There is no moon forty-two tonight
Yan Rong didn't eat with Xu Weize, so he cheekily went to the cafeteria with Xia Lulu and them for a meal.
After a while, the phone that Yan Rong was most afraid of seeing rang again, and there were still a few missed calls before this call, and Yan Rong really didn't want to go back.
But now that the call is really coming, the 'Mom' on the screen keeps beating under her nose, and she really can't ignore it.
Yan Rong sighed and picked it up, and called out lightly, "Mom." ”
Yan's mother cried on the other end of the phone and said, "Yan Rong, your father wants to divorce me." ”
Yan Rong was shocked, she didn't know if it was true or not, so she comforted Yan's mother first, "Mom, don't worry, you quarreled with Dad?" ”
"Your brother ......" Yan's mother suddenly choked up and cried even more sadly, "The doctor said that your brother has severe cerebral palsy, and your father is going to divorce me when he comes back from the hospital." ”
Severe cerebral palsy?
Severe ...... Cerebral palsy.
Yan Rong's head thundered in a sunny day, the mobile phone slipped from his hand, and fell to the grass with a "pop".
The sunlight shining on the ground seemed to be ghosted, and it was getting darker and darker, and her whole head was buzzing, and she blinked, covering her forehead and shaking her head.
"Rongrong, what's wrong with you?" Cai Yating held Yan Rong's shoulder, Yan Rong shook her head and shook her head.
He Lili picked up the mobile phone that was talking, Yan's mother was still talking over there, He Lili could only hear a thick cry, she frowned and asked, "Do you still want to listen?" ”
Yan Rong nodded and took the phone, "Thank you." ”
“…… Your father doesn't want us anymore, what will I do with your brother in the future......"
Yan Rong swallowed his throat and squeezed out the word with difficulty, "...... Mother. ”
Yan's mother was crying breathlessly on the other end of the phone, "Yan Rong, what do you say I should do?" ”
In addition to Yan's mother's voice, there was also Yan Yi's soft cry, Yan Rong's heart seemed to be twisted by an invisible big hand, she was dumb, tears were already rolling in her eyes, "Mom, Yan Yi is crying, look at him." ”
"Look at what he's doing, this debt collector might as well be dead."
Yan Rong shouted loudly, "Mom...... Look what's wrong with Yan Yi. ”
Yan Rong said, big tears overflowed from her eyes, and He Lili didn't know what to do.
Yan's mother cried and grabbed the ground, "Your father doesn't want me anymore, you dare to murder me, I might as well die." ”
Yan Rong squirmed his lips, wrinkled his eyebrows weakly and said helplessly: "Mom, you take care of Yan Yi first, and I'll come back after class in the afternoon." ”
Yan's mother began to make unreasonable accusations again, "You dead girl died outside, your father doesn't want us anymore, you don't beg your father not to divorce, and you still want to go to class." What are you going to do with me and your brother in the future......"
Yan Rong couldn't help but shout: "Did you and my dad think about what I would do when they were so kind to me?" ”
"Are you dead or what's wrong? It's not a good life, pity my Yan Yi......"
He Yan's mother couldn't make sense, Yan Rong choked her excitedly, "Die, let's die together." ”
After speaking, Yan Rong cut off the phone, covered his face and squatted on the ground, his shoulders couldn't stop shaking, He Lili squatted on the ground and patted Yan Rong's shoulder, "Rong Rong, it's okay, it's going to pass." ”
"What's wrong?" Xia Lulu saw this scene when she came back from going to the toilet, and she asked Cai Yating in a low voice.
Cai Yating gritted her teeth and said indignantly: "It's not because of her mother." ”
Xia Lulu was a little speechless, "What's the matter?" ”
"Like, what's wrong with her brother? I don't understand, I feel that Rong Rong's parents helped Rong Rong give birth to a son, and they look for her for everything. ”
Xia Lulu couldn't help but roll her eyes, "I can't stand it." ”
Yan Rong cried for a while, the sobbing sound turned into a sob, her trembling shoulders stopped, she raised her red and swollen eyes and wiped her tears with her sleeve, and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I'm hungry, let's go to the cafeteria." ”
"We're alright, how are you?"
"It's fine."
After squatting for too long, her legs were a little numb, and He Lili helped Yan Rong to stand up.
Yan Rong whispered thanks, "Thank you." ”
He Lili touched Yan Rong's head, "Rong Rong, it's okay, it will always pass." ”
Yan Rong nodded, pulled her lips and gave them a decent smile.
Xu Weize and Han Yu went out to eat at noon today, they skipped class and escaped, and they didn't go back to school in the afternoon to go outside to play online games.
After the last class in the afternoon, Yan Rong made a phone call to Xu Weize to explain the situation and went home.
Yan's father was not there, and Yan's mother opened the door for Yan Rong with her messy hair, looking tired.
Yan Yi was lying in the stroller with his eyes open, he moved one arm, and he still didn't cry or make trouble.
Seeing Yan Yi, Yan Rong's heart seemed to be punched hard, she put her schoolbag on the sofa, walked up to Yan Yi and carefully touched his head, "Yan Yi, little Yan Yi...... Don't be afraid, my sister is back. ”
After talking to Yan Yi, Yan Rong stood in front of Yan's mother and asked in disbelief: "Mom, could the doctor be mistaken, how could Yan Yi have cerebral palsy?" ”
Yan's mother shook her head, dragged her to the table with one foot on her shoes and one foot without shoes, and took the reports from the two hospitals to Yan Rong.
