459, let them go
His angry appearance made me stammer, "No...... Not for this reason? β
Looking at him timidly, he didn't answer me, but was gulping for rough air. I stared at him for a moment, and I was trying to think about the reason for his divorce from me. Finally, I finally remembered what Wang Yang reminded me just now, and couldn't help blurting out, "It can't be because I didn't go to you after I woke up, right?" β
I was just guessing, but in my heart, Fan Shou was not so stingy.
Hearing this, Fan Shou breathed a little easier, and looked away from the bottom of the bed, "So you still know!" β
Is that really the reason?
I stayed for a while, but then I thought about the grievances I had suffered before, and said angrily: "That's why you're doing this to me? In order to force me to divorce you, you don't hesitate to let Basho torture and humiliate me?! Fan Shou, what a bastard! When did you become so selfish? Why did I have to go to you when I was reborn after I was thrust into my chest with a dagger from you? Isn't it time for you to come to me? β
"Looking for you? How can I find you, I thought you were dead......" Fan Shou pushed me violently, pushed me down on the small sofa in the room, and yelled at me, "Do you know, what kind of life have I lived in the past six months?" I thought you were dead, and because I carried you behind my back, I used Wang Yang to take you into the tomb of the living Gu man, and then abandoned him halfway, and entered the coffin of the living Gu man by myself and reborn you with the black limb Gu vine! So, on the addition of oil and vinegar to the rosΓ© and plantain, I hate you to the core. I feel that you are exactly the same as the descendants of the Gu clan who killed my biological parents in the first place, they are all so selfish and vicious. However, it is precisely because I thought you were dead that I sometimes felt that you might not be what RosΓ© and the others said, and I felt guilty for you. During this time, I was tormented by these two thoughts and was about to go crazy......"
Speaking of this, his eyes became redder and redder, and a puff of moisture slowly rose, but before I could see if there were tears in them, he had already turned around sharply and faced me with his broad and tall back, "After a long time, I would rather believe that you were framed by the peach red and let me kill you by mistake." It would be better for me to hate myself this way. But when I was unprepared, you suddenly appeared in front of me after being reborn! Do you know how I felt?! β
It was the first time he had spoken so much to me since he had come back from a new birth. After I heard this, I felt indescribably depressed, and I fell stiffly on the sofa for a long time before I squeezed out a few words from my mouth, "No wonder you said at the time that I was alive and proved everything...... But Fan Shou, have you ever thought that I was really framed by the Taohong women? I admit that I don't want to die, and I also want to get the Gu things in the tomb of the living Gu people to be reborn, but I don't want to carry you behind your back and abandon Wang Yang to get that black-limbed Gu vine. Because I didn't even know it could be reborn! I Chen Biluo has a lot of shortcomings, and I am not very righteous, but I am not a selfish person. β
"If you really aren't such a person, why did you re-enter the Living Gu Man Tomb with Wang Yang knowing that I went to the Living Gu Man Tomb to help you find Gu magic cheats and reborn Gu objects?" Fan Shou asked me in disbelief.
I said frankly, "That's because I'm worried about you!" I don't want to sit back and enjoy it. Every time I see you taking risks for me, I feel very unsteady and feel like I am a drag on you. β
"Don't you look down on me and think that I can't find the Gu Magic Secret Book and the Rebirth Gu to save you?" Fan Shou tilted his head slightly, and said to me behind him, "When I was in Dafan Village, you thought I was a mountain village man, saying that I was reckless and vulgar, unworthy of you, and I have been entangled with Wang Yang, now saying these words, do you think I will believe it?" β
His words made me angry, and he bounced up from the sofa and sat up, "Fan Shou! When did you become so suspicious? I even talked about it when I first entered Dafan Village and didn't know you. At that time, I hadn't fallen in love with you yet, and I didn't know much about you. Didn't I say those things again after I got to know you? Think about it yourself, what have been the years of my life with you? In order to give birth to Shoubai Shouyu for you, I didn't even want my life...... I didn't expect that in the end, you would not believe me like this. β
I know that Peach and Basho must have provoked something after my death, but this shouldn't be an excuse for Fan Shou not to trust me!
