1

Dating other men, filthy bodies, what are you? Oh my God, why do I think like this, I love it so badly, but my mouth blurts out bad things about you.

My dear, I want you to come back to me now, even though I knew it was impossible. In the circle of friends, I saw you sitting in a red sports car and taking a happy selfie, holding a new LV bag in your hand, and wearing a five-figure dress, I really can't give it to you.

This makes me very depressed, why can you be happy and free now, but I can only sleep on the pillow that is wet with cracked eyes. I deserve it. Not as rich as the man next to you, and women are naturally more show-off.

Whether I blame you or myself, I don't know. I just feel very sad now, my head hurts, and it feels like I'm going to explode. What comes to mind is the picture of you dating other men, and when you think of this picture, you don't want to have any more relationships with the opposite sex, how can this be.

Speaking of which, tears came out again, damn it, as a man, how can you be so uncompromising. I heard from a friend, the friend I knew who introduced you, that you've been arguing a lot lately. To be honest, I'm a little happy, I hope you can break up, although I don't know if you'll ever come back to me, but as long as there is a glimmer of hope, it will make me happy.

It's like this love for you, knowing that even if I let you come back to my side, I still can't give you the material you want, but I'm still praying. As if it wasn't love, it was habit. As I grow up, and your love is to show off your vanity, what does it really mean, drunk I asked the sky with a loud roar. No one gave me an answer, the reality of society is the naked answer, how naked, naked than a woman's naked body walking on the street.

Dating other men, filthy bodies, what are you? I consoled myself that you were no longer worthy, but the real answer was that I was not worthy.

2

Standing on the balcony and looking at the ground that is enriched and soft with the green of the grass and trees, the warm sunlight is inhaled and exhaled in the nostrils. Indeed, this is the most unique taste of summer.

At tonight's graduation party, I will be dressed in a red dress. Do you know? I've rehearsed all the details of the action nearly a hundred times in order to confess to you, and recently blurted out your beautiful name plus my affectionate confessional phrase, looking at myself in the mirror for the last rehearsal, it seems a little silly.

When did I fall in love with you, and there is no doubt that I wanted to take possession of you selfishly.

Because of your presence, I feel that the gray recess adds bright colors and gives a respite from the stressful three years of high school. Don't doubt how deep my love is, in order to be admitted to the same school as you, the time when I got up early and went to bed late every day is really worth remembering at this moment. In fact, there is only so much I can do now, I can't promise you too much, those who are too far away from us, who go to the same university with you, and be your most loyal follower, are the only future I can think of at this moment.

I thought about it like this, it was long, it was short, it was intense, and it got dark.

Walking into the hotel lobby, you will see a group of handsome boys wearing this tuxedo, as well as beautiful girls wearing evening dresses with youthful makeup, and high heels bring out the graceful figures of this group of girls who are usually not tall. Compared to the maturity of the teachers, we do look quite naïve, but so what, we are the real protagonists here tonight.

Shuttling through the crowds, I'm looking to have your sight. Found it, you were there talking to your best girlfriend and smiling happily. The beige lace dress will dress you up like a little princess, and the low-cut upper body makes me look very shy, and I feel as if my face is red. At this moment, I feel that everyone around me is there to set off your beauty.

Walking towards you step by step, my mind is blank, this is very different from the scene I expected, I can't help but let my legs tremble a little, the closer I go, the faster my heart beats.

Stopped in front of you, you called my name, and your best friend looked at me and left with a smile. Yes, she must have known that I liked you for a long time.

What shall I say? The facial expression began to appear unnatural, and the hands in the trouser pockets beat rhythmically with the stiff thighs. Oops, how did those words that I thought blurt out all forgotten.

You looked at me in a daze for three seconds, and secretly laughed, and I was stunned for a moment with your laughter, and then picked up the glass on the table on the left, and let it go, and the crisp sound of the glass easily attracted the attention of the surrounding crowd.

You looked at me with a shocked face, I took a deep breath, and said excitedly, Yaxue, do you know, in order to wait for this moment, I don't know what the situation is next at this moment, I have been waiting for a year, nine months and three days, and every day is really difficult. Now that we have graduated and are not controlled by the school, I want to confess to you that I like you.

We are both young, I can't explain to you in words what the true definition of liking is, but I feel happy when I see you, I feel full of energy, I feel that my youth is portrayed by you in seven colors of rainbow, I don't know if you feel the same way at this moment.

On this long road of youth, because of your presence, the brilliant light scattered has filled my empty heart little by little, very happy and content.

I can't describe how vast this world is by imagination, and I may not have appreciated the scenery of one in a billion, but it is just right for you to live in my world, empty your brain like a fool, and accompany you every day to burn the years, and occasionally stop to taste the willful noise of love, just because you have completely occupied everything in me, let alone the eternity of existence, no matter how you tease, dizzy and crazy just right.

Let me be your most loyal knight during college, I will definitely take good care of you, and let me bear all the faults. Not just talking, in the presence of so many classmates, I swear to you that in my limited years, I will definitely give you my infinite love.