Both reports show that Yan Yi has severe cerebral palsy and is diagnosed with congenital heart disease.
Her heart seemed to have cracked a big gap, and infinite pain rushed down the veins to every nerve, so painful that she couldn't pull it open.
Yan Rong's hands trembled, she glanced at Yan Yi, closed her eyes, took a deep breath and exhaled again, wiped her eyes with her fingers, and asked in a trembling voice, "What about Dad?" ”
As soon as Yan's mother mentioned Yan's father, she began to get excited again: "Your father, who has no conscience, said that he wanted a divorce after returning from the hospital today, and then he disappeared, he didn't answer the phone calls, and he didn't reply to the text messages." ”
"Just let him die outside, this thing without conscience."
"What am I going to do in the future......"
"Yan Yi, this little debt collector, might as well die, why do you want to harm me?"
Yan Rong rubbed his face with his palm on his forehead and was irritable, "Mom, that's enough, what's the use of you talking about this now?" ”
"And what do you want me to do? I ...... for this home."
Yan Rong twisted his eyebrows to interrupt Yan's mother's chattering nonsense, "Mom, you calm down first and think about what to do with me in the future." ”
Yan Rong rubbed her forehead, now she had to be calm, it was useless to argue.
Yan's mother directly ordered, "You go and persuade your father to come back." ”
Yan Rong took out her mobile phone to call Yan's father, rang twice and hung up, and then she didn't have the patience to call again, she stuffed the phone into her pocket, "Dad doesn't answer." ”
"This beast must be with that * again, these two shameless dogs and men ......"
Yan Rong couldn't listen to it anymore, so she hid in the kitchen to calm down.
She poured a large mouthful of water into her mouth, trying to ease the boredom in her heart.
The stars were sparse on a moonlit night, only a few scattered stars hung crumblingly in the night sky, and the cool breeze rushed straight to her face, like a huge net, wrapping her breathlessly.
Yan Rong shook his head vigorously against the kitchen wall, and left the kitchen to see Yan Yi.
The sound of Yan Yi's breathing was calm and slight, and every time she looked at it, her heart hurt.
She held Yan Yi's little hand, put her head next to his little feet, and two lines of tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and sank into her hair.
Don't be afraid, your sister won't abandon you, your sister will make a lot of money and take good care of you.
In the evening, Yan's father still didn't come back, Yan Rong casually fried two dishes and made do with Yan's mother.
Yan's mother eats very little, and she also eats tastelessly.
After washing the dishes, Yan Rong lay down next to Yan Yi.
There were too many things in her mind, and she couldn't sleep, so she had to sit up from the bed and send a text message to Xu Weize: [Did you sleep? ]
Xu Weize replied in seconds: [I didn't sleep, is it convenient to call now?] ]
Yan Rong returned to the main menu and dialed Xu Weize's phone, and when it rang, it was connected, "Haven't slept yet?" ”
Xu Weize's clear voice came from the phone, like a flowing cloud in the sky, gently and softly sliding over her heart, soothing her tense nerves back into place.
She said softly, "I miss you and can't sleep." ”
Xu Weize smiled happily and asked, "How is my brother-in-law?" ”
Since Xu Weize knew that Yan Rong had a younger brother, he called Yan Yi like this.
Outside the window is the sound of "rustling" wind blowing leaves.
Yan Rong glanced at the sleeping Yan Yi and said truthfully, "The doctor said that he had severe cerebral palsy, and my father was going to divorce my mother, and I don't know if he was angry or serious." ”
Xu Weize's brain was stuck for a moment before he reacted, "Cerebral palsy? Has it been diagnosed? ”
Yan Rong gritted his teeth and came out of the tray, "Well, it's diagnosed." Went to two hospitals, not only cerebral palsy but also heart disease. ”
When she said this, her heart beat wildly, but she couldn't hide it from Xu Weize, although she might lose him.
But it's all her business, and she has no reason to use his trust to burden him.
Xu Weize asked calmly: "Do you have any plans for the future?" ”
Yan Rong told him what he thought, "Although I am angry that my father is not responsible, I can't let my parents divorce." My mother quit her job before she gave birth to Yan Yi, and she was all supported by my father, and there was a sick Yan Yi, if she left my father, my mother and Yan Yi would not be able to live at all. They really got by, at least until I graduated from college, and now that's what I think. ”
Xu Weize comforted her softly, "It's okay, no matter what happens, I will face it with you, go to bed early, and we'll discuss it when we come to school tomorrow." ”
"Well, you go to bed early, good night, too."
"Good, good night."
Before hanging up the phone, Yan Rong said eagerly: "Wait a minute." ”
Xu Weize asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
Yan Rong pinched his mobile phone, and there was only the sound of each other's breathing in the mobile phone.
After a long time, she spoke slowly, "...... I love you. ”
Xu Weize said softly in a deep voice that had always intoxicated her: "I love you too." ”
After hanging up the phone, Yan spread out his palms, which were soaked in a thin layer of fine sweat.