Half angel, general demon. It's you, it's me, looming, on the verge of collapse.

Before everything can be replaced, the hot blood in my heart is still rolling and expanding wildly, dizzy, and my heart is beating faster, all of this is like a fleeting sense of fear looking down on the clouds, and then enjoy it to the fullest.

If there is a God and I curse you, why not make my situation worse at the moment.

If there is faith, what is faith, carrying too much burden has made me learn to fight alone.

I'm just a kid in my thirties who hasn't grown up yet, and dual personality is also a direct way to protect myself.

Before I have experienced all the ups and downs of my youth, I just want to find a satisfactory tomorrow that truly belongs to me.

Everything exists for a reason, whether it is derogatory or positive, why follow the trend. Always have your own ideas. Becoming a puppet like the walking dead can be no fun at all, and living a step-by-step life in the time when you can run and jump is honestly very wretched.

Why should a short life be spent carefully, some unexpected arrivals never matter how good you are, or how evil you are, it just came suddenly, how to choose to avoid it?

I don't know how long the rest of my life will be, but I am unwilling to choose comfort and happiness at an age when I can still enjoy the carnival, and would rather bet my life on the next drift than fall into a 100-meter cliff.

I have my own ideals, right or wrong, even if I fall, I am paving the way for a better future.

Who doesn't want a perfect life on the road in a Lamborghini and Ferrari, how happy it should be before getting drunk on the runway, what is it to swipe the black card in your hand, throw 10,000 bills into the air, and even officials who treat gold as dung have to drop half a bar when their wine glasses are raised.

But, you know, what you're experiencing now, you're dropping your dignity as little as a dog, the naked perverted reality is life.

There is no free romantic dinner for you to enjoy until you have everything, and on the premise that you do not pay the same price, all this is just a dream of lust. Be a careerist who wants to conquer everything, even if you fail, you will lose the glory, but you will also lose again after unleashing your fanaticism.

Being the most authentic self, unleashing your original ambitions, and going all out is better than seeing yourself at the bottom of the table ten years later. Have time to drink a strong bottle of whisky and ask yourself if you're really happy with where you're doing.

If you are not satisfied, let yourself go and break through, even if you fail, it is on the basis of making yourself stronger. There will be a day, that day, looking back at the years full of bullet marks, it is to be glad that I have had a turn to experience such a wonderful life, instead of regretting the lack of success at the beginning.

Maybe now I think what I said is very funny, but it is true, when the elders tell me the truth, I am also very annoyed, too nagging, too depressing. And now, I can say with certainty that it is better for us to make a bet on whether this will be the case when we are old for the rest of our lives, if not, no matter how far away, as long as I can still walk, I will carry a vat of old wine, lean on the rocking chair that is seen through by the sun, and accompany you to count your life.

And me.

I want to drive a retro Mercedes in the '80s on the streets that are directly proportional to the modern city, and enjoy the strange eyes coming from me, and when the whistle blows, the beautiful woman with sunglasses in your passenger seat will cast adoring glances at me, which must be very fulfilling.

I want to walk on the red carpet with long flowing hair, convex and backward, and a coquettish model who is over 178 tall. When I kiss that beautiful girl on the lips, I don't close my eyes, why should I turn a blind eye to the incomparable beauty that I can enjoy up close.

I wanted to drive a custom version of the Bugatti Veyron through the streets, push the throttle to the extreme, and enjoy the excitement of going faster than the plane. At this moment, the whole world must be mine, and all the hot-blooded and frivolous teenagers cheered for me and played their own unique show.

There are so many things I want to count down so much that I'm afraid I don't have enough time in my life to accomplish them. But if you continue to live like this, it will be a failure, and what you want will become a dream.

If you can't accomplish something, you can call it a dream, but what I didn't expect was that I had so many dreams.

If I can speak to the world in a high-profile manner, I will definitely not be low-key.

Last night's passion party remembered that I hugged the girl with a thin waist and long legs to the bed, why is there nothing around now? It's not like a dream, I remember that the pleasure came so real, the brain with alcohol dizziness, the soul seems to float above the clouds, I don't remember when it fell!

