When I was born, I heard it was on a snowy day.

Because the weather was so cold, my mother's body didn't survive that winter.

I was born prematurely, and I had no breast milk, which left me with a disease.

The first time I saw her, my father and I went to see the medicine mother-in-law, the medicine mother-in-law who was called a miracle doctor by the people in the rivers and lakes.

She was squatting in the courtyard of Granny Yao, and as soon as I entered, I saw her, white and tender, and although she was wearing coarse linen clothes, she could not hide her watery appearance at all.

Dad and Granny Yao went into the house to talk, and I stood in the yard.

She had been crouching since I came in, and I wondered what she was looking at, and I walked over slowly.

"What are you looking at?" I was eight years old at the time, and I was quite tall, so I stood in front of her and almost blocked out the light in front of her.

She raised her head, puffed out her face, and reached out to push me angrily, "What are you doing, stepping on my worm." ”

Bugger?

I looked down and saw that there were any bugs, only a scorpion ready to prick him with its teeth and claws.

"Ahh I screamed and jerked back, a cold sweat breaking out of my back.

The medicine mother-in-law in the house heard the movement, hurriedly came out of it, and pulled her ears, "Stinky girl, this is a guest, are you scaring people again?" Put away your little ones and don't scare your little brother. ”

Her face was full of grievances, "I didn't bully him." ”

Although Granny Yao looked very angry, she didn't really do it at all, and finally my father came out and said that the child was not in the way.

As soon as they entered, the little girl got up from the ground, walked past me with a little face, and stepped on me by the way.

At that time, I was already scared, and I was stepped on again, and the pain was so painful that I almost screamed again.

At that time, I was thinking, why is this girl so hateful.

However, I don't know that she is much more than that.

My dad put me at Granny Yakuya's place to recuperate, and since then, it has almost been the beginning of my nightmare.

I saw snakes in the quilt when I slept at night, I was stung by a scorpion when I was wearing shoes, and I ate insects when I was eating.

The list goes on.

Later, I found out that what she put was actually not poisonous, even if it was bitten, it would not be in the way.

She probably found out that I knew, so she stopped doing this kind of thing and changed to some other way of playing tricks on me.

One day, another boy about my age was sent to Granny Yakuya.

Ever since this boy came, I found that her attention was not on me, but on the boy.

I didn't understand why she was so bad.

It wasn't until I was very late that I remembered that when I was about to leave, she suddenly became kind to me, as if she wanted to pack me up and send me away immediately.

She probably thought I was here to grab medicine from her, and my mother-in-law loved her.

She was only five years old at the time, and it was normal for her to have such thoughts when she was dependent on adults.

That farewell is seven years.

During the time I was separated from her, I would occasionally remember the way she teased me.

I always thought I hated her, after all, I had been teased by her so much.

When I heard the news of Granny Yao's death, I had just escaped with the Demon Sect.

As the young master of the Demon Sect, I want to support the Demon Sect, and I can't leave at that time.

So I don't know what happened to her during that time.

When I say goodbye to her, it will be at Bishui Villa.

No, I've seen her several times, but she doesn't seem to have the slightest impression of me, like a stranger.

I didn't know how to get angry, and then there was that fight.

Later, I realized that at that time, I was probably angry that she didn't remember me.

I was angry when I realized that she wanted to kill me, so my attitude towards her was even worse.

I've heard rumors about her in the outside world, but I don't believe it, she's never like that.

The world can't tolerate her, so I give her a place to shelter from the wind and rain.

That's the only thing I can do for her.

The trip to Dishan, she will come, completely unexpected to me.

In the end, I was rescued by her.

My father once said that those things would become a disaster for the Demon Sect, and my father planned to destroy them back then, but before he could do so, the Demon Sect was besieged.

When I entered Dishan, I didn't plan to get out alive.

Seeing the sun again, I can't tell if it's joy or something else.

All I know is that I like her.

But she didn't seem to like me.

No matter what I did, she acted calm.

I thought that I must be too weak, so I chose to retreat and hit the ninth layer of Netherworld.

If I succeed, there will be no one on the rivers and lakes who will be my opponent.

If it doesn't work......

Then I'm not qualified to stand by her side.

She's so powerful, so dazzling.

When I went in, I told her that if I came out, I would marry her.

I didn't even dare to look at her expression at the time.

The thing I gave her was once at Granny Yakuya's, and I secretly took away her little toys.

But I don't think she remembers.

When she saw those things, she looked dazed.

It would be false to say that you are not disappointed.

Obviously, it was a memory that belonged to the two of them, but I was the only one who remembered.

In order to make myself feel better, I can only comfort myself in my heart, she was too young at the time to remember it.

The attack on the ninth layer of the Nether Duel did not go well, and I almost failed several times, but when I thought of what I told her at the end, I gritted my teeth and persevered.

In the end, I succeeded.

As soon as I got out of the secret room, I saw her sitting outside, but before I could be happy, she was about to bleed me.

I knew in my heart that she didn't like me, but I couldn't help but be angry.

She wasn't waiting outside because she was worried about me, just because she wanted my blood.

I guess she wanted my blood to have something to do with the sword, but I wouldn't give it to her.

I don't know if she'll just leave the Demon Cult if she's given it to her.

So I don't dare to give.

Even if she doesn't like me, I want her in front of me.

When I knew from her mouth that she had someone she liked, I had mixed feelings.

I have been absent for so many years, and after all, I have not been able to become the most important person in her heart.

Later, when she left the Demon Cult, I looked for her with great fanfare, but I knew in my heart that even if I found it, she still wouldn't like me.

I don't know why I'm so sure she won't like me, it's like a gut feeling.

Although Netherworld is powerful, its relative lifespan will also be shortened, and if you can't get someone you like, I'm not actually afraid of death, but I'm afraid that she won't have a good life in the future.

So I asked Tingfeng to invite her, and I always knew where she was.

I was very happy to see her when I was dying.

The only regret.

It's that I haven't participated in her bloody years, I haven't given her only one to rely on when she needs it most, and I haven't occupied a place in her heart.

Kither, I like you.

- Jiang Zhan.