The neat applause was accompanied by the whistle, and the three words together became the biggest winner of the evening.

Hey, why is it not at all different from the lines I rehearsed, looking at you in sight, it doesn't matter anymore.

You cover your face with your hands and look at me shyly through your fingers. I hugged you happily forward, the first hug, very real, under the witness of hundreds of people on the upper and lower floors, very happy.

That night, with my beginning, many boys confessed to the girls they loved.

This moment is our youth in the true sense of the word, and all the laughter makes the blood flow beating.

I want to be able to stop forever, in this night where there is only happiness and no troubles.

3

What is so illusory that it does not exist is that you gradually disappear in clear vision.

Can't see ahead, so helpless.

Endless silence, dim and dull.

After being emaciated, I chose to go with the flow.

In fact, grief does not need to be deliberately hidden, let the memories swallow up.

When it is tired and paralyzed, it will naturally disappear the pain it should have.

Unexpressed love will feel mysterious, you will concentrate on immersing yourself in it, and you will feel that the other person is all you don't have.

4

Each pair of lovers has a different way of being together, some because of helplessness, some because of love, and some because of materialism, but no matter what the reason, what they see is likely to be inconsistent with what actually happened.

I think that after a long time, I will know the distance between two people very well, and I don't need to understand each other anymore, and it is a little redundant to even ask how I have been doing recently.

The restrained mood is in such a cycle, and the heartbeat when I first met is long gone, just used to making trouble, but unwilling to threaten. Then in a special way, she was imprisoned within a radius of a hundred miles, so that her entire body could be reached at any time. But even when you think the two of you are the happiest, her eyes are dry, her expression is numb, and her heart is dead, is this one ten-thousandth of selfishness? I'm afraid I'm no longer worthy.

The beginning is destined to end, but the end cannot go back to the beginning. In this way, there is no right or wrong in anything, and all right and wrong are naked in the face of time. I choose to look for promises in lies, as long as I get used to it, it will come true, I say this to myself, and I do it, only caring about my own thoughts, selfish beggars.

5

Seeing a complete love disappear.

There seemed to be only silence left between us.

No, and coldness.

6

I'm still praying, and even though I don't have faith, I'm still praying with an empty heart. You don't know that yesterday at the intersection, I didn't even see a red light, so I drove the car through the middle of the road.

When I was in a panic, I disturbed your family and friends, and you called me and asked me if it was funny? Why not die?

How easy it is to die, but I still want to be with you, and now saying this will only arouse your disgust, I know, but there is no way, I think I have a high emotional intelligence, but there is really no way.

How can it be like this, I ask you. You say how much it hurts when you break up, I will never understand, just a few words can put a person's mood to the bottom, you see how good you are.

All the common experiences to parting are negligible, and I think that in this respect, people are much more ruthless than animals. At that time, I think about it now, I didn't have the warmth of a snake's appearance.

I understand now, the heart-rending pain, the emptiness of the world without people.

The feelings of a breakup, no matter how you describe it, seem to be wrong, they are all abstract. It is written like this, even if you will see it in the future, but you don't know if it fits my original place in your heart. Please forgive me for not being able to sincerely wish you happiness, you know, how easily it would be for me to tell a lie, I'm sorry.

I've been waiting for a whole day of circulation,

I pretend to be strong but weaker than anyone else,

I can't joke with you like I used to do,

Want to know who you can talk to about your current situation at every moment?

No matter how much sympathy you have received, you deserve it, I know.

How much I want to walk in the night where the shadows are stretched as usual.

Memories will gradually become dull, unwilling to face but qualified to escape, only hopeful, looking forward to the time when you are gradually old and forget everything, can you show up to say hello, and then leave as if nothing had happened.

If we're not careful, all the derogatory terms will become a reality.

So don't take the breakup as indifferent, it won't get better if you're sad.

7

Maybe it's because I'm still very young, or maybe it's because love is very free now.

So it's weird, I think I like white more than you like pink. As a result, every time a white outfit wipes the corners of your mouth with a white handkerchief, it will make your subconscious disgusted.

It's more because they don't know each other very well, at this age of twenty-five. The seemingly simple tip of the iceberg and different hobbies will unconsciously cause a short quarrel. Unable to comprehend even the word willingness, it is occupied by selfishness and blindness.

Diaries, imaginations, and dreams are mostly replaced by gray shades, and although I have wondered why this is so, after a short period of reflection, I am still occupied by the abstract present.

We don't understand, we are confused, how do we know how many waves are in the middle of the short answer from the original nothing to the present, and there are even more in the future. I don't know if the time will turn the palm of the ten fingers into a tormenting shackle.

The brilliant light is always in contrast to the darkness that falls, and different people have different choices.

We are still some time away from true maturity, and no one knows how long we can lie down on this favorite person who has come back at the moment.

