When I saw Zhang Daoling's three words, I was instantly stunned, and even my hand holding the notebook trembled violently.

In an instant, thousands of emotions rushed through my heart, shock, confusion, doubt, surprise, and surprise, making me even breathe fast.

Don't......

I stared at the words in my notebook. Forcibly suppressed the throbbing in his heart, his eyes moved slightly, and he continued to read:

"After Zhang Daoling left for the second time, I discussed with Qingyu many times, because I had already told him something, Qingyu knew my past, knew that the child in my belly was in danger, we started to think of a way, I started to find someone, right. That man called Chen Jiudao! I knew he wasn't dead, and he ended up coming and killing my son. ”

"I know that everything in our family is done by him, I hate myself, I left his hand on him at that time, I thought that if I let him live, he would disappear by himself, but I didn't expect him to ......"

"On this day, Zhang Daoling came again and told me more things than last time, I listened and listened, I felt a little desperate, why is my son not born yet, so many dangers have already waited for him?"

"Things are not as simple as I imagined, Qingyu has encountered something, a big thing, his Maoshan authenticity has changed. Suddenly something happened that he couldn't control, and at the same time, I didn't have a clue about Chen Jiudao, where was he? ”

"I feel like the baby in my belly is coming out, he seems to be eager to come out and meet me, I also want to see him, this little guy is tormenting me so much before he was born, but I am willing to ......"

"I discussed with Qingyu for a day and a night, and decided that in order to let the child in my belly live well, the two of us decided to give up everything, Qingyu thought of a way, I thought it should be possible, so I decided to do what he said......"

"We went to Zhang Daoling, hoping that the plan would succeed, but I suddenly felt that things were getting more and more complicated, and there were too many things involved. It seems that some people know what we are doing, and this method has left me with no bottom ......"

"Before I left home, I just wanted everything to go the way I wanted it to......"

Yijun's masterpiece, no, I'm Lijun, Chen Lijun, Chen Lijun!

When I saw the two words, my eyes turned red, and I couldn't help crying in an instant.

It turned out that I used to be really close to them, I went to Maoshan Zhengzong twice, and I didn't expect that this former sect master Qingyu, who had been missing for twenty years, was my father.

And his wife is my mother, Chen Lijun.

No wonder I was very curious about my father Qingyu, no wonder my heart was touched when I heard the word Yijun, no wonder I was brought here by the invisible power in my heart, the reason is too simple, that is, because they are my parents.

I used to think that they abandoned my parents and made me the parents of an abandoned baby, but it turned out that they were the parents who tried everything they could, just to keep me alive......

"Brother Tian, uncles and aunts will be fine, absolutely." Guoguo said softly.

I looked at her childish face and nodded, trying to calm down, but I couldn't calm down. From my mother's diary, I can see that her mood changes day by day, and these are all because of me.

I don't know how long it took, but Guoguo stayed by my side, and I gradually calmed down and began to analyze.

My mother's diary told me a few things:

First. In line with what Zhang Daoling told me, they handed me over to Zhang Daoling, and their disappearance was for me.

Second, when my parents were discussing, my father Qingyu encountered a lot of things. It should be Maoshan Zhengzong's business, maybe the people behind the scenes who are now controlling Maoshan Zhengzong suddenly attacked my father.

And my mother was looking for Chen Jiudao at the same time, but she didn't find it, which is considered internal and external trouble.

But I know why my mother didn't find Chen Jiudao, my parents disappeared 20 years ago. And Chen Jiudao was also twenty years ago