Yue sat in the courtyard for a morning unconsciously, and his head was like a bag of paste that couldn't get a result.

This feeling of being afraid of wolves and tigers, standing on the edge of a cliff and hesitating in a dilemma is really greasy.

But reason and emotion are like two fighters who don't give in to each other, neither of them will take a step back, and they all want to completely occupy her thoughts.

"Miss Yu?"

Qi Su watched Yue sit in the courtyard all morning, but he still couldn't help it.

Yue's body stiffened, and finally came back to his senses, and when he turned his head and saw Qi Su, a trace of apology flashed in his heart.

"Miss Su, it's all my fault that I haven't been able to take good care of you these days."

Qi Su looked at Yue with a strange gaze, and just wanted to sit down, but he stood up again as if he remembered something.

"The girl has been sitting all morning, why don't you go out for a walk with me?"

"It's fine."

Yue hesitated for a moment, remembering that Qi Su had been suffocating in the house for the past few days, and he was so bored that he was panicked, so he agreed.

The two walked out aimlessly along the corridor, chatting about rambling gossip without brains, but the cold Qi Su came up with such a sentence.

"No wonder Xiao Wei always said that Miss Yue is reasonable and very good, you obviously don't like me, but you still reluctantly brought me out, and took care of me all the way."

Yue looked stunned, turned his head and glanced at Qi Su, but he really couldn't figure out what she meant, so he had to smile apologetically.

"Miss Su is polite, these days I have been worrying one after another, and I haven't been able to take good care of the girl, I really can't stand the girl, and I don't deserve such praise from the girl."

Qi Su stopped, his eyes widened in surprise, and he was dumbfounded for a while, but he didn't say anything. Yue couldn't guess which play she was playing, so she had to stop her pace and let her watch, Qi Su looked at it for a long time before revealing a helpless smile.

"I understand, Miss Yue thinks I'm beating around the bush and blaming the girl for not paying enough attention to me, I'm sorry for Xiao Wei's entrustment."

Yue was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect her words to be mistaken by Qi Su for this, but she asked herself if she really didn't think about it like this?

Even she couldn't tell.

She always dislikes the nine curves and eighteen bends hidden in the words of others, only to see the pavilion in the air, but she can't even see a real brick and tile, but isn't she used to it?

Seeing that she didn't answer, Qi Su thought he had guessed her thoughts, but he didn't get angry and just said to himself.

"I know that people like you have long been accustomed to peeling off the words of others and thinking twice before answering carefully, but I have always disliked these, but I just have something to say, so I am really grateful to you, not only brought me out but also took more care of me, after all, you and I are not related to each other just because Xiao Wei trusted...

Yue was a little surprised, she didn't expect Qi Su to say this, but it was a little different from the pampered county lord she thought she had raised in the deep palace since she was a child.

Especially not long ago, she openly quarreled with her, and although she apologized later, she was silent along the way, and now it is like a change of sex, which really makes her a little difficult to adapt.

"You must still remember the events of that night in your heart, and it is understandable that you will not believe me for a while, but I have thought a lot along the way, and suddenly I realize that those things in the past are as far away as the things of the previous life, and the more I think about it, the more I feel mixed feelings."

"It's a good thing that you can come out, and when you get to the north, you will probably feel more open to those blue skies and green grass every day. Unlike the deep palace walls of Qi Kingdom, just standing in it makes people feel very depressed. ”

Yue nodded approvingly, if Qi Su can figure it out, it will really be the biggest good thing in recent days.

But when he thought of Xiao Wei, he couldn't help but sigh, he sent Qi Su out, but he was trapped inside, and he didn't know when he would be freed.

Qi Su suddenly fell silent, hung his head slightly, and said in a low voice after a while.

"You know, sometimes I really envy you."

"What?"

Qi Su's voice was too soft, although Yue vaguely heard her words, but she couldn't help but suspect that maybe she had heard it wrong, how could Qi Su, the slut who pointed at her nose and scolded her for being a water-based poplar flower, say such a thing?

But before she could dig deeper, she saw that Qi Su had already raised her head and smiled.

"Maybe Xiao Wei is right, it's time for me to let go of the past and start over."

Yue originally thought that even if Qi Su wanted to open it some, he probably wouldn't want to mention Xiao Wei's matter for a while. But not only did she not avoid Xiao Wei as she thought, but she repeatedly took the initiative to talk about Xiao Wei, and she still looked like she had no guilt.

It's amazing.

Yue is accustomed to seeing those people who are calculated by the city government to the deepest and never stop pulling out a layer of skin, and even the punishment that seems to be arrogant and domineering is not a good stubble that leads to the end with a single intestine.

But being as frank and straightforward as Qi Su made her a little overwhelmed.

Although her intuition told her that Qi Su's performance did not seem to be a fraud, she couldn't help but wonder how Qi Su had lived safely in that deep palace for more than ten years if it was really so simple.

