Chapter 260: Lost

Yun Yanzheng glanced at him, and the corners of his lips turned up, smiling without saying a word.

Gu Xi looked at her little daughter's playful shape, smiled, touched her arm with her elbow, and asked in a softer voice, "Tell me, is it good-looking?" ”

Listening to his soft inquiry, Yun Yanzheng gritted his teeth, reluctantly turned his head to look at the little doll in his hand seriously, and only replied hatefully after a long time: "It's very beautiful." ”

"Just look good." Gu Xi smiled idly and said, "Ah Yan only needs to receive a happy gift, why care about how I carved it?" There are some things, even though I know you can understand, but out of selfishness, I don't want you to see my hands full of mud and powder. ”

Yun Yan glanced at him, and said angrily: "Sometimes I can't see it, but I am afraid in my heart." ”

"Are you still afraid of me?" The clay puppet in Gu Xi's hand clenched slightly, and he raised his eyes to look at her expression.

Yun Yanzheng nodded at him and said truthfully: "What I am afraid of now is not the same as what I was afraid of in the past. She was distressed and helpless and reached out to hold his thin and white hand, and her tone was slow and gentle: "But I am willing to believe in you now, I believe that you will not break my heart, hurt my country, and believe that you will not harm me from all disasters." ”

Gu Xi stared at the trust in her eyes, and the faint worry, the corners of her lips slowly smiled, and then showed a refreshing smile, stretched out her arms around her shoulders, hugged her closely, and said with a smile: "Ah Yan, don't worry, only when I am with you, I will live like a living person." I'm not going to cut myself off. Once people know the pain in their hearts, they will be afraid and run away, and I will not ask for hardship. ”

When he heard him say "heart-to-heart pain", Yun Yanzheng felt a sudden pain in his heart, grabbed him with his backhand, and whispered: "Give it up, I don't want to hurt you anymore, and you can't hurt yourself anymore." ”

Didn't he even know about pain?

Even if he was tortured by Ling Chi, he could calmly analyze the situation with Yun Yanjin at that time, and calmly arrange all the strategies; Even if he endured the toss of weeping blood Gu, he could slowly and methodically confront Yan Rong's enemies, deal with Moguo, and carry out his own plans unhurriedly; Even though she calculated and prevented him again and again, and even wanted to put him "to death", she was able to approach her firmly, and saw through all her thoughts.

Was he so unconcerned about himself before? I don't care about all the people and things in this world.

So, now that she knows the pain, is it because of her?

The Buddha said: From love to worry, from love to fear, if you are separated from love, worry-free and fearless.

Mokojayāyī asks: How can we be separated from the beloved?

The Buddha said: There is no self, no one, no beings, no longevity, and the Dharma is like that, that is, the one who is separated from the love.

Mokojaye asked: How can we overcome the many evil fates in the world?

The Buddha said: Love parting, resentment and hatred, leaving the West and returning to the West, nothing is the same, but it is full of empty eyes and an illusion.

Mokojaya asks: What is it?

The Buddha said: Sitting is also Zen, walking is also Zen, a flower is a world, a leaf is a Bodhi, spring flowers are green, autumn leaves are drifting, infinite like the heart is at ease, and the silent movement is natural.

The Buddhist verses that he had read by heart flowed by default, and Yun Yanzheng also boasted that he was heartless and ruthless, but compared to Gu Xi, he was only afraid of infinitesimity. She gradually learned in the bloody turmoil of the palace and saw clearly all the interests of the human heart in front of her.

And he really sees through this world, and there is no self.

Now, everything he and her have fallen into the dust, entangled with each other, is it fate? Is it fate? From now on, he is her home, and she is also his home?

She looked up at Gu Xi in a daze, he smiled, nodded her lips, and her distracted face was reflected in the clarity of her eyes, like a clear spring illuminating her thoughts.

Gu Xi lowered his forehead against her forehead, and said with a smile: "As you think, your Yun Yan Zheng is the destination of my Gu Xi in this life, and he doesn't think about it." ”

Yun Yanzheng's beautifully shaped phoenix eyes were dark and bright, and he smiled like a flower in an instant.

In the study, the two feelings are still in love.

At this moment, she sincerely felt that they could be with each other forever. until gray hair, hand in hand until old age; Married husband and wife, never abandon each other.

Snowflakes are still falling outside the house, as if it is a boundless world that never stops, until the sky is old and the sea is dry.

Desert Country.

The sick Emperor Mo was furious, and the five princes refused to understand what he meant, and wholeheartedly asked to take Mu Qi, the daughter of the Mu family. Now the merits of the Mu family are in full swing, not only did they not fall into the whirlpool quagmire of the prince's forced palace, but also won victories at the border pass again and again, repeatedly repelling the barbarians who would come to the border city of Moguo every year before winter, kill people off-road, and plunder in blood.

But the way of the emperor lies in checks and balances.

Nowadays, the Mu family is too sharp and not easy to control.

And Emperor Mo intends to appoint the fifth prince Qiu Mingrui as the new crown prince of a country.

After ascending the throne as the emperor in the future, it is possible to make the daughter of the Mu family a concubine, but it is not appropriate to marry her as a princess at this moment. Otherwise, when Qiu Mingrui ascends the throne and becomes the Ninety-Five, Mu Qi will be the queen of a country, and the power will be in the harem.

