Qin Feide's Afterword 2 Afterword of the May Funeral
In May, the temperature in Hong Kong City has warmed up, and it is a bright day. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]
Looking out the window, you can see a clear blue sky and white clouds floating slowly.
Lu Zhanyan was washing clothes in the apartment, and she stood in front of the washing machine, glancing at the scene in the living room from time to time.
Wushuang is already very good at walking, playing with blocks alone, getting up from the ground from time to time, walking a few steps, and sitting down again, playing alone is very happy.
Playing in Xingtou, the baby Wushuang thought of his mother, picked up her favorite doll, and ran to Lu Zhanyan.
"Mommy&mda;&mda;" the baby shouted coquettishly.
Lu Zhanyan shouted, "Hey, baby, you can't come over, mom is doing laundry, can you play obediently?" ”
It's strange to say, but it's just a two-year-old child, who usually looks quite wooden, but is unusually sensible and obedient.
Of course, she will only listen to Lu Zhanyan.
The baby stood with the doll for a while, didn't say much, snapped his calves, ran back to the living room, sat down, and continued to play with the blocks.
Suddenly, the mobile phone on the coffee table outside rang.
Lu Zhanyan's hands were covered with water, and it was not good to go out immediately if they were wet, so she hurriedly went to wipe her hands. But when I turned around, I saw the baby cleverly holding the mobile phone, and then carefully holding it, and ran towards her.
Wushuang doesn't like to play with mobile phones, but after Qin Shijin's many "teachings", he has learned to have a phone call, so he immediately gives it to Lu Zhanyan.
Lu Zhanyan couldn't help but slow down the movements in his hands, very helpless.
God, Qin Shijin, how could that man train his daughter like this!
Lu Zhanyan smiled and watched Wushuang run over again.
Wushuang spoke in a milky voice, and the speed of speech was not fast, and he said sweetly, "Mom, there is a phone, Dad ......"
The little guy didn't know that the call was coming, only that when the bell rang, it was his father's call.
Lu Zhanyan walked to the door, bent down slightly to take the phone, and praised with a smile, "The baby is so smart!" ”
The little one got the compliment from his mother and smiled happily.
Lu Zhanyan's eyes glanced at the mobile phone, but he saw that the caller ID of the mobile phone was not from Qin Shijin, but from the hospital, which was Li Haoran's name.
Lu Zhanyan chuckled in his heart, and became a little nervous.
She hurriedly pressed answer, and the phone moved to her ear, "Hey." ”
On the other end of the phone, Li Haoran's voice was a little anxious and anxious, and he whispered, "Lu Zhanyan, I have something to tell you." ”
Lu Zhanyan seemed to be able to foresee what was going on, and she said "En" decisively, "Li Haoran, say it." ”
Li Haoran said on the other end, "Aunt Lin, go." ”
Lu Zhanyan was still holding her mobile phone, her ears were ringing for a while, and Li Haoran continued, "It was fine just now, but then she fell asleep." After a while, the caretaker realized that something was wrong. Aunt Lin went, and she walked very calmly and peacefully. I was going to call Jin just now, but I was afraid that he wouldn't be able to accept it for a while, so I will call you first, Lu Zhanyan, you should go and tell Jin about this matter......"
Lu Zhanyan said, "I know, I'll come over immediately, Li Haoran, thank you." ”
"Don't be so polite, okay, then I'll hang up first."
Immediately, the call ended.
Lu Zhanyan was a little dazed, and he didn't know what to say for a while. She lowered her head and saw the baby looking at her with beautiful dark glasses, as if waiting for something.
Lu Zhanyan asked, "Baby, what's wrong?" ”
Wushuang stood on tiptoe, and his little hand stretched out hard to shake Lu Zhanyan's hand.
Finally, she held Lu Zhanyan and said childishly, "Mom, there is no reward yet, touch your head ......"
The baby's childish words and childish actions softened Lu Zhanyan's heart in an instant. She half-crouched down and reached out to caress the baby's little head.
"Wushuang, good boy, good boy......"
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Qin Shijin has been on a business trip to Germany these days and is not in Hong Kong City.
And it was only yesterday that Lu Zhanyan went to visit Lin Haiyin in the hospital. Lin Haiyin's physical condition has deteriorated, in fact, everyone knows that she is already on the verge of death, and no one knows when she will leave. But everyone knew that she could leave at any time.
It was only when that moment really came that I realized that it was still so sudden.
It's only yesterday that Lu Zhanyan saw her smiling face.
However, sometimes life is so miraculous, and sometimes it is so fragile.
It's a contradiction, it's really powerless.
Lu Zhanyan immediately sent Wushuang to Qin's house, and immediately drove to the hospital.
On the way to the hospital, she finally dialed Qin Shijin, who was far away in Germany.
Ten o'clock in the port city time, and Berlin time in Germany is still around four o'clock in the morning.
At this point in time, Qin Shijin should still be sleeping in the hotel room. When he picked up the phone, his voice was hoarse and deep, drowsy.
"Yan Yan." Qin Shijin called her.
