"Jiaolong Xie Master has come to an enlightenment!!"

Although he couldn't see it, I still knelt down and kowtowed three times in the direction he left, and I have been in Luomen Ridge for nearly two years, so to speak, I have lived more than 25 years. I've had such a clear feeling for once.

The thing that had been tight and imprisoned in my brain seemed to open in an instant. To tell the truth, under the expectations of so many people as Grandma, Mr. Nan, Uncle Ugly, and Third Sister, I naturally secretly wanted to come back to my own Taoism, but I was also afraid, I was afraid that I would meet the gods again and say something to me that bound my heart, and I was even ready to lie to the gods, such as the sentence that my master asked me, have you let it go. I will answer, I put it down.

Actually, no, but I think, I'm going to lie, because I know very well what the gods want me to be, and if they give me the ability, it's like the three old fairies who helped me, and they want me to do what they want me to do, and if I want to do it, I naturally have to be like they're satisfied, but they're satisfied. That's not the real me, maybe, I'll still be miserable, unless, one day I can really do without desire, but I don't want to become a god, I don't have such a high level of pursuit

But the appearance of my master finally gave me a glimpse into my heart and the direction I knew, yes. It's me who thinks about everything complicated, I'm too hesitant, I'm afraid that I shouldn't do this, and there will be gods unhappy when I do that, but I never thought about being myself, I'm an onmyoji, as long as I have never lost my heart, then why should I look ahead?

If I still lie, even if I coax the gods to return the way to me, won't I still go down the same path?

I understand, I finally understand, it's normal to be single-minded, I should be glad that this master understands me, no one will force me to let go of my infatuation anymore. I don't need to chant sutras like an ascetic to become a Buddha, all I need is to respect my heart to go through this life, I am in the human world, I am just a mortal 'go with the flow' these four words, I finally understand.

Looking at Uncle Ugly's tombstone, I kowtowed a few more times, it seems that in addition to my master, there is also Uncle Ugly who understands me, because he also said that if you can't let go, don't force yourself to let go, in the end, it will only put me into a dilemma, because I was too entangled, I have power and natural yin and yang, but because of the natural yin and yang, I am tied up, looking forward to the future and suffering from gains and losses.

Now that everything is clear, I finally understand why Uncle Ugly asked me to come to Luomenling to cultivate my self-cultivation, it seems that I have fallen to the bottom and are bullied, but only after experiencing the sourness of life, can I really know how to be a big man!

No wonder I used to feel that my mental strength was insufficient, even if the Tao reached a certain level, the three words Mr. Da were far away for me, but now I finally understand, because I have never looked down to see my heart, I am eager to grow, but I am afraid to face myself, yes, I am a little cowardly, many times, I dare not be myself, in this regard, I am inferior to anyone.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly got up in the dark mountains, and slowly covered my heart with my hand, "The real Mr. Big, this is what you mean"

A flower and a tree are all Tao.

Although my master sometimes feels a little unorthodox to me, I have to admit that his realm is unrivaled, yes, who said that if you have a mortal heart, you can't cultivate, raised my eyes and looked at the sky, I exhaled slightly: "God, I won't be sorry for you, but I won't be afraid of you, from now on, I will be myself." ”

The mountain wind is hard and cold, but I stand there but it is never more comfortable, the corners of my mouth are pulled, I have a lightness from head to toe that I have never had, I let go, not to let go of mortal hearts, but to let go of all mortal sorrows, understand, face yourself.

After going down the mountain, I went straight to the door, sleeping in living clothes, naturally thinking about getting together with Master in a dream, to be honest, I also want to talk to him more, I don't envy any gods, even after death, I didn't think about what I could sublimate into, but my Master, all his attitudes, and his style, are what I like, I think I will die one day, but I hope to be like my master after death, with a mortal heart, free and handsome.

When the scene was extremely beautiful, I knew that I was in a dream, he sat cross-legged on a stone step, looked at me, and chuckled: "Did the teacher give you some transparency?" ”

I nodded, smiling without saying a word.

If you understand, you understand, and it means so, especially if thin language can indicate your state of mind?

He slowly got up, walked up to me, reached out and touched my forehead: "Since you understand, let's go back"

I was a little surprised, and looked at him who turned around and walked up the stone steps again: "Master, you haven't taught me yet"

He looked back at me, still smiling at the corners of his mouth: "It's yours, why am I still teaching again?" ”

"But, I"

Something in my head suddenly gushed out, and my eyes widened: "Master"

"Hahaha go back, it's all yours, you used to be too involved, so what you taught you can't be presented from your brain at once, now you see through your heart, and it will naturally pour out, remember to digest it well, the road to the yang world, it depends on how you walk."

I watched him sit back on the stone steps and take a few steps forward: "Master, will you stay here without entering reincarnation?" ”

"Where is this?"

