"What is this?" The voice was already unusually cold, and although he understood it, he didn't dare to believe it.

Forsythia took a breath, rare honesty: "Erbao's paternity test!" ”

What did Feng Lixing feel at that moment? Is it hi? Is it anger? Or was it over-frightened?

After a hundred turns, he actually had no emotions at all, his mind was empty, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually hooked up again, and it was extremely cold......

Forsythia knew he was going to die, and every time that smile appeared on his face, it was a disaster.

It seems that he still hasn't picked the right time to confess to him, but this kind of thing doesn't seem to be right at the right time.

They were wrong from the beginning, and they were even more wrong later, and now they finally have to bear the consequences.

"That's what you're going to surprise me for my birthday?" Feng Lixing shook the thin piece of paper in his hand.

Forsythia nodded: "Do you still need to listen to me explain to you?" ”

"Explain?" Feng Lixing was still smiling, but the luster in his eyes faded little by little, "I just need you to answer me now, when did you start to know that Erbao is my child?" ”

Forsythia took another heavy breath, since he wants to confess, he should confess to the end.

"I knew it from the beginning."

"So you've been playing me like a fool for so long? Watching me jealous, heartbroken, and indifferent? Even when I asked you to kill this child, you actually agreed? ”

The more Feng Lixing asked, the more chilled he felt.

I'm a complete joke, I've been deceived by this woman like an idiot for so long, and I almost gave her my life, but in the end, I found out that she had been lying to herself like a fool.

Feng Lixing sneered and stepped back, throwing the piece of paper into Forsythia's face.

Forsythia didn't hide, the piece of paper scraped across her eyebrows, stirring up a gust of wind, and a few strands of hair were hanging on her lips.

The two looked at each other like that for a few seconds, and finally Forsythia bent down to pick up the piece of paper, brushed her hair away from her lips, and asked word by word, "So you don't need to listen to me, do you?" ”

She can still be so calm at this time, but the calmer she is, the more chilled Feng Lixing becomes.

"No, what else to explain? Since you have the intention to hide it from me, why bother to be false afterwards! Feng Lixing had his own grievances and embarrassments in his heart, and he struggled countless times in his heart in order to accept this child.

Day and night, this woman should be able to see it, but she actually concealed it with peace of mind, and then one day suddenly threw him a fluttering paternity test, telling him that this child was his flesh and blood, and he almost forced her to kill her own flesh and blood!

What did she think when she went to the obstetrics and gynecology department to handle the miscarriage?

After so many days and nights, what did she think when she lay beside her?

Feng Lixing looked at the forsythia in front of him, and suddenly felt strange, as if he had never really known her.

It was the fear that rose from the depths of his heart, as if he had poured his whole heart out of her, and she didn't even fully show her fur, a creepy concealment and estrangement.

He suddenly felt that he had failed, and he couldn't get anything out of her.

How much else did this woman hide from him?

"Lu Forsythia, first An An, now Erbao, you tell me, what else do I don't know? You just say it all at once, so that I don't have to be a fool again and again to be tricked by you! Feng Lixing's voice became more and more gloomy, but his tone was flat and straightforward, and his appearance did not look disappointed, but deeply painful and realized.

Forsythia was about to suffocate in her heart, she knew that Feng Lixing was really angry this time, and she also knew that she should explain to him at this time, but the character in her bones decided that she would not easily bow her head and coax people, so she just put away the appraisal book.

"There shouldn't be anything to hide from you, this is the last one, but you don't need me to explain it like this, I'm just sorry to make your birthday unhappy!" Forsythia's voice was as calm as ever.

Feng Lixing was so hateful that he went over and pinched her wrist, thinking that she would beg for mercy, or at least she should be soft, but Forsythia just smiled slightly: "I have already said sorry, I really wanted to surprise you, who knew that it became a fright!" His tone was gloomy, but his expression did not change in the slightest.