I believe that everyone thinks that it is actually quite easy to fall in love, but is it difficult for children who grow up in different environments to really spend their lives? It shouldn't be difficult to choose marriage under impulse, but in the face of the silence after the passion in the second half of life, in the face of the so-called love becoming the so-called family affection, and in the face of the words of relatives and friends, I think it is very rare for us in this era.

We didn't live in our parents' time, we didn't have such a closed mind as them, and now if college kids say that they still have the first time, most of the first reaction should be why she is so old and hasn't found a boyfriend. Now all communication is so comfortable, in the online world at any time to see the happy life in the circle of friends, I believe that the psychology of comparison does not need you to think, will involuntarily appear in the mind.

We are all unconsciously changing with the circle around us, and life will only get better and better, but we have no way of knowing what will become of the ideas that this brings to us or our next generation.

Turn around for a moment, pray, make a wish, there will be a you who is also growing, you who have not lost yourself, smile and say a word to me.

I'm really attached to you, don't separate your hands in the future, let's count the whiteheads together.

I pray.

8

I bet the woman next to you can't keep up with ten men, not including you.

Taking advantage of the moment to go to the bathroom, my friend smiled and told me. It's a smile, and I also know each other and smile, without a little embarrassment on my face. We won't be angry with each other even if our relationship is naked, after all, when I needed help, he was the only one who didn't think about it and directly transferred me 100,000 yuan.

Walking out of the toilet, my head was stimulated by alcohol, and I held my fluttering body on the bridge, and after drinking most of the bottle of whiskey, although I had never smoked marijuana, I felt like I had just smoked marijuana. It was enjoyed with the ear of electric music.

Returning to the booth, he hugged the woman his friend said in his arms and kissed him deeply. No matter how many men you've slept with, if you're really going to be a virgin now, I'll despise and even have the urge to tore the whole bar upside down.

This woman's name is Meng Feixue, I haven't known each other for half a month, and I moved in together the next day, and I can be said to be more proficient in various postures than me. How long will we be together? I don't know, maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and disappear.

The rules of the game for single men and women, just be happy, abide by them, and enjoy them. Take advantage of your youth to play with a few members of the opposite sex, and wait until you get married, just kidding, divorce. I think I'm quite conservative about this, and I won't think about leaving again after getting married. Of course, that's the idea now, and the hell knows what time will make me what I become next.

After I kissed her, Mengya bit my ear and said, let's go out for a walk, my aunt is here today, and I don't want to stay on this occasion.

Get up and say goodbye to your friends. When I walked out of the door, a cool breeze blew in my face, as if I was going to fight against my dizzy head.

Hyuna took my arm and walked, slowly. I took care of her slender heels, and she took care of my lilting body.

There was nothing to say, walking, late at night, quiet. are all waiting for each other to speak first.

A white kitten passed by, ten meters in front of us, turned its head and stopped for three seconds, some bright eyes looked at us, opened its mouth and stuck out its tongue to make a hache, and then turned its head and walked softly, it should be sleepy.

She opened her mouth and said she wanted to go to the United States tomorrow. I nodded and said go ahead.

She opened her mouth to say something, but she stopped talking and closed her red lips, although her head was still dizzy, but this little movement did not escape my eyes.

Pulled her hand holding my arm into the palm of her hand and said, If you still want to come back, call me at any time, I know that I am nothing in your youth, and there are too many people who are better than me around you.

I didn't ask about your past, and you didn't ask about mine, which says a lot. But women, in general, are still not better than men, if you are tired, take a good rest for a while, and don't be too anxious to get on the road.

I won't say goodbye tomorrow morning.,I never dare to say goodbye too loudly.,It's not too interesting.,I listened to too many love songs when I was a child.,A lot of them are taken seriously.。

It's late at night, and the street corners are still lit up by neon lights.

You know how long I've been circulating.

9

Simple vexatious fuss is to leave you with a warm hug when parting. The space can be more crowded, the toes can be raised a little higher, and when you turn around, you can fall and be generous for a second to prove that you don't care too much. Recording this moment, I'm sure I'll be playing it on a loop for a long time, because we're the main characters.

In this city, there are thousands of lights to light up the night, stop and walk, relive for a while, it turns out that loneliness is like this. It turns out that we all have a tearful smile, built on the loneliness of loss.

Thinking that by pretending not to care, you can quietly cover up the traces of your thoughts, and that you can achieve victory by wiping away stubborn tears, you are rehearsing the game of self-destruction in this way. Very careful, very aggrieved, and the tone of his speech has become extraordinarily delicate. But you know, some things are more likely to be buried in time the more deliberate they are.

The reason why love is beautiful and unforgettable is because in the end it does not become family affection, what do you say? I comforted myself like this.

In fact, there is no reluctance now, but the habit of a long time has deeply penetrated the bone marrow, and if you don't do something, it will hurt very much.

