I am already familiar and numb to the depressed appearance now, whether I am abandoned or abandoned, it seems that it is no longer important, and it is enough to get up and go to work the next day. It may be that you will think a lot when you get older, just like the career line on the palm print, and the changes that have occurred from long and thin to short and thick are already frustrating. With a smirk, I'm just like I used to dream about in kindergarten, where I didn't have any plans, and now those are all realized, and it's just a bigger house than a teacher.

Dealing with the same thing, the more thoroughly you think about it, the more strange it feels, you start to run away, you start to disagree, everything has changed, right? I don't know if I'll continue to write when the number of articles in the folder reaches 100 one day, but I know that I will know more about the changes that have taken place throughout the year.

When I face the sea, I wonder if the country on the other side will be better, how many times have I forgotten it, and no one will come to tell me the answer secretly anyway, anyway, I will always be the protagonist of my own world.

There will probably be a lot of people who say that everything I have depicted is false, but what is true? Look at the amazing events in the news every day, either sigh or smirk, anyway, they haven't happened around you, anyway, they are all eye-catching headlines, and many of the headlines are the title party played by the editor, the traffic is supreme, and people are just for life, it's not easy, it's no different from the lies you tell in order to soak the second girl.

I have watched those successful cases lying on the bed countless times and imagined whether they can succeed as long as they work hard, and walk to the pinnacle of life depicted by their families, and then look at their stubbornness and see the old-fashioned ways of their superiors, so I have to sigh deeply and pretend to close my eyes deeply, so that the tears of grievance will not be so easy to stay.

Compared to the enthusiasm required by everyone, what I need has always been frustrated, my wrists have been covered with slightly hard calluses, and there seem to be too many words that are not typed out with consciousness, but I must complete the number of words customized for myself every day, even if I have cramps in my hands, even if my butt is numb and I have lost consciousness, anyway, before I succeed, every moment is the beginning.

Every time I go to a bookstore, I think about the question of how many books flow out of the printing house every day, and whether my efforts will eventually have a place here, I am very skeptical, you must know that now everyone can spend money to publish books, or you can pay a writer to help you complete it, to publish it in your own name, the most important thing in every city is the rich people, and the millions of cars you can see everywhere on the street are the best example. Just like the music on the singles chart that is not very good or even disgusting, as long as the deal is in place, there will be a place.

Life is very simple, I have never thought about this truth, but love can be very simple I have thought about it many times, but I have never understood why it can be easier to get along with than friends, and it will be a mess after a long time, but that's it, the points are divided, the search is found, and it will always continue like this, don't let it, a few people will really commit suicide for love.

Listening to electronic music songs, humming staccato tunes in my mouth, shuttling through the longest morning of the day, shaking my head to the melody, feeling that the world is doing the same thing, and the girl in front of me in a miniskirt with a bag, her skirt is also dancing with her hips with every step, I just stared at it, tailgating, will she find out and scold the pervert. Very willful wanted to go up and talk, but stopped at the door of the restaurant, the man who was waiting for her to eat was very weak, and I wanted to step forward and kick him to the side, but the Ferrari next to him was very eye-catching, and sure enough, the tender swan meat was eaten by the toad.

Lost the soul-like body and walked forward slowly, picked up the mobile phone so many calls and didn't know who to call her out to send my sense of loss, secretly thinking that in this decadent society, it was really better to be Lao Jiang, but I don't know if I have the ability to hug left and right after forty, oh my God, I feel that it is exciting to think about it, and even a little impatient.

To put it mildly, I wonder if there were as many people in the city who lived as inhibited as me, and if there were as many as half of them? So why is this happening? How to change to get rid of all this that seems to have been set up for a long time. My lover, my family, my friends, my existence in their eyes is as if everything has been defined, no matter how much I try to prove that I am different, there seems to be no meaning in the absence of achievements.

In this position, how helpless it is, to put it bluntly, I have always wanted to scream out to vent, but it turned out to be suppressed by face problems when I first reached my throat and swallowed deeply, and the white point is that you drink a sip of water and choke on the feeling of sore throat, warning yourself to jump out of this atmosphere as soon as possible, but find that it is already like a puppy on a chain, no matter how you jump it is a joke.

