Chapter 155: Follow Your Heart

When a person loses his mind, it is difficult to hear what others say to him.

Just like Qin Han in front of me at this moment, there was a dark light flashing in his eyes, intertwined with the crazy heat, and soon devoured the only remaining reason.

Qin Han leaned over and kissed me again, without tenderness or pity, as if it was just to vent the anger in his heart.

An indescribable feeling rose from my heart, and I was so looking forward to the kiss, but I bit it down without hesitation, and a smell of blood instantly permeated my lips and teeth, and it also made Qin Han leave me.

"Let go of me, okay Qin Han, just take it as if I beg you, please don't do this!"

"Resignation!" Qin Han screamed in a trembling voice, suppressing great pain, the sweat on his forehead dripping on my face, and in a trance, I thought that it was his tears.

Qin Han, will he also shed tears for me?

"You're really damned, but you still ask me if I want you to die!" Qin Han stretched out his hand to wipe the blood from his lips, leaned over and kissed my neck, this time with a tremble, cautious, no longer crazy plunder.

"I want you to die, no one ...... No one wants you dead more than me! ”

"So...... I don't want to save you, I've endured it for so many days, no matter who persuades me, I don't want to save you, but you're ......"

Qin Han muttered to himself, but his hand suddenly slid down, and he easily peeled off my coat, leaving only the silk shirt that had already been torn by Fang Xiao.

The warm big hand slid down the thin fabric, and Qin Han's hand seemed to be carrying a fire, igniting my whole body, making me extremely uncomfortable.

In my heart, there was a cold and biting chill, but my body couldn't help it.

I opened my eyes to the ceiling above my head, tears slowly soaking my hair down my face, "In that case, why are you doing this to me?" ”

"If you let me go, I will fend for myself from now on, and I will not cause you any more trouble."

"It was always me who was wrong, I thought you had feelings for me too, I thought you would like me too, but in the end it was just my own wishful thinking!"

"I don't beg you to kill me, because then you will also go to jail, and I will die far away, and I will never bother you again......"

Before I finished speaking, Qin Han's heavy punch pressed against my face, and I closed my eyes in fear, I thought Qin Han was going to do something to me.

But what I couldn't understand was that he never made the next move.

So I slowly opened my eyes and met Qin Han's eyes.

There was a sparkle in his scarlet eyes, and a certain emotion that Qin Han tried to restrain seemed to erupt, he looked at me and slowly spoke word by word.

"Do you think I don't want to, do you think I don't want to kill you with my own hands?"

"As long as I kill you, do you know how much trouble I can saved, and I will never solve the problem for anyone from now on!"

"Then it's better for you to do it than to continue to torture me!" Anger surged into my heart, and I also opened my mouth to shout with Qin Han, wanting to arouse the last shred of his sense.

But he stared at me calmly, and the blood from the corner of his mouth gushed out again, but it was not wiped away.

"But I can't bear it!"

In an instant, the huge grievances invaded me like a tidal wave, making it difficult for me to move, leaving only tears flowing down my face, which could not be controlled at all.

I tried my best to pull my hand out of Qin Han's hand and slammed it into his chest, but I still felt angry.

What did he say to me? Qin Han told me that because he was reluctant, he couldn't give up on me at all, but why did he treat me like this?

Didn't you say you were going to kill me, didn't you say you never wanted to see me again, but what is this sentence!

"Qin Han, what are you thinking, what do you want to do!"

"Kill me, you kill me, don't meet me again in the future!"

Punch after punch hammered into Qin Han's chest, I wanted to vent all the grievances in my heart, but I was afraid of making Qin Han's wound even more serious.

Qin Han quickly reached out and grabbed my hands waving wildly, and he slowly leaned down and made contact with my forehead again, but he couldn't make up for the scars in my heart that were difficult to heal.

"Yes, I can't wait to kill you with my own hands, I regret meeting you, I regret helping you so much, and I don't want to meet you again!"

"But as I said, I can't bear it, I can't bear you!"

I clutched Qin Han's shirt tightly and choked up, as if I was about to lose my breath, "Then why, I'm already dying, you still don't come to save me, you obviously ......"

"You really gave up on me, you gave up on me!!"

Qin Han didn't answer immediately, he gently kissed away the tears on my face, and finally sprinkled his warm breath next to my ears, suppressing the great pain.

"Then why, you didn't know to run away in the first place!"

"Obviously gave you the opportunity to escape, why don't you cherish it, why do you want to turn back!" Qin Han suddenly hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to rub me into his bones and blood, "Why don't you know to run away?" ”

It turns out that it is because of this reason?

I cried so much that I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't explain it, I just hoped that Qin Han would understand.

