Chapter Eighty-Nine: Loneliness
How did she do it?
Mo Yan quietly looked at the woman dancing in the lake, her brows furrowed.
Happy is happy, but Bingling'er's physical strength is never enough for her to dance a whole dance, and it doesn't take long for her to get tired! Had to stop her beating.
"Can you wait, girl?"
Mo Yan said in his gentlest voice as much as possible, in this world, it seemed that only that white figure was left in his eyes......
Hearing the familiar voice, Bing Ling'er's body stiffened, and she didn't dare to look back, because listening to Mo Yan's tone, he definitely didn't recognize her!
Use your eyes to remind Yimo to hold her breath and not show her breath! He whispered, "Is there something wrong with this son?"
Although she deliberately lowered her voice, it couldn't change her voice.
As soon as he opened his mouth, Mo Yan felt as if he had heard this voice somewhere! But if you listen closely, it doesn't seem to be!
"I want to ask below, the girl's name!"
Because Bingling'er's boat was in the center, Mo Yan couldn't tell her exact height at all.
"Fang's name?"
Hearing the doubts in the woman's tone, Mo Yan explained: "Don't get me wrong, girl, I accidentally saw the girl's dance just now and felt very amazing. So ask the girl's name! ”
The woman smiled in a low voice, the laughter was charming and charming, delicate with a little demon, soft with a little charm, at first glance it sounded like the yellow warbler out of the valley, the kite cries and the phoenix chirps, crisp and bright but tactful and soft; When I heard it again, it was like the gurgling water, the wind blowing the willows, low back soft and charming and affectionate; Listen carefully again, only to feel that the sky is wide and the clouds are comfortable, the sea is calm and the waves are calm, which makes people open-minded and can't stop!
Mo Yan secretly thought, if other men were here, I'm afraid they would all have nosebleeds!
That coquettish voice tickles people's hearts! Even Yimo, who is a woman, feels a burst of blood!
She thought helplessly, her young lady is really getting more and more powerful! Returning to a normal voice, just a word can be so powerful! She is very sympathetic to Miss's future husband, how much endurance does it take to hold on!
"Huh...... My name is Jia Ming. ”
Yimo rolled her eyes helplessly, last time it was a flicker, this time it's a pseudonym! Can you come up with a name that's hard to guess! This one is too casual, who would believe it!
"Jiaming? Good name! ”
Yimo: "......" Okay! There are still people who believe it! Twice the same person!
"May I ask Miss Jiaming if you can make friends with me?"
Bing Ling'er chuckled: "No, thank you for your kindness, I'm still used to being alone!"
Did she refuse?
"See you soon."
"See you soon!"
Mo Yan didn't say much, he admitted that her dance just now did make him shake for a moment, and the clothes of the white moon robe on her body looked very similar to that person!
That's why he feels excited!
After making sure that Mo Yan was gone, Yimo gasped: "Miss, he didn't recognize you!"
Bing Ling'er said indifferently: "He was in the water for a while, so he didn't know me at all!"
Bing Ling'er slowly opened her eyes, with a touch of sadness in her pupils, her dark eyes were as clear as a stream, her eyes were gentle and soft, and there was an indescribable pure smile like an epiphany in the world, releasing a quiet rhythm, absolutely beautiful, pouring into people's hearts, there was a holy beauty, and people remembered her at a glance
Dressed like snow, black as ink, long and jade, smooth and gorgeous. The slightly upturned face is exquisitely clear, and the calm and gentle black eyes overflow with unwavering indifference, but they are as unfathomable as the deep sea.
Yimo smiled: "Master, you are wearing the right clothes today!" Otherwise, sooner or later he will recognize him. ”
Bingling'er: "Of course!"
When she was bathing just now, she specially picked out a white dress, because it was raining today, and she was in a good mood, so she would wear a white dress that represented spotlessness.
"Miss, you don't seem to be very happy!"
Bing Ling'er sighed: "You see it? I'm really not very happy today! ”
Do you still need to see this?
Yimo helplessly held her forehead: "Miss, have you forgotten!" When you're really happy, you'll ......."
"That's right! I almost forgot about it! ”
"As the Pavilion Master of the Nameless Pavilion, I'm a little distressed!"
Yimo was instantly alert: "Miss, what do you mean?"
Every time your own lady speaks in this tone, be sure that there is something wrong with it! And it's still very troublesome!
"Did you ask me to deal with the drudgery of suicide because of you! I don't want it! The last time I went to deal with it, I was so threatened by that guy that I spent a few days on the run! ”
Bing Ling'er blinked her eyes and looked pitifully at where she was: "Yimo, can you bear to see how I am annoyed to death?" And I'm telling you, I've been feeling weaker and weaker these days! I'll leave it to you! ”
Although she didn't say it very sadly, Yimo clearly felt the sadness in her tone!