There is still a long way to go in the future, tell yourself that you can't barely write something too sad, how bad it would be if the children saw it, but apart from these, I really don't know that thinking about those things at this moment can make my emotions instantly happy, Yaqin told me, you have to learn to be indifferent first, and then you have to be very comfortable with it to stop hurting yourself. But I never said to her, "I want to lie next to you", and something about it, in the abstract, is a being that's more crowded than an ant's nest, and if you try to make a difference in it, you're going to be excluded.

Time is such a vicious pill, so that the friendship between us is gradually fading, until now I haven't made a phone call for a year, I know that I am still very nostalgic for the afterglow of the damn friendship, thinking about the noble thought that as long as we are friends, we can accompany each other for a lifetime, I feel very disgusting. It's light, it's too light, the feelings are too light, it's like they didn't appear with each other, at least in her eyes. I regret it, I regret that I didn't confess at the time, anyway, I feel that if I have feelings for each other, I won't forget each other.

In the end, like a diamond that fell into the sand, it will never be as desperate as someone picking it up, the sentence "Can you help me light a cigarette?" It became the most important greeting to revisit so far.

She gradually thinned and lost color in her withering dreams, until it was empty and dark, and she woke up in the quiet of the night, and everything was gone. Seriously, instead of believing in simple friendship between men and women, it is better to believe that there is no more Mama-san on the streets.

When I went to a colleague party and toasted to the fourth round, my body felt as uncomfortable as the moment before I was about to die, and I was already so weak that I couldn't hold out in bed for a few rounds without exercising every day. At this moment, after 24 hours of exhaustion, they will find that their minds are a mess at all, and they will comfort themselves at this time, and they will eventually get through it, just hold on a little longer, and it will be three years after a while, and they look as strong as before, and the tone of their speech is gradually maturing, but what they don't know is that maturity is because of hiding their useless self.

But so what, being in such an unbearable reality, there is only the feeling of begging for the slowness of floating in the clouds in the flood of daydreams. You can't see the shadow of the headlights in the corner of your eye, if someone else is standing in front of me to block it. Mixing mango and cigarettes to form the most suitable flavor for her, sipping in and feeling the light fluttering body, holding my soul and warming up, she has become a demonic existence, tormenting me.

Where can I do everything as I want, the smoke rings that spit out are the souls that pull away and laugh at you around you, and if one day, everyone stops perfunctory me with a false smile, it will make me feel strange. Because I'm afraid of the dark, I always want a little light to accompany me. Because it's so easy to be moved, I fantasize that my lower eyelashes have a tear-sucking function, which makes me look so cold all the time. Because I was desperately afraid of being disappointed, I prayed that every time I made a call, the other party could swipe to answer. Because so. All of them are the weakest side of their hearts, and they all say that if they want to mature, they must wipe them all out. Yes, erase it. In the future, I really want to shoot a micro-video, in the picture, you are screaming in the restaurant and are ignored by everyone, how direct it is, it is better than everyone turning around to watch the excitement and ignore it.

Love seems to be a straight path that will eventually penetrate into both sides. Later, I learned that the reason why female college students like rich old men is because of their sense of security. also knew that cheating is not that you are not good enough, but that after she came into contact with your circle of friends, she felt that the people around you were more excellent. Half tears and half laughter are forged into love, and sometimes it is really good and easy to be hammered by a craftsman.

From last year's slow walking to a few years of non-stop running, it's not just about holding the hand you hold can come true.

Have you ever seen how beautiful the roses surrounded by a thick mist are, and the colors of the colorful roses after melting hit the eyes and shook the heart. The red roses burned by the sparks are so strong that they don't look like a mirror image of a tomb made of love when it was bombed. The perfect combination of reality and illusion is to make those who can see the imaginary light and shadow? Imagine driving a car over a red light and jumping towards a cliff. Those who yearn for the crowd that are driven into a dead end by the madness but are not like the docile rabbits after being trapped, they have long since lost the strength to stand up and fight, so they are pitiful, are they waiting for the body to be buried in the grave after aging.

The brilliance of the LCD screen, the loud brightness of the billions of lights, the blazing of the stars, how many immortal souls are guarding us, and the hot blood of our youth has the power to shake the earth.

