Chapter 192: You Are Not Allowed to Go
Qin Shijin, who was still yelling at people just now, was now yelled at by Lu Zhanyan, and he turned out to be obedient and silent. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] just turned back and looked into her face. His eyes were very deep, and his eyes were full of bloodshots, but he didn't speak like this, and he actually revealed a trace of pity.
Lu Zhanyan's spoon came over, and he opened his mouth to drink the porridge. A bowl of white porridge, without any side dishes, she fed it in one mouth, and he ate it in one bite.
It was quiet, silent, and drank it all like that.
When he finished drinking the porridge, Lu Zhanyan took out a tissue and handed it to him, motioning for him to wipe his mouth.
But who knows, Qin Shijin seems to be stupid.
He just didn't move, just looked at her like this, his eyes red from bloodshot.
Lu Zhanyan looked at him for a moment, and found that he had no choice, so he could only move his hand to his lips and wipe the corners of his mouth for him.
Then she was about to clean up the dishes, and just as she was about to get up, he grabbed her wrist.
Lu Zhanyan was taken aback, thinking that he hadn't moved just now, but now he had the strength again, didn't he make it clear that he was against her?
But just as she was about to say something, he said, "You are not allowed to go." ”
Suddenly, I was trembling, my heart was trembling, and my hands were trembling. His strength was very light, not usual, and when he held her, he would always hurt her. It's just that he refuses to relax. Lu Zhanyan looked at him carefully, he was really decadent, his bloodshot eyes were all bloodshot, as if he was about to drip blood.
His heart softened inexplicably, as if he had softened it, and Lu Zhanyan said, "I'm just going to clean up the bowl." ”
"You won't be allowed to go." He repeated the phrase like a robot, wound up.
The two looked at each other for a while, but Lu Zhanyan was defeated, she had to put the bowl aside, seeing that his eyes were so red, she couldn't help but ask softly, "How many days haven't you slept?" ”
I always knew that he wouldn't take care of himself, he was great at work, but his life was a mess.
It's good now, I'm mentally retarded.
How can you not sleep?
Qin Shijin held her hand, feeling that he was by her side, and for no reason, a feeling of relief came up, "Forgot." ”
How many days without sleep will you forget? Lu Zhanyan couldn't cry or laugh, but he was a little distressed, so he had to say softly, "Then you can sleep now." ”
Qin Shijin was silent and asked, "Then you are not allowed to leave." ”
Lu Zhanyan thought that it was possible not to leave, it was already night, and she had to go back. But at this time, it seems that it is impossible not to lie, he will not stop there, he can only say, "Well, you go to sleep." ”
Qin Shijin looked at her for a moment, and then slowly closed his eyes.
It's just that his hand is still holding like this, and he hasn't let go.
It seems that I really haven't slept for many days, so I fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes. Lu Zhanyan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, and couldn't help but stretch out his hand, wanting to touch his face. The fingertips, getting closer and closer to him, slowly touched him, and just as they were about to touch it, they froze again, and did not go any further.
She just withdrew her hand and clenched it gently into a fist.
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Winter is no better than summer, and it gets dark very quickly, but it's six o'clock, and it's already dark.
Lu Zhanyan looked at the time, thinking that he was almost leaving, and he was also sleeping soundly. She carefully let go of his hand, not wanting to alarm him.
However, who knows, she has just moved, and Qin Shijin, who was originally with her eyes closed, suddenly opened her eyes.
"You!" Lu Zhanyan was taken aback by him and was speechless for a while.
Qin Shijin looked at her in a daze, his consciousness was obviously still hazy, but the sentence was very clear, "You are not allowed to go!" ”
"I'm not leaving," she said helplessly, .......
Qin Shijin closed his eyes again and fell asleep.
Lu Zhanyan sat in front of the bed like this, and was held by his hand for several hours. During this period, she was also sleepy, and unconsciously fell asleep with her head propped up. When she woke up from a drowsy and looked at the time, she couldn't help but be stunned, it was almost ten o'clock, she couldn't stay up, she was sleepy, she was a little tired, and she just wanted to go back.
Lu Zhanyan thought that Qin Shijin should have slept soundly this time, and she withdrew her hand from his palm again.
finally let go of his hand, Lu Zhanyan was about to get up, but he grabbed her again, causing her to exhale softly, "Ah! ”
As soon as Lu Zhanyan turned around, he saw Qin Shijin open his eyes again, just looking at her like this, and he actually felt a little innocent.
