Chapter 189: Your Life Is Mine

On the one hand, I love Lethe's attitude towards me.

Whether it's a reprimand, or a squeeze, to be honest, even if it's to tie me up, if it's really like this, it's fine.

I don't care about miscellaneous things, I concentrate on being one of my pets, eating and drinking, and being with Lethe every day, without pressure or trouble.

As a pet, as long as you please your owner and say good things, you can live forever and be happy.

But...... It's not practical.

After all, I used to be human, I had my family, I had my ideas, and I couldn't care less about my sister.

I've been serving my older sister with a handful of and urine since I was a child, and I go to see her once a month, and I have to face opposition, so I really can't accept it.

"White meow." He called me again: "When you say that, you're actually asking me to lock you up, you know?" ”

"I ......" I was a little tangled, feeling Lethe's hand slip around my collar.

Of course I know, he's not joking, he's not teasing me.

His hand meant that he was talking seriously, and he was thinking about whether he really wanted to control me.

On the one hand, because I am not sensible, the underworld has been staring at me, and I have to go out.

On the other hand, he felt that I was starting to get out of control and have disobedient autonomous behavior, and wanted to rebel against him, so he wanted to clean me up......

I sat there thinking, not making a sound, while Lethe looked at me for a long time, and with a flick of my hand, a small chain fell from the collar.

On the other side, there was a click on the table leg, which was so long that I could only sit in the chair and not move.

His smile, with a little indifference, did not touch me, nor did he touch me.

"Give you an hour, you sit here and think clearly. You can eat the fruit, or you can lie on your stomach, and I'll come back to see you in an hour. ”

I looked at him, almost stunned, without nodding or shaking my head.

After a long time, he was still waiting for me to give him a response, but I asked, "Are you going to ...... Let me be a man? ”

A very ridiculous sentence made Lechuan laugh for a while, it was the kind of laugh that was very disdainful.

"Nobody needs to be tied up. This hour, I asked you to think clearly, how you want to live in the future. If you want to live like this, I will satisfy you. If you want to be free, I can give it to you too. Give me the answer an hour later. ”

I blinked, a little hard to accept.

Later, I saw Lethe turn and leave, barely even looking at me.

I like, really him off.

There are no clocks here, and I certainly don't know how long an hour is.

All I know is that he didn't turn on the lights when he left, and it was about to get dark outside, and in the evening, it was very fast, and in the blink of an eye I was in the dark.

Sitting, just sitting, of course.

He knew I had something on my mind, so he gave me time to figure it out.

Moreover, it was forcing me to make my own choices.

I think I'm in trouble, really, my stubborn human philosophy of having Lethe reprimand every once in a while, instead of being obedient all the time.

There will always be a time when there will be a resurgence and then self-inflicted.

And what Lechuan did was naturally to tell me that being a pet, if you provoke the owner, it will be like now, tethered to introspection.

Being a human being, probably like now, can't see him at all, just ...... Stand by yourself.

I don't know if I'm right, but I know that even if he doesn't keep me on a leash, I don't want to move.

There are so many worries today, and I've even reached the point where my brain is not having enough capacity.

In fact, I know very well in my heart that it is because I feel from the bottom of my heart that my relationship with Lethe, the owner's pet, has affected Xin'er.

I felt sorry, self-reproach and depression, so I couldn't face Lethe like I used to.

I sadly wanted to be myself first, but I found that my 'self' had already been lost.

It's like Lechuan said, if he makes me a man, let alone three days, I will definitely go over and beg him within three hours.

Nothing scares me more than when he ignores me.

I don't know what this 'being a human being' means, but I don't want to change the status quo, and I cherish the way I get along with him.

But I couldn't slow down for the time being, and I couldn't adapt to it quickly and integrate this kind of role.

Imagine that I was holding his neck and being coquettish, and I was licking his collarbone and palms, and I would be like an electric shock, nervously thinking, will anyone be watching me?

And in the future, after my cub is born, how will I face a mother like me?

I didn't cry, for me, the only thing that makes me sad right now is that Lechuan is not by my side.

He ignored me, but left me to reflect on myself in this dark room.

Time flies slowly, and from the beginning, I really reflect, I think, and by the end, I've started to stare at the bedroom.

If I hadn't provoked him as soon as I came back today, and hadn't said that I would be psychopathic if he was locked up, maybe he would have put his arms around me and laughed in the bed.

Today's unhappiness will not be extended until now, but will soon disappear.

