"It's not a question of whether I'm worried or not, it's what you think." After Yan Fu Ningyue finished speaking, she picked up the coffee, not wanting to look at her, let alone letting her see the strangeness in her eyes.

"I know, I know." Ji Qingru also lowered her head, looked at the cute pattern on the cappuccino, and looked up at Yanfu Ningyue.

Yanfu Ningyue put down the cup and said, "By the way, there is one more thing I want to tell you, the people of the Ji family are looking for you." ”

"Hello?" Ji Qingru's hand shook, and she almost knocked over the cup.

"My brother called me, and the people from the Ji family have already gone to him and asked for your address. Originally, I wanted you to live with me, but as you know, I don't really like the other two. I know you're going to feel uncomfortable when I say that, but even so, I'm going to be very honest with you. Yan Fu Ningyue did not evade looking at her eyes this time, there was a thick stubbornness in her eyes, and anyone could see it clearly.

Ji Qingru felt a little bitter in her heart, "I understand, I understand." ”

"So, if there is anything, you must call me as soon as possible, no matter how much that person can protect you, it will only make you hide. And I'm already strong enough to destroy it all! ”

Even though Ji Qingru had already been mentally prepared, the first time Qing'er heard her say this, her heart was still sour.

The little girl who used to hold her legs and call her mother softly has grown up.

He ...... They ......" Ji Qingru hesitated, and didn't ask anything for a while.

Yan Fu Ningyue looked at her and said slowly: "Grandpa has passed away, and soon after the accident of the second uncle, the whereabouts of the second uncle's daughter Ji Lulu are unknown. The second uncle's son and aunt are still doing well, and they seem to be much more comfortable than before. Today, the Hi family is the eldest uncle's business, but there is not much left of the Hi family's family business. A large number of elites, all because of the recklessness of the second uncle, were all buried in the imperial capital! ”

When it comes to the imperial capital, Yanfu Ningyue can bite the word imperial capital, and the smile is even more meaningful.

Ji Qingru's body trembled, but she didn't ask after all.

But Fu Ningyue didn't want to avoid this question, "I did it!" I didn't want to be killed by them in the future, so I did it. I worked hard for more than ten years for that day. ”

Ji Qingru's hand trembled more and more fiercely, "I'...... I don't know ......."

"I don't blame you!" Yanfu Ningyue quickly interrupted her words, not wanting to hear what was about to be said later. "I know you might blame me for this, but I just want to live!"

The last sentence pierced Ji Qingru's heart, she covered her face with her hands and cried silently.

The self-blame in her heart was like a knife, cutting off her heart one by one. She always thought that the children would live well, but she forgot that once the identity of the saint did not belong to her, but to her daughter, she knew that her so-called avoidance over the years was self-deception.

Yanfu Ningyue looked at her indifferently and cried, vaguely understood something, sat opposite and looked at her silently, and after a long time, took a handkerchief and went over.

"I don't blame you, I don't hate you, I just blame you for why you didn't take me away!" Yanfu Ningyue's voice was soft, with memories, "Later, I understood, with me, I'm afraid you won't be able to escape at all." Therefore, I don't blame you later, because I myself know the dilemma of a woman with a child. ”

But I've never left the kids behind!