After I finished speaking, Fan Shou didn't speak for a long time, and the big hand that was clenched into a fist gradually loosened.
But the grievances in my heart are getting more and more, "It's clear that I'm the victim, but you, as your husband, not only don't feel sorry for me, but you also listen to the slanderous words of those two women and refuse to trust me." What's even more hateful is helping them hurt me together...... You're really overdone! β
If it weren't for the fact that he still controlled the lives of those innocent citizens in Nancheng, as well as the life and death of the descendants of the Gu Clan, I would have slammed the door and left now, and I would never forgive him!"
But for the sake of those innocent people, I resisted the urge to leave, sat on the sofa and wept silently, venting the pain in my heart.
"What's going on between you and Wang Yang? Why are you with him after you are reborn......" Fan Shou asked for a long time.
I was even more angry when I heard this, but so as not to let him continue to misunderstand, I explained the things I met with Wang Yang after I was reborn one by one.
After listening to this, Fan Shou turned around and looked at me again, his gaze became much gentler, "Then what is the situation with you and him cuddling in the hospital?" β
I touched the tears on my face and said angrily, "What could it be?" I was too strong to fall, but he just hugged me in time. In the hospital, in full view of everyone, what else do you think he and I can do to cross the line? Besides, my friends and husbands can't be playful, so I won't be so immoral. Besides, if I had thoughts about Wang Yang, I wouldn't have anything to do with you when I was in Dafan Village! β
Because I was angry, I didn't hesitate to say anything. When Fan Shou heard this, he coughed lightly in embarrassment, "So that's the case, then why didn't you explain it to me earlier?" β
"Fan Shou, you are really a wicked person to sue first!" I stood up angrily, looked up and glared at him angrily, "You said it yourself, did you give me a chance to explain?" β
Because my waist hurt a little before, so I suddenly came together like this, and it involved the injured place, and I frowned in pain.
Fan Shou looked down at me, his eyes flickering, and the expression inside was very complicated.
I don't know if he'll push me down again the next moment, but at this moment, I just stare at him stubbornly.
He stood like this for a long time, until my legs were numb and my neck became sore from looking up at him, and then he moved slightly, that is, he reached out and put his hand on my shoulder, "Why did I think it has changed...... It seems that it became just me. β
Before I could digest what he meant by the sudden words, the next moment, he pulled me suddenly, wrapped me tightly in his warm arms, and his big hand kept running my long hair, "Luoluo, fortunately you haven't changed, fortunately, I have changed......"
I was hugged by him suddenly, and I was holding back a aching breath in my heart, but it dispersed in an instant, and I cried inexplicably, crying so much that I couldn't say a word.
At this time, I didn't want to say anything, I just wanted to cry.
"If you don't cry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't think of you as one of those people...... Don't worry, when I get rid of those people, I'll love you and the kids as much as I did before. When he saw me crying, he hugged me tighter, and his words were very affectionate.
But I was shocked by his words, and while sobbing, I wanted to push him away, "What do you mean to solve those people?" Are you going to hurt them? β
Fan Shou didn't let me push him away, but he also let go of me a little, and freed up a big hand to wipe the tears on my face, "I did this for my own reasons." Moreover, these descendants of the Gu clan really deserve to die! In the past, I was tricked by them and lost my memory, but now, when I remember it, I will never let them go! β
"The next Gu makes you amnesia?" I was confused by what he said, "What do you mean?" β
Fan Shou didn't answer me, but the big hand that wiped my tears turned into Qing caressing my cheek, and said to me tenderly: "I don't want you to know these things, let alone you get involved." But don't worry, wife, I will solve this matter quickly, and then take you and the children to Dafan Village to live in seclusion. β
At the end of the sentence, he lowered his head, his face getting closer and closer, and wanted to kiss me.
But I didn't overdo it and let his kiss go down.
"You're still mad at me?" Fan Shou said in a heartbroken tone.
"No matter what you had with them before, I want you to let them go!" I said seriously.