He loves Qi Su the most, but he is heartbroken because of the same reason.

Just when Yue hesitated, he suddenly remembered what Xiao Wei had said unintentionally.

Maybe she should believe in Xiao Wei, so that Xiao Wei can make Xiao Wei know that the beauty belongs to the person who still can't forget it after more than ten years in his heart, he will not really be just a rude and ignorant lady.

"I was prejudiced against the girl before, but now I think about it, I really shouldn't be, and I ask the girl to forgive me."

"Where, it's impossible for anyone to ignore a woman who points at her nose and scolds a slut when they meet for the first time. So I'm grateful to you, knowing that I was rude and unreasonable, but you still brought me out, even if it was because of Xiao Wei, it can't change the fact that you took me out of the fire pit. ”

Yu glanced at Qi Su fixedly, and chuckled.

If you eliminate the previous prejudices and look at Qi Su again with a fair eye, it is not difficult to find many advantages hidden in her.

But those advantages are not only trapped in the high walls and changed their taste, but they are also a double-edged sword that can be good or bad.

She probably finally understood why Xiao Wei chose Qi Su, and why Qi Su chose to die.

But in the future, on the one hand, she hopes that Xiao Wei's years of waiting will finally come true, and on the other hand, she feels that it would not be a good thing if they could let go of the past and be reborn.

"You and Xiao Wei... How did you meet? ”

Qi Su asked with some hesitation, raised his head and glanced at Qi Su, smiled slightly, and told Qi Su about the time when he and Xiao Wei met in a cow.

Qi Su tilted his head slightly and listened quietly, as if he could see from Yue's cold words that he had missed it before he had time to take a good look, and Xiao Wei, the young general who was in charge of the thousand armies.

Qi Su listened attentively, the corners of his mouth turned up unconsciously, but Yue's voice gradually deepened, and the sound and smile in the past were still vivid, but now there is not even a thing.

Suddenly, heaven and man are separated forever, and the memory is still warm, but the tentacles are only cold and piercing.

Yue didn't want to disturb Qi Su's interest, and tried his best to maintain the calm on the surface, but as he spoke, his heart became more and more calm and gentle, as if he was going through the past again, saying that Xiao Wei was good, Xiao Wei's was bad, Xiao Wei.

Those pasts with blood and tears and laughter can no longer be changed, she only hopes that Qi Su can cherish the people in front of her while she still has time, but she doesn't know if Qi Su can understand her good intentions.

Qi Su was weak, and he was tired after walking for a short time. Yue simply helped her sit down on the side of the porch, and the courtyard where Chen Yuan lived could be vaguely seen not far away, but today the courtyard was quiet and I didn't know what happened to Chen Yuan.

"Actually, I have always understood that Xiao Wei is innocent, I shouldn't hate him, but I can't help but be angry with him, and I always can't help but think, if he doesn't come back, maybe I can live with Qi Fei for a lifetime. But I actually knew in my heart that even if there was no Xiao Wei, Qi Fei and I would probably not be able to go to the end. ”

"What? Is there anything hidden between you and Qi Fei? ”

"I don't love him, I don't love him, I'm afraid I won't be able to love him in the future. But I used him ruthlessly, and that's why I killed him. The most unforgivable thing for me is actually myself, but I am too cowardly to face it, so I can only be angry with Xiao Wei. ”

"That... What about that person? ”

"Who?"

Yue asked tentatively, she couldn't figure out what position she had reached in Qi Su's heart, but she had been unable to speak, until she saw the other side of Qi Su today, and finally made up her mind to speak.

Qi Su subconsciously asked rhetorically, not understanding who the person Yue was referring to, but when he looked at Yue's expression, he suddenly understood after thinking about it.

But she suddenly fell silent, far from being as direct and calm as talking about Xiao Wei.

Yue frowned slightly, could it be that she still had death in her heart, and the hatred that she couldn't let go of was often inseparable from the entangled love, but as soon as Qi Su opened her mouth, she realized that she was probably really careless.

"If you hadn't mentioned it, I wouldn't have thought of him for a long time. It's ridiculous to say, I obviously want to love him for so many years, but now I suddenly mention him from others, but I only feel very strange, as if he is just an irrelevant bystander. ”

"Actually, I just want to know if you still hate him in your heart, if you really have let go of your hatred, then it is really a clear past."

"Hate?"

Qi Su repeated it in a low voice, revealing a somewhat dazed expression, but there was confusion, confusion, and melancholy there, but there were no more feelings such as resentment, which were like fire.

I really let it go.

Yue sighed in his heart, and Qi Su was silent for a moment before opening his mouth.

"I hated it, I hated him for being ruthless, not only killing Qi Fei but also abolishing my martial arts, regardless of the past feelings. But now that I think about it, it's not so much hatred as unwillingness after all. ”