Chapter 45: Haunting the Dream

Everywhere there is a deep night, there is not a single light to be seen, and the dead desolation and cold in the marrow make people lose to despair. An leisurely wandered alone in this endless darkness...... There is no sound...... There is no end...... There is no hope for ......

There was also the constant bone-eating pain, more like a terrible monster constantly gnawing and tearing at her body......

Maybe...... Just give up......

If you disappear from this world, will all suffering end with it?

But what is the burning heat coming from your hands? Why such attachment? Why is it so tough? Why do you have to hold on to her and not let her leave? Didn't you know that it would make her doubly tormented? Don't you know the great torture she is now suffering?

But the strange thing is...... She couldn't bear it...... reluctant to let him go from his hands...... Even if you know that you will be crushed by this shackle, you know that you will be unable to recover because of this unbearable......

Even so...... She is also unwilling to give up the warmth in the palm of her hand...... Because of the sadness revealed by the familiar domineering, she was nostalgic to the point of heartbreak......

"Xiao An! Xiao An! Seeing the terrifying bright red gushing out of An Youran's mouth, Li Yan almost wanted to go crazy. Fate seems to have played the most cruel joke with him, I don't know if it was because Doleran was too medicinal or could only be kept for a while. After a few days of calm, when he thought everything would be fine, he let death quietly descend on the girl tonight. The white face as white as paper reflected the bright red of blood even more, and the brilliant red demon flower not only seemed to be taking An Youran's life, but also seemed to be corroding Li Yan's entire world......

Holding the little hand tightly without a trace of warmth, Li Yan's whole body trembled uncontrollably, and a fear that he had never felt before invaded his heart. And this cold touch was like a dense steel needle piercing into his body, like an invisible Ling Chi that made people hurt their hearts and feel painful......

Things in the world are impermanent, and intrigue is not uncommon for a child from a royal family. Surrounded by lies and intrigues for as long as he can remember, he knows better than anyone what it takes to survive in this cruel world. So his world began to go dark...... No more emotions...... No more feelings...... There is no more 'heart'!

However, God just let her break into his life...... This noisy little devil dragged him completely off the predetermined track from the beginning. She would complain, argue, get angry with herself as a son, and dare to throw him to the ground...... But he will also be worried, sad, sad, and even rush into the sea of fire regardless of his life...... Everything is beyond his cognition, and all emotions cannot be controlled by him......

But he also got a ...... that he had never had before Happy! No matter how boring the day is, it will be interesting because of her company, and even the boring things will become lively because of her company...... Because of this, the heart that had been indifferent for a long time began to beat again, and the brain, which had long been unable to dream, began to fantasize...... Imagine a future with her......

The elegant voice is no longer quiet, the unconcealable sadness is like the haze of winter, bleak and gloomy, Li Yan leaned over and said softly in An Ran's ear, "Xiao An, don't be sleepy anymore." If I don't wake up, I promise to come back and tell you what I won't say for the rest of my life...... Haven't you always wanted to hear me tell you the answer......"

If you are usually provoked like this, and you can't hide your heart in peace, you will immediately jump up and shout...... But today...... Li Yan waited for a long time, but the girl did not open her bright eyes after all, and the long eyelashes were like butterflies with folded wings, which could no longer spread and bloom......

Xu couldn't bear to see An Youran contaminated with blood, Li Yan stretched out his slender fingers and gently helped her wipe the blood stains on her cheeks and the corners of her mouth, he was so careful, so attentive, as if holding in his hand was the most precious treasure in the world. But in the end, the composure of the forced work was no match for the sorrow in his heart, and the beautiful glass-like eyes could no longer bear the sadistic picture, and closed in a sad shadow......

Time seemed to have stopped...... The incomprehensible pain completely crushed this immortal man who was known for being cold as frost, and he knelt down in front of An Ran's bed in a gloomy manner, and no longer had the strength to struggle. Maybe a long time ago, maybe when he didn't know it, all he had had had been replaced by a woman named 'An Youran'...... So...... When she left, his world crumbled and died......

Mourning is greater than heart death, just when he was silent in the indescribable pain, the coolness from his hairline couldn't help but startle him. The pounding heartbeat seemed to indicate something...... Li Yan suddenly opened his eyes wide and wanted to raise his head, but he was stunned on the spot because he was afraid that it was his own delusion.

The voice of "Master......" that had lingered thousands of times in the dream finally sounded in reality, "What did you say...... I hear it all...... Can't be because I'm sick...... Just fool around......"

Grabbing her slender fingers stroking her forehead, Li Yan hurriedly replied, "I don't cheat, as long as you don't leave, I'll say whatever you want me to say!" ”

"Hmm!" There was no focus in the eyes with scattered pupils, but even so, An Youran smiled sweetly in the direction where Li Yan spoke, "I'm not leaving...... I'm not going anywhere...... You know that I was stingy when I was a child, and you owe me so many things that I haven't cashed, how can I leave? So...... Master, don't worry, even if Master Yama lures me with a lot of delicious food...... I won't be fooled either, I'll always ...... Always by your side......"

Knowing that she was afraid that she would be upset, she would endure the severe pain to tease him, Li Yan replied cooperatively, "Yes, no matter how delicious the things there are in Master Yama, after all, they are there to deceive you." When you get there, you might not even be able to give you a grain of rice! If you're so stupid that you lose my face, I'm going to get angry and punish you......"

"I'm smart...... "I laughed lightly twice, his reluctant body couldn't support it for too long after all, and An Ran's voice became smaller and smaller as time went by, "You will be punished...... Not me. Since you can't punish it...... It's going to be rewarded...... Wait until I'm ......."

The finger pressed on the edge of the bed was deep into the wood grain, and it was clear that she couldn't hear it, but Li Yan still agreed seriously in a calm tone, "Hmm! I'll wait for you to get better......"