"Qin Shijin, I want to go back to sleep." She whispered, with the illusion that she had done something heinous.
"You won't be allowed to go."
"It's getting dark, and it's not early......"
"You won't be allowed to go."
It's still these four words, and he's about to become a repeater!
Lu Zhanyan was completely depressed, what did he think of her?
"And what do you want me to do?" Lu Zhanyan frowned and asked.
Qin Shijin was silent for a while, then pulled open his quilt, patted the vacant seat beside him and said, "Sleep here." ”
The beds in the staterooms are huge, much better than ordinary ones, and the absolute double standard. It's less like a hospital room, more like a hotel. Lu Zhanyan looked at the position beside him, but he was hesitating, if she slept in the same hospital bed with him, how embarrassing it would be, this was also impossible, she would not be willing.
"I don't sleep." Lu Zhanyan resolutely refused, non-negotiable.
Qin Shijin just looked at her with still red eyes, as if he was afraid that she would leave, so he had to stare at her like this.
The two of them were at a stalemate again, one not moving, and the other also not moving, as if they wanted to compare whose endurance was better.
Finally, Lu Zhanyan couldn't stand it anymore, and she said, "Can you let it go?" I'm going to the bathroom! ”
She's suffocating!
"Then you are not allowed to leave......" As soon as Qin Shijin spoke, Lu Zhanyan roared, "I just don't leave!" You let go! ”
Qin Shijin let go of his hand at this time, and Lu Zhanyan hurriedly rushed into the bathroom.
There was a sound of flushing, and Lu Zhanyan stood in front of the mirror, still thinking about what to do for a while. It doesn't matter, anyway, she will leave directly after she goes out.
She didn't have time to continue to entangle with him like this, he was such a big person, why wouldn't he sleep.
Thinking so in his heart, Lu Zhanyan pushed the door open.
But as soon as the door opened, he saw a tall figure standing outside, it was Qin Shijin.
He stood in the doorway as if he were guarding the door, refusing to move.
Lu Zhanyan was stunned, "You ......"
"Okay?"
“……”
"Can you sleep then?"
Qin Shijin asked, Lu Zhanyan was speechless for a moment, but he leaned towards her, as if he was very weak. In fact, he could be pushed away, but there was no movement. Just helped him back to the bedside, helped him to lie down again, Qin Shijin moved a position, and asked her to come up too.
Lu Zhanyan understood that tonight, if she didn't stay, he wouldn't sleep well.
I really don't know, is he torturing himself or her?
Lu Zhanyan looked at the half of the bed he vacated, gritted his teeth and said, "I don't sleep, just sit here, I won't leave, you go to sleep quickly." ”
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Qin Shijin didn't force her, but the half of the bed was so empty.
He lay down, stretched out his hand from under the covers, and leaned over to the side of her bed, gently pulling hers over and holding it again. It seems that you have to hold it like this in order to sleep peacefully. His big hands had always been cold, colder than hers, but now, Xu had warmed up because he had taken a nap for a few hours.
But Lu Zhanyan's hands were very cold.
It's not cold in the room, it's just that she was so sleepy for a while just now, and she didn't cover the quilt, so she naturally caught a cold.
"Ahh One couldn't help it, and she sneezed.
Qin Shijin woke up again, looked at her and said, "You come up." ”
Lu Zhanyan said, "No need, you sleep with yours." ”
"If you don't come up, then I won't sleep." His tone was gentle, but no matter how he sounded, it was threatening.
Lu Zhanyan felt that he must have owed him a lot of money in his previous life, otherwise, how could he be like this? She stared at him, and her defense never softened, but she refused to go up.
"I promise, I won't touch you." Qin Shijin stared at her and said in a deep voice.
Lu Zhanyan sat still.
Again, he said, "I really promise." ”
His eyes were very sincere, and Lu Zhanyan was a little shaken.
"Trust me one more time." Then, almost longingly, his big hand exerted a slight force, as if he had grasped her heart.
Finally, the stubborn fortress began to crumble, how could it resist his tone, such a gaze.
Lu Zhanyan moved his lips and said, "The last time!" ”
Qin Shijin raised the corners of his lips slightly, and lifted the quilt.
Lu Zhanyan only took off his coat and went to bed like this. The quilt was warmed by him, and as soon as I entered, it was warm and comfortable. Her body was cold and cold. Qin Shijin was lying on the side, and he didn't dare to move, but his big hand reached over again, held hers, turned his head and asked, "You don't take off your clothes when you sleep?" ”
"I'm going to wear it when I take it off." Lu Zhanyan said softly, but he understood what he was resisting.