He looked at me, changed his comfortable position on the stone steps, and exhaled softly: "This is just your dream, of course I will enter reincarnation, because I have a mortal heart." ”

"But, Master, why did you teach me these things and never showed up before?"

"Hey, I don't dare to show up, you used to have so many rules, if I show up, wouldn't it be a conflict with those noble immortals of yours? Are you born yin and yang, you are not a tool, some people come out to order you, and I am not idle and have nothing to do. ”

He began to play with his words again, and I was a little anxious: "But, I don't understand, since you are my master and teach in my dreams, then who are you, why did you choose me as your apprentice, is it because I was born with yin and yang?" ”

He looked at me unhurriedly with his eyes: "Not only are you born yin and yang, and you have excellent understanding, I chose you as an apprentice, and most importantly, I don't want you to follow my old path in the future. ”

"Hey, Master, Master?!"

Woke up.

The third sister looked at me sleepily: "Jiaolong, why don't you take off your coat when you sleep, how uncomfortable"

I didn't answer, but turned over and went to the ground, standing in front of the broken cabinet and looking at my face in the mirror, which was still green cloth, the palm of my right hand was hot, and I looked down and saw that Tiangang gossip had actually returned

"Jiaolong, what's wrong with you?"

The third sister got dressed and stood beside me, "Didn't you sleep well last night, I was too sleepy, I went to bed early, let's go to town today, find a doctor to take a good look at your hands, otherwise it will snow in a few days."

"Third sister."

I interrupted her, turned my face and put my hands on her shoulders: "I'm going to the door for a few days, you wait for me at home, you know." ”

"Where are you going?"

The third sister rubbed her eyes and looked at me: "I'll go with you, you don't know the road to the town very well." ”

"I don't go to town, but I have something to do, I can only go by myself, you wait for me at home, whether I do it or not, wait for me in three or five days, I will be back."

The third sister was puzzled: "If you don't go to town, then you"

"Don't ask so much, just wait for me, I'll be fine, remember, from now on, no one will bully us again, what you lost, I will get it back for you."

The third sister was stunned and looked at me blankly: "Jiaolong, you seem to be different"

I smiled: "Trust me. ”

The words from the third sister's mouth didn't come out, and she just nodded when she looked at me, "Well, I believe in you." ”

I think that aura is a kind of confidence, only when you have confidence, will you exude something like aura, and if you say it, people around you will believe it.

In the morning, I went to a small shop in the village, bought what I needed, and when I came out, I saw Hou San'er, he put a pocket and saw me when he deliberately glanced at the bag I was carrying, and I was a little angry and wanted to come up and give me two words, but I looked at my eyes, a little unwilling, clicked my mouth twice, wiped my arm and hummed softly into the store: "Sister-in-law, why do you still sell things to that liar in the city, didn't Erhu say, In the future, I won't do the business of that fake gentleman and that little fool. ”

"Hou San'er, when did I sell things to that person in the city, I remember, I haven't sold anything when the third sister comes to buy something!"

"Hey, what was that fake gentleman carrying in his hand just now, didn't you sell it?"

"Nonsense, that fake gentleman has been here before, don't say it's useless, I won't give you the wine on credit."

"I'm not talking nonsense, didn't that fake gentleman just come out of here?"

I walked far away, and I didn't hear anything else, I want to buy something, who can stop me, Hou San'er, our account has to be calculated slowly.

Before I could reach the door of Uncle Ugly's house, I saw an aunt in the village who was about the same age as Aunt Zhu hurriedly running to me and sitting at the door of her house, an uncle of the same age opened her mouth and asked: "Old Qiu, do you see my rhubarb!" It's gone in the morning, isn't it for the young people in the village to take away the meat! ”

She didn't speak to me, in the eyes of the villagers, I was still air, but I stopped listening to her words, turned my face to look at her directly: "Auntie, your dog is at the door, it is old, it has found a place for itself, and I don't want you to see it uncomfortable." ”

The lady looked at me and was stunned: "At the door?" I didn't find it."

"In the firewood stack, you can go and have a look."

As soon as I finished speaking, there was a sneer behind me, "Aunt Chen, don't believe this liar's words, he didn't point out accurately, don't fall back to your firewood stack and smash your old leg again!" ”

Turning my face, I looked at Zhou Lao Er with a disdainful face, "Yo, why is it so coincidental, your mule has gone to Beishan again, and the beast is not at home, which is not a good thing." "Serve to see the year.

Zhou Lao Er snorted: "Nonsense, when it keeps running, it was in my yard when I left, you liar, you really owe"

"Second child! Dick!! ”

Before he finished speaking, his daughter-in-law Yuqin hurriedly ran over: "Our mules don't know where to run again!" ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and looked at Zhou Laoer's suddenly changed face: "Let's go to Beishan to have a look, don't blame me for not reminding you, this time, it won't run back by itself"

After saying that, I raised my feet and left, only to hear the aunt behind me speak: "Then I have to hurry home and go to my house's firewood stack to have a look!" ”

"Aunt Chen, don't believe it, he's a liar!!"

