Qin Han and my world are not connected to each other, and at this time, we are like two parallel lines, and we will never be able to find a place to intersect.

Since Qin Han had already walked in, I also slowly paced to my room, and the moment I lifted the quilt and lay down on the soft bed, the whole person let out a sigh of comfort.

But even so, I still haven't forgotten the most important thing, I'm going to visit them, I have to go no matter what, Qin Han can't stop me.

At present, Qin Han does not support me in doing this, so if I go to his father first. Maybe it's counterproductive.

Therefore, after thinking about it for a long time, I thought that I should visit Uncle Lu first, and after getting some useful information from Uncle Xu, I would go to Qin Han's father, so that Qin Han would not be able to stop me.

After thinking of this method, I strengthened this belief, and at the same time, I did not forget to cheer myself up, as it should be!

When I go to the company tomorrow, I will tell Xu Yi this idea, and he will definitely take me to meet Uncle Xu!