When I saw my friends shuttling through the Grand Canyon and being reborn after losing contact, I realized that it was not a matter of money and time, but the courage to say hello to youth.

Step into the car, start the engine, step on the gas, and get out of the sky! After staying in the city for a long time, it is inevitable that your mind will be troubled by limitations, speeding on the dusty ground with the wheels pressing, leaving all the unfinished regrets in the moment of the car phantom, I know that nothing can stop you from doing this, only the non-existent mantra that binds you under the eaves of the rules, what do you think? Do you feel that it is time to tear off the lanyard for a long time, and the mask that has been tired for a long time.

The road is long, there is no longer any fear, enjoy the coolness of the hot air as you like, the form speed of the car can break through the convention, there is no traffic police, no pedestrians, and there are no old people who touch porcelain, if you can kill a hare and enjoy a delicious dinner. By the way, I want to drive an old car that is old enough to drive on the road with a bumpy feeling, preferably older than my age.

If we can still have you in the passenger seat, will we have the urge to get the marriage certificate right away, you know I have been looking forward to that day for a long time, so long that even if you leave, you will often experience it in your dreams.

You know that I am the one who can confess to you that I can step into hell, perhaps, maybe it is because you know too well that you feel that you lack the temperament of a bad man, so you left me in a shabby shirt and embarked on a new journey again. Love is free, you love free, but in this I tied myself up with hemp rope in a circle, became a dead knot, and finally made a mess at the same time, I couldn't untie the rope and let myself go.

You know that it is the unforgettable love of my life, this thought is still like the passion when I pursued you, it is difficult to change, and that time when I wasted time for you has become a nostalgic act that is difficult to forget to this day. It seemed like we were turning away and moving farther and farther away, but I was just wondering if we would see each other again after going around the globe.

I always tell drinkers that love has an expiration date, and that it is not too early to squander it, so as not to come later. But I can't get enough of your gestures, the bad words in the world can't describe your beauty at all, and I want to linger with you until I don't have the strength to move again.

Who can write a satisfactory lullaby for me, even if I know so many producers, I feel that none of them understand the delicate voice I want to express, and those subtle changes in the moment, I feel that I am gradually falling apart, becoming less and less solid, and sooner or later it will completely fall apart. What I want to express is that I want to meet you next spring, I want to express that I can talk to you 24 hours a day, and I want to express that you have given me the growth that I should have as a man in my relationship. We'll never see you again.

We run forward with a depressed face, all our grief and anger are branded black until our feet are carved into the ground, and when we wear glasses soaked in tears, we will find that the whole city has been surrounded by times, and it all starts from the moment when our enthusiasm wanes.

Life should be an adventure that is above the rules, why do I think so, but I am saying hello to my dying self, the arc of the end of the soul is gradually approaching, people can perceive not only fear, but also the plot that has not broken the susance and wandered in the air. Lost children cry out for injustice in the dark streets, eclipse scenes in the sky seem to echo and scream to swallow the whole sphere, and more or less buried power is waiting for nature to rebuild, waiting to be resurrected to create another era.

If there's a storm, I want to stand in the center of it so it can take me out for a ride. All kingdoms have their ugly side, and if you can sweep them all away.

Is it too late to say sorry to those people, pick up a few maple leaves on the ground, and sandwich them in a notebook that is wet with black ink, I know that everyone will say sorry, how can I honestly tell everyone that it is a problem that has plagued me for a long time, as if there is no solution. It will take me to the edge of the abyss, fear and pain will come with it, wakefulness will be mixed with more confusion, and finally it will burn everything up like a brown flame, and there will be no life. You should know that some games are guaranteed to lose, but you still keep increasing the stakes and don't regret it when you get into chaos at the end. Even if it really reaches the point of the so-called catastrophe, we must stand firm soberly, since this way is already a dead end, then change the way, even if it is extreme, but in the face of reality, every regression is a kind of concession for approaching.

After trying to clean up the mess you left behind, replace the blue sky in the sky with color, and don't forget that the downpour of the rainstorm is to welcome the rainbow. No matter when you can regroup and rush towards a new mountain, there is no such thing as an immutable law in this world, as long as you try your best, even if you lose sleep, you will no longer worry about the terrible night.