Chapter 149: Seeking
Mu Qi passed through the corridor and the courtyard, and returned to the wing room where she lived.
The lights were shining in the room, and a man in dark clothes was sitting on the side, hearing the footsteps outside the door, his resolute eyebrows and eyes were raised, and his eyes were full of tenderness and pity towards her. After her eyes dodged slightly, the moment she lowered her head, her eyes were slightly hot, and she reluctantly forced herself back from tears. Yingfeng blinked slightly, then stepped into the wing, smiled at the man, and called affectionately: "Big brother." β
Mu Zhong tugged at the corners of his lips, and the pampering in his eyes secreted a kind of deflated hatred that iron is not made of steel, and whispered: "Qi'er, you have something that many people in this world envy, why don't you cherish it, but you want to cling to a person who doesn't belong to you, a relationship that doesn't belong to you?" β
Mu Qi walked in a little dejected, slowly sat down on the sandalwood chair, buried her body deep in it, and leaned on the back of the chair. She lowered her long eyelashes, and the light shone bright light and shadow on her peerless face, but her expression was lonely and gloomy, and she said in a low voice: "I only want to give everything in exchange for the fate of holding hands with him for a lifetime." β
Mu Zhong sneered coldly and asked in a deep voice, "If you lose those, who are you?" You are Mu Qi, he still dismisses it; If you were someone else, would he do what you wanted? Can you be happy with such attachment now? If a person cannot live well, this life will be in vain. β
"Could it be that by marrying someone I don't love, I can live my life well? Or is it that marrying the prince makes my status more honorable? Will those make me live faster? Mu Qi looked up at him sadly, her voice was faint, but with extreme sadness.
"I don't want to persecute you, but I want you to be happy, and I want to protect your happiness and happiness with the glory I have exchanged for my life, don't you understand?" Mu Zhong looked at her coldly, and his voice was a little cold.
"Big brother, I'm just holding on to my happiness now." Mu Qi's face was cold, and her eyes became cold.
"That happiness does not belong to you, so why force it, and how can it be happiness that comes from it? Four years ago, you had tried, but his heart was not directed towards you, and this is no longer the direction you should strive for. This does not lead to happiness, but to the abyss where you are buried. Mu Zhong slowed down his tone again.
Mu Qi shook her head and whispered, "Big brother, I'm tired and want to rest earlier." β
Mu Zhong still didn't get up, but said in a low voice: "If there is a person as persistent as you and tries his best to forcibly imprison you, so that you lose all your freedom and contact with your family, will you be grateful to him, but fall in love with him?" He insists on forcing happiness on you, will you be happy to accept it and gladly join hands with him for the rest of your life? Do not do unto others as you would have them do unto you, have you forgotten all these words? β
"I didn't imprison him, I just asked you, big brother, to save him." Mu Qi's hand trembled slightly, and after holding it tightly in the sleeve robe, she replied stubbornly. Under the light, the long eyelashes cast a beautiful shadow on the cheeks, reflecting the stubbornness that flashed in the eyes at the moment.
Mu Chong's eyes burned with anger, and his face became cold, but in the end, he took a deep breath and laughed coldly: "If people don't know, they can't do it unless they do!" Gu Xi's whereabouts were really given to you by Leng Xiao? The last time Leng Xiao sent his whereabouts, when Gu Xi had already noticed that someone was following him, he could still let Leng Xiao find his hiding place? Are you underestimating him too much, or are you being taken advantage of without knowing it? β
Mu Qi's eyes flickered, and he said coldly: "Big brother, please be careful!" β
Mu Zhong was silent for a moment, and said slowly: "Little sister, if you are suffering because you can't ask for this, then it is because your heart is not big enough. Have you ever wondered what you want your life to be like? Have you ever imagined what kind of people you deserve to love and spend your life with? β
Mu Qi pursed her lips silently, she only knew that since she met Gu Xi four years ago, from the first time she saw him and the first words she said to him, she couldn't forget this young man. In the past three years, she has been unable to ask for it, and the torture she has received is a pain she has never tried.
Why can't that person be her? Why can't the person he likes in his heart be her?
If not, why would God let them meet each other?
Mu Zhong looked at her enchanted eyes, sighed lowly, and persuaded softly: "Little sister, have you ever walked out of the house by yourself?" Have you ever lived a day when it was no longer Mu Qi's day? Have you ever suffered the pain of wandering rivers and lakes without any support? Gu Xi doesn't value the Mu family, he won't join the Mu family, what he wants is freedom, his own world, can you endure the days when you are running around the rivers and lakes all day long, constantly in danger? Or can you endure the days of waiting in a certain place all your life just to see him? Loving someone is not about letting the other person live for you, but about making each other live happier for each other; Loving someone is not as simple as being with him day and night, but it is about meeting the inevitable hardships of life with each other, experiencing them together, and bearing them together, and are you ready for these? β
Mu Qi's eyes flashed, and he said: "Although I have never lived a day that is not Mu Qi, as long as the person next to me is him, I am willing to live like that, even if it is a turbulent day." β
Mu Zhong didn't know if she was thinking too naΓ―ve or too serious, and said in a low voice: "Have you ever thought about what Gu Xi wants to live in life?" What kind of person is the person he wants to join hands with for the rest of his life? β
Mu Qi wanted to speak and stopped, and looked at him fixedly, his eyes were as bright as water.