Darkness gradually filled the sky, countless stars broke through the night, and the night moisture permeated the air, diffusing a sentimental atmosphere. Looking up at the sky, the starry sky is exceptionally clear, and the distant stars are shining, like broken tears......
The night is like an incomparably wide blanket, and the stars in the sky are like sparkling and shining gems adorned on this blanket.
They don't know how long they stayed there, but by this time it was completely dark!
By the time it gets completely dark, maybe not completely, because she can't see at all now!
The pain between her and Mo Yan is completely divided into two kinds, and the night is the most cathartic night!
Mo Yan's night is so quiet, so quiet that people want to cry, the reality is so cruel, so cruel that people feel a little sad, the feeling of missing is so clear, so clear that people are a little painful, the pain is so real, it is so real that it makes people a little numb, decorate all the uneasiness with silence and indifference, helplessness, and despair, let the sadness and pain be buried in the memory, there is an addiction that cannot be quit is called sadness, and there is a pain that cannot be forgotten called heartache.
Life is a dream, and the years are like a song.
I don't know how long it has been, and I have never been in such a lonely night, with trembling hands, tapping on the cold keyboard to write a broken sentence that messes the heartstrings. Looking back suddenly, it was like a lifetime, and the past was vivid. It was as if nothing had left him.
The sound of the wind of the years is like a withered petal, dissipating endless sorrow. Those who have passed away, those who have been happy or sad, will be frozen.
He will never be able to find him again!
Bing Ling'er lay quietly in her room, curled up!
The sadness of loneliness, tossing and turning in the coming and going roads like a shadow, makes every minute of space full of its breath, and makes every breath of air have its taste, like rotten cotton wool exploding in the heart, bringing this night infinite gloom.
The night was quiet, and she was in another corner of the world, suffering from the vicissitudes of life.
In the dark night, she opened her eyes indifferently, every night, there will be an inexplicable coldness, not all of them are suitable for recalling at this time, even if they occasionally think of it involuntarily, they can't touch it hard, and they are melancholy.
It's an indescribable feeling, and it's overwhelming! She thought more than once, if she could find someone who could accompany her, wouldn't she have to be afraid of those lonely nights?
But she couldn't! She can't accept that people she doesn't like get too close! She also doesn't like those people threatening her with their lives!
She's a seven-star son! A short-lived existence! How can you meet someone who makes your heart flutter?
No one can get rid of the shadow of loneliness, loneliness is absolute. Nor can the deepest love change the ultimate loneliness of human beings. Desperate loneliness is not so much the original sin as the original sin of the original sin!
Even though she is smiling like a flower every day now, who knows if she is really smiling at all!
Loneliness is a person's, and carnival is a person's loneliness.
A person's loneliness and loneliness are a black water lily, spreading in the endless black.
A person's hospitality, a person's loneliness, a person's wonderful. The one-man show, without a gorgeous stage, lacks a sensational audience; can't find a suitable opponent, can't make up a perfect dialogue, and wants to make up for everything with love
Those who just want to relieve their loneliness! What exactly did you get?
At this time of the night, Bing Ling'er's heart is always empty, feeling as if she has been abandoned and forgotten by many people, and the deep loneliness overwhelms her, not knowing what to do.
At this time, she really wanted to find someone to accompany her, if Bing Ling'er had this feeling before, she would have climbed onto the roof by herself with wine!
I only remember that when she went up before, the moon was already hanging in the sky, the hazy moonlight sprinkled all over the earth, and the "little eyes" became brighter and brighter, like snow-white pearls sprinkled in the sky with black ribbons as the background. The evening breeze blows, the flowers proudly raise their heads, the grass also stands up, and dances with the evening breeze, and the rustle of the leaves is the accompaniment to the dance of the flowers and grass...... The night sky was covered with pure white light, which came from the moon like a white jade plate.
It's a pity that she can't move or look now! How sad this is!
Not only does she hate loneliness, she also likes it sometimes!
Sometimes, she thinks that loneliness is beautiful, in the midst of loneliness, you will relax your whole body, feel fresh and peaceful like never before, if you put on a soft music at this moment, holding a cup of light coffee tea, it is like the whole world is asleep.
We all guard our own loneliness alone, and even if we are lonely, we will not let another loneliness come close. Because of fear, loneliness and loneliness are not mutual comfort, but collide with a desolation!
Get used to being alone, get used to being lonely, get used to being alone. But afraid. Fear what will happen, run away from ...... Keep running.
Loneliness is the longing after a smile, and loneliness is wandering under the moonlit night.
Some people say that a lonely person is pitiful, and that is because there is no one to talk to him. But she said that lonely people are happy because no one bothers her.