Chapter 142: Unwilling

Gu Xi didn't say a word to her from beginning to end, but was so resolute and free. Her heart ached slightly, was she willing to let go of all this happiness and let go of his hand? She had no choice, but she knew that his retention was useless, so she just selfishly wanted to hear his reluctance to her in his heart, even if it was for future thoughts.

Yun Yanzheng picked up the wine glass in front of him, and after gently colliding with his wine glass, he raised his head and drank it all. The wine was bitter and indescribable, and all I drank at the moment was full of sadness and pain.

I once wanted to let myself be willful, indulge once, try to love this boy regardless of it, and didn't want to let myself miss it again, regret and regret it, but I knew that he was hiding a lot of things from her along the way. Even if he doesn't know how much sincerity he has for her along the way, he has persuaded himself not to mind, as long as he obeys his heart to love once, and he will not hesitate to be bruised all over his body.

But that day in the deep forest, the handwritten letter sent by the Lingling Bird from the Prince of Chengguo woke up the dreamer. Now that the four countries are in disorder, the smoke of Kyushu is rising, and the people with dormant ambitions are eyeing each other, as a descendant of the royal family, how can they turn a blind eye, listen to it, and let the common people get involved in the vicissitudes of life, and stand by and sit idly by?

Between him and her, they can't bear to part, but they are destined to part.

The spring breeze blows in the garden, and the flowers are finely broken. The sky was getting dark, the moon was full and the stars were thin, and the wind lamp was swaying and emitting a flickering faint yellow, reflecting the square inch where the two were sitting across the desk.

In this world, it's like a circle. In a complete world, there are only two people, only him and her. Everyone else seems to be excluded from their world, and even if they are standing in close proximity, it will seem so far away.

After three glasses of wine, a faint flush appeared on her cheeks, and her phoenix eyes looked more and more beautiful and bright. And he still smiled lightly, not seeing the slightest change, he was still elegant and elegant, not as beautiful as a person in the world, but also as beautiful as an illusory dream.

Yun Yan knew that he was a little drunk, but he didn't know whether he was drunk in the bitter wine or in the young man's gentle and charming eyes.

He felt that the slightly drunk Yun Yan was very beautiful, and every time she was drunk, her mind would be more direct. It's like the way she looks at him at the moment is like before she gets drunk, which makes him too much happy. He sighed softly in his heart, and after putting down his fingers, he gently tapped the edge of the table instead, and whispered, "You think I am the best at disguise in this world, but you don't know that there is someone who is better disguised than me." He doesn't need to be deliberate, he was born with an innocent face, but his scheming and methods are not something you can imagine. In the future, if you meet such a person, please be careful, do not attract his attention, hide yourself inside and out, and find every way to leave as soon as possible, you know? The ...... of Cloud House"

His voice was so gentle, revealing a trace of worry, which made her heart reluctant. The phoenix's eyes glared at him widely, and he whispered with a sigh of wine: "Who is he?" ”

There was a rare hint of ridicule and ridicule on his lips, and he read almost word by word: "Yan-Rong-fold." ”

"Between you and him, who wins and who loses now?" She was half serious, half joking, and looked at him with a slight raised eyebrow.

He smiled faintly, and said lightly: "When you meet an opponent in chess, you won't win or lose, and you will continue to die." ”

"How do you sound that your entanglement with him will be more profound to your bones than with mine?" Her phoenix eyes smiled hazyly, and for the first time, she looked different from the usual white, bright, clean and hearty like the pine breeze of the stream, but more showed a hint of purple and red and always spring.

He looked at her with a slight frown, smiled, and said in a confused tone: "Then do you want to be more deeply involved in my entanglement, and the most unfortunate should be deeper than me and him?" ”

The moment she nodded her head, she suddenly stopped, and said with a smile: "I will never be fooled by you easily." ”

A hint of loneliness flashed imperceptibly in his dark eyes, and he said softly, "When are you going to leave?" ”

She raised her eyebrows and said neatly, "Tomorrow." She had been trying her best to delay her departure, but she also knew that if she continued like this, it would not be the end. Leaving early is the best way to get rid of this pain and concern; Leaving one day later will only lead to more reluctance and sadness.

It's just that after this farewell, the two may take a different path and go their separate ways. Even if they can meet again, they will only leave the old friendship in vain for infinite remembrance in the future, and they can no longer be as dependent on each other as they are today.

She borrowed the drunkenness, leaned forward, reached out and stroked the handsome and elegant face, her fingertips slid over Ruyu's cheeks, and her phoenix eyes were overflowing with attachment and bitterness that she wanted to say goodbye. The slowly rubbing fingers suddenly warmed, and they were covered with their hands, and the palms were slightly cool and soft, and the thin finger bones brushed the back of her delicate hand, bringing a trace of heart trembling. There are lilac flowers falling from the branches, which is the 'eternal life'. The petals trembled and fluttered in the wind between his long hair, between the white clothes, one by one, greedy and reluctant, her eyes flickered with the flower, lingering over his slightly frowning brows, lingering black eyes, and lips that wanted to open. With a thought, she continued to lean up, gently opening her lips to cover his, and the faint aroma of wine lingered between his mouth and tongue with soft tossing and turning.