For example, I don't go to work far away, a 10-minute walk and a five-minute bike ride. Since Mobike settled in Shijiazhuang, I began to ride my bicycle to work at the entrance of the community every day, if there is no bicycle at the door one day, I will feel very uncomfortable, and if I am in a hurry to go to work one day, I will unconsciously burst into foul language. This is the most basic marketing model of Mobike, so that people can get used to it, can't live without it, and feel that it is a part of life.

She has also become a part of my life, and if I were a bystander, I would have thought this person was stupid, but at the moment I am the authority. It's ridiculous, as long as you feel that there is nothing wrong with it.

Smell fresh draft beer, pat the corners of a girl in a short skirt, and at least for the rest of your summer, even if you haven't really laughed, make everyone remember a few jokes you once said.

10

Absent-mindedly chatting, it's you on the other side of the video, there's nothing wrong with that, why is there a sign of a breakdown in our relationship. It's strange that we shouldn't think like this, but we can't control our thinking, and this kind of thinking leads us to always argue.

I'm in my early twenties, but I still feel like I'm still the brainless kid, which sucks and I know, but I'm still figuring out how to change that. Try to disguise and try, the result is always the opposite of what you imagined, try to make you change, but know that with your temper it is impossible.

All of this is really strange from the original, I don't know what you think at the moment, even if two people hug each other and fall asleep every day, they feel very unsure.

I needed a solution, but I knew I shouldn't ask my mom. The personal information career column says writer, what a terrible writer, the story of being written every day, facing himself, so helpless.

You know I want to write an article, just go and have a drink or two with my friends, and all the inspiration will come to me. But there was never anything about us. We've been together for three years, and I can't even try to write a story that belongs to us, and you laugh and say, I don't love you with Ben.

But I think I'm very dedicated to love, you leave for three days, and you can't stand it if you don't see each other for three days.

Or is it because you don't love me, or because you have another man out there? I know that in today's social environment, it is too difficult to resist the temptation to come and go. It's such a bad thing, I have a headache for this bad thing every day, and I make a series of work mistakes, and my boss has already raised a yellow card to me. I told you after another lingering that your indifferent attitude made me very sad, knowing that it was after lingering.

In that case, let's break up, I say. You turned around and didn't speak.

You moved out three days later, and when I went to work, you didn't say hello, and let me push away and look at the room that had suddenly become bigger, so I was not used to it.

A week later, I started to miss you, but I saw that in Weibo, there was an uncle next to you. Don't be so nostalgic, it's only been a week, and the other party is still beating you as an old man in his teens.

Looking forward to the reunion chatting, it's you on the other side of the video, that's right, why do I miss you so much, this is the last video chat. After you left, I felt like the loneliness of the night was about to swallow me.

11

As always, I commute to work normally, I smile happily when I chat with my friends, and when I meet a good-looking girl on the street, I still look twice according to the hormonal prompts, and I think I will be very excited if I see a sexy part. No way, I'm a normal man.

When I returned home and looked at the floors outside the balcony that had not yet been completely covered by the night, the loneliness lurking in my heart would unscrupulously flood my mind, paralyzed in the huge double bed and not knowing what to do. Just lie quietly, with the passage of time the mind is blank, as the day slowly swallows up more than a little darkness, revealing the light that belongs to the lights, and I still don't know what else to do, but I always think about what you are doing at the moment. Loneliness, that's it.

When you are so bored that you can't be bored anymore, should you use your phone to watch TV? Or turn on your computer and play games? But I always feel that watching TV is a waste of time, playing games always losing, and it doesn't make sense to keep playing if I don't get the first place, but it's just a supporting role for one of those players. Then let me enjoy the quiet, and when I get married in a few years, with my wife by my side, and a naughty child hitting my chest with a young fist, yes, just think about that picture and think it will be very lively, and then there will be no time to enjoy this quiet. Well, I just comforted myself like this, although I thought it was funny, what can I do, I have a person in my heart, others can't get in, I can't get out.

No matter how lonely, helpless, embarrassed, and how unwilling you don't want to fall asleep to let the morning time come, you can't prevent time, the most faithful castle.

I really want to fall in love again, and the opposite side of holding hands is the former you. When you are there, you always feel that the habits you have are like this, and the two of you will go on well, and you will come to the day of marriage. But our love did not resist the second hand brought by 48 hours.

The moment you said you were separated, I thought it was a joke, angry, go out for a walk for two days and come back after the weather is gone. Time is pushing us forward, you didn't come back, the contact was broken, and I realized how ridiculous I was.

Thinking about it again, I said that I would definitely change it in the future, but the answer I got was impossible, it was impossible to change the habit for so long, it was impossible for two people to return to their first acquaintance, and it was impossible to change all the shortcomings of the other party, and it was impossible for all of them to be.

I know that if the heart is dead, it is useless to say more.

When the morning dawns, I will still get used to reaching out my right hand to touch you who have not woken up yet, touching the unsupportive air and the crumpled sheets with gravity but no temperature. In fact, I really want to find someone to talk to, but after I finish speaking, I still can't change anything, and I let the other party see my cowardice, so hide it yourself.

