It was daytime and the sun was shining.

I opened my eyes slightly, and before I could see my surroundings clearly, I was already hurt by the harsh sunlight.

So I frowned, put my hand in front of me, and found that my arm was full of needle marks, and I was now lying in the hospital.

Slowly getting used to the sunlight, I put my hand down, but after thinking about it, I eventually lifted it. In the light of the sun, I found that I seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

Under the golden sunlight, the blood vessels under the white skin are clearly visible, this whiteness is a little sickly, and the wrist is also a lot thinner than before.

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw this, and I didn't know how long I slept in the hospital this time, and how worried those people should be about me.

At this level, perhaps I have been barely able to stay alive during this period of time.

So, if I don't wake up for a while, will I die silently?

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, although I had just woken up, everything that had happened before was still deeply imprinted in my mind.

I was stabbed by Liu Huai, but I promised Qin Han that I would definitely live, and now I seem to have done it......

I wanted to move my body gently, but the second I turned my head, I realized that Qin Han had been sleeping next to my bed all along.

So I tried to slow down my movements so as not to wake him up, I think he has spent a long time taking care of me for so long.

He lay quietly on the edge of the bed, and I couldn't see what he looked like now, but from his back. He seems to have lost a lot of weight during this time, and he must have suffered a lot to take care of me.

At this moment, looking up at the ceiling, I remembered all the things that had happened that day. It seemed like it was just yesterday to me, but I knew that at least a month had passed since that day.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh, I swore extremely slightly, but I didn't expect that it would wake up Qin Han like this, his body trembled slightly, and then he raised his head and looked at me dimly.

The moment I just saw that I had opened my eyes, Qin Han. Instantly sobering up, he looked at me in disbelief, as if he didn't believe what was happening right now before his eyes.

Seeing Qin Han showing such a look, I felt a little sad in my heart, it was precisely because of me that they were so frightened.

Maybe in their eyes, I might never wake up.

Thinking of this, in order to make Qin Han feel at ease, I took the initiative to talk to him.

"I ...... I woke up. ”

It was only five words, but my voice was extremely hoarse, and my throat was like a fire, tearing, and I couldn't help but tear my eyes.

And Qin Han seemed to notice it, he hurriedly got up and poured me a glass of water, then sat at the head of the bed and gently fed me to drink.

But as soon as I finished drinking, I already felt that my throat was much better than before, and before I could speak to Qin Han again, he put the water glass aside, reached out and hugged me tightly in his arms.

At this time, he was almost out of breath holding me, as if he wanted to crush me into the bone marrow, and did not want me to be separated from him again.

"Chen Ci, how dare you, how dare you do this?! Why did you rush out to block that knife for me in the first place, do you know how long you were unconscious, I almost thought you really couldn't wake up! ”

Qin Han gritted his teeth next to my ear, but even if he used an extremely cold tone, he still couldn't resist the strong worry about me in his words, he must be extremely afraid, so it became like this.

Hearing Qin Han say this, my heart seemed to melt, and tears unconsciously welled up in my eyes. Even though it has been silent for so long, when it comes to venting again, it is still turbulent.

"But at that time I had to rush out, I had to save you no matter what, I had to block that for you no matter what, because I didn't want to see you hurt, and I would rather bear it for you than if you were hurt!"

I opened my mouth to Qin Han to say my own reasons, and now the pain behind me no longer exists, telling me all the time that I have been asleep for how long, so that the wounds have healed, but I have not woken up yet.

"I remember, I remember everything, what happened between me and you when I was a child, what happened between me and Xu Yi, nothing was missed, I remembered everything!"

Everything was as Xu Yi said at the time, at first I was his best playmate, until I met Qin Han on the island, and I invited him to participate.

But Qin Han has always been lacking in this interest, he is always extremely melancholy, which aroused my idea even more, and I even sat next to him and taught him to write the word hello on the beach.

This is also why when Qin Han and I first met each other, he would suddenly ask me this question, and at that time, I couldn't think of anything except subconsciously writing these two words.