The ringtone of the mobile phone rang, oops, it was the phone of the real girlfriend, that stingy woman, if she knew that a group of our fox friends were happy at home last night, and also eroded her favorite kitty cat towel on her most hated alcohol, she would definitely scold me hard, and even do it when she was angry. Yes, she is a grumpy woman, and she is still a woman with a fairy tale dream. Most importantly, she is a woman I love so much that I don't want to leave even if I die.

Love to love, back to reality, as a man, he still has his own desires, not to say lustful, but hormones, you can't control it. But if I knew that she was cheating, I would be very angry, and I am afraid that I will not be able to describe how angry I am. But I know she won't be like this, it's just feelings, and intuition, plus the illusion that she loves me.

There's still a long way to go, and I love the feeling that she's going to die, and I don't know how long it will last, but at this age of indulgence, I really can't find a reason to choose simplicity.

Love is actually quite simple, but human nature plays a complex role in it. Life is not easy, don't think too much, follow your instincts, and be happy.

All the footage looks like yesterday, and when I look back, I realize that I have gone much farther than I imagined.

Keep falling, keep suffering setbacks, and finally have to get up and move forward, or keep persevering. The boy who left tears and the man who carried a sense of responsibility on his shoulders should always be strong, no one can give you the right answer at the right time for you.

If you're tired, spend some money to vent, whether it's a nightclub drink or a massage at a bathing center. Spend more money and less money within your own affordability, and relax your long-suppressed mood. Thinking about work day and night, I'm already so tired, don't treat yourself badly. Because except for the closest people, no one cares if you are doing well now, whether you can survive or not.

A flower that blooms through survival in a difficult environment, people must think that it is the most beautiful when they see it, because it represents the survivor of life in the face of adversity. But no one cares how much suffering it has experienced, people think that it will not be painful, and that it can survive until now means that it is alive, and if it is alive, how can it be without pain? It's just that it enjoys the sunshine it enjoys when it blooms at the moment more than that.

In fact, we don't have to deliberately bury the past, it is an illusion that can blind ourselves for a while, but we can't change some things that will happen in the future.

I remember a female friend said to me, so care about my past, shouldn't I publish the picture of wetting the bed and pulling my pants when I was a child, wouldn't it be more ugly to see me?

Yes, the past is the past after all, and if you can't even see the present clearly, what's the point of living? Only a small person cares so much about the little privacy of his past. By the time you're strong enough, gossip will only give you a sense of conquest.

One thing we all have in common is that every time a word is mentioned, everyone thinks of a different picture. Because they are different, they project different thinking frameworks in their minds. In your field, you can be infinitely strong enough to step beyond what others call the starting point. Life should be fearless, a difficult trip to the next life, no matter whether you choose ordinary or noble, no matter what kind of eyes others cast on your choice, you can't escape the fate of burying the world in the end. In the limited time, don't wronged yourself and cater to others, it's really silly to do so.

On the contrary, for some reason, it is so strange that when you can reach out and touch the most expensive brand, you go back and miss the cheap goods that accompanied your growth. Maybe it's because occasionally I'm tired of being noble and throwing away the shelves to try vulgarity, and in ancient times, even the emperor would be tired of the private visits of the beauties on the river in the palace.

I hate the background because I don't have a background, and I feel that many things are not done fairly. When you have the same one day, you will no longer choose hatred, but endless greed. Si people are not guilty, they are guilty, and in modern society, they will only say that such people are stupid.

No matter what other people's world is like, we are moving forward under the rotation of seconds, an era and a period, intelligence will replace everything that can be done by manpower, and as an ordinary person, what is the meaning of our existence? One day I was walking on a busy street corner and suddenly thought of such a question, which may be a bit exaggerated.

The trend is a trend, a definition, an angelic demon divided into two. Under the subversion of the times, no one will not adapt and reform.

There are so many filthy things, floating in the mind that has not yet been blackened after closing the glasses, as if to sentence that bright red heart that beats violently to life imprisonment, saying that I am too hypocritical, that I am hypocritical, that I am lost in the trap I have laid, and to whom should I strongly explain. It's not that I'm willful, it's that reality is too cold.

What other rhymes are you learning? It's better to practice the expression of the play, you have to clearly know that we are constantly adapting to the environment, not the feelings that can change three times in a day, if you still want to regard indifference as the so-called resignation, it doesn't matter, in the end you will find that it is only age that changes.

Do you know what a sense of security is?

Before your festival falls to the ground, then smile in front of everyone and pick it up and return to its place.

