Chapter 90
She froze and looked at him in amazement.
"These days, I've thought about it carefully, how to solve the distance between me and you, there is really no way to get the best of both worlds."
"However, I am a realist, and sometimes it is ideal, so I carefully weighed the reason why you left me, if the reason for your departure is that I am different from your Junli, but I have been looking for so long, and I haven't said the wrong statement, so this reason is excluded, if it is empathy, the gap between you and the ghost is not big, but you will never fall in love with a nagging and lingering ghost, if you suddenly realize it, and feel the distance between you and me, you have already considered these at the beginning."
"There is another possibility that Grand Hyatt has also been solved by me."
"The only possibility isβ" He didn't blink, stared at her eyes, didn't miss any emotion, and said word by word: "You don't give up on me, but you have to leave." β
His smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, "Then let me think about it again, why did you have to leave?" β
"You don't like wealth."
"Not to mention power, princesses have been people, what can they see."
"Wealth, power, what's the threat to you?" His cold fingers caressed her face and slowly spat out two words, "Life and death." β
As soon as the two words came out, she closed her eyes with difficulty, and her heart was like ashes.
Her reaction no longer needed to confirm the truth of his guess, he made a cowardly and strong movement, and buried his head in her neck, "Xu Tinglan, let's have a baby." β
At this moment, her breathing slowed down, and she only looked at the ceiling in a daze, and when she came back to her senses, she refused without hesitation.
"I know, marriage is useless to you, how to go, still go your own way, then let's have a child, don't you all respect the set of sayings of the ancestors, three from the four virtues, benevolence, righteousness, etiquette, wisdom and faith? If you have a child, you will not leave me. β
"As for life and death, there will always be a way, all over the world, I don't believe it, who can stop us from being together."
It sounded so touching that she was so dazed for a moment that she forgot to react.
His movements were as clean as ever, and he could see the appearance of a decent gentleman with his gestures, her hands were tied, and all she could do was roll twice on the bed.
So his eyes widened, and he reached out to cover her eyes, and through the light between her fingers, she heard him say, "If you don't accept it, don't look at it." β
Day and night like this, even the saint has a temper, she dodged several times to no avail, and now she is also a little annoyed, "What kind of child, is it not enough for you to have one?" β
He paused in the action of undressing, "What is there?" β
She knew that Junyue didn't tell him the fact that he already had a child, and she really didn't want to be a stepmother to other people's children, so she snorted coldly and said: "Junyue didn't tell you, right, then I'll tell you now, you have a child of a few years old, still young, beautiful and cute, smart and lovely." β
He squinted his eyes, assessing the truth of his words, and finally smiled, my eyes were a little cold, "I don't like people to give me random children." β
"What do you mean by that?" If she doesn't admit it when she is born, what a performance of irresponsibility, she wants to escape, and she has no intention of slandering Chu Heng's character.
"She can't conceive my child, and she can't try to put someone else's child on my head."
"......," she said half-convinced, "what do you mean...... That's not your child? β
He laughed angrily, "Do you think I'm such a foolish person?" β
The importance of the wealthy nobles to their children has only increased, one is afraid of the disputes of the wealthy, and the other is the fear of family strife, these events are as great as ever to the family, so in order to reduce unnecessary troubles, all possibilities of unwanted pregnancies will be ruled out.
She still didn't believe that what she had been wrestling with for three months was an elaborate farce, "That kid looks like you." β
Her voice was low, her eyelashes trembled, and she added, "I've seen his picture, and those eyes are exactly the same as yours." β
"It's not." His eyes were honest and serious, and it was his sincere heart that was exposed to the sun, and he lifted her bangs, revealing a smooth forehead, and looked at her eyes fixedly and said, "It's not mine." β
Her nose was a little sour, just like the last time he kissed her in front of Junyue, obviously crazy with joy, but she pretended not to be surprised, the frost on her face that had been frozen all night suddenly cracked, and finally believed his words, "She lied to me?" β
He nodded, remembering that after three months of continuous separation, he finally got an explanation late, and he said, "She lied to you." After a pause, he said, "I'll get it back." β
But the misunderstanding was clear, and she still had to die.
There was joy all around her, and she was only concerned with sorrow.
So after Chu Heng looked at her quietly for a few seconds, the only thing she said to Chu Heng was to cry.
Him: "......"
Almost helplessly, he said, "Why are you crying?" Tears slid down his fingers, he couldn't help himself, rubbed her hair, made a mess of her little braids, and said in a low and comforting voice: "I haven't touched you yet." He wiped her tears with his fingertips, "You don't tell me anything, I guess so, how tiring it is." β
She choked up, "But, let me tell you, what can you do?" I die, I still have to die, rather than let you worry about your life, it is better to leave here, and you don't have to ......"