Xu Yi pushed Qin Han into the sea because of jealousy, and I rushed out desperately until the waves crashed on the shore.

Qin Han remembered everything, but I fell into a coma, so that I no longer had any impression of the memory of this paragraph.

In the time that followed, Qin Han was always by my side, he watched me get married, watched me fall into the trap of Liu Huai and Lin Ke step by step, until finally when I was about to give up my life, he understood that he should appear.

He fulfilled all the promises he made to me as a child, and he would do everything in his power to protect me from others.

So no matter what, I have to live, and I have to fulfill my promise to him!

And now, no matter how long I've been unconscious, at least I'm doing what I say.

I didn't die, I promised Qin Han, and now I finally did it.

Maybe it was because I had slept for too long and my body was a little stiff, so it took me a lot of effort to reach out and hug Qin Han.

"I have also fulfilled my promise, I am not dead yet, I am still sitting in front of you and talking to you......"

"But you haven't answered my previous question......"

This time, before I could finish my words, Qin Han suddenly let go of me, and he stared at me tightly, but his gaze became gloomy for a moment.

Looking at his indifferent eyes again, it made me a little inexplicable, I was crying, but at this time I suddenly stopped, just looked at her in a daze, not knowing what he wanted to say to me, or what to do.

"Chen Ci, do you know how stupid you are? From before to now, I have never wanted to tell you the truth, just for fear that you will be hurt, but again and again you have pounced like a moth to a fire! ”

"I'm trying my best to hide the truth from you, but you're digging until you end up bruised, but you're going to push everyone out of your life!"

"I ......" Listening to Qin Han's reprimand for me at this moment, I didn't know what I should say for a while, after all, everything he said was true.

He tried to hide the truth from me countless times, he didn't want me to be hurt, but I went against his will again and again, and I had to get what I wanted no matter what.

Now that those things have happened, there is no way to get back, and the most important thing now is that I hope I can be with Qin Han well, and I can not care about everything else.

So I shook my head at Qin Han slightly, with a hint of a smile on my face, I knew that he didn't say these words out of sincere reprimanding me, he was just blaming me, he was just too scared.

"I'm sorry Qin Han, you're right, it's all my fault, I shouldn't trust others so easily, I shouldn't distrust you, but instead become what I am now."

I hurriedly opened my mouth to confess to Qin Han, I wanted him to understand how guilty I was about the mistakes I had made, but before the next words could be spoken, he hugged me again.

"No, don't say it again, it's not your fault for all this, you're just too naïve, I just hope you won't be so stupid in the future, okay?"

"I've always watched over you, and I don't want you to be hurt in any way, but I can't tell you, because I hope that one day you will be able to tell me in person, and I hope you will be able to remember the promise you made to me."

"And now, you've finally remembered."

The more Qin Han confided in me at this moment his worries and concerns about me, the more uncontrollable my mood became.

Tears flowed unscrupulously, I kept nodding at Qin Han, I wanted him to understand that I would never be so stupid from now on, and I would always believe him from now on!

"I promise you, I will definitely remember all this in the future, and I will never forget the promise I made to you again!"

"This time your injuries are too serious, your previous body has not fully recovered, and the new and old injuries are combined, and you have been in a coma for more than two months."

"If you haven't woken up, you probably won't wake up in the near future.

Every day I call in your ear, hoping that you will open your eyes sooner, and now my efforts have not been in vain......"

At this moment, Qin Han kept pouring out his feelings in his heart to me, and now he is just like me in the past, fragile and sensitive, trying everything to protect what he likes.

But I know very well that the person he cares about now is me, all his emotions are caused by me, and all his panic is all because of me.

"I've remembered the stories I had with you, and I swear I'll never forget them again, and I'll remember them forever!"

I opened my mouth to Qin Han's promise, I only hope that what I said to him now has some effect, and can comfort him in his heart.

I have never seen such a fragile and sensitive Qin Han, he has always looked down on everyone, all these changes are caused by me, so only I can solve it.

If I could, I would spend the rest of my life giving him peace of mind.