It's time to pack up your tired body and go to work again, I know it's another day from yesterday, and I hope that someone will appear to change this cycle, but I really don't know how long it will take. How long.

12

You know what I like about you?

I like the text you wrote to me the most.

That's the biggest irony I've ever heard.

There is no one to play a one-man show with you, even in the dream world, it is vulnerable, about all the traces of love, there may be little left by now, leaving only the emptiness of eye habits.

How many injuries does it take for a heart to form? No matter how listless I am, I have to put a smile on my face, so that the people around me can't feel that I'm hurting, and only I know how embarrassed I am, it doesn't matter, I'm used to it anyway.

Facing the avatar that has been blacklisted, ask once, ask again, just once, for the last time today, why did we break up and how did we break up? Still waiting for your reply, the regression date is my question mark every day plus an exclamation mark to please add the other party as a friend! Pull down the screen, I haven't seen the starting point for a long time, it's been more than a year, every day, and I only remember it now.

Spin the golden hourglass you gave me on the table, staring at the tiny sand that was leaking downward, the countdown to your return to me, I consoled myself. It's like I'm mentally ill, I shouldn't go for treatment, but I feel that my thinking is so clear, so clear that I forget how long it has been like this.

I don't know how big the world is, but the heart is smaller than a pinhole, and nothing can get in, and that's the baby's sense of defense against the world with its cry, and helplessness.

I feel very insecure right now, what is security? I don't understand. It started to rain again outside the window, it was big and urgent. The raindrops gradually spread into ripples, and you broke into my venue by surprise, and finally accepted his invitation to leave before you could say welcome, which became the biggest failure of my life.

Each petal has its own unique flower language, and I'm still wondering if the unspoken body movements you left will also have a unique language.

I know that in this era when you can't even tell the truth from the fake, whether you treat each other sincerely or hypocritically, you will be distanced by the years in the end.

Remember the last chat you asked me if I knew what you liked about me? I said I don't know, you said you liked the text you wrote to me the most, and it was the biggest irony I've heard in my life.

I know, that was the first time you lied to me, and the last.

When he overheard his friends talking about his depression, he laughed, put it in his pocket for a long time, and it was so long that it had faded and regarded it as the most important silver necklace in his life, and slowly placed it on his left chest, so that it could listen to the heart that was still beating seriously, and smirked and said, "Do you hear, my heart is still beating for you." ”

Drunk and roaring the truth, drunk and watching the rhetoric, he is depressed, because in the eyes of others, his heart is dead, he is normal, and he can pretend that you look sunny every day.

13

It's been a long time, and you're still so moving sitting across the table, no, it should be more beautiful, but the cigarette butt in your right hand makes me feel a little inexplicably sad.

Without the original innocence, my whole body was surrounded by a cold atmosphere, and the gaze that looked at me became defocused, and finally became ignorance. Time has passed, and I am so humble at this moment, I should not show my uncomfortable expression, and I know that if it comes to your face, you will get up, take your bag, and leave.

There seem to be too many questions to ask, and you always interrupt what I'm about to bring up about our past, stirring the coffee with a small spoon and expressing your desire to get out of here as soon as possible.

A young couple next to me was chatting softly, there were textbooks about computer science on the table, and two cheapest milk teas were ordered, fifteen minutes have passed since we came in, and we haven't taken the first sip yet, so that we can stay here longer, I remember that we also consumed time like this when we were in college.

The sound of the lighter clicking interrupted my thoughts, and the second cigarette was gone, and the cool breeze blowing in from the window washed away the smoke you spit out, and at the same time, the waist-length hair was also blown up and covered the corners of the eyes.

It's all gone, you say. The emotionless tone made me wonder if we had been together for five years, cuddling together and falling asleep together.

My tears wet my pupils and fell uncontrollably, and you saw it, and without the slightest hesitation, I got up and left. Do I still want to keep it? Is it still useful to keep it? No one gave me an answer in those few seconds.

The arm on the table began to tremble involuntarily, and then angrily pushed the two cups of coffee on the table out of the table, the sound of shattering sounded, and the little couple next to me looked up at me in astonishment at the same time, and the restaurant manager walked over quickly to see the situation, called the waiter to clean up, and then carefully told me that the tableware should be compensated.

took out a credit card from the left pocket of his suit close to his chest, threw it on the dining table, stood up and roared and yelled: Swipe, swipe without a password. After saying that, he didn't pay attention to his next sentence and walked out of the restaurant.

The crowd seemed to hide all my emotions, but how could it be? once said that no matter how happy or sad you are, you must stay together forever, and the naked comparison at this moment, if it is filmed into a one-minute short video, it must be very funny, and it should be able to rank first on Weibo hot search without spending money.

Countless times to deceive yourself that you no longer exist, but I also know that it is a deception, the object is still yourself, like a self-hypnotic joke, sad, you don't know, and you don't want to know.

After you left, you felt so humble, living like nothing, and the dusty bottom of your heart had not been cleaned for a long time, and it was all you.