Qin Shijin didn't know where to go, and said in a low voice, "Sleeping like this will be uncomfortable." ”
"You don't have to worry about me, just sleep by yourself."
"Then I really slept."
"Yes."
In the hospital ward, on this bed, a quilt, two people, Lu Zhanyan was wearing good clothes, while Qin Shijin was wearing a blue striped hospital gown, his hand was holding hers, he closed his eyes peacefully, completely relieved, and fell asleep deeply. After a while, Lu Zhanyan looked sideways at him, his face was very close, eye-catching and handsome. seemed to be infected by his good sleep, and Lu Zhanyan also closed his eyes unconsciously.
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This sleep was extraordinarily good and extraordinarily peaceful.
Not only Qin Shijin, but also Lu Zhanyan.
When Lu Zhanyan opened his eyes, he found that he had woken up in Qin Shijin's arms. She was stunned, and she didn't know what was going on, she had been sleeping on one side properly, but now she was so close. Her hand gently crossed his waist and snuggled herself up to his. And his arm became her pillow, and she fell asleep like this.
Lu Zhanyan was stunned for a while, and then moved.
As soon as she moved, Qin Shijin also moved. Just hugged her and didn't let her go, "What's wrong." ”
He asked hoarsely, and Lu Zhanyan said embarrassedly, "I'...... I'm getting up and going to work......"
Yes, she's going to work.
Qin Shijin let out a sullen "oh", and then asked, "Then do you come over after work today?" ”
Originally, I just wanted to come and see him, but I didn't expect to stay like this for one night, and now he asks like this, what should Lu Zhanyan say?
Qin Shijin squinted his eyes slightly, his eyes showed longing, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still here?" ”
As if she refused, how ruthless she was, Lu Zhanyan became as soon as she spoke, "Come ......"
"Yes, I believe in you." This time, Qin Shijin let go of her, "Then you can go." ”
Where did Lu Zhanyan dare to stay, he quickly got out of bed, put on his coat, took the disposable cleaning utensils and hurriedly washed up, and left with his satchel.
When he left, he met Li Haoran in the corridor.
"Lu Zhanyan, just left." Li Haoran took the initiative to speak, and his smiling face was making fun of him no matter how he looked at it.
Lu Zhanyan's cheeks turned red, and he sighed, "Yes, bye." ”
Lu Zhanyan hurriedly walked past him, didn't want to talk any more, and then entered the elevator.
In the elevator, Lu Zhanyan took a deep breath.
Li Haoran walked through the corridor, knocked on the door and entered Qin Shijin's ward. As soon as he entered, he saw Qin Shijin still lying on the bed sleeping. He looked around, there was nothing unusual, it seemed that he had really slept peacefully. Li Haoran walked to the side of the bed, pulled over a chair and sat down, and asked with a smile, "When do you plan to be discharged from the hospital?" ”
Qin Shijin closed his eyes and replied, "I'm a patient, and I still need to rest for a few days." ”
"Yo, now I'm willing to admit that I'm a patient. I really don't know who it was, when he was pressed over at the beginning, he had to be discharged from the hospital. Li Haoran was amused in his heart.
Qin Shijin knew that he was ridiculing, and he didn't bother to pay attention to him, "Is the doctor very idle?" Don't have to go on rounds? ”
"Am I just doing rounds?"
"Then you can go, don't disturb the patient's rest."
"Okay, I won't disturb your rest." Li Haoran really got up, and when he left, he didn't forget to remind, "You can be discharged if you have nothing to do, don't stay here, my ward is reserved for real patients." ”
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It was almost time to get off work this day, and Lu Zhanyan was thinking about whether to go to the hospital. While he was hesitating, a text message came in.
It was sent by Qin Shijin, just a line of words&mda;&mda;I want to eat apples.
Lu Zhanyan held his mobile phone and stared at the screen in a daze, what he meant by sending it now was for her to buy it and bring it over? How could there be someone as kind as him?
But the ghost sent the gods, Lu Zhanyan really went to buy apples and came to the hospital.
I believe in you.
Now at times like these, who wants him to believe.
"Here we are." In the ward, Qin Shijin was half-lying on the bed reading the newspaper news, and after seeing her, he spoke.
Lu Zhanyan was even more depressed that she actually did it.