Feng Lixing was so caught in her chest that he couldn't send it out or swallow it!

"Lu Forsythia, you really impress me! You used to say that I was ruthless, but how could I be so cruel to you! ”

She's the most unconscionable thing!

Feng Lixing shook it hard, and Forsythia was thrown out by him with his wrist for a distance, and his back hit the bed, which hurt a little, but she could still stand it.

"There is a limit to human patience, I can endure you once, twice, three times, but I'm sorry, I don't think I can bear it this time!"

Feng Lixing hooked the corners of his lips gloomily, took his coat again and slammed the door and left the bedroom......

"Sir, are you going out so late?" Aunt Lan's voice came from the corridor, and then there was a sound of footsteps going downstairs, and the car lights quickly turned on and swept the glass of the bedroom on the second floor, and drove out of the garden with a "boom".

"I guess I can't bear it this time!" Forsythia couldn't help but smile sullenly as he recalled his last words and the expression on his face at the time.

I knew early on that they were wrong, and they tried hard to straighten it out in the middle, but it was wrong from the root, and no matter how hard they worked in the future, it wouldn't have a good result.

Feng Lixing didn't return that night, and when he went back the next morning, there was no sound in the spacious villa, and even the people didn't know where they went.

He thought about it and went to the bedroom on the second floor, pushed the door open, the sun shone on the floor, the bed curtain danced, but it was empty.

"Bang la la" I heard a small cracking sound, and when I turned around, I saw a few pieces of paper pressed against a jewelry box on the table, and the wind from the window came in, and the corners of the paper were blown together.

Feng Li walked over and glanced at the top one, which was the handwriting of forsythia.

"I went to Linguishan District, and Wang Qi sold a car and a suite in Yang Zhongting's name, and turned them into a check for me to give to Song Weiyan's family.

I should spend a few days in the mountains this time, and you can also take this opportunity to think about our relationship in the future.

I'm under the plane ticket and the divorce deal.

This time I'll give you the choice! ”

Flipping back, there were several big words "divorce agreement" printed on the top, and with a shake of his hand, two air tickets fell out of the agreement.

The ticket is to Mauritius and the date is one month later.

Feng Lixing remembered that he had promised Forsythia that if they got married, he would take her to Mauritius again, and now he put the plane ticket and divorce agreement in front of him at the same time, and sure enough, he gave him all the choice.

It's really heartless!

Feng Lixing held back his depression, took the jewelry box, opened it, and inside was the antique ring......

When Feng Lixing saw the piece of paper, Forsythia had already boarded the plane to Lingui Provincial City.

I never thought that I would go to the mountains under such circumstances, but I was a little grateful in my heart, at least when she was most helpless, there was a place for her to go.

She went to Bali when Feng Li's surgery was performed, and chose to escape when she faced her fear for the first time.

After kneeling for a long time in the solemn Uluwatu Temple, what did she make at that time?

She told the gods that as long as he could wake up well, she would rely on him for everything and give him anything, so this time she chose to escape and leave the choice in his hands.

If he still wants to be together, she will go back and be his wife.

If he signed the divorce agreement, she would take her two children to Paris.

It was almost noon when Forsythia arrived in Lingui Province, and after eating a little casually near the airport, he went straight to the train station, which was still a dilapidated green train, but this time Forsythia's mood was completely different.

This time it is more stable and more precipitated.

When I arrived in Lingui Town, it was already late at night, and it was already a little cold in October in the mountains, so Forsythia took out a windproof suit from his bag and put it on, and found the hotel where he stayed last time.

The proprietress still likes to sleep on the counter for thousands of years, and Forsythia goes to knock on her table.

"Knock-" and the proprietress slammed her jaw on the counter.

"Ouch girl, why are you here again?" In the middle of the night, seeing Forsythia standing in front of her, the proprietress felt like she had seen a ghost.

