Chapter 16: That's a lovely depravity
How lonely a person is, yes, I know you must be lonely tonight too.
Why don't you come out and let us be happy together, don't sit if you can stand, don't sit if you can jump, I think you know what I'm talking about.
I have three multi-million credit cards in my pocket, so don't worry about how much I can let you enjoy tonight, so wear the sexiest and preferably bikini to be enough naked temptation. I think you'll be expecting me to admire your coquettish body. Wow, I've got a lot of crazy ideas that pop up on me, and that's what you're looking forward to.
I started shaking my head as soon as I went out, and I didn't need music to tease myself at all. My friends all know that I can take off my underwear in public under the stimulation of strong alcohol, there are no rules, this complex feeling comes from the active blood, so real, the anger that roars out, forms an echo, mixed with the electronic audio frequency, and lasts for a long time.
I just want to find a little love for a long time in despair, so I don't care what the price is, it involves the release of the soul, and I look forward to breaking through the shell to find myself in the next second.
Bah, I saw that girl driving by in a pink supercar, how could she think about going to the waves faster than me.
No, I'm going to catch up with her, and I'd better scrap the back of her car so I can throw her card and get her in the passenger seat.
The throttle accelerates, I'm going to step on the bottom, how can I not see her in the next corner. Damn, I slapped the golden bison on the pitch-black steering wheel and cursed.
When I arrived, this was our high-end entertainment venue, and none of the bottles of foreign wine in the row of foreign wine erected were tens of thousands, and the girl in the miniskirt teased me with five fingers as soon as she entered the door, looking at the tattoo on her chest was a rose, and the bright red rose made my taste buds begin to touch.
And under my gaze, her breasts are taller, which is very blinding.
But, sorry, I don't think you're what I want tonight. What's more, the game has just begun, it's like letting me hold you on my seat and dream.
My buddy was ready to wait for me, smiled at the acquaintance from afar, and gave me a middle finger. Haha, I laughed, was happy, and yelled, my middle finger is longer than your underneath. After hearing this, the buddy spread out his palm and made a helpless gesture, and there was a tender model next to him who wanted to try it.
I went, and there were still people who liked short ones. No, I guess what she likes is money, it's the happiness that comes with material things.
It's our nightlife, it's our time, we have the money, we have the people. We don't need to pray, we are the most independent kings.
I always feel that there is still warmth in this world, because there will always be a few friends around you, who will not hesitate to help you in times of crisis.
But sometimes feelings are also the easiest consumer goods to squander after turning around, and we don't have the friendship that the protagonists in the American Hollywood blockbuster "Fast and Furious" exchanged their lives for.
I don't need to talk too much about the sophistication of people, I believe that many people know no less than you, but in the face of life, we are too small, not as good as a mouse walking on the street. You say they have a lot of presence, but you don't know why people are so disgusted with it. Before the formal scolding, they can still walk openly.
Let's go crazy, let the music stir, make the signs of the destruction of the world more subversive, let us hug the young body of the opposite sex left and right, and let us get drunk and crazy.
The golden cigar is inhaled deep into the lungs, circulating and exhaling through the nostrils. Smoke rings floated into the air like a curse. I don't think what I smoked was a cigarette, it was a boiling emptiness, and what I spit out was helplessness and struggle. Also, confused.
Brother, my best brother, I love drinking with you, I love playing with you, I enjoy the feeling of us being fearless and shouting about the world. Let's finish the glass and have fun together.
This endless night is covering the dusk, how deep the darkness is, and there are neon lights shining. Don't try to hide my non-innate conceit. I didn't think about throwing away the heavy baggage, because I couldn't see the way back. What needs to be said out and what to come out to clarify what?
It doesn't matter if I brutally destroyed the kindness of my subconscious a little bit earlier, because no one can decide what is right or wrong now, and I will not choose to run away. Because there is no rule that defines what it means to be argued, what if you don't have reason to choose. Call me naïve? Childishness is the capital of my madness.