I know that in the end I will gradually be drowned in time, girl, thank you for spending the best five years with me, and finally let me pray that you will take a good path.

Well, that's all. Let's just go on like this before the tears are gone.

14

The sun at the end of August makes people lazy

The balcony is projected in and wants to touch it

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Double sensations intertwine in this season of forgetfulness

No one will ask behind it

Are you waiting for me

Just think about this inexplicable emotion

It can't be unparalleled

I'm curious what you're doing at the moment

It's joy or sorrow

It's sadness or a dream

And we will not meet

At the end of the month when the years are engraved with years

15

The hair was changed to a new color, red, very conspicuous, you know, I must have thrown myself into the pile of the most conspicuous people, and I had my single eyelid plastic surgery and my makeup changed. As you wish, the other me, still looks so sunny, without a bit of a dull expression, so confident, and of course, all the changes you make don't mean anything to you.

If you can, don't look back, even if you're dating other men, just let me follow in your footsteps. Delete the phone contact who is called dear, although it is quietly deleted, but the string of numbers that flow back in your mind will never be lost.

Someone like me really doesn't mean anything to you at all, and the same annoying words are bound to get boring in the end, I admit it. I'm not married at all, I pretend to be a gentleman on the outside, but behind it is a dirty, full of shortcomings, I will definitely quarrel after being together for a long time, you shouldn't be attentive to me, fortunately, you saw it all through and left.

My forehead, eyes, and lips still smell of the kiss you once kissed, and I can still smell it. The clothes that hung for you on the terrace, I was so panicked when I left that I forgot to take them with me, and now I am sleeping quietly in the far corner of the closet, afraid that I will inadvertently turn over it when I am looking for something, wake it up, and instantly pierce the tightest subconscious in the depths of memory.

Download the song you once loved to the player, the notes in the headphones retreat in the three-minute countdown, and the eyes follow the slow-moving vehicle trying to find the end, and the answer you already know in your heart has to force yourself to break it down again.

The single loop accompaniment pulls the vocal chorus to the point of deafening, and the vocals show the accompaniment in the moment of loneliness. Hehe, don't you think this is a very old-fashioned way, the next thing you want to hear but can't hear something, and then ask yourself what you want to hear, so after writing, many people will think, do you dare to write a little more vulgar.

At the beginning, I didn't have the ability to say that I would keep when my back disappeared, so that you successfully felt the joy of loss. There will always be someone who gets hurt, and it is better to leave all the fault to what you should bear as a man.

Then don't take the memory so fiercely at this moment, it has no ability to refute anything to you, but it can make you enjoy the loneliness of sore collarbone after penetrating the blood.

16

People from two worlds, how to describe this short sentence, so that everyone can understand the feelings in the eyes of different people?

And my understanding is that you can talk about a worldly romantic love that is not favored by everyone. At a certain time, you can't leave, and someone will force you to break up.

There is no love, but we live in a city where parents and friends are rational. caused the love breakup of two people, which is not as quick as a heavy rain.

Because I like someone and unconsciously fall in love with her habit, this habit can only be maintained for a short period of time. Gradually, I wanted to remember a lot of old habits, but I couldn't remember what that person looked like.

They say, it's nothing, it's all the best arrangement in fate, dare you gamble with the sexual happiness of the rest of your life.

The person I love the most, I really want to tell you that it was your most beautiful memory of love, and no one can steal it, but every time you fall into the memories of your ex, I will make you more miserable by quarreling, and finally you say that you are tired and want to get married, we are not suitable, the family is not suitable, the personality is not suitable, the concept of treating a thing is not suitable, in short, nothing is suitable.

You have to go, I won't stay, and my emotions have not gotten out of control and have retained the last dignity.

You turn around, I won't make trouble, and I will give you back your freedom, even if it restricts my freedom.

Sometimes there's no reason to just want to get yourself into a sad mood and want to let the tears flow. You may hear the voice, you don't have to think too much about it, it really doesn't mean anything else, you just feel very happy.

As you know, the tears left behind will soon evaporate, and you know that the time to come will be long, so you can only pray that I am the last one to break your heart. You can hate me, just don't meet a man like me and finally wipe the tears from your face for you.

It seems that I think too much, and I don't deserve to be ruthless, and now you choose amnesia to commemorate this love that no longer exists, and you can choose to never love, but no one helped me rehearse in advance how to spend my life without you, leaving the most ordinary scenery to tell silently. If one day, there is a hole in the future that can turn back time a little, and you can see that there is someone who has been waiting for you for many years.

17

Your cleverness has always made me play the role of a fool, and in order to cover up your own sin that I think is seamless, I often use a false smile to hide my inner sadness, so as to match your twisted thoughts. And then I can tell the humor casually, and I didn't debunk you, shouldn't I be glad that I managed to escape again, and it's not me who is performing on the stage, which is really unpleasant.

Acting on the spot seems to have become a trend, but I'm a vulgar person, even if it looks like it's generous.