Forsythia smiled slightly: "I have something to go into the mountain, so here I am again." ”

The proprietress didn't ask much this time, she still opened the room for Forsythia very enthusiastically, and when she left, she asked specifically: "Are you going into the mountain again tomorrow?" ”

"Yes, do you still have a car going up the mountain?"

The proprietress thought for a while: "There are no mushrooms growing in the mountains this season, so you must not be able to rub the car, or I will help you contact a car in the town, and you can spend some money at that time." ”

This is naturally the best, Forsythia thanked him, and the proprietress went downstairs with joy.

The room was still damp and shabby, with a bit of mountain mildew, but this time Forsythia didn't mind at all.

She washed up briefly and lay down on the small bed, took out her mobile phone, there were some missed calls and text messages in it, but none of them came from Feng Lixing.

Didn't he see his message in the bedroom? Or did you see it, but you just didn't contact her?

Forsythia couldn't help but call home in the end.

Aunt Xue answered the phone, and asked her about her situation in the mountains with concern, Forsythia answered one by one, and then told the two children about it, and finally asked, "Has Mr. been back?" ”

"When I came back, someone saw his car parked at the door in the morning, but he left after a while."

"Okay." Forsythia just said a word and hung up the phone.

The next day Forsythia got up early in the morning and went downstairs to find the hostess.

"Did the car contact me?"

The proprietress smiled and crossed her mouth at the door: "Oh, people are waiting for you here early in the morning." ”

Forsythia looked down and saw a figure sitting on the steps at the entrance of the hotel, tall and thin, wearing a half-worn black sweater.

The man looked familiar.

"Big Brother?"

Quanzi turned around when he heard Forsythia's voice, grinned, and stepped on half of the cigarette in his hand.

"How are you?"

"The innkeeper said that you want to go into the mountains, and it just so happens that I am in the town these days, so I will send you there anyway." Quanzi explained that Forsythia was naturally happy, and it was safer to have acquaintances to accompany her into the mountains.

Quan Zi still drove the white van, but the body was clean, the seat covers seemed to have been changed, the messy tools were also put away, and there seemed to be a faint aroma wafting in the carriage, I don't know if it was perfume or fragrance.

Forsythia sat in the passenger seat, looked at the polished glass in front of him, and couldn't help but tease Quanzi: "Is the car cleaned up quite clean this time." ”

Quanzi scratched the back of his head a little embarrassed: "I rarely go into the mountains this season, and I don't need to walk the mountain road, so I just make it a little cleaner." ”

Forsythia glanced at him, and felt that Quanzi looked a little shy, and couldn't help but laugh "poof".

"What are you laughing at?" Quanzi laughed even more crampedly at her, scratched her hair indiscriminately, and turned into a car and hit the road.

October is really a good weather into the mountain, although it has been a little cold, but the air is particularly fresh, especially to the halfway up the mountainside, you can see a thick layer of fog around the mountainside, the green mountain peaks, the thin sunlight shines through the clouds on the fog, the fog does not disperse, but it is wrapped in a layer of golden light.

"It's beautiful!" Forsythia sighed.

Quan Zi laughed: "What is beautiful here, the poor mountains and remote ones are not as beautiful as the lights in your city." "People who often run in the mountains are like this, and it's not uncommon to see too many mountain views.

Forsythia pouted and muttered: "The lights in the city are all fake, which makes people panic." As she spoke, she rolled down the car window, letting the cool breeze outside the window blow in with moisture, she lay down at the window and took a deep breath, closed her eyes, the wind blew her hair up, but she didn't care, and even stupidly untied the silk scarf around her neck and stretched it out of the window......

Her hair was blowing along with the silk scarf, and Forsythia felt like her heart could fly.

It would be wise to choose this time to hide in the mountains, to escape from that environment and that person, to let go of everything and not to think about anything.

Quanzi drove the car and felt that this time the forsythia was different.

"What are you doing in the mountains this time? Sending an urn again? He was clearly joking, and Forsythia "fluttered" and smiled, revealing a mouthful of white teeth.