This is a happy country, and there are laws to bear the burden of right and wrong. It's a bad society, and there's a right to easily subvert the law. Right? Wrong? What are these, I don't think I can tell anymore, just countless nights, alcohol is proving to me what, what is it?
I don't know, so I'll put everything aside and blow up this scene.
Ahhh It was issued by a group of younger brothers standing next to the table, and the buddy in the center received the gaze from everyone, tasted the whiskey in his hand, glanced at everyone contemptuously, and opened the suitcase beside him, and there was a thick stack of red hundred-dollar coins.
Holding a handful with both hands and throwing it upwards vigorously, like a dandelion, it floated in the air for a moment, and then turned into an eagle and fell to the ground. A large number of women, security guards, and bartenders who work here have stepped forward to pick them up. It's a moment of drama, and it's the rule here, as long as you're there, whether you're a waiter or a customer, you're free at this moment, and money is God. Money can buy people's hearts.
I saw a woman stuffing the banknotes into her ultra-thin panties, and she was about to burst the panties, so she stuffed them into her bras, and if she didn't do so, she would definitely lose.
I took a closer look at the guy who was still throwing the money, it wasn't the guy who raced with me last time and I lost. There is a scar on the right side of his face, and the bet is three million, and the loser is convinced.
I remember drifting in the inner circle of the last corner, and now I think he was deliberately teasing me, and at that time I didn't know if the acceleration would overtake him, but I knew that if I didn't try, I would definitely lose, and it would definitely be uncomfortable in the face of so many people's eyes. If you try, you may be fighting for your life and won't regret it for the time being, but it's very likely that you will become a vegetative person. It's an easy choice, but it doesn't take more than a second to make a decision.
But fortunately, there is a 1 in 2 chance, which is much higher than the winning rate of the two-color ball.
I didn't bet and I admit that I was scared at the time, so I lost.
It seems to be full of kindness to life, why does that make me only bear pressure, this makes people feel very uncomfortable, do people deserve to be bullied? I don't know if you're like this, I've had a heart-rending experience on the fringes of society, and I'm scared when it hurts once, and it's enough to hurt once.
No one told me why, so I grew up and became ruthless, and no one dared to say that I was wrong after I became like this. The number of the bank account proves that it is all that.
Young, frivolous, unrestrained, just looking for fun. We don't lack anything, don't say that you don't want to be motivated, your good progress will not be worth our squandering tonight.
The ambiguous atmosphere has been gradually ignited, everyone should take off their inner guards at this moment, the reason should be very simple, we are all about the same, there is no need to pretend to be so high, let others think it is very funny.
Waiter, yes, that means you, go and tell them to dim the lights so that we can enjoy the fish and water.
Why, the body seems to have gotten out of control, what is leaking in the eyes is no longer light, but the darkness of the space is rotating, and the mind can feel the stomach burning, which means that he is not drunk.
The feeling at this moment is the most real, like I am going to lose my mind, I don't need a doctor to save me, I can pray on my own.
I want to stand up and jump, I want to raise my hands to the highest, I want to wrap that young model's buttocks tightly, I can't imagine how funny my body movements are at the moment. It's fluttering, but I think it must still be attractive, not the body, but the underlying temperament, which is the trick found over the years, and the tens of millions of dollars diamond on the chest is the most seductive temperament.
The wine on the table is going to be drunk, no, it's already drunk, I'm going to spit it out, I'm a pseudo-gentleman, I'm going to vomit and I'm going to vomit into the toilet. After throwing up, I felt like my stomach was empty. Looking in the mirror, looking up at myself in the mirror, so strange, is that me? Why is it so depraved, but it feels very cute to be depraved. Pinch the emaciated face, no longer feel it, slap it hard, still don't feel the pain, it's bad, but this feeling is not bad, at least the consciousness is still awake.
Walking out of the toilet, it's shaking out of the toilet, I'm going to play it for a few more rounds, bartender, bartender, I'm screaming. Tell the DJ, put me on the loudest, it's better to up here, wait, I'm going to put the most expensive wine on my table, the most expensive. I just want to enjoy it. Splurge.
