Chapter 318: If He Knew I Was So Ruthless
Ah Zhe climbed on the bed, gently shook the fan to drive away the heat for her mother, and Da Yuer held one of her daughter's hands, soft, white and tender, and couldn't help but make her feel the passage of time.
I still remember that the little daughter who was just born, her weak and boneless little hands were only a little big, and grasping one of her fingers was all she had, and at that time, my sister had not yet come......
In a blink of an eye, her youngest daughter was also slim.
"E-niang, go to sleep, obedient." Ah Zhe said sweetly, but he was hugged by his mother and lay down together.
"My Ah Zhe is fragrant, and his body is cool." Yu'er kissed her daughter, closed her eyes with satisfaction, and said leisurely, "Ah Zhe is most like Eniang." ”
The little princess said proudly, "So I am better than my sisters." ”
Da Yu'er snorted, and her voice became weaker and weaker: "E-niang is asleep......"
When Su Mala came, he happened to see Ah Zhe get up gently, tiptoe down the tent for his mother, and when he saw Su Mala, he whispered: "E-niang is tired, tell her to sleep." ”
"Yes." Su Mala responded, took the princess out, looked back at Gege, distressed and helpless.
Yu'er slept very deeply, she couldn't stand the exhaustion of a sleepless night, not to mention the heart when she was sleepless, struggling over and over again, almost exhausting her physical strength.
In the hours she had sat outside the Fulin house last night, waiting for Dolgon's arrival, she had thought of all sorts of different words, but the last time she saw Dorgon, she forgot all the words she had conceived, and said them with her heart, and even she was frightened.
In the end, Yu'er still took advantage of that man, took advantage of his unconditional love for her, and she finally understood the difference between love and non-love, at least for now, in her eyes, Dorgon was a stepping stone and a natural enemy.
Only, she didn't love him.
After a full night's sleep until noon, Yu'er opened her eyes suddenly, and the first year that came to her mind was that she must not let such a relationship deteriorate quickly, even if she survived until Fulin grew up and could be on her own.
The palace maid in front of the door heard the movement and went to tell Su Mala, who rushed to see that Gege was awake, her complexion was not bad, and she asked with a smile, "Are you still sleeping?" ”
Da Yu'er sat up, held the sore forehead and said, "If you sleep again, you won't be in a proper manner, I'm going to see Fulin, and then I'm going to compensate my aunt, so prepare a wash for me." ”
Su Mala responded, but before he turned around, Gege said thoughtlessly: "If he knew that I was so ruthless and ruthless, would he laugh at me or praise me?" ”
"Him?" Su Mala was puzzled for a while, which one was he?
But because Ah Zhe came, the master and servant did not continue, and Yu'er waited for her to wash up by her daughter as if nothing happened, and then went to visit Fulin together, and then explained everything yesterday in front of Zhezhe.
Zhezhe had nothing else to ask for, but wished that Yu'er and Fulin were safe, and Yu'er said: "Fulin will be like an adult for a while, and like a child for a while, after all, it is still undetermined." I'm not in a hurry, when he is like an adult, I treat him as an adult, and when he is like a child, I will always be his mother. In the autumn, it will be a year since we come to Beijing, and this year, everyone and everything are running in, and it should be almost run-in. ”
"If you understand it in your heart, I'll be sure." Zhezhe said, "When I protect Fu, don't blame me, always give the child a place where he can relax and be coquettish, even in the future, there will naturally be his concubine to love him and comfort him." ”
Da Yu'er smiled: "Meng Guqing, that kid, forget it." ”
Zhezhe said solemnly: "If you really don't like Meng Guqing, what if this marriage is over, don't even like her, and you will force Fu Lin to treat her well in the future." ”
Da Yu'er shook her head: "But Fulin must marry her, just as Yatu had to marry back then." ”
As he spoke, Adei said that the regent had arrived, but he didn't expect Dolgon to enter the palace and come to tell Yangzhou in detail, saying that he was afraid that Duoduo would create evil again, so he asked him to chase Li Zicheng.
"I've told you both." Dolgon said calmly, "I have hidden everything from you before, it is not mine, and I hope that the Queen Mother will forgive me." ”
"What are these words?" Zhezhe said magnanimously, "In the future, if there is anything you can discuss with us, even if it is to distract yourself." You are busy day and night, supporting the court and the army, Yu'er and I can't share your worries, and you always cause you trouble. ”
When Yu'er sent Dolgon away from the opening of the Xiang Palace, and there were only the two of them, she said generously: "When I come to the Wuying Palace, it is inevitable that other ministers will see it, we can't explain it clearly, and they love to think nonsense." If I want to see you in the future, can I invite you to the study? ”
Dolgon froze and nodded stiffly, daring to say that he was a little flattered.