"Where did you get so many ashes, I'm going to send something this time."

……

Quanzi parked the car directly at the entrance of the village this time.

"I'm not going down, I'll wait for you in the car."

"Okay, I'll be quick, I'll come when I go." Forsythia took the bag and got out of the car, and found Song Weiyan's house familiarly, but he didn't expect Song Weiyan's house to change so much, the original dilapidated small bungalow has been renovated, and Song Weiyan's brother's house next to it has been built up with another layer, with shiny white tiles on the outside, and a large cement factory has been poured at the door.

This is undoubtedly a mansion in the village, and it stands out from the dilapidated low house next to it.

Forsythia didn't know how to feel when she saw such a scene.

Relieved or sad?

If Song Weiyan knew in heaven, what would she think?

But this time Daddy Song's attitude towards Forsythia is completely different, last time he ignored it, but this time he treated each other warmly, and waited for Forsythia to explain his intentions and take out the check, the attitude of the entire Song family was even more enthusiastic to the extreme, even Brother Song Weiyan, who had not seen Forsythia last time, was called back by his father, and he trembled violently with the check, I don't know whether he was happy or excited.

The chubby woman standing next to her should be Song Weiyan's sister-in-law, holding a child who was only a few months old in her hand, enthusiastically pouring water for Forsythia and moving chairs, staring at Forsythia vigorously, and praising Forsythia for being kind and beautiful.

Forsythia smiled and didn't answer, feeling that something had all gone bad.

The Song family became more and more hot, and the whole family wanted to stay with forsythia for a meal before leaving, she naturally refused, only willing to sit for a while, drank half a bowl of water, and got up to say goodbye after a little inquiry about the situation of the Song family.

As she left, she looked behind her, and the small two-story building stood out in the sunlight.

When Quanzi saw Forsythia coming over, she opened the car door for her, and after getting into the car, she didn't speak, and her face was not very good-looking.

Jeonko saw that she seemed to have something on her mind, so she didn't ask much.

"Now down the mountain?"

Forsythia thought for a moment, "Can you take me somewhere again?" ”

……

This is Forsythia's second and perhaps last visit to Song Weiyan's grave.

At the beginning, the ashes were buried by Forsythia, and there was no monument at that time, so when she left, she asked Daddy Song to erect a piece for her, but fortunately, the monument was erected, but it was not a good monument, and there was only a few engraved Song Weiyan's name on the monument, and there was nothing else.

"She was the one you sent last time?" Quanzi followed behind Forsythia and asked.

Forsythia nodded and squatted in front of the grave.

There were already a lot of weeds growing on the grave, and she began to pull them out little by little, and the whole son wanted to help, but she stopped her.

"I'll do it, that's all I can do for her."

She felt guilty, so she couldn't get rid of the burden in her heart.

Seeing that she was preoccupied, Quanzi stopped following and consciously stepped aside.

Forsythia stood in front of the tombstone after pulling the grass, smiled, and looked at the three words "Song Weiyan" on the stele, which was bright red and a little dazzling.

"Weiyan, this should be the last time I came to see you, I went to your house just now, the family is in good condition, your mother has been able to get out of bed, my sister is still in junior high school in the town, your father promised to let her continue to study, if she has the ability, let her go to the university in the city. Your brother is still very naughty and has grown a lot taller, but I think he is a little fatter than the last time I saw him, and your sister-in-law seems to have given birth to another son, which is quite strong, and your brother is very happy......"

These are all good words, Forsythia said it happily, but Song Weiyan couldn't hear it at all, only the mountain wind blew on the tombstone, and the weeds next to it shook from side to side.

The sun is about to go down.

Forsythia swallowed, walked over to the tombstone, and crouched down as if to tell her a secret.

“…… Also, Yang Zhongting died, died under the police gun, weighed six bullets, and choked on the spot......"

