Chapter 185: Dull pain

Yun Yanzheng raised his eyes and glanced at him, there was no emotion in his eyes, his hand was still firmly turning the golden rabbit that was full of barbecue, and replied in a low voice: "If you end up like this, it is nothing more than two choices." One, either do everything to make that person pay, even if he needs to endure humiliation and steal life in the process, and be trampled on like mud to live, but as long as there is a breath of air, he can't be happy; Two, it's either ......" she paused for a moment before she smiled lightly, "It's just to be obedient to that person, to make a living, to only care about the present, not about the future." ”

"And how would you choose?" Fang Juan asked.

"I don't want to be compromised." Yun Yanzheng shook his head and flipped over the wooden branch wearing the hare in his hand.

"Even if you die, you don't want to die?" Fang Juan also glanced at the roast rabbit in her hand and asked seemingly casually.

"Even if the revenge is avenged, there are still two choices." Yun Yanzheng nodded and said, "One, we will all end up; Second, live strong regardless of the eyes of the world. The first option is a hundred after death; The second option requires courage, determination and perseverance. ”

"And your choice is to live?" Fang Juan whispered, and there was something strange in his tone.

"Yes, there are still so many beautiful scenery in this world that have not yet been appreciated, so many delicacies that have not yet been tasted, and so many things that have not yet been completed, why am I willing to die?" Yun Yanzheng put the grilled hare on the stand aside to dry, and whispered.

"That's good." Fang Juan's voice was low and low, even with a hint of weirdness.

Yun Yanzheng's gaze did not fall on him, his tone was leisurely, but he said: "Ah Juan, are you thinking in your heart about turning me into such a person, that I can be your companion from now on, maybe you want to take back some of the dignity and pleasure you think you have in me, or make me more miserable and resentful than you, and build your happiness on top of my pain?" ”

Fang Juan looked at the rain curtain outside the cave and stopped talking, but his eyes became gloomy and trance-like.

Yun Yanzheng smiled slightly, his tone was soft, and said, "Instead of torturing each other with me here and venting your pain on me alone, why don't you go to the battlefield and kill the enemy?" In this way, you can rightfully take back your glory, your dignity, and the eyes that others you desire to look at you differently than before. Instead of living here and living like a dark insect underground, it is better to live in the eyes of the world, live vigorously in this world, and be an upright man! ”

Her tone was not very proud, nor was it full of enthusiasm, but her words were like a sharp blade, cutting right on his wound. He originally thought that the scar of such a long time had already scabbed over, and he had long been unconcerned, but at this moment, it was revealed in an instant, and it turned out that it would still bleed and hurt.

He looked back suddenly, stared at her coldly, gritted his teeth, and said, "Why are you saying these things to me?" Now with just one move from me, you're worse than dead. The cold front in his tone burst out from between his teeth. The next moment, her figure flashed, and she was in front of Yun Yanzheng, Fang Juan's face was a little distorted, and her fingers moved, and her left arm was dislocated with a "click".

Yun Yanzheng gasped slightly, but he raised his eyes to stare at him, and the dagger that his right hand took out of his arms was already against his throat at this moment, and said in a deep voice: "You listen to me first, and then it's not too late to get angry!" ”

Fang Juan's hand still grabbed her arm, his gaze fell on her solemn and cold face, and said, "What else do you want to say?" Shame my words? ”

Yun Yanzheng smiled lightly, his eyes were gentle, and said, "No! What I want to say is my own business. ”

"You're going to tell me, who are you?" Fang Juan asked in a low voice.

"That's right. You just asked me why I said this, and I will tell you who I am right now. Yun Yanzheng motioned for him to let go of her arm, but Fang Juan said indifferently, "You say it first." ”

Yun Yanzheng sighed helplessly, looked away from his face, and said, "Do you remember the woman who was with the young master of the Feng family?" ”

Fang Juan nodded coldly, and his voice was low: "Naturally, she looks very similar to the dragon family, but she is not very different, it is indeed unforgettable." ”

Yun Yanzheng smiled and said helplessly: "That woman's appearance is my appearance." Fang Juan was taken aback, looked at her, and said with a light smile: "Before that, I didn't know that the dragon family looked so similar to me, I think it was because the empress of her Yu Kingdom liked to listen to politics through the curtain and didn't like to leave portraits." ”

"Then she ......" Fang Juan looked at her again and again.

Yun Yanzheng nodded, his eyes were cloudy, and he said, "Jing Bai once said that this disguise technique on my face needs two people who look extremely similar to each other to be so seamless. If I become a dragon, then, as I expected, that person is undoubtedly a dragon. It's just that I don't know why she pretended to be me, whether it was voluntary or under the control of others, I don't know for the time being. ”

"And who are you?" Fang Juan's eyes were also suspicious, if he was an unknown person, why did he need to move the dragon's idea?

Yun Yanzheng smiled happily, as if he didn't know the pain in his arm, and said in a clear voice: "I am Bai Zhengyan, and I am also Yun Yanzheng, the eldest princess of Fengwu in Wei Kingdom." ”

"The commander of the Nine Heavenly Cavalry of the Ul Kingdom?" Fang Juan reacted immediately, looking at her with a different gaze. In the past, he only felt that this woman's identity must be extraordinary, and she exuded contradictions, strangeness, and special bearings everywhere. It turned out that she had an extremely complex identity and had an extraordinary experience.