What's going on with the city's crowd at the moment? It doesn't seem to be too important.
Which man did I miss the most moaning and screaming on the sheets with the woman I missed the most? It doesn't seem to be too important.
The only bit of beauty in this world that I have long since lost is floating in the air at this moment, and will it still float back into my body? It doesn't seem to be too important.
Nothing I can think of at the moment seems to be too important, and since it is not important, I just play with the thoughts that come to me at any time.
Seeing a girl on the phone, the curvature of her lips seemed to be scolding the other party, and the gesture was empty, could it boost morale? Probably not.
I like his waist, it should be a regular fitness, no fat, and slender thighs, although I can't see the buttocks, but my experience tells me that it must be very strong and curvy. I want her.
I ran over and snatched her phone and smiled coolly. The delicate face did not disappoint me. He slammed the phone in his hand against the wall behind her. The cracking sound is covered by electric sound, what happened?
Girl, do you want me to tell you what to do next? The moment your lips are folded together, your hands are not raised. OK, then I don't think it's necessary.
After all, which shiny big diamond on the chest is no joke.
I took the back of her hand and walked onto the dance floor, two hands, twenty fingers tightly intertwined, and the woman in front of me was wearing light makeup. Indeed, her silhouette no longer needs makeup to modify anything, so perfect, just looking at the side is enough to make a man want to be in trouble. She should see me as a money machine, yes, if it makes me happy.
Glancing to the left, don't you feel dizzy when you see a dancer with only three points left to cover her private parts spinning around on a steel pipe? I'm thinking. Turning around and chuckling at her, his eyes glanced to the right, and in his pupils were the slender shadows of the two of us under the light, which were already tightly intertwined at this moment, so beautiful, so cold.
The woman on the other side seemed to think of something, stretched her lips to my nostrils, and the gentle exhalation made me feel a hint of warmth in the cold room, and the sweet smell of red wine, which was the taste of Lafite money in '82, money is sometimes not money, it is just a string of numbers learned in elementary school church.
She writhed her hips slowly and rhythmically, she unbuttoned my shirt with her fingers, the nails covered by nail polish were beautiful, and the feeling of touching her chest muscles was enjoyable.
Next, let's run away and run into my Lamborghini. I think I've had enough.
Whatever tomorrow is, I can't think of what tomorrow is, my dear, I'm like I'm having a good time with you today. I think you can feel my real desire, I don't believe you touch my left chest, my heart is beating so hotly, don't doubt that it is your heartbeat, I want to hold you in my arms when I have all my money, feel your enthusiasm, the enthusiasm that will tease me to the point of being unable to extricate myself, let us linger all night, try all the tricks, and know that tomorrow the world will not be destroyed.
Life is a bit ridiculous, it's just a bunch of people being ridiculous.
So I don't think it's okay, after all, what am I?
I used to be the same, I was spurned and disliked, and then I succeeded, but this is the result of my unremitting efforts. Until this point, who cares what a nasty loser my past was.
The people who pointed at me, why didn't they continue at this moment? You have to lick your face to please me, and make me look down on you very much.
Or is this the law of survival of society, what a strange law, and the human nature revealed makes people feel unique.
How pitiful I am, all I want in my heart is to be happy with that woman by eating seafood, past me.
I have thought so many times that I can no longer count them, and I am willing to exchange all my wealth for the day we used to have. How stupid it used to be, to feel that everything I had at that time was so redundant, that I was so arrogant that I would have more even if I lost it. Indeed, now that you have it, where does the most sincere happiness from your heart go?
Isn't a lot of talk like a perfunctory? Isn't it a lot of promises, it's just a bubble.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with it, the oath made against your conscience is nothing more than that, and there will be no lightning to strike you in the end anyway. There is nothing to trust, before everything becomes trustworthy, we should all walk carefully, not that your sincere efforts will necessarily be exchanged for other people's confessions, those who can't see behind it, maybe it has already been pinched into a thousand holes and shattered.
Awakened by a chase from a parallel world
Even if you try to grab something
But it's better to hang your body in the air and enjoy the feeling of falling