Some smart kids are much better at acting than adults because they are very sincere.

Look at how real I acted, how deep I acted, but who knows what I experienced every minute and every second.

And you haven't experienced such pain as me, how can you comfort me?

It makes me feel ridiculous, you seriously say the truth as if you are criticizing, seeing that I am pretending to cooperate with you calmly, I have long wanted to go up and give you two slaps in the face, so that you know that the nonsense should be told to children who have not yet graduated from kindergarten.

How much of the smile received comes from subtlety, is it that even the expression sometimes shows it will make people feel very numb, we grew up listening to how many truths when we were children, so many famous sayings bloomed on the top of the smiling celebrities, they laughed happily, that is because no one dared to steal the spotlight behind their backs. And now the pursuit of the popularity of the public eye, behind the scenes how much money piled up in the familiar scene. Do you know how many people are flattering on the surface, but in private they are calm and wish you were going to die?

I know it's wrong, and I started at the beginning, so why can't I be wrong to the end. How embarrassed he laughed at the end, what does it have to do with you, this is his personality, selfish human nature.

There is a time when the flowers will end, and it should not be this time.

I just want to find a deliberate sense of rebellion to get more attention, how can it be too ridiculous? The big deal is that in the end, it's just a sentence to everyone, what do you want to do?

Going around in circles, in a complex world where it is in place, meaningless, and without an exit, is not as practical as the emptiness of a labyrinth.

It's like being drunk and swearing unscrupulously on the street, and the pain in my heart can be reduced in this way, because I'm still in adolescence, so I don't have to worry about where I'll wake up tomorrow. The repeated daily life no longer cares about the future, and the soul has long been polluted and turned black.

I admit that I like the pretentiousness of girls, so I will ignore the already strong friendship, just like I will often curl up in the quilt to comment on those Weibo called stars, pretending to be very serious, but I know it, and in the end I will be drowned in a desperate plot. I'd rather indulge in pleasurable sex all night, what's the point of abandoning my career dreams for this, anyway, I know that in the end, I will lose and he won, so I don't have to cooperate so that no one can see through it, and just let you give orders with one sentence, wouldn't it be a lot less disgusting pretense. While your eyes are not blind, you can see the world clearly earlier, and while your ears are not yet ringing in your ears, you can engrave all the nostalgic words in your mind and make a still screen.

Time is subverting our cognition, exchanging the departure of the most loved one for the most precious growth, no one can resist, unless you have no heart and lungs. Of course, you can be heartless, who doesn't have such a cosplayer next to you.

If you refuse to give in, you will choose to be cornered. The law is dedicated to these kinds of events, so it doesn't matter how outrageous your story begins. Although this is a society of laws, who dares to say that they have not violated the law once since they were young? Impulsiveness is the devil, the devil is desire, and we sometimes get caught up in desire, get undelivered, and do things that we regret for the rest of our lives. There is no advance sign of right and wrong, only one wrong step and one wrong step, but who can not make mistakes? What has been suffered at the moment has long been out of sight, and anger has been accumulating for a long time.

Stop instilling chicken soup for the soul in the children, so that they can see the hope of tomorrow, and in the end they will have to face the despair brought by this society.

Look, I'm a dick man, I dare to think that the whole world admits what's wrong, and Dick Si can live a more high-profile and flamboyant life than those rich second generations, how about it?

We also never know what is the fulfillment of life, when to pause with a comma, when to use a pause, and when to end with a period. So I always have two feelings about life, one is to treat everyone I meet with kindness, which will really make me very optimistic. On the contrary, the sudden vigilance made me unable to control my emotions, and even the people I was close to me would hurt uncontrollably. Maybe I am too low in emotional intelligence, but as an ordinary person, I am moving forward passively with the promotion of society.

Life is sometimes crueler than even what kind of shopping mall the other party looks like, I still have no self-esteem, I'm tired, I really can't fight anything, I just want to float in the red sea and drown, just be a bystander to defend.

The more unnatural it is, the more it must be disguised; The more you cover up, the more unnatural it becomes.

The unbearable situation of the voyeur in the dark corner is curiosity, fear and excitement.

Gentleman? Beggar? Light? Murky? How do you define everything correctly?

Half angel, half demon, paranoid you and me, who can escape the role of being teased by a third person.

It's just me, I want to tease the world more than once.