171 A Life's Reliance (Three Watches
"What's wrong, isn't it uncomfortable?" Hongli gently touched Hongyan's forehead, and there was nothing unusual, and the person under him also denied it, "It's okay, what's wrong?" ”
Hongyan is not covered by the body, it is a treasure held by Hongli in his arms, how can he allow his beloved to be a little uncomfortable, the joy of clouds and rain wants to be happy with each other, even if he is enthusiastic, he will never ignore the feelings of the people around him, let alone Hongyan.
In place of the emperor's warm palm, it was a cold silk quilt, and his body trembled slightly when he was cold, and Hongyan turned around and got into the emperor's arms. She was hugged by Hongli along with the quilt, with a gentle kiss in her ear, and asked: "If you don't feel comfortable, you can say it, I won't force you, your body is important." ”
"Hmm......" Hongyan lay down on his chest and didn't say anything.
The emperor's hand gently reached into the quilt and touched the skin that was smoother than the silk quilt, but the slender body under the skin was still tense, even if she touched the most sensitive place of the red face, she only trembled slightly, and did not arouse her affection.
"Is there something on your mind?" The emperor withdrew his hand, hugged her and laughed, "Are you angry, I haven't come to Yanxi Palace for several days." ”
Hongyan finally raised her head, her long eyelashes flashed slightly, and she actually admitted it.
Hongli was stunned, he thought that Hongyan would not admit it, she was so sensible, she must know that there were various reasons why she couldn't come, and she was not the only person in this palace after all. But Hongyan actually admitted that the bed was opposite to each other, and this recognition aroused the fire in the emperor's heart, and he couldn't put it down and wrapped it around her lips, gently caressing her skin in his hand, and he couldn't wait to rub Hongyan into his body and take it with him all the time.
Hongyan's tense body gradually became soft, she loved her husband deeply, how could she withstand his teasing, but there was too much burden in her heart, she was not his only one after all, and when she was in love, she unconsciously asked: "Your Majesty, our child, will you like it?" ”
Hongli calmed down a little and looked at her cheeks gently, before Hongyan left the Forbidden City, they had mentioned a word or two, how could he not care about Hongyan's child. There is no family burden behind Hongyan, and she is the woman she loves, and he looks forward to their children, just as he looked forward to the children with the queen back then. Maybe the appearance of Hongyan fills the shortcomings of the queen and him, and he may never be able to have a new life with the queen.
"I look forward to being intimate with you every day, but I also hope that our child can be born sooner, isn't it contradictory?" The emperor felt that Hongyan really didn't seem to be very interested tonight, so he could only restrain himself, turned over and lay on the side, hugged Hongyan into his arms, and patiently asked, "Why did you suddenly think of this?" ”
"Concubine Shu's child is gone." Hongyan finally said what was in her heart, "The emperor also knows about the Lantern Festival in Yanxi Palace on the night of the Lantern Festival, the queen mother told the concubine everything she should say, the concubine is very grateful but also very uneasy, even a bystander like the concubine is not at ease, if Concubine Shu knows the truth, how should she bear it." ”
Hongli frowned slightly, he was afraid of Hongyan's feelings, so he finally decided to let Shu Concubine give birth to this child, but Shu Concubine's body couldn't be saved, although it was still because the emperor gave her medicine that hurt her body, but at least Hongli had stopped. But now it seems that Hongyan still misunderstood him.
"I'm afraid that you think that the emperor doesn't even care about his own women and children, and is a ruthless person, so I allowed Concubine Shu to know that she was pregnant. Do you think she found it herself? She is not a doctor, the postponement of the monthly letter does not mean that she is pregnant, not to mention the imperial heir, as long as the imperial doctor does not announce that she will not dare to take it seriously even if she suspects it, the royal heir cannot tolerate the slightest sloppiness, and Shu Concubine's temperament is not sensible at all. ”
Hongli did not let go of his embrace, and said seriously and gently: "I let her know that I wanted her to give birth, but the result was not as expected, although I am responsible for the cause and effect, but in order to give you peace of mind, I have decided to change." In the future, she will no longer restrict anything, and she will also let the doctor take care of her body, so that you can feel more at ease. Or, do you believe me? ”
Hongyan's heart fluttered when she heard this, in fact, she already regretted saying these words, the concubines and ladies repeatedly told her that the companion is like a tiger, even the queen has something that she can't say in the face of her husband, not to mention her, but she couldn't hold back tonight. And under these words, knowing the emperor's intentions and being convinced, she even felt that it was not impossible for the emperor to leave in a bad mood, after all, they were not ordinary couples, Hongli was the emperor, and she was just a concubine.