After Gu Xi was stunned, the two fell down, he supported the ground with one hand, supported the weight she poured, and let her snatch and give and give, and let her do everything she wanted. Gradually, the smell of wine rushed up, as if it had all poured into her eyes, stinging astringently, and as if it was pouring out of the corners of her eyes, and she blinked vigilantly, staining all the moisture on her long eyelashes.

A hand gently combed into her thick black long hair, buckled behind her head, making the kiss between them deeper and deeper, lips and tongues intertwined like snakes, bringing out a trace of honey in the bitterness, and a trace of bitterness in the honey biting each other. Xu is in each other's hearts, they all wish that the person they love is not the person in front of them, and they all wish that the thoughts of the person they love should not be contrary to their own, so they can't love or hate; can't be humiliated or killed, so he can only let this pain accompany his love to become stronger and stronger, deep into the bone marrow, and even immortal but unable to pull it out.

Suddenly, the two fell to the ground together, and a trace of killing intent flashed in her blurred eyes, as long as she killed him, then all the crises and pain could be solved? He also became clear and smiling in an instant, and she saw Ran He's persistence and relief there, it turned out that she was not the only one who was suffering, and he couldn't let go, and there was nothing he could do. But if he has a trace of humiliation trapped in her behavior, she can also love him a little less, let the calm and rational heart stay away from him a little more, and parted point after point, gradually abandoned, let go, and return completely.

She leaned her head, lay her face sideways in his broad chest, her hands tightly wrapped around his warm body, and listened to the dense drumbeat of his heartbeat in his chest, tears involuntarily dripping down one by one. Buried in this beloved chest, let the tears gradually wet his dustless white clothes.

His hand caressed her back through the thin garment under her supple black hair. There are a thousand ways to keep this person, but what about keeping her heart? Her heart was so proud and so stubborn, what could he do to turn it into a finger-twisting tenderness that could not be attached to him?

once meant to walk hand in hand in the snow until the end of life; once intentionally promised to keep the promise, but after all, it became a strange coincidence, a dream of the past.

She asked herself again and again in her heart, did she ever regret it?

Did she ever regret it?

She didn't know......

That night, she could only drink to drown her sorrows, and returned to the lodging in a daze. In a trance, he lay on the soft incense brocade couch, and the window and window were so quiet and dark night, as if only the melancholy tone of falling flowers and singing in his ears was left.

Tonight seems to be fifteen again, why does every separation happen to be at this time of the full moon?

The moonlight brightens the night sky, dyed on the lonely and swaying immortal flower tree, and the faint purple moves with each other, making it impossible to tell whether it is a flower or a butterfly?

On the other side of the courtyard, the elegant and tidy room is lit with a faint incense of sunken water, and there is a quiet and secluded smell in the air.

He added some drugs that could make her sleepy and harmless to her body to the wine she had just drunk, and she was unaware of what had happened tonight, and slept until the dawn fell.

However, he also had a mistake, when Su Shu cleaned up all the wolf books in the room when the Gu poison attacked, Gu Xi was about to close his eyelids and sink into sleep, when a footstep quietly sounded in front of the sandalwood couch.

"You have injuries?" The voice sounded, and the shadowy figure also appeared outside the soft gauze tent.

"Nope." He denied it, and when he opened his eyes, his tone still soft and calm.

"Why is there a smell of blood in your room?" She sniffed lightly, frowned and said in confusion, "Although the incense is burned and the futon is smoked, I still can't hide the smell of blood." ”

"Why don't you sleep? The third watch came to my room in the middle of the night......" he pulled the thin quilt over his chest and abdomen, and chuckled.

"Once raw, twice ripe." She sneered.

"Last time it was to take advantage of me, but what about this time? What do you want to do? He looked at her delicate silhouette on the gauze tent from the couch, and his eyes narrowed slightly, flashing a hint of softness.

Yun Yanzheng hung his head in silence, hesitated for a while, and said softly: "You put a sleeping pill in the wine, I just want to come and see what secret things you will do." Xiaolan is guarding outside your courtyard gate, and Zhusheng is guarding outside my courtyard gate, and they don't even let me come over, what is this for? There are many things you don't want me to know, and I won't ask about them, but there are a few things that I still want to ask before I leave, okay? ”

"What do you want to ask? I'll tell you if I can answer that. Gu Xi's eyes drooped slightly, and a gentle smile crossed his face.

"What's going on with Mu Qi and your marriage contract? Who is the person you want to send to your 'Fengxiang Qingyin', is it Mu Qi, is it me, or is it the third woman I don't know? She sighed softly and said softly, "These questions lingered in my mind all the way, and I didn't want to take them with me anymore, and they lingered in my heart. ”

"A marriage contract with her?" He smiled and replied, "It's just Mu Yuan's wishful thinking, a farce, don't mention it." As for the 'Fengxiang Qingyin', the person I gave it to you is you, there is no second person, let alone a third person. ”