"That's what you think of me? Could it be that if you leave, I will be happy and forget you? He said, "You have waited for me for so long, I am angry, but I will not let you down after all, this is both a responsibility and a commitment." β
"But......" she wanted to continue, but her lips were gagged.
Her eyes were red from crying, her hands were still tied, she turned over and didn't want to pay attention to him, after a while, she felt a light on her body, she thought he was leaving, turned over, and felt both lost and happy, suddenly a hot towel covered her, covering her whole face, she whimpered a few times, and heard him say in disgust: "It's really ugly, wipe it quickly." β
She turned her face away, and was grabbed by him, and wiped her face with his hand, and she was red from wiping, and her hand was red from the rope between dodging, and she frowned in pain, and looked down at the blue sheets.
He threw the towel on the bedside table casually, and touched her wrist distressedly, "Do the right thing first, and I'll give you medicine tomorrow." β
Her expression froze, "Didn't you make it all clear?" β
He shook his head in deliberate confusion, "What did you make clear?" β
"The reason why I left!!! Didn't you make it clear? Why bother?? β
This made him laugh, "Yes, I made it clear, but it doesn't mean that the child won't be born." He lay on the bed with her, and Qing Yue's voice was like playing a piece of music, "Sooner or later, let's be born now." β
"No, I'm about to ......" In front of him, she couldn't say those two words, so she changed to a euphemism: "I have to leave sooner or later, I don't want my child to have no mother, and I don't want others to be his mother." β
He sealed her next words with his mouth, and said as she gasped, "If you don't do it, his mother doesn't do it, and no one else does it, and I won't be anyone else." β
"After all, I don't love you, but I will never fail you."
"That is to say, for the rest of my life, I only have one partner, you have no sense of security, and so am I, the sense of security is not given by others, it is created by myself."
"I want us to feel safe, and I want your heart to be like mine."
This night, he said too many love words, she couldn't listen to it, and finally only looked at him stunned, "I care about long-term love will not last long, it will only be if I leave, you don't need to be afraid of the unknown future, I will hold your hand and go on." β
She kept her eyes open, looking at his clothes fixedly, not knowing what she was thinking.
He took her hand and licked her red and swollen lips, "Come on, get down to business." β
After speaking, she didn't wait for her to refuse, and quickly covered the two with quilts.
"I don't give birth to ......"
"Rejection is invalid." His voice was low and hoarse.
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Legend is that Xu Tinglan, who is going to chase the mountain, appeared in the Chu family, although Song Chen was confused by the second monk, but he also liked to hear it, he guessed that Xu Tinglan had a hidden secret, a matter of life and death, with his identity, he naturally couldn't ask, but he could make her give up the person who had waited for so many years, and the damage she suffered was naturally big and inappropriate, and now Chu Heng "took care" of her, it was better than her going to the mountain alone, lonely, and hanging from each other.
Xu Tinglan and Chu Heng are as good as ever, and it is not only Song Chen who likes to see it, but also the majority of CP fans, who are swiping the screen on the Internet one by one to ask for the beauty of the prosperous times of the two, and some people are eager to eat the legendary "golden dog food" and experience the taste of being a noble single dog.
In the past, the news of the breakup between the two was in the wind, but an insider was faintly exposed, and later "in my name, with your surname", the rumors of the breakup were self-defeating, although they did not answer positively, they also said that in the past few days, someone actually photographed Xu Tinglan and Chu Heng went to the maternal and child products store to purchase.
Yes, you heard it right.
It is a maternity and baby products store.
Maternal and baby products.
Mother.
Baby.
What has been on Weibo for a few days is that passers-by took photos of the two in the store.
Xu Tinglan was expressionless on the road, and Chu Heng was perfect next to her, lest she have any displeasure, and was jokingly called "wife slave" and "loyal dog" by netizens.
He was happy at the time, and responded to their words on the Internet, which roughly meant that he agreed with the title they gave, and he had the strength to spoil his wife for three hundred years.
Therefore, Xu Tinglan's Weibo was fallen.
"Goddess, when will you have a baby?"
"How many months?"
"When is the wedding?"
"Did the Chu family agree?"
"You didn't break up some time ago, did you?"
"Goddess, 99 no 88, I'm your cp fan, I love you forever."
At this time, she listens to another song, and he is just sending you
A withered flower
Maybe it just happened to be a guess
The words of your heart
It doesn't matter if he's right or wrong, if he's a human or a ghost
What a wonder
You say you'll wait and see
Sooner or later, one day I will have to bring him home
Since childhood my mother told you
It is said that you can't just look at the skin when looking at men
You've been watching it for so many years
Finally saw the feelings
People say it's all floating clouds
But the clouds are beautiful
Since I met you
Why not together