"Therefore, I have relied on what you have said, not to mock you, much less to ridicule you." Yun Yanzheng said indifferently and firmly: "Now that the four countries are encroaching and preventing, there will definitely be battles one after another, you are living like this, it is better to go to the battlefield to build military merits and win your own glory." ”

"Kill the enemy for your country?" Fang Juan smiled coldly: "Why? I have nothing to do with you. ”

"Wei and Yu have fought against each other, Yu has been defeated, and it will surely make a comeback, you don't want them to know that you Fang Juan is a person who can make them flee on the battlefield? Let them regret it, and they have been wronging you in the forbidden palace to consume talents? Let her know that you are not a caged golden bird, but a phoenix that can soar into the sky and make a splash? Yun Yanzheng said slowly, word by word, "Naturally, you can not join the army of my Wei Kingdom, but the other two countries, but who can give you convenience and trust like me?" As long as you nod your head, when I return to the kingdom of Wei, I can let you join the Nine Heavens Ride, instead of having no way to join the army because of your nameless and incomplete household registration. ”

Fang Juan's heart moved, and he slowly let go of her arm, but he still sneered: "It's just that whether you can return to the Wei Kingdom is still unknown?" And, how can you trust me to join the Nine Heavens Ride? ”

"Then it depends on whether you can help me reverse the situation, and see how much sincerity you have to join my Nine Heavens Ride?" Yun Yanzheng put his arm on his shoulder, straightened his hand, pointed to him at the roast rabbit that was cooling, and said, "Let the dragon family destroy me, and you won't get any benefit?" Instead, I will watch her and Yuguo grow stronger, and at that time, if you regret it, I'm afraid you won't be able to do it all over again. ”

"So, who do you want to be in my army?" Fang Juan sneered and took the rabbit leg that Yun Yanzheng had cut off with a dagger.

"You have two choices, one is my close guard, if you follow me from birth to death, you can naturally establish meritorious deeds, but then you will keep a distance from other generals, and you will not be able to establish feelings with them, which will not be good for you to lead troops in the future. One is the centurion, first train the 100 people under your command into invincible weapons, and gradually make meritorious contributions, so that you can naturally establish a relationship with the soldiers, and if you become a general in the future, they will naturally listen to your orders and support you. What do you think? Yun Yanzheng bit the other rabbit leg while methodically speaking.

Fang Juan pondered for a long time and asked, "But why should I believe you?" Aren't you afraid that you are now using me to saddle your horse before and after, once you return to the kingdom of Wei, but you will rebel, and you will take revenge? ”

"Ah Juan, I'm also afraid of this. I am also afraid that you are lurking by my side now, with ulterior motives, and one day you will suddenly attack me and completely kill me. Yun Yan Zheng is calm and calm.

"Since we don't trust each other, what are we going to do?" Fang Juan chuckled, his eyes shining.

"I don't have any particularly good way, only Lu Yao knows that the horsepower will see the hearts of the people over time." Yun Yanzheng licked the fat from the corners of his lips and felt that it was delicious. If it is cooked by Gu Yi, presumably this whole hare will have an even more endless aftertaste. She sighed helplessly, and then said, "Ah Juan, don't smile like this to other girls in the future, they won't be able to bear it." ”

Fang Juan couldn't help but glance at her, this person would talk to you seriously one moment, but the next moment he would talk nonsense. Sometimes *solemn; Sometimes do what you want; sometimes ridiculed scoundrels; Sometimes merciful and gentle; sometimes shrewd and capable; Sometimes she has many faces, but which side is the real her? Or is it that all these faces together are a complete her?

Fang Juan stared at the rabbit leg in his hand slowly. A long time ago, he knew that he was a lone goose wandering alone. There is no home, no relatives, no friends, no hope, no heart, so that when he met the little female officer, no matter what she did for him, he felt that his heart was cold, and there was no trace of warmth that could enter this cold that had already been frozen.

Now, his heart is still beating and he is still alive, so how will he face the days ahead? Can he crave something?

And as far as he knew, if the woman in front of him was really Yun Yanzheng, then her situation would not be much better. The emperor of the Ul Kingdom, her imperial brother is suspicious of her and takes advantage of her, and she is not necessarily shrewd. So, is he going to go on an adventure with her?

The night rain outside the cave is getting heavier and heavier, and it seems that there is no stopping thought.

After Yun Yanzheng filled his stomach, Fang Juan handed her a square handkerchief that had been wet with rain. She looked at the handkerchief and was stunned for a moment, before she took it and cleaned her hands, raised her eyes and smiled at him, and said, "Thank you." This situation couldn't help but remind her of Gu Xi, since she used his handkerchief in Luming Villa, this habit has followed her, and since then, he has always prepared an extra square handkerchief for her.

After meeting Mo Guo again, his veil naturally became her veil. A long time ago, she had noticed that in the corner of the snow-white veil, there was always an ethereal cloud embroidered with white silk thread. Later, she looked carefully and realized that it was a variant of the ancient book cloud character.

Is the cloud the cloud of the cloud?

Her eyes gradually became focused, and there was a dull pain in the left part of her chest. That kind of pain spreads out, but it can make people feel paralyzed all over their bodies.