Chapter 22: Confession?
Looking at the suddenly empty room, Chu Xiaoxiao fell into deep thought. After a day of getting along today, are they friends? Friend...... It's hard to imagine them becoming friends, it must be terrifying. I was scolded every day...... I'll go, it's too dangerous. Chu Xiaoxiao shook his head, let's forget about this outrageous idea.
However, I don't know if Song Jinnian has arrived home, why others have sent her home safely, although she was abused very badly, but at least she didn't abandon her! Alas, now that I think about it, I should have thanked him well at the time, blaming her for being reckless. Isn't it just a friend of a friend's boyfriend, she has a weak heart, and when her mother sees it, she says that she is an alumnus who helps others, and now she seems to have some adultery with him. I'm innocent.
God, what a thing this is! This life is really getting off track.
The more Chu Xiaoxiao thought about it, the more upset he became, tossing and turning, and in the end he really had no choice, so he simply got up and brushed the circle of friends. After watching it for a few minutes, it was all photos of eating, drinking and having fun, or all kinds of micro-business information, which was really boring, so I had to throw my phone aside. Look up at the white ceiling, forget it, let's wash and sleep.
Chu Xiaoxiao had insomnia. Yes, because the one who didn't matter to her at all. I don't know why, that person's handsome side face and shallow smile will always alternate in her mind, no matter how she shakes it off, she can't shake it off, even if she tells herself to think about other things, but the last thing that appears is the damn Song Jinnian, really, it seems that she is really evil!
Ah, annoying. After Chu Xiaoxiao failed in self-hypnosis several times, he couldn't help shouting, Song Jinnian, you kill a thousand knives, we are not familiar with it! Why torture my spirit like this.
Pick up the phone on the table to check the time, twelve o'clock in the evening. Okay, it's good, the first insomnia in her life turned out to be because of that annoying Song Jinnian, what a beautiful memory, she begged not to remember it in the future.
Heart disease also requires cardiac medicine. Although she is not sick, she unconditionally believes that it must be caused by Song Jinniannas. So in order to be able to meet with Zhou as soon as possible, she decided to have a good chat with Song Jinnian, and if she didn't reply to the message for a minute, she would call, and if she didn't answer, she would continue to call until he answered. She couldn't sleep well, and he didn't want to.
Just do what you say, open contacts, edit messages, send, all in one go, smoothly without a trace of stuck. This kind of self makes her very satisfied, clean and neat, this is whether her demeanor is good or not. But...... A minute has passed, and there has been no movement on the phone. I won't really sleep and die, I'll go, do I have a conscience......
Send it again, and if she doesn't reply, she will really call. Make up your mind, open the message, only to collapse in the next second. Because Hao Ran wrote the words "love you" on the message sent, what, when did she send such a message, she obviously sent the old-fashioned beginning "Are you there", how could it be...... How could this be...... Yes...... I don't want to live, he won't watch it, he won't think she just made a trick to hook up with him in the first place, right? It's miserable, it's broken, it's dead, she seems to see herself being trampled under Song Jinnian's feet. A misstep turns into a thousand years of hatred, how can she save her face, how to face him, she has never had a bad heart towards him, heaven and earth can be learned.
Maybe he hasn't looked at it yet, maybe his phone is dead, maybe it'...... Maybe he lost his phone, and a voice whispered in her ear. yes, maybe she hasn't seen it yet? Thinking of this, she rationally calmed herself down. The message has been sent, there is no room for recovery, all he can do is to tell him that she has sent the wrong message again blindly.
"I'm sorry, I just sent the wrong message, don't mind, don't mind, don't mind, say important things three times, I don't have bad intentions towards you, don't think too much! Please reply and wait! ”
Send......
Chu Xiaoxiao looked at his phone quietly, but he desperately hoped that he could reply quickly, but at the same time he was afraid that he would reply, anyway, it was very complicated, and he couldn't help but slow down his breathing.
One minute...... Two minutes...... Five minutes......
did not receive a reply, Chu Xiaoxiao was happy and sad at the same time.
Glad he didn't look! And it's sad that he didn't see it! Very conflicted.
Open the phone list, stare at the three words of Song Jinnian on it, and dial. It's not that I'm not nervous. In fact, she also felt that she seemed to have reacted a little too much, maybe people didn't take it seriously at all? But she was like she was in the middle of the evil, and she couldn't help but want to know his message, she told herself, just tonight, just tonight, just tonight, just the evil, after tonight, it will be the same as it was, he is still him. They are still not familiar alumni.
"The turned off ...... of the phone you called"
Shut down? That's not to see it, it's really good! She laughed, but it was a bit far-fetched. It's good that I didn't read it, anyway, after tonight, he asked again tomorrow, and she didn't admit it with a dead face, anyway, it was wrong, and there was nothing to say.
Put the phone away, Chu Xiaoxiao fell asleep with a strange mood.
Maybe she didn't know that some things were created in this way, and then grew unconsciously until that hot heart could no longer bear its weight, and filled the entire internal organs with a certain person, a certain occasion, or a certain memory, or pain, or beauty!