……

When she left the cemetery, Quanzi walked behind Forsythia, she didn't speak all the way, and he didn't dare to speak, until she was almost in front of the car, she didn't turn back, and when she saw Quanzi with a cigarette in her mouth, she suddenly walked back.

"Anything else?"

"What?"

"Cigarettes, can you give me one?"

Quanzi probably didn't expect that a girl like Forsythia would also smoke, so she was stunned: "You can't smoke this thing." ”

"I can't smoke anything!" She smiled bitterly, she still smoked marijuana back then.

Seeing that she insisted, Quanzi could only escape the cigarette case and come out, the cigarette forsythia didn't know, and he didn't care, so he took one out of his mouth and asked Quanzi for a lighter.

It's a pity that the wind on the mountain is too strong, the disposable lighter has no windproof function, Forsythia lit it a few times and didn't light it, Quanzi can only smoke the lighter to light the fire for her, the palm of her hand blocks the wind, she leaned over and lit the cigarette again, took a puff, blew out the white air, and dispersed with the wind, Forsythia couldn't help choking a few times, but her smoking posture was very beautiful, and she knew that she was used to smoking at a glance.

"My cigarette is too bad for girls." Quanzi scratched the back of her head again.

Forsythia felt that it was too enjoyable: "No, it's good, it's strong enough..."

She needs all the strong things now, or her heart will all die.

The two sat side by side in front of the car, did not communicate, and slowly finished smoking a cigarette.

On the way down the mountain, Forsythia fell asleep, and Junko took off her sweater and covered her, deliberately slowing down the car, feeling that the time was too short.

It was late at the door of the hotel, and Forsythia woke up with red eyes, but looked at Quanzi embarrassedly: "Sorry, I delayed your day, how much?" I'll give you the money. ”

The whole child did not speak.

Forsythia smiled and patted his arm: "Oh, don't be embarrassed, how much?" If you don't say it, I'll give it to you! She didn't care, she took out several red bills from her wallet and stuffed them into Quanzi, who didn't order them or refuse, just stuffed them into her pocket casually.

Looking at her, he suddenly asked, "Are you leaving tomorrow?" ”

"No, I'm going to be in town for a few days this time."

……

Forsythia returned to the room only to find that he was still wearing Quanzi's sweater, and he really didn't want to go, and he came back with his down jacket last time.

Forsythia smiled bitterly, took out the mobile phone from the bag, there was no signal in the mountains during the day, so it was normal to have no phone, Forsythia comforted herself, put the mobile phone to the pillow to sleep, couldn't sleep, her eyes kept staring at the mobile phone screen, but it didn't light up.

She still had hope that he should at least give himself an answer no matter what.

It's a pity that Forsythia stayed in a small hotel for a Sunday, and Feng Lixing still didn't respond.

She tried to call back, but the maid at home said that her husband had not been back during this time, and she used her mobile phone to surf the Internet, and Feng Lixing's recent situation was clear at a glance.

He is very busy, traveling, attending events, acting on the spot, standing in front of the media with his arms around the artist model as before, still wearing a white shirt habitually, and smiling so good-looking, as if nothing has changed, only herself.

But that was enough, she vaguely knew his answer.

A week later, Lawyer Huang called: "Miss Yu, Mr. Feng said that there is a problem with the divorce agreement you drafted, and he disagrees with several clauses in it, so he wants to talk to you in person." ”

That was his choice and answer.

"Okay, then I'll go back the day after tomorrow and contact you when the time comes." Forsythia hung up the phone, pinching the phone and leaning against the bed.

The autumn nights in the mountains are quiet and cool, and a few dog barks can be heard occasionally.

She sat on the head of the bed all night, trying to dial Feng Lixing's number countless times, but finally gave up.

I finished smoking all the cigarettes I bought in the town, but fortunately, there were still a few uneaten candies in my bag, and forsythia peeled them off one by one and put them in my mouth.

Thankfully, they couldn't be together in the end......