Shang Lu was speechless.

An inexplicable fire, burning wildly in his chest.

He was in a terrible mood, "I'm going out for a cigarette." ”

He walked to the stairwell alone, took out his cigarette case, and shook a cigarette out.

Ignite.

Clip between your fingers.

Took a big puff.

The taste of nicotine choked into my throat and stomach, and I felt uncomfortable for a while.

Rarely smoked before.

Now I carry a cigarette box with me, and I smoke a box of cigarettes in less than a day, but the more I smoke, the more I feel empty and painful.

Infusion hall.

Remember https://m in a second.

He Qidong watched Shang Lu walk away, and then walked back.

The nurse also helped An An remove the needle for the infusion.

Eliminated the poison and commanded a few words.

Qiao Qiao was afraid of the wind, so she took out An An's small blanket from her bag and wrapped it around her small body.

"Let's go, it's midnight, go back and rest early."

He Qidong asked, "Don't you say hello to Shang Lu?" ”

"No need, I'll just send him a message when I get in the car." Qiao Qiao responded.

He Qidong saw that her face was not very good, and said with concern, "You just quarreled with Shang Lu?" ”

"Nope."

It's not a quarrel either.

It's just that Shang Lu is making her a little crying and laughing now.

What tone should she use to speak to him?

Can you still call him husband one by one and rely on him as before?

I didn't feel that kind of security before the divorce, and even less so after the divorce.

I don't know where Shang Lu complained about?

"Let's go."

By the time she got in the car, she had already cleaned up her bad mood.

Very calmly and rationally sent a WeChat message to Shang Lu: Mr. Shang, An An has finished the infusion, and his body temperature has dropped. Don't worry, I'll take care of her. Let's go back first.

I added another piece of the past: Thank you for your help today.

When Shang Lu saw WeChat, he threw away the cigarette butt in his hand and walked back to the infusion hall.

In the position just now, Qiao Qiao and An An are gone.

When I chased him out, I didn't see He Qidong's car.

Under the dark and vast night, Shang Lu Wei'an's tall figure looked a little desolate.

The streetlights stretched his shadow.

Even this shadow exudes a great frustration and pain.

The wind blew, like knives and guns, through the body and through the heart.

Back in the Dongshan neighborhood, it was already three o'clock in the middle of the night.

An An fell asleep.

He Qidong called Qiao Qiao out of the house.

"Qiao Qiao, come out for a while, I have something I want to talk to you about."

Qiao Qiao covered the door and walked out lightly.

The two sat on the sofa in the living room.

All are a little tired.

In fact, He Qidong had stayed up all night before sending An An to the hospital.

But I didn't feel sleepy at this time.

Being able to sit next to Qiao Qiao so quietly allows time to stand still.

Qiao Qiao went and poured two cups of hot water.

Steeped two slices of freshly cut lemon.

A cup was handed to He Qidong, "Drink some water first, you need to make up for vitamin C if you stay up late." ”

He Qidong took it and drank more than half of it in one go.

When I put down the cup, there were some words that had been weighing on my heart for a long time and had to be said today.

"Qiao Qiao. You should know what I have in mind for you. ”

How could she not know?

He had a serious illness, and in order not to drag her down, he would rather let himself be a scumbag and leave her, wanting her to forget about him and start a new life. How much do you have to love her to make this difficult decision?

And when she gave birth, she almost went to the ghost gate.

It was He Qidong who stayed by her side, encouraged her, and gave her the motivation to live.

It was also He Qidong, choked up, crying, begging to use his thirty years of life in exchange for the safety of their mother and daughter.

and his regard for An An as his own, he doesn't dislike An An every time, changes An An's diapers, washes An An's stinky ass, and sends An An to the hospital in the middle of the night......

Too much, too much.

She held the water glass, "Adong, I know what you have to say to me." ”

"No, you don't." He Qidong looked at her.

"......" she fell silent, listening quietly.

"Qiao Qiao, you still have Shang Lu in your heart, right?"

“……”

"You seem to have let him go, but in fact you still love him deeply, but you don't dare to love anymore, and you just convince yourself again and again to let go. Is that right? ”

"Adong ......"

"You listen to me when I'm done."

"Hmm."