Yu'er was generous: "I won't tell you, I want to know what's going on outside every day, it's not just to support Fulin, it's just curiosity, the days in the palace are too boring, every day is exactly the same, obviously in the highest place of the Qing Dynasty, but I can't overlook this country well, I can't know her magnificent majesty, I feel aggrieved and panicked." Before yesterday, if there was anything unkind to you, bear with me. ”
Dorgon shook his head: "What are you talking about, it's obvious that I wronged you." ”
Da Yu'er smiled: "In the future, if you have time, come to the study to see me, compared to those ministers, nine out of ten sentences are fooling, at least I can discuss with you, but don't worry, I will never interfere with you, I will respect all your decisions." ”
Dorgon felt that everything in front of him seemed to be a dream, and Yu'er smiled so gently and kindly, dissolving all the depression and irritability in his heart, he couldn't wait to reach out and hold her in his arms......
"I'm not good either, I'm always wary of you, I'm afraid you'll be jealous of me. You see, although you and Fulin have given me such a good study, I have not yet summoned anyone to lecture me, just because I am afraid that you will think too much. Da Yu'er said, "In the autumn when it's cold, I'm going to invite Mr., when the time comes, you can't help but agree, if you don't worry, just send someone to audit." ”
"Laughing about?" Dorgon sneered, "How could I not be at ease. ”
Da Yu'er Wan'er: "Look, let's say everything, how open our hearts are." She added, "The summer in Beijing is hot, but you can't be greedy for cold, you are full of injuries, you have to take care of your body." ”
Dorgon's heart fluttered, and he replied, "You too, don't be reckless. ”
This was almost the most intimate conversation between Dolgon and Yu'er after the death of Huang Taiji, and when Dolgon walked out of the inner palace, he felt that the floor tiles under his feet were soft. Fortunately, when he returned to Wuying Palace, he immediately had tricky and troublesome things to sober him up, but as soon as he was free, he would think of Yu'er's smile again.
But it was only after four or five days that Dolgon came to the study for the first time, and although Sumala was by his side from beginning to end, they talked calmly about the affairs of the state, which made Dolgon feel that his eyes were suddenly bright.
He really doesn't know enough how to be the emperor and how to govern the country, although Yu'er is not much remarkable, but what she conveys is exactly the calm and wise of Huang Taiji in the past.
Fu Lin suddenly broke in once, and when he saw his uncle and mother talking about state affairs with a serious expression across the table, he quietly retreated.
Su Mala came out at the right time, and deliberately said: "Your Majesty, the slave and maid can't send you, and the Queen Mother has to serve tea in front of you." ”
Fu Lin commanded solemnly: "Don't be lazy, you must stay by Eniang's side every inch, you can go back." ”
Throughout the summer, Dorgon came to the study three or four times, and said that it was not too much, and it was really not polite to say little.
But unlike in the past, in the past, when Da Yu'er went to Wuying Palace, some ministers insinuated that the Queen Mother tried to interfere in the government affairs, especially those who still supported and expected Dolgon to be the emperor, and Da Yuer could not allow Da Yuer to criticize the government at all.
Now, it is Dolgon who came to the inner palace to see the Queen Mother, even if he wants to talk about court politics, in the eyes of others, Dolgon takes the initiative, and they can no longer casually accuse the Queen Mother. Naturally, the things in the inner palace are invisible, and some ambiguous and obscene rumors have become their best catharsis.
But these words, Yu'er has long been numb, even Qi Qige is tired of hearing them, she once half-truthfully complained to Yu'er: "They can't have something fresh, to talk about it, it's always a few words." ”
In the autumn, Fan Wencheng was the first to come to give a lecture for the Queen Mother, but the day before Fan Wencheng entered the palace, bad news came from Jiading, Jiangnan, Wu Song General Li Chengdong forced the people of Jiading to shave their hair and change clothes, slaughtered the city three times, and the misery of Jiading was no less than ten days in Yangzhou.
"The blood in the river in Yangzhou City has not been exhausted...... Da Yu'er was heartbroken, and said to Fan Wencheng, "Sir, one more time, we should retreat to the outside of the Qing Dynasty." ”
Fan Wencheng's expression was solemn: "Queen Mother, even if this account cannot be liquidated now, it will ...... in the future."
Yu'er nodded coldly and said, "I understand." ”