In the faint light, Hongli saw her tangled expression, as if she had done something wrong, she wanted to apologize but couldn't open her mouth, and she didn't arouse her desire for a long time, but her cheeks were red at this time. Hongli suddenly turned over, and when she left Hongyan's body, her momentary tremor let Hongli know that she was afraid of leaving. But Hongli ran to light a few candles by himself, and the dormitory was illuminated for a few minutes, and a eunuch on duty at night immediately came to ask what was going on, and was dismissed by the emperor.
The room was bright, Hongli was holding a glass lamp close to Hongyan, she had already sat up, the brocade was half-covered, the fragrant shoulders were exposed, and a flush was spreading on the skin that could be blown and broken, Hongli sat aside and asked: "If they had broken in just now, they would have seen Wei Chang so wonderful." ”
The flirtatious words, with the taste of bullying, Hongyan gently pushed him, quickly wrapped himself in the quilt, and moved a little to tighten the bed. She didn't feel anything herself, but the familiar scene was deep in Hongli's heart.
Many years ago, when I woke up that night and saw Hongyan, the little man who was so frightened that he had no love for life also wrapped himself tightly in the quilt and hid himself hard. Hongli was excited, stretched out his hand and pulled Hongyan out, turned around to blow out the lit candle, put down the glass lamp, and before Hongyan could adapt to his eyes and return to the darkness, the emperor had already come up and pressed her down heavily.
Hongyan's body felt the emperor's high interest, and he had already enjoyed the grace of the clouds and rain, and he would not be shy and resistant, but tonight he was cold and hot, but at this moment, the oncoming impulse and enthusiasm were full of conquest, his heart was beating fast, and his head was hot, and he got up and hooked the emperor's shoulder, and handed himself over to him completely.
When she was almost exhausted in the emperor's arms, listening to his heartbeat, Yunyu's previous words appeared in her ears again, Hongli said that it was to make her feel at ease, and no longer have restrictions on Shu Concubine, that she was so proud that she looked down on herself at all, because she would be treated with real kindness, Hongyan felt incredible, illusory like a dream.
The moment I climbed into the sky, my mind was blank, I didn't know where I was, I didn't know what night it was, could it be that everything before that was also true and false was difficult to distinguish?
"Because of you, both I and the queen have changed, and even the emperor's mother has changed." The emperor's solid arms wrapped around his weak body, his fingers were still nostalgic for her delicateness, and his breath was slightly flustered, but with each sentence became firm and steadfast, "For Yonglian to die, even without your existence, there is a big crack in the relationship between me and the empress, not that there is no affection, let alone blaming each other, but that it is irrepressibly getting farther and farther apart." Each other is depressed, because one is the emperor and the other is the queen, and the more they care, the more they can't let go. Although I said this, I was quite a quibble for myself, but it was precisely because of your existence that I tore everyone's masks, and I, the queen, and even the queen mother all showed their original colors. ”
Hongyan listened, stretched out his hand and pulled a quilt over Hongli's body, covering Hongli's body, but his hand was soon held by Hongli, his fingers were intertwined, and he said affectionately: "In the past few years, everyone's hearts have calmed down and re-looked at everything in front of them, only you have borne all the grievances, been expelled from the imperial city, and borne infamy, but there is no complaint." ”
Hongli kissed her on the lips: "How could I abandon you because of a word, I hope you will always be yourself, tongue and teeth and when there is a fight, even if we have occasional disputes, you also give me some time, I will definitely come back to coax you when I am calm." I can make a difference for you in things like Concubine Shu, but I can't be loose or soft in governing the harem and weighing the government, you will see more of the truth in the future, and I won't care about your feelings every time. ”
"The emperor said so much, he was not afraid that the concubines would listen to half and miss half, what if they were stupid again, and in turn continue to misunderstand the emperor's intentions?" With a soft face, she felt that she didn't need to say anything, the emperor's explanation, she would treasure it in her heart, but in fact, Hongli didn't say anything, and she was already convinced.
"What to do? I have a way to teach you well. Hongli turned over as he spoke, Hongyanjiao smiled and begged for mercy, naturally both of them were tired, and they fell asleep after a while, but Hongyan couldn't sleep with some excitement, and looked at her man carefully in the faint light.
A few days after she was taken in by her father-in-law, her father-in-law told her that the person she would rely on from now on was the emperor, but those words could not be recognized or accepted by Hongyan at that time. The people around her are her dependence, and she has to rely on her for a lifetime.
"Sleep." Unexpectedly, Hongli hadn't fallen asleep yet, I don't know if he was waiting for Hongyan to fall asleep first, he used a little strength in his hand, and said vaguely, "It's late, and I'm going to leave again at dawn." By the way, the queen of March went out of the city to kiss silkworms, did you go that day? ”