Am I a liar?

Raise your eyebrows, the road is long, and I will have a good time with you when the master is empty.

After entering the door, the third sister was teaching Xiaoshanzi to count in the yard, and she was a little puzzled when she saw the things I was carrying: "Jiaolong, how did you buy this, the store sold your things?" “

I smiled and didn't say much, but went straight to the door, put all the things I bought into a bag, straddled it and went out directly: "Third sister, I'm going out, I'll be back in a few days, don't worry." “

"Auntie, where are you going?"

Xiao Shanzi put down the stone in his hand and looked at me: "Take me there." “

I squatted in front of him and touched his head: "Auntie is going to admit her mistake, and she will come back in a few days, Auntie is not there, you have to accompany your third sister and sister, she knows a lot of things, you don't know how to learn things well, you know." “

Xiao Shanzi nodded as if he didn't understand, and looked at the third sister: "Third sister, where is Auntie going?" “

The third sister naturally didn't know, but she just felt that I was different from before, so she grabbed Xiao Shanzi's shoulder, looked at me and shouted: "Jiaolong, you come back early!" “

"Hmm."

Walking to the entrance of the courtyard, I turned around and agreed: "Wait for me." ”

I know very well in my heart that I will have a long time to explain everything to the third sister, maybe I don't need to explain, just use the facts to prove my change, but there is one thing that I have to do now.

Directly up the mountain, but not to the ugly uncle's grave, but a person into the deep mountains, I did not go with the third sister to pick mountain goods, but the place I want to find, is very clear, said the high and deep point, I calculated, said the simple point, is my intuition, the road in the valley is extremely difficult to walk, I looked up at the sky that was covered by the big tree and only exposed a small part, while it was difficult to follow the guidance of my heart, halfway because the road was too difficult to walk, the climb was not smooth, I also fell a few times, but the branch in addition to scraping a few on my green face, but it didn't bother me too much.

When the sun had not completely set, I found a cave, and took a long breath, I saw the little white fox who was a little frightened of my arrival at the entrance of the cave, slowly squatted down, picked up the long grass under the hole, and naturally saw a palm-sized pit similar to a rat hole.

Kneeling down at the entrance of the hole, I took out the red paper I bought from my bag, as well as the old fairy ranking that had been placed in the bag after repairing, set up the tablet, I wrote the names of the three immortals on the white paper, and then pressed it under the ranking, placed the sacrifices I bought, and after lighting the three incense sticks, I kowtowed a few times, "Three immortals, Jiaolong came to confess to you that I was wrong"

"Jiaolong knows that you are not really angry with Jiaolong, but you are helping Jiaolong, you expect Jiaolong to be promoted, and you also know that Jiaolong can't go out of the box, so you go, it is considered to let Jiaolong face himself anew, from now on, you will not be subject to any fetters, just according to your own mind, be a good gentleman."

"You watched Jiaolong grow up, and you know that Jiaolong sometimes likes to be willful, but Jiaolong shouldn't have been, and shouldn't have fallen into the ranking of the three of you, this matter is indeed Jiaolong's mistake, this hole is Jiaolong's search according to his heart, even if Jiaolong's fate with the three immortals is exhausted, Jiaolong also hopes to find a good place for the immortals, the mountain spirit is clear, and here in the future, you can also have no distractions, and cultivate well"

Kneeling there, lowering my eyes and opening my mouth: "The three immortals waited for me to come to life for eighteen years, and it was not the slightest bit to help Jiaolong, it can be said that without the three immortals, there would be no Jiaolong today, Jiaolong knows that since the three immortals have attained the Tao, the mind naturally has the amount of everything that can accommodate all things, and now, I also gave the Tiangang gossip to Jiaolong, but the mistake is wrong, Jiaolong has always regretted, you are the elders who are most respected and loved by Jiaolong, how can Jiaolong be so ignorant, today Jiaolong sent you here, Jiaolong himself, will also kneel for three days, To show sincerity"

The leaves are swaying behind me, I knelt and didn't move, since the family fairy is gone, there is no need for me to continue to worship at home, but I want to find a good place for them, whether they really blame me in their hearts, I have to admit my mistakes, I didn't have the face to face when I was a waste, and now that I'm back, first of all, I just have to face myself, face the mistakes I once made with will.

No one replied to my words, I think if the three immortals accept this, they will give me tips and inspiration, I knelt and didn't move, just waited for the incense to burn before I went up, I thought in my heart, kneeling for three days and three nights, this incense will also burn for three days and three nights.

When I came, I thought very clearly, these three days, unless the old fairy speaks, I will not get up anyway, sincere, what must be 'sincerity', my legs will be numb after sunset, ordinary people don't say three days, about three hours can not kneel, but I gritted my teeth, closed my eyes in the dark valley and waited, as long as the incense burned, I will go again, no matter whether the three immortals open or not, I have to pay for my own fault.