Why did I choose to turn back, why didn't I leave alone, because I couldn't rest assured that Qin Han was worried, because I was worried about him, because I didn't want him to be hurt more seriously!

"Because...... Because of you, because you're there, I don't want to abandon you! ”

Qin Han's originally crazy gaze had recovered, and he looked at me calmly, gently wiping away my tears with his hands. Some rough fingertips grazed my eyes, but with a gentle touch, I couldn't help but want to get closer.

He didn't hold me down any longer, he didn't imprison me any longer, he just got up gently and pulled me up from the bed.

"You go, just leave it as if nothing happened tonight."

Qin Han spoke to me calmly, and at this time he calmly seemed to be another person.

The ambiguous atmosphere faded quickly, but I couldn't hide the smile on my face and looked at Qin Han, "Just take it...... When nothing happens? ”

I choked up and couldn't stop, but I still didn't want to open my mouth to Qin Han.

I brushed my hair, and the marks on my neck and chest were all over my eyes, and a trace of guilt and pity flashed in Qin Han's eyes, probably I didn't expect that I would be so rude.

"I'm sorry for the argument, it's my ......"

"Don't tell me I'm sorry!" I suddenly shouted loudly, Qin Han's words were stopped by me, and then I slowly approached him, "Your excuse is useless." ”

"Again, I don't need your sorry!"

Qin Han's expression was complicated, obviously not knowing what I wanted to do.

To be honest, I didn't know what I wanted to do, but a voice in my heart told me I had to.

I don't need to be sorry, but I ...... Need you!

The moment I kissed Qin Han's lips, my body trembled uncontrollably, clumsily and cautiously, tossing and turning, just to get some warmth.

I stretched out my hand and wanted to wrap my arms around Qin Han's neck, but I didn't expect to be suddenly pushed away by him and almost fell on the bed.

Qin Han quickly grabbed me, but he didn't hug me into his arms, he just looked at me with a complicated expression, and his eyes became confused.

"Chen Ci, do you know what you're doing now?"

"I know, and I'm going to do it." I stubbornly raised my head and said to Qin Han, "I don't want to...... I don't want to hide my feelings anymore, I don't want to leave you! ”

This time, as soon as the words fell, he stopped my next words without me taking the initiative to kiss Qin Han.

As we both collapsed on the bed, he put his hand on the back of my head to keep it from hitting something hard, which was ...... Qin Han I am familiar with.

Finally, I didn't have to struggle any longer, my hands wrapped around Qin Han's back, and his warm breath sprayed on my neck again, but this time it only made me want to get closer to him more.

Even if I'm crazy, even if I want to immerse myself in the atmosphere at this moment, but I don't want to escape, I don't want to leave Qin Han's side.

This time, I decided to follow my heart......

In the early morning, the sun shines through the window on the head of the bed, and it jumps on my eyelashes, making me can't help but frown and open my eyes to dispel it.

In a daze, I was surprised to find a person lying next to me, and I jumped out of bed.

And when I saw that the person on the bed was Qin Han, I suddenly reacted, and at the same time, there was a burning feeling on my face.

I remember everything from last night, and I didn't have to close my eyes to know what I was doing.

It's crazy like myself at all, and it's not like Qin Han on weekdays.

I sat at the head of the bed and was stunned for a long time, Qin Han hadn't woken up yet, his back was to me, and the gauze on his body was entangled, and the red blood stains from last night had dried up

Isn't it, he should be dealt with?

Thinking like this, I became more and more afraid of Qin Han's wound infection. It just so happened that Qin Han was still sleeping at this time, so now is probably the best time to deal with him.

So I lifted the quilt and tiptoed out of bed, picking up my clothes from the floor one by one, only to find that they were no longer worn.

In desperation, I could only pick up Qin Han's shirt on the side and put it on my body, just enough to cover my whole body, and I couldn't see the traces left by the love on it.

The moment I walked to the door and was about to push the door open, I was really nervous.

Because I was scared, Fang Xiao was still behind.

What happened last night was impulsive, but more often than not, it was out of my own true feelings. I understand all this, but it doesn't mean that Fang Xiao will also understand me.

Of course, I don't want her to understand, I just don't want her to harass me, I don't want to be humiliated by her.

But if he just stayed in the house, Qin Han's wound on his back could not be treated, and after weighing the two sides, it was really Qin Han who was the most important.

So I opened the door hard, first cautiously, for fear that Fang Xiao outside the door would rush in, until finally slowly, slowly, the door was completely opened.

The living room outside was quiet, silent, and extremely clean.

It all seemed to tell me that this place ...... There was no one else breaking in at all, and Fang Xiao seemed to have already left.

But before I actually set foot out, I didn't dare to be sure that I had to find out for myself.

Only in this way can you reassure yourself.