Kou Xi sat opposite Gu Shen, looking at the beautiful scenery outside, with mixed feelings in his heart.

When the life of ordinary people is better, people have added a lot of requirements for the quality of life. Young couples are getting married, taking wedding photos before the wedding, and going on a honeymoon after the wedding. In this era, people's standard of living is relatively low. The requirements for the marriage process are also very low.

Kou Xi looked at Gu Shen who was sitting opposite, and thought in a trance that the two of them were making up for a honeymoon. The past is all in my heart, and I have mixed feelings and complicated tastes.

"Let's have a good talk, I have a lot to say to you!" Gu Shen's opening remarks were very simple, he just needed a chance to talk to Kou Xi. And the one-way time of this boat is not short, Zhujiang Wharf to Yangshuo Longtoushan Wharf to get off the boat 6 hours, this 6 hours of time is enough for two people to explain things clearly.

Kou Xi looked at Gu Shen with a hint of doubt on his face: "Can you talk here?"

Gu Shen knew what Kou Xi meant, and nodded with a smile: "I've checked it all, and now it's safe, and I can chat with confidence." ”

"Let's talk about it, I like to talk about everything. I don't like to hide and tuck, and live a dull life. This sentence directly blocked Huo An speechless, and touched his nose stupidly.

"I did that task before. Gu Shen finally said the words in his heart, but Kou Xi interrupted: "You have your hardships, and you also have your beliefs. It doesn't matter what you do, and I haven't blamed you, hated you, or blamed you for this. I think about it, you hinted at me many times beforehand, and you did a series of very careful plans. It's me stupid, I don't understand. Later, you also hinted to me, I took it, you know. ”

"You don't need to explain to me what you've been through. Because that's your job, whether it's danger or secret, I don't know. Kou Xi didn't look over: "I don't have any requirements for you, I just want you to at least give me a response." After all these years, I just want to ask you, do you still want to live?"

These words frightened Gu Shen so much that he didn't know what to say, and said instinctively: "Of course I thought about it, if it wasn't for our family, I wouldn't be able to take this desperate road." ”

"Do you want to go on? you let me be a widow, do you want to go on, you let your daughter be an orphan?" Kou Xi felt incredible: "For so many years, you have been outside not knowing whether to live or die. Every once in a while, I put money into my account. How do you make me recognize you? Who are you for? For this family or for your daughter? Who am I? Am I a wife or your ex-wife? I'm already a widow in law, I can remarry. But if I get married, what's the matter? I'm right, you're still sorry for you? If I'm not married, who am I going to be widowed to?"

In the face of Kou Xi's questioning, Gu Shen, who was once Huo An, was difficult to answer. What Kou Xi said was right, she was very passive as a woman in the matter of whether to remarry or not.

"There are very few people in this world who know that you are still alive, and there are so many people who know that I am a widow. The more Kou Xi spoke, the more angry he became, and the more angry he became, the less he felt like crying.

Only aggressive: "You say I have a husband, my husband has long disappeared in this world." You say I don't have a husband, but there has been a vague shadow in my life for so many years. I ask you, have you ever thought about my feelings?"

Gu Shen looked at Kou Xi speechless, and Kou Xi said again: "Let me ask you again, if I fall in love with someone else now, am I betraying you or is it just and bright? You are now using the identity of another person, if you have a wife, what am I? I will marry, I will deal with the object, but I know that I have a husband." I don't marry, I'm alone, but I'm like an object that no one stamps. ”

Sighing, Kou Xi began to talk about the child again: "Miller likes you, and she likes you when she first sees you." She didn't know, she would never know that the person in front of her was her own father. She has been thinking about her own father in her heart, and then looks up at you in front of her. ”

"I'm sorry!" Gu Shen knew that he had not done well, and a thousand words could not alleviate the bitterness in Kou Xi's heart: "Over the years, I have made you two suffer. ”

Kou Xi waved his hand, his face showing disgust: "Don't talk about calves." We haven't suffered at all over the years, compared to others, we mothers, we don't know how comfortable we are. ”

She had money in her hands, sold her original store and held the money that Huo An earned from the outside. In a small northeastern city with an average salary of only about 300 yuan, Kou Xi doesn't know how good it is.

"I'm so grateful to you!" Kou Xi said, "I'm really like a dream when I get married." I've found that I can change a lot of things with my own power. I have my own children, my dad is in good health, and you are very good to me. It's a good life at home, what else do I want? "In her last life, she was poor, her father was sick and had no money to treat, she was lonely all her life, she had no money, no children, and nothing.

But what made her feel even more uncomfortable was that Huo An in the previous life was obviously already a high-level officer. But why did he become a victim of this life who did not find such a person?

"Will you ever go back to your old life? Your files, will everything about you be restored? Will you still be alive if you are dead, who have had a funeral?" Kou Xi thought about it for many years, and felt that this possibility did not exist.

"No, I'll work in a different capacity. Huo An sat up straight and said to Kou Xi: "After this mission is over, I will engage in social activities in a new capacity. Of course, my current identity is the same, although I can't be a soldier anymore, but I can always accompany you. ”

So, Kou Xi clutched his chest, did he exchange his most cherished career for everything in front of him.

"Why do you want to? Don't you think it's a pity? I never asked you to be with me every day!" Kou Xi didn't understand, she didn't understand why the result of rebirth was to make Huo An lose his most important thing. Why did the price happen to Huo An, obviously he is the one who should bear it.

She got something she didn't deserve, but she let the person she loved lose what he loved the most.

"But....." Huo An looked at Kou Xi and said solemnly, "I want to accompany you!"