Chapter 41: It's better to see each other than not to see each other
After Yin Le coaxed Shoutou to fall asleep, he lay on the chaise longue near the window, the window opened, and a cool wind blew in from the window, and the wind carried the fragrance of roses in the yard, and the house suddenly became fragrant. There were stars twinkling in the sky, and the moon hid in the clouds, and there was a pale white and yellowish halo around the clouds.
A strong wind blew rapidly, and she straightened her back, and saw a dark shadow sweeping through the window, standing in front of the chaise longue.
She looked over, and the sadness and pain made her eyes a little stunned, and although the dim light was not enough to see his face clearly, she could make out his outline. She sighed slightly, "You're here!" As soon as she finished speaking, she fell into his arms, and his hot lips fell on hers, and before she could make love, she felt a pain in her lips, and he bit her, hard.
She felt that there was hot blood in her mouth, and he didn't pity her at all, just biting her. She reached out and hugged him, silently enduring his anger. She didn't know why he was so angry, and she didn't know why he was here, and since he didn't remember her anymore, he naturally didn't have any feelings for her. So, coming tonight, is it a demonstration or a provocation?
He let go of her slowly, looking at the bright red blood spilling from her lips, his eyes became painful, and he leaned over and kissed her lips softly, sucking the blood from her lips. Suyun was still in pain, her hands resting on his back, unmoving, like a silent stone.
After a long time, he let go of her and asked slowly, "The person you are looking for is really so important to you?" Even for a word in his name, he was crazy like this? ”
She stared at him, still not speaking. Does it matter? If it didn't matter, she wouldn't come here to find him with a burden. Knowing that he didn't remember her, she still forced herself to stay with thousands of boring reasons. Her heart is very complicated, she can't tell what is going on in her heart, she has obviously persuaded herself to give up, but when she dreams back at midnight, the stubbornness in her heart is getting stronger day by day.
He pushed her away, but she suddenly reached out and hugged him, burying her face in his chest. He was stunned for a moment, and there was a moment of weakness in his heart, but he knew that he was a substitute, and his pride did not allow him to covet the tenderness she had mistaken for him. He pushed her away hard, raised his hand and slapped her hard, his voice hurting and anxious, "You love him so much?" If he loves you, he won't turn away from you, wake up!"
Between them, it seems that they always get along in such a rough way, and her face does not hurt, because, he does not use much strength, what does he hate? What is he angry about? If he doesn't remember her, it doesn't matter to him who she loves. She wanted to say a lot, but she couldn't open her mouth, and she knew that once she spoke, tears would surely come out of her eyes. She didn't like the feeling of tears, she was too weak.
He looked at her stubborn eyes, and Chu Rou's face in the dim light, if she was angry, if she jumped up and quarreled with him, he estimated that his heart would not be so uncomfortable, but he couldn't stand it if she looked at him so stubbornly and quietly.
He asked in a low voice with a hoarse voice, "Can you forget him?" ”
She smiled sadly, forgot? May I? If she could, she wouldn't be here again!
She shook her head and said softly, "Hold me, okay?" ”
His heart sank, and when she shook her head, it sank to an unknown dark place, cold and painful.
He hugged her, his chin against the top of her head, her soft body was in his arms, he seemed to be able to grasp her emotions, but he calmly knew that the person who controlled her emotions was not her, but the person in her heart, she just thought of herself as him, so greedy for a moment of tenderness.
She really loves and loves that man! This realization gave birth to an almost hopeless emotion in his heart.
He kissed her roughly, red lips, cheeks, ears, neck, he stripped off her shirt, his hot lips kissed the tooth marks on her chest, his whole body was painful and clear, he touched the tooth marks, red eyes asked, "Did he bite?" ”
Yin Le nodded confusedly, his eyes were already full of tears.
He pulled off his clothes and asked her expressionlessly, "Then you, why did you bite me?" Do you think I'm him? His fingers rested on the marks on her teeth as she gritted him.
Yin Le stretched out his hand, stroked the tooth marks on his chest, and didn't say anything, she untied her hairpin, her long hair hung down, she knelt in front of him, reached out and hugged his neck, her lips fell on his lips, sucking gently, there were tears, sliding down her cheeks, falling on the lips of the two, there was a bitter and salty taste.
He gritted his teeth, and did everything in his power to fend off the deadly bewilderment. He pushed her away and said fiercely: "This king is not your substitute, Long Yinle, you don't appear in front of this king in the future." ”
A strange smile appeared on Yin Le's face, and she said quietly: "Since you asked for it, okay, I promise you." ”
I won't see him again, and I'll never see him again. See once, hurt once, it's better not to see each other.
That year, he appeared in her life for the first time, with a domineering ferocity, she fought him no less than a hundred times, but every time, she and he would not make a killing move.
And this time, they didn't fight, but every word he said wanted to put her in a place where she could never recover.
How good it would be if life was only as it first saw it!
"Even if you see you next time, this king will not know you." Before he jumped out of the window, he said such a cold and heartless sentence.
Yin Le stiffened and sat expressionlessly, watching his back disappear into the night sky. It took a long time for her to bury her head in her knees, lean against the wall, and curl up like this, motionless.
Bai Zi and Green Lotus appeared in front of her, and Bai Zi sighed: "If you want to cry, cry!" ”
Yin Le's voice sounded pale and weak, "I want to be quiet!" ”
Green Lotus and Bai Zi glanced at each other, there was helplessness in their eyes, and the two disappeared, except for the sound of Shoutou's well-proportioned breathing and the sound of the wind outside, the silence was chilling.
Shoutou got up in the middle of the night to pee, and when he saw Yin Le curled up and sitting on the chaise longue, he couldn't help but be stunned, and hurriedly trotted over and hugged Yin Le, "Sister, don't be afraid, there is Shoutou." He thought that Yin Le was afraid of something, he used to be like this, when he was bullied or when he was scared, he would curl up and hide like this.
Yin Le bit Shoutou's arm fiercely, Shoutou was in pain, but he couldn't hold back and didn't scream, but in the end it was too painful, and the tears slipped down, and he cried with sobs.
Yin Le calmed down, she raised her head, and when she saw Shou Tou looking at her with protective eyes, her heart suddenly softened, and she hurriedly reached out to wipe away his tears and apologized: "Does it hurt?" ”
Shoutou smiled with tears and said bravely: "It doesn't hurt." ”
She pulled open his sleeve and saw the tooth marks on his arm, almost oozing blood, and the pain was fake. The tooth mark was a manifestation of the pain being suppressed, and she blew it and asked with pity, "Is it really not painful?" ”
"It doesn't hurt!" Shoutou stretched out his hand to hug Yin Le and said, "Sister, don't be afraid. Shoutou grows up, Shoutou will protect his sister in the future, my sister doesn't want to marry the emperor, then Shoutou goes to the emperor to fight, he loses, and my sister doesn't have to marry. ”
Yin Le was amused by his innocent words, got up and took his hand, and said, "Sister is not afraid now, let's go, let's go to sleep." ”
Shoutou suddenly clamped his legs and covered the lower gear, "No, I want to pee!" With that, he picked up the urinal and ran out of the outer room with a whoosh. Yin Le looked at his fast running back, and a wave of emotion surged in his heart.