You're always soothing yourself, happy to be happy, feeling like you have a lot to offer. But I never knew that you were a pitiful worm in the eyes of others. Locking me out of the house door at night to prove my existence, such a naïve thing is really only you can think of, so I have come up with a sentence: talk and laugh on the spot, no one should think of anyone as simple, behind the simplicity is just to cover up the cruelty of the last blow to you.

Life has to go on, but it's not the exhausting to continue, I seem to start playing the edge ball to imply that if you continue like this, we will break up, this should be the last thing you want at this moment, you don't have a job, you live on the money I give you every day, although you have also wondered if we are not very suitable.

But I know you don't want to bear the regret of leaving, and you don't want to bear the helplessness that you can't see through at the moment, but life is like this, constantly making people feel panic in the cycle. If your soft stay is my gambling life, is it enough?

The needle after the refutation is like a deep after showing weakness, and you always have to be entangled with the inner uneasiness for a few points before you are willing to give up, and the next plot will not turn with the arrangement, an experience is the folds of a lifetime, and all the words that you think of when you are sad should be the meaning of its existence.

The world is changing so fast that there is a sad scene about to unfold.

Let me take another look before leaving, it's not an exaggeration to say that I can remember you for the rest of my life, at least I can be happy now. What I want to say, what I haven't said, can I have a buffer time, although I am surrounded by strangers, but I have loved after all, don't let the breakup be occupied by gaffes. Because I've long forgotten how I started, you can't remember me as a bad person who didn't care about it.

Time only uses a point, shattering the promised past.

Youth is only a guide, right or wrong for your face.

We'll just point you to one of them and say sorry.

Guardian is actually a derogatory term, and it's no wonder that it took so long to do something that has no ending.

18

It seems to be passing by inadvertently, and the intersection has been planned for a long time.

Lying on the cold street, when passers-by looked at me with pitiful eyes, with gossip at the corners of their mouths, that should be derogatory sympathy. And I felt that the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were finally released, and with the temperature between my fingers, they spread to every corner of the city. This should be my calamity, a more mature and more ruthless calamity, it's nothing, it's just that I'm too stupid.

It turns out that I have also experienced it, when I am with someone I don't love too much, I will never leak all her information in the sight of the people around me, because I know that all the "love" that happens next is a polite cutscene, and it is a momentary freshness that I want to grasp and taste carefully, and gradually become familiar, when there is no initial passion, I can shoot and scatter, when I become the person who is photographed at this moment.

It's just a big joke I made to myself, this memory replays in my mind like a brand from the moment I realize it, and I never feel that my memory can become so good one day, it's a naked irony. The quarrel that was inadvertently planned and provoked for a long time was similar to the trick I used to discard others in the past, the only difference was that I was a passive person in the current game, and when all this was undoubtedly unfolded in front of my eyes, I really felt like I was going to collapse.

The starry sky was gray, and the brightest star was gradually erasing the brilliant light curtain and disappearing at the end of the dark clouds. The whole body seems to have lost its intuition and is all over the gloom, the helpless loneliness is trying to experience it before, trying to grasp the color before the light fades, there is an old lyric that repeatedly ramps and circles in the world of thought, and every time you touch the edge of lifting the ban, there will be blood gushing out, how to describe this feeling, in order to truly appreciate the helplessness of the person concerned.

How to forget her, it is harder than trying to accept someone you don't love.

As the red curtain fell, the lights were eclipsed, and there was no longer the qualification to light the candles. It's just that reason didn't remind yourself that this is a routine that you have hurt countless people before, you should be casual, sensible, like congratulations after the plot is completed.

Before the night is expelled by the light, goodbye, is not seen.

19

Before leaving

Laugh again

It can't be eternal

Only memorable

Heartless people

It's how much you've experienced

Painful memories

20

The raindrops gradually spread into ripples, and you broke into my venue by surprise, and finally accepted his invitation to leave before you could say welcome, which became the biggest failure of my life.

Therefore, on a rainy day, I always feel a little sad, and my mood will be inexplicably slightly sour, and the more I want to pull away, the deeper I will fall, just like the sky will always be gray.

The shrill sirens are always ringing around the ears, and they are heading to the city's revelry to take shelter from the rain, and the taillights disappear not because they are out of sight, but because they seem hazy but inexorably drown out the rainy season of late summer.

I really want to pull away the memories left in the air, but why do I see it gradually taking shape, becoming so clear, how can there be a hint of chill.

The tearful smile is similar to a certain scene in many lives, trying to sniff the clues left by the memory and drift slowly towards the black hole.

Because there is so much confusion, so throw away the fear in the light that has already flashed away, even if you know that you will have to face the loss again in the end, but at least you can deceive yourself now that everything can be resurrected.

How unbearable the emotions can be, without crying, choking up like droplets in the sight, that feeling should be deeply felt by everyone.

The cat hiding in the surging crowd, shuttling through the distances that were ignored, and the occasional pain did not cry, not that it was proud, but that it had secretly learned how to better disguise itself.

