Man is a cowardly creature, eager to know the truth but also afraid to know.

At this moment, Lu Zhanyan was so cowardly and afraid.

Instead of getting on a plane, she returned home.

I stayed at home for days in a row, never went out, and even set my phone to turn off.

Until Song Wencheng came to the door, all the hesitations seemed to be settled.

Yes, he's back.

Even though she wanted to think it was her hallucination, he did come back.

In fact, she already knew, but she still showed a look of surprise, "...... How are you? ”

"I came back the other day." When Song Wencheng spoke, he would lower his head and look her eyes squarely.

Lu Zhanyan was a little panicked, and hurriedly ran into the house, pretending to be very busy, and rummaged through the books and brochures in a panic, but he didn't know what he wanted.

"Why do you keep shutting down?" After a while, Song Wencheng asked.

"I guess I forgot to charge it." Lu Zhanyan said casually, the smile on the corner of his mouth was stiff.

"I found Xu Jing and asked where you are." Song Wencheng said again.

"I just moved a while ago."

"How did you move here?"

"It's quieter to live alone." She continued to rummage through things, grabbing one and putting it down, and so on.

"What are you looking for?"

"I can't find it, I don't know where to put it." She muttered to herself.

"Zhan Yan, let's sit down and talk." Song Wencheng said.

Lu Zhanyan's hurried movements stopped decisively, she was stunned, and sat down opposite him.

Song Wencheng was silent for a moment, and then slowly spoke.

His voice was always so deep and his pace was always so slow.

He said a lot, but she didn't listen.

Just suddenly thought of their past, riding to and from school, sitting in the back seat of his car, she hummed around his waist, talked and laughed in the twilight, walked all the way along the straight railroad tracks, the open-air movie in the square, his gentle kiss, hugged each other tightly when they were about to part, and made a promise to get married after graduation......

Listening to Song Wencheng's words, Lu Zhanyan felt particularly touching, so she could barely restrain herself.

She stood up, went to the bathroom and washed her face, and then she walked out again.

She didn't know how embarrassed she looked at the moment, and she wanted to smile so much for her boy.

But sorry, she didn't do it, she couldn't laugh.

"I know, Wen Cheng, it's good if you're back." She whispered.

"I've worked hard for you in the past few years, I don't have any money for the time being, and I will slowly return it to you in the future......"

"It's okay, I'm not in a hurry."

"Are we still friends?"

"Yes."

Song Wencheng looked at her fixedly, and then hugged her, "Zhanyan, thank you, if it weren't for you in the past few years, I would never have been able to hold on." ”

She just nodded, but could no longer cling to his embrace.

Lu Zhanyan turned on the phone at night, and the caller ID and missed messages were all him.

In the past, before going to bed, I had to stare at his number countless times, and I wished it would beat.

It's really ridiculous to think about it carefully, Song Wencheng's number, she can recite it backwards. When she took him to the airport that year, she said that she would not let that number go down, and hers would not change. As long as he comes back, he can still find her at the first time, and she will know that it is him at the first time.

The scenes of the past are still vivid, as if they were yesterday.

But now that it has come true, I don't know when the mountains and rivers are exhausted.

His departure was as sure as marble, unaware that it would cast a shadow of sorrow over her world.