"Qiao Qiao, I don't care if you have someone in your heart. But I need an answer from you. ”

“……”

"The tumor in my brain was cured. I'm not going to suddenly disappear into your world right now. I am willing to live with you the ordinary and down-to-earth life you like the most. ”

“……”

"As we originally envisioned, buying a house in this city, having a home, firewood, rice, oil and salt every day, occasionally making small noises, and after the quarrel, we will rely on each other and not abandon each other."

“……”

"Are you still willing to spend such a day with me?"

Qiao Qiao raised her lips, "I ......"

"Don't be in a hurry to refuse me."

He Qidong seemed to be begging.

"You think about it first, think about it, okay?"

Qiao Qiao suddenly felt that He Qidong was so pitiful.

He loved her so carefully.

"Adong!"

"Listen to me."

“……”

"Qiao Qiao, don't feel any pressure because of what I said."

“……”

"If you really can't be with me, you don't think you said it today."

“……”

"In the future, I will still be your dearest relative, and I will never mention this matter again."

“……”

"If you still want to be with Shang Lu, I am willing to help you reconcile and repair it from the middle, after all, the husband and wife are still the original match. And Shang Lu is also An An's biological father. ”

When he said these words, He Qidong was open-minded.

Obviously he was very heartbroken, but he comforted Qiao Qiao instead:

"Qiao Qiao, don't feel that you owe me."

"I've always done this voluntarily."

"Don't worry about me, I'm a person who has gone through the ghost gate, although I was born ordinary, but I have experienced ups and downs. I can see everything. ”

"If you reject me, I won't have anything to think of."

"Qiao Qiao, I only hope that all the decisions you make can follow your true thoughts in your heart, and don't wronged yourself."

He Qidong's love, Qiao Qiao has thought about it a long time ago.

It's just that it hasn't been put on the table.

The human heart is made of flesh.

He Qidong did everything for her, she put it in her heart.

For a divorced woman with a child like her, He Qidong does not dislike it, and cherishes it as a treasure.

How did she come from such a blessing!

Besides, she's not as strong as she thinks.

Sometimes I am tired, and I need someone to take care of me, and I also need someone to accompany me.

He Qidong is the best choice.

He Qidong has done so much to her and her daughter, she can't respond at all.

If you don't give hope to others, and you take it for granted that others are good to you, that's called prostitution, and that's immoral.

She said neatly, "Adong, I am willing to spend that kind of day with you." But there are some things I have to confess to you. ”

"Don't confess ...... yet"

He Qidong has never pursued other girls.

I have never had the experience of falling in love.

Even if I was with Qiao Qiao before, it was very simple at that time.

At this time, Qiao Qiao said yes, and his palms were sweating a little excitedly and nervously.

I'm afraid I heard it wrong, "You just said, are you willing?" ”

Qiao Qiao nodded, "You heard it right, but, Adong, I may not be able to love as seriously as before." Choose you simply because you are the most suitable person. I can't fool you about this, I have to be honest with you. ”

In this world, how many people can marry perfect love?

Scumbags are rampant in the world, like Chen Yajun, scumbags who can't do everything abound.

If you can choose one that suits you and love you, you are already being favored by God.

She should be grateful that in the darkest time of her life, He Qidong was by her side.

"Adong, you should also think about it. There is no love, only the feelings of responsibility and companionship, can you accept it? ”

He Qidong didn't want to.

Don't think about it at all.

Firmly responded, "Yes!" ”

He can take it.

In the nanny's room, Sister Fang closed the door with a smile and came to the sleeping little cute baby.

Gently touched the little cute baby's pink cheek, "An An, you have a new father, this new father will hurt you more than your biological father." Are you happy? ”

Day 2.

He Qidong went and knocked on the president's door.

When he entered, he handed Shang Lu a letter of resignation.

Shang Lu frowned, "What do you mean, you want to carry the burden?" ”

"My master has agreed to go out of the mountain, come and help you, and take my place. On the 6G side of technology, you don't have to worry. ”

"Why?"

"I want to live the ordinary and comfortable days of my wife and children hot kang head, and I don't want to work overtime every night to burst my liver, so early and short-lived. By the way, Qiao Qiao and I are officially together. ”

Shang Lu's eyebrows tightened.

The pen in his hand was almost broken.

With ice in his eyes, he asked coldly:

"Officially together, what step does it mean? Ever laid? ”