Mu Zhong said: "After all kinds of efforts, you are still not the person he wants to work with, what should I do?" β
Mu Qi's face turned slightly pale, and asked, "Does the eldest brother know?" β
"That person can choose to abandon him for the sake of his family and country, and he doesn't resent her for it, he hasn't hurt her for it, that's it, can you do it? Can you give up Gu Xi for the sake of the Mu family? You can do that the most important thing in your heart is not you, but you can understand his choice, and you have no resentment, still love him without regrets, even if he will not stay by your side day and night, year after year, you still have no regrets? May I? Mu Zhong stared at her and asked her in a low voice.
"Who is that woman? How could she be willing to hurt someone who loved her deeply, and that person turned out to be Gu Xi. Mu Qi muttered in a daze, and her eyes were also distracted for a while.
"Whoever that woman is? All I ask is can you do that? Mu Zhong pressed after him.
"Why should he love such a woman?" Mu Qi raised her head in confusion, her eyes were a little misty, and she whispered: "Is that woman the eldest princess of Fengwu in the Wei Kingdom, Yun Yanzheng?" β
"Everyone loves different people, maybe what he loves is the great love in her heart?" Mu Zhong said a word, and his tone was as light as smoke, but it was a thousand words.
The border city of Moguo, in the backyard of the General's Palace.
The furnishings in this room are the most exquisite and elegant, a table, a chair, a cup, and even a guqin on the desk, and a touch of incense ash in the cage are the best.
Gu Xi sat gracefully in front of the ancient case, the tender green branches outside the red carved window, and the apricot blossoms fell in the rustling rain. His eyes seemed to be looking out the window, but he was wondering who had betrayed him. Tibetan Sword, Bamboo Sheng, Ziyi, Qing Shi, Sushu, and Zheyu, these six people were all poisoned by the old man with him, and if they didn't fulfill the old man's last wish with him, it would be impossible to get the antidote.
Who is it that will betray him without regard for his own life?
It was some of them who felt that following him Gu Xi had no hope of fulfilling the old man's last wish, and they were unwilling to put their lives in his hands again; Or did Yan Rongzhen have the medicine in his hand that would enable them to withstand the burden of their lives, so that some of them were willing to take the risk?
Whatever the reason, he has to find out this person as soon as possible to prevent future troubles! If Yan Rong destroyed the chess pieces he originally laid out in one step, then it would really be a failure. Fortunately, none of the six of them knew all the chess games he had played, and under his precautions, he also set up a lot of obstacles and dumb chess in front of those six people.
The life and death of the chess game is formed in his mind, and the dead chess can also be reset to the life chess; A live move can also be discarded as a dead move.
No one can be trusted except for himself, who is in control.
Even though he was thinking a lot, he couldn't find a trace of emotion on his face, and he was still calm and calm, like a mirror lake without waves. Looking at the back from the door, the wind blows the white gauze clothes, endless ethereal, endless beauty. Turning around, the side face, the straight face, the eyebrows raised, the smile, even if it is faint like water, it is also drunk with countless red faces, and countless red cheeks.
Mu Qi was still stunned, no matter how many times she had seen this young man, she still stopped for him, and her heart was happy and couldn't extricate herself.
"You're here?" He was still laughing so quietly like a cloud, and his voice was as soft as a spring breeze.
After she came back to her senses, she slowly approached, and the pair of slender hands like jade still served her a cup of turquoise clear soup, in the white porcelain cup, also reflected his dark eyes, where the black could not be dissolved, and no one could understand his thoughts.
Mu Qi sat on the side of the small table leisurely, sipped the cup lightly, and asked carefully, "Is the injury on the child's body better?" β
Gu Xi smiled, but said: "Ask the world, what is love?" Why is the girl so persistent? β
Mu Qi raised her eyes indifferently and looked at him with some surprise. He never asked her why she was hurt. Why is this question asked today? couldn't help but think about it: "Childe's talent and demeanor are the first person I have ever seen. β
Gu Xi raised his eyebrows, his expression showed a hint of truthfulness, and he said again: "What the girl likes is Gu's skin, and the talent under this skin?" Did the girl ever think about what kind of soul was hidden in these distracting talents under this bewitching skin? Is that soul a human, a ghost, a demon, or a demon? Did the girl ever care about him? β
Mu Qi frowned slightly, and replied: "The child's immortal posture is natural, under the skin, and the talent is wrapped in the affection, in my eyes, it must be an immortal, a god, not a spiritual wisdom comparable to the world." β
Gu Xi couldn't help but snort lightly: "The girl is blind, and she has made a conclusion." As the girl said, what is it that the girl will not forget? Is it the power of the Mu family? Is it the girl's fairy appearance? Is it the girl's talent? So, what kind of spiritual creature is wrapped in the girl's skin? β
Mu Qiyi smiled and said, "Childe has never tried to understand me, so how can he know?" β