If there is such help, the Mu family is afraid that it will be more difficult to control, and the Mo Emperor is afraid that they will be too favored and have too long authority, and they will give birth to a heart of disobedience from now on.

Among the princesses to whom Emperor Mohuang belongs, there are the daughter of the Shui family, Shui Moyin, the daughter of the Feng family, Feng Zhiya, the daughter of the Feng family, and Cheng Shuyu, the daughter of the Cheng family.

He thinks that the most suitable of them is the ink sound. The Shui family is now neutral in the court, and the civil and military generals are all serving in the court, if the new emperor ascends the throne, it will naturally become the best help. The forces in the army of the Ran Shui family are suppressed by the heavy generals led by the Mu family, and the Cheng family and the Sun family share their share of the pie and check and balance each other, so it is expected that they will not be able to make a move; If the Shui family wants to continue to stand firm in the court, it must be close to the imperial power and rely on the trust given by the emperor, so that the emperor can be free to control these courtiers, like an arm, not afraid of them turning against the water and turning against them.

In this way, it is a long-term plan for the desert country, which is conducive to the inheritance of thousands of years.

However, Emperor Mo's disobedient son Qiu Mingrui did not advance in the face of his father's side attack or thunder and anger, and refused to change his heart to marry Mu Qi.

The Mohuang Tiger stood on the throne of the bookcase, his eyes gloomy and glaring at Qiu Mingrui, who was kneeling on the gold brick floor. is obviously the son who he will rely on and intends to entrust the imperial power, but for a woman who claims to be "beloved", he provoked a mountain-like script.

Some people tactfully persuaded; Some people are outspoken; Some people cling to the situation; Someone added fuel to the fire, and for a time various forces in the court surged, and there was chaos.

Disaster country, is this Mu family's daughter really such a demonic woman?

In Longcheng, Mu Qi's talent and appearance are rumored, and even the Queen Mother once praised her for being a good color of Tianxiang Country, and it is enough to be a country. It's just that her reputation is not flawless, and many noble meritorious families have quietly circulated about her and one of the Mu family's former staff.

Even, it is rumored that she once claimed that "if you are not a king, you will not marry", and it seems that there was a marriage contract with her.

Mo Huang's eyes and acupoints felt a piercing beat, and the pain became worse, and he secretly felt that his heart was more than enough, and his strength was insufficient. Today's body is getting worse day by day, and his spirit is getting worse day by day, but he has made such a bad thing for this rebel.

Looking at his unrepentant look that the nine cows couldn't wring back, the anger in his heart rose gradually, his blood and qi kept surging, and Mo Huang's face was even more pale. He gritted his teeth, and after he calmed down, the green roots on his hands burst out, I don't know how his family is so decisive and wise, how did he give birth to such an unsuccessful love seed?

With a "bang", he didn't let Qiu Mingrui defend too much, and Mo Huang's eyes were like knives and thorns as if they were substance, and he roared angrily: "Bastard thing!" Go out and kneel for the widow, and when you figure it out, get up again! Whoever preaches the widow's will, no one wants to intercede for him, and whoever speaks is guilty of the same crime! ”

After receiving the order, Qiu Mingrui bowed to him and retreated. He went out of the imperial study unequivocally, showed the hem of his clothes, bent his knees, and knelt straight on the ground. His face was resolute and fearless, his eyes drooped slightly, and he stared at the ground without blinking. His hands clutched his sleeves tightly, what he wanted to get, what he wanted to insist, he had to work hard for it to the end, and he didn't want to give up.

The world doesn't understand her true feelings and intentions, and she is persistent and unrepentant, but she can't help but understand.

No one can open a world for her, so she will do her best to shelter the person in her heart. If you can't even give her the position of a concubine, what face do you have for her, and what qualifications do you have to make all kinds of promises to her, looking forward to knowing her for the rest of her life?

The person who was once frivolous in her heart, abandoned her sincerity as a cover, but loved the clouds and signs of the country, and regarded such a vain worldly woman as a treasure, which is really blind and blind. What's ridiculous is that these people still have a lot of praise for that Gu Xi.

A young man who is deeply in love, and doesn't know that he has gone astray, and has fallen into the magic barrier.

He has a little love for Mu Qi in his heart, so he has a little hatred for Gu Xi and Yun Yanzheng, and there is only a lot more.

Concubine Meihui naturally had already heard about today's affairs in the court, and today, she received the return of the palace people who were sent to listen to the news near the imperial study, and her heart hurt for a while. was so angry and anxious that even the soothing tea he was quoting knocked over to the ground with his wrong hand and fell to pieces.

But she didn't dare to persuade her in a hurry, for fear that the emperor would know that she was listening to the news, so he would issue a punishment at this time, and she would arrive at that time. In this way, I am afraid that the emperor will be angry with her, if Qiu Mingrui is still in any danger, who else can come forward to rescue?

After two hours, Emperor Mo asked. Listening to the palace people's advice, Qiu Mingrui still knelt outside the imperial study meticulously, and did not admit his mistake at all. I couldn't help but be angry, and the blood and qi suddenly surged into my mouth, and my chest was torn as if it were cracked.

Emperor Mo swallowed a mouthful of blood strongly, and immediately ordered people to drive back to the palace, and turned a blind eye to Qiu Mingrui. Out of the imperial study, I faintly saw the kneeling straight figure out of the corner of my eye, and I couldn't help but snort coldly, and without glancing at it, I got up and left.