All Chapters_Chapter 176 Long pain is better than short pain
I don't have a mobile phone, so I can only use Cheng Baize's mobile phone number to call Zhuo Jing with the needle, and I was really nervous when I was waiting to be connected, and I didn't even know what I was going to say in the first sentence.
But alas, he didn't answer. I can't express my sense of loss, maybe Zhuo Jing guessed that I hit him, he is so smart, what can he hide from him.
In fact, to put it bluntly, I was careful not to be known by Zhuo Jing that I was a yin and yang person, and I had concealed it for so long, I was afraid that Zhuo Jing would kick me, and people would think you were so pathetic when I talked about this kind of psychology, as for it, but Zhuo Jing was the first person I liked.
If I had been a little precocious as a child, I think I could be sure that I had liked him since I was a child. Otherwise, I wouldn't have waited so much for him to pick me up that year, and besides, I was sure in my heart that I was his guardian, and since I was destined to be with him, there was no reason why I should not fight for it.
If there is a misunderstanding, go and explain it, make it clear, this is also my style all along, I don't like ambiguity, I don't like to drag mud and water, if you really don't like it, tell me clearly, then I think, I won't be too entangled. Although this was the worst-case scenario, I was mentally prepared.
"You really don't need me to send it?"
Holding an umbrella, Cheng Baize stood on the side of the road and looked at me: "It's not so easy to take a taxi on a rainy day." ”
I shook my head: "No, you can rest, I know you must be tired, this matter is my own, I will take care of it." ”
Cheng Baize looked at me with a somewhat complicated expression: "You don't cry when you don't see the coffin." ”
I bit my lip: "Did you tell me that you would break my marriage rejection, I am so unhappy with Zhuo Jing, is it also related to the rejection of marriage, if, if I reconcile with him." Can you help me break the marriage ban, I can bear it if it hurts more than the needle. ”
A taxi stopped in front of him, Cheng Baize took a deep breath, and pulled the car door for me: "I know how to break your marriage rejection, but." It's easy to say, it's hard to say, I know I can't stop your thoughts, it's like your life has been changed, but haven't you avoided the catastrophe...... Perhaps, if you don't change your life, something more serious will happen? I'm really unpredictable, everything is a certainty, let's go. ”
I got in the car: "Tomorrow morning, after I send Zhuo Jing on the plane, I will go to you to break the marriage, count it as the last time I beg you." ”
Cheng Baize waved his hand: "You go to him first." Don't worry, I'll go find you. ”
I couldn't see through his expression, but I still nodded, pressed the window, and directly said the address of Zhuo Jing's residence.
He's not there.
I took several deep breaths, and the first sentence I was about to open my mouth was, and I kept ringing the doorbell, but there was no response from inside the door.
"Zhuojing, Zhuojing." I shouted twice, knocked softly, there was still no movement in the door, I put my face against the door, and continued to scream: "Shirley, Shirley? ”
There wasn't even a cat meow, I frowned, that should be really not at home, could it be that you are looking for me?! Wooden flutter trumpet.
As soon as this thought came out, I was in a hurry, strode to the elevator, and took a taxi straight to my home.
Before I could take out the key to open the door, Xu Meijin opened the door inside, pulled my hand, and looked at me worriedly: "Jiaolong, where have you been, your sister is hospitalized, and your aunt also came over just now......"
I didn't speak, I stroked her hand directly, and with a sweep of my eyes, I found Shirley lying on the sofa, "Shirley?!" I ran forward with some excitement and picked it up, "How did you get here, Kirin, did Kirin send you?" ”
Zhuo Jing threw it at the door and left......
Xu Meijin opened his mouth faintly behind me, I didn't move while holding the cat, and I didn't look back, I couldn't say what I felt in my heart at that moment, I should have guessed it, but I still didn't give up.
"He probably won't want to see you again......"
Xu Meijin said again, "Look at his expression at that time, it should be ......"
"That's enough."
I put the cat on the ground, picked up the phone on the coffee table, and looked up at her: "Don't talk to me anymore, I want you to remember that we will be strangers from now on." ”
After that, I raised my feet and prepared to go out, if I couldn't find Zhuo Jing tonight, I felt like I would be completely crazy!
"Jiaolong!"
Xu Meijin stepped forward a few times, stretched out his arms and blocked the door directly: "What are you going to do!" Don't you still want to go to him! The reason why I follow Xu Linlin's meaning is that I hope you can see clearly that it is impossible for you and Zhuo Jing to do so! He doesn't like you as much as you think! It's just your face that he likes, he can't accept your body, Jiaolong, wake up! ”
I looked at her, my sour eyes ached, and I was about to cry dry, "Big girl, I called you that for the last time, let me ask you, if you think I am not suitable for Zhuo Jing, he doesn't really like me so much, then why, to prove it in such an extreme way, what do you want to prove, what will you say, you can say it early in the morning, why do you have to make me ugly to be satisfied, it's a big deal, you go directly to Zhuo Jing to talk, even so, I can understand you, even if you are for my good, Xu Meijin, you do this, I really can't accept it at all, and I can't figure it out, I don't understand, as long as I think of it, this knife is from your bucket, I can't get angry, you know. ”
Xu Meijin pursed her lips, and tears flowed out: "I just want you to know, I don't care if you're a boy or a girl, I just know that you're Jiaolong, no matter who you're with, you won't be as single-minded as me, Jiaolong, why do you want to get married, men only look at the surface, they just see if you look beautiful, they don't understand you!" ”
"Huh." I looked at her, if Xu Meijin hadn't said it in person at this moment, I wouldn't have believed that it came from her: "No matter what kind of person Zhuo Jing is, I don't need you to prove it for me, such proof is harm." ”
"I really don't want to hurt you, I've been struggling, in fact, I ran out to give Xu Linlin glasses that day, and I saw her with your sister Anqi, I overheard this and my head was hot, really, Jiaolong, I'm afraid you won't be happy, I think, it's good that the two of us are friends for life, can't we rely on each other, that's how we came from since we were children, why do you want to be with Zhuo Jingding for life so soon!"
Xu Meijin looked at me crying: "Jiaolong, I'm really afraid that you will be injured in the future, long pain is better than short pain!" ”