Lu Zhanyan suddenly found that he didn't know what to say to him for a while. What she had to say would be better, her mind went blank.
After a long blank space, Qin Shijin spoke on the other end again, "Could it be that I can't sleep in the middle of the night, thinking about what I think?" ”
Qin Shijin has never said too many sweet words, and only in private will he be like this.
But at this moment, it only made Lu Zhanyan feel mixed feelings.
It was another blank for a while, Qin Shijin finally noticed that something was wrong, the male voice was a little sober, and he asked in a condensed voice, "What's wrong?" ”
I can't clear my thoughts, but there are some things that must be said.
Lu Zhanyan was silent for a while, but still opened his mouth, "Qin Shijin, just now, my mother went. ”
This time, there was no sound on Qin Shijin's side.
He seemed to be thinking and seemed shocked.
Lu Zhanyan said to him, "Li Haoran called me, and he told me that my mother went, and she was fine in the morning, but then she fell asleep." My mother walked asleep, Li Haoran said, my mother walked very quietly and peacefully. I just sent the baby to Qin's house and am on my way to the hospital now......"
Lu Zhanyan said something, but Qin Shijin was still silent.
Lu Zhanyan was even more panicked, because he couldn't see Qin Shijin's expression, and he didn't know what he was like at the moment, "Qin Shijin? Qin Shijin! ”
Lu Zhanyan shouted several times in a row, and Qin Shijin slowly replied, "En." ”
"You...... Are you okay? Lu Zhanyan was not reassured, but even more worried.
"Yes."
"Then you come back as soon as possible."
"Yes."
After that, Qin Shijin just responded silently, and the call ended like this.
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According to the rules, after the patient died in the hospital, Lin Haiyin's body was temporarily placed in the morgue.
Qin Shijin returned to China very quickly, immediately put aside the work he was doing, took the earliest flight, and rushed back from Germany.
After going to the hospital, Qin Shijin met Lin Haiyin.
In the cold morgue, Lin Haiyin's face was pale, but his expression was really calm and quiet.
Qin Shijin looked down like this, Lu Zhanyan couldn't help but gently hug his arm, and heard him say, "Cremation." ”
From the hospital to the funeral home, from cremation to burial, the period was smooth and smooth.
The funeral was very simple, and the people who came to see him off were all acquaintances.
On the Qin family's side, there were two people who did not arrive.
One is Qin Yaozong.
Qin Yaozong not only did not attend, but also did not allow Lin Haiyin to be buried in the Qin family's cemetery.
For Lin Haiyin, if he can be buried next to Qin Jiangxun's tombstone, although he can't comfort anything, it seems that he has a heart. When you are alive, you can't be together, and when you die, you can be together, which is always an unsatisfactory result.
However, Qin Yaozong stubbornly disagreed.
As for the other person who did not appear, it was Qin Yihuai.
No one knew where he went, but he just disappeared so suddenly.
However, no one bothered to pay attention to it anymore.
Under the prayer of peace, under the farewell of everyone, under the sunny sun in May, accompanied by the gentle breeze, Lin Haiyin's ashes were buried in the ground.
From beginning to end, Qin Shijin didn't say anything more.
He was quiet.
It's an indifferent temperament, but it's becoming more and more silent at this moment.
Lu Zhanyan was holding the baby, and couldn't help but look sideways, his resolute side face made her faintly worried.
There may be two kinds of sadness.
One is cathartic, ruthless, unleashed. Whether it is hysterical yelling or manic and violent crying, it always releases the sad emotion.
And the other may be repression.
Silent, as if nothing had happened, just calmly and naturally, as if every day had happened.
Qin Shijin's current state may be the latter.
He has never liked to laugh very much, and only when he is with Lu Zhanyan and when he is with the baby, will he smile. Now, even the smile is gone.
The day after Lin Haiyin's burial, after taking care of her funeral, she flew back to Germany directly.
When leaving, Xiao Mobai once opened his mouth, "I'll handle the company's affairs." ”
"No, I was in charge of this project before, and if you take over temporarily, I'm afraid it won't work." Qin Shijin said so.
However, who doesn't know, with Xiao Mobai's ability, how can he not handle it well.
Qin Shijin insisted on doing it himself, and no one could stop him.
Lu Zhanyan packed his luggage for him and sent him out, "Qin Shijin." ”
She whispered to him, and he stopped at the door, looking back at her.
Lu Zhanyan stretched out his hand, straightened his clothes for him, put the collar of his shirt up for him, and said while moving, "Take care of yourself, don't forget, my mother will come back on the seventh day of the sacrifice." ”
Qin Shijin bowed slightly, silently agreeing.
"Okay, then let's go, go early and come back early." Lu Zhanyan smiled and withdrew his hand.
Qin Shijin didn't say much, turned around and left.
Lu Zhanyan sent him into the elevator, and then closed the door. When I returned to the room, I saw that in the crib, Wushuang was sleeping peacefully, obviously a good dream. She looked at her daughter's sleeping face and muttered to herself, "Baby, what should I do, Dad doesn't seem to be happy." ”
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