I'm not done with it.

I found a reason to excuse myself, and I felt that it was not my fault that Xin'er peeked.

I didn't know she was going to peek, I really didn't, and I didn't know that my actions would have an effect on her......

I really didn't think about it, if I did, I wouldn't do that, I really wouldn't!

But she was also an autonomous person, and she learned silently, and then she was even more terrible obedient and shameless than I was.

I'm only like that for Lechuan, and so far, I've been embarrassed and blushing.

And Xin'er, but in front of the public, he would not feel ashamed to kneel and beg Han Mingxuan.

I don't think it's Xin'er peeking at me, but I should learn from Xin'er.

She is in order to be able to be with her beloved man, so that her beloved man can be happy, she can do anything, and she doesn't care about any worthless face and shame.

As long as the two of them are good, what's the use of keeping those things?

It's as if I'm now, for all those unwarranted freedoms, stubbornness, embarrassment, petty tempers, which eventually lead to the end of all of these being extended by wirelessness, and finally sitting here and collapsing.

Time passed so slowly, I began to cry, but I just looked at the bedroom door aggrievedly.

I'm afraid of the dark and don't want to be left alone.

This darkness will make me feel that time flies more slowly!

Occasionally, a bat or two flew outside the window, which made me feel like I was alone, and I was the only one, and here it was as if I had been discarded.

I would also be afraid, afraid that Jiuyan would suddenly come in, see me chained here, and then look at me with a mocking face and sarcastically mock me.

In such a terrified situation, I finally waited for Lethe to come back.

The light clicked on, and I got up almost immediately, tightening the chain around my neck, but I couldn't go over and pick him up at once, and I almost whined in my hurry.

It felt as if he was standing far away, and I couldn't even reach it, which was more maddening and sad than not being able to see it!

"The host...... Woo ...... "The tears that have not fallen, when I see him, I begin to lose control.

But I couldn't get by, so I could only bow my head and wipe my tears.

He walked over, held out his hand, and opened his arms as far as I could reach them.

Naturally, I immediately threw myself at it, and then I immediately wept bitterly, crying that everything I had experienced today, and all my unhappiness, rubbed on him.

As soon as I smelled him, I knew that everything I was struggling with was wrong!

I don't want anything, I just want him! And why do you start to rebel because of something unnecessary!

Xin'er still knows that she can do anything for her beloved, what am I screwing?!

And! The way we get along has nothing to do with others!

"Figured it out?" I heard him ask coldly.

"Got it......" I replied softly, snorting.

"Do you want to be free? If you want, you can leave on your own, I won't say more. ”

He let go of his hand and seemed to agree that I could leave on my own, for the sake of what I had just said, the so-called freedom.

"No, no...... I'm like this, I don't want to be free...... I don't go...... "I knew he was scaring me, but I was still scared, so I grabbed his hands and asked him to hold me tight.

"Do you still want to be human?" It was still an indifferent question, and it didn't hug me, but it didn't leave.

"Don't do it! I don't do it, I'll just be a pet...... I don't want you to leave me. I was afraid that he would look so cold, and I hugged his waist tightly.

"Are you a pet? Even if it's tethered? ”

"Yes!" I nodded immediately.

"Hehe......" he sneered: "I bolted you for an hour, is your mentality abnormal?" ”

"Nope." I pouted, knowing he was sarcastic.

He reached out and hugged me, as if to forgive me.

"Will I listen to what I say in the future?"

"Listen." I nodded immediately.

"You remember, I don't need a human to be around me, and I don't need you to tell me in a commanding tone what you want."

"I got it......"

"You're not in the right shape today, I can see it. But I hope that this hour you can figure out what you care about most. ”

"I figured it out...... I care about you the most, and I don't care about anything else. "I hugged him, but I actually regretted that I lost my temper with him.

He did not comment, but continued: "And, I don't have to ask about today. I am willing to choose to believe in you, even if you have many anomalies. It's just that you know, I hate betrayal more than anything else. If you find out what you've done to make me unhappy, and you come back and hide it from me, you should know the consequences. ”

"I know, I know." I nodded again and again and looked up into his eyes: "If I want this, you can tie me for the rest of your life." ”

Lethe Chuan sneered when he heard this, untied the chain and held it in his hand, still speaking coldly.

"At that time, whether I disdain to lock you up or not, your life is mine, and I will let you live in betrayal for the rest of your life, you can't live, you can't die."