Walking with the lost yesterday, it may be said that you don't have to turn around and can't sleep. Even if you forget, you don't need to blink your long-hidden tears to wet your cold face.

I'm not qualified to talk about any big truths in love, after all, my experience is not longer than a meal.

Looking back, I realized that it was really too far away, and several girls who were very uncomfortable when they were separated are now doing well.

Several girls broke up with me in the end, does it mean that I am too bad, but I have always thought that I am quite dedicated, and this should not be a reason for me to find relief for myself.

I remember that night I saw a boy riding an electric car carrying another boy, judging from the costume, it should be a chef, the boy on the bike was crying and singing, it was the masked brother who sang 100 million sadness, and when I passed by, I happened to sing until I saw you again, you had already held someone's hand, and you were with this child next to you. The mood was out of control, and the boy sitting behind him patted his cheek with his palm in fear.

When I was a teenager, I would have scolded them for being stupid, but now I feel empathy. This is the breakup, after the breakup is just the beginning of two people, what it will be like to see the person I once loved has a child, I thought about the collapse of my eyes.

Even though I had grown up enough to take on a family at that time, I still felt that I would still be embarrassed and my nose would be very sore, and that child, if it could be mine, would be great.

The noisy laughter around me was all noises that had nothing to do with me, and I walked forward with my head down and counting the shadows, and I was already lost, still looking for a place where no one knew, trying to start everything with zero.

The malaise is due to drinking too much coffee and the absence of the moon makes it particularly heavy at night, and the photos of the convenience store street are clearly guiding the direction of not knowing where to go.

Always looking for the road without memory, although I know that it has long been forgotten by you.

There are always things that have long been forgotten on the old road covered with fallen leaves, but why do you close your eyes and there are still colorful pictures that melt into the real appearance?

It may be that the first time I stepped into the incense room, it was too evocative, and the smell was close to me when I closed my eyes at the moment, and I could still fantasize about it.

When you first fall in love, you don't have any experience at all, and you have to believe that love is a simple and beautiful intuition.

The moment he quietly approached his lips for the first time, the heartbeat beat beat wildly in the left atrium, and the colors attached to the world became extraordinarily vivid.

I want to be by your side every day, to be the only man in the center of your entire world, and not to change my mind is a promise made to this sky, please don't leave my sight in the future. Nothing is safer than yours, you're welcome, use all your scheming to conquer me as many times as you want.

Until there was a trace of ripples, and I began to panic and busy mending up, and I was caught off guard This idiom made a cameo in pure love in friendship, and I didn't know anything about age, and there was no trace of evidence I wanted at the moment.

In the end, exhausted, that's it, the promise is so humble, it is not as deep as a conversation with a stranger.

You have to go, I won't stay, and my emotions have not gotten out of control and have retained the last dignity.

You turn around, I won't make trouble, and I will give you back your freedom, even if it restricts my freedom.

The picture projected in the other party's line of sight is still praying that the other party can understand, and for this reason, how much of the concept of self must be given up to be stupid enough to think that praying can be exchanged for soft-heartedness.

It's like an injury that has been ridiculed, and in the end it's so helpless that you can only panic, just to be able to say that all the sadness can be over.

Can you stop treating unclear words as a will that blurs emotions, so as to make a person who loves you the most submit, you know that emotions can also make the whole body blurry.

I'm reminiscing, I don't have much emotion, if I still have a cleft eye and hesitate, don't mind, it seems to be my only painkiller at the moment.

Is it pretending to be nothing, and it will really be nothing, although it may seem like nonsense, but to be honest, I want to know how you have been doing. Later, I really realized how important you really are, although I have been in love several times, but your shadow always lingers on them.

How can I erase the traces of our love, to this day I am still thinking about the question, after picking up the phone and dialing through, the voice from the other side asks what is the matter? How can I answer you, it's a complicated opening at this moment.

I always thought that if I experienced love a few more times, my life would become perfect, and even my mother told me seriously that the person who would be hurt and cry in the end would be yourself.

Now I realize that there will be no more communication in the future, and your glass of wine will no longer put me at the bottom. How big the city is, how many women there are, as bystanders, we all know.

I don't want to compromise, and I listen to Li Ronghao's "Don't Compromise", but when you finally face life, why don't you give in?

After all, the plot has not been portrayed in advance, after all, it is not too difficult to disguise yourself and stand in front of you with a smile.

The further back you go, the clearer your vision becomes, and how do you keep yourself awake in the face of the hustle and bustle around you?

The road of youth, is it because you can't see through the future that it's so worth lingering?

If you still want to laugh at my childishness, laugh out loud and let me hear it, and hold back the strange and uncomfortable. After all, in the face of feelings, that's all there is to it.

Finally, let this person who has been so embarrassed that he forgot what kind of person he should be in your impression, and finally say I love you.

If you can see, if you are happier than I am at the moment.

Because, that's love.