Su Yan does not abandon the final chapter of [Flowers Bloom and Return Slowly].
When she first saw the melancholy-eyed Su Yan in front of the nunnery four years ago, she knew that this young man's marriage was not broken, and he would not be able to enter Buddhism. Now that the person who Su Yan had been thinking about and hoping for had finally arrived, how could she not see that the two had a lot to say. Under the pretext of boiling water and cooking tea, it took a lot of effort, and I felt that the time was almost up before I returned to the nunnery.
"Yo, why are you crying again. Madame was born with a water life, and she is always inseparable from tears. Half-jokingly teasing Su Yan, who was hazy with teary eyes, Lao Ni put the teapot and teacup on the table, "It's cold outside, and the donor is cold." Drink a cup of hot tea to warm up, this tea is picked and fried by Mrs. herself when she goes up the mountain in spring, and it is very fragrant. ”
Su Buqi nodded slightly and thanked him, holding the hot tea in his hand but not drinking it, but unexpectedly presented it to Lao Ni with both hands, with a flat but sincere expression: "I have something to ask for in the future, and I hope the master will agree." ”
"The donor is very polite, the monks should do good deeds and accumulate virtues, and if the donor is in need, it is natural for the poor nuns to help them." Shaking his head and pushing away the teacup, Lao Ni smiled lightly, "I don't know what the donor has to do, it's best if the poor nun can help." ”
Su Buqi glanced at Su Yan lightly, Su Yan's face was crimson and did not retreat, and he quickly dodged when he met his gaze, and after taking a deep breath, he also walked in front of Lao Ni with tea in both hands, and his voice was subtle and shy: "In the past four years, Su Yan has been taken care of by the teacher, and Su Yan is grateful." Now it's time for me to leave with Su Gongzi as promised, and I don't know if I will have the opportunity to meet Mrs. Shi again in the future, so Su Yan wants to borrow this cup of tea to thank Mrs. Shi for taking her in for taking her in, and ...... In addition......"
The words that were prepared were put in the stomach, but when it was time to speak, Su Yan blushed and became more anxious, and he was still too ashamed to speak when he moved his lips several times. Su Buqi saw that she was really embarrassed and couldn't bear it, he muttered for a moment and suddenly lowered his head, bowed deeply with the gift of a junior, and held the old teacup high in front of the old nun.
"Please marry Mrs. Shidai for us."
In an instant, Su Yan's face was so red that it seemed to be dripping blood, and the old nun was stunned in place, and he didn't react for a long time.
Zhongzhou Buddhism advocates Qing cultivation, although there is no explicit prohibition and restriction, but the monks are silently abiding by the guidelines of not marrying in their lives, although the Ciyun Nunnery is small, the rules of giving up seven emotions and six desires to accompany the Buddha for a long time are clear and clear. Su Yan is leading the cultivation and can return to the vulgar at any time, even if he leaves with Su Buqi to marry immediately, it is not a problem, but if he wants Lao Nun to be the main marriage...... I've never heard of anything like this.
Seeing that the old nun was in a daze, Su Yan stood beside Su Buqi with a red face, and said sincerely: "Su Gongzi and I are both alone and have no relatives, after leaving the palace, only Mrs. Shi treats me best, just like a mother, I think that if someone can bear the identity of the main marriage, that person can only be Mrs. Shi." Su Yan's willful words, I don't know if it made the teacher too embarrassed. If you're embarrassed,"
"Madame said this, how could the old nun bear to refuse." Before Su Yan finished speaking, Lao Ni had already taken the teacup, and tears flashed with emotion, "If my child hadn't died young, he would be about the same age as his wife now...... Look at me, what are you doing with all this nonsense, it doesn't disturb the atmosphere. Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes and squeezing out a smile, the old nun sat upright in the chair: "The poor nun has been a maidservant and a midwife in her life, and it is the first time for the officiant to marry, even if she takes advantage of the lady and the benefactor today, the two of you are not strange." ”
Su Yan was overjoyed to get Lao Ni's consent, so how could he complain. Respectfully served tea, and knelt side by side with Su Buqi in front of the old nun.
This is probably the most shabby marriage. There were no red candles, no staggered planning, no gongs and drums, and no guests to congratulate, just a broken nunnery, two cups of coarse tea, and the snow flying all over the sky outside the nunnery.
But so what?
Everything in the world is not important, as long as there is a loved one by his side, it is the happiest world, and then he has his hot palms clenched, that is the satisfaction of even death.
That night, the oil lamp of Ciyun Nunnery shone brightly all night, and the usually cold and quiet courtyard gave birth to a lot of warmth, Su Yan leaned close to the old nun, holding Su Bu's palm, and his frank smile was unprecedented, as if he had miraculously drunk tea until he was drunk. Lao Ni talked about his past, talked about the ups and downs of his life and the consciousness of staying away from the red dust, Su Yan talked about the days when he and his sister depended on each other and struggled in those years, said Yi Chenjing, talked about Bai Qige, and said all kinds of things in the palace that made her happy and sad, but Su Buqi cherished words like gold as always, and only said softly when Su Yan fell asleep in a daze, good dreams.
May there be him in the dream.
On the second day, the snow began to fall, and the clear sky was clear and blue, which was a beautiful reflection of the frozen silver snow. Early in the morning, Su Bu gave up his bags and horses waiting outside the nunnery, and Su Yan wiped his tears several times before he could barely hold up a smile and resign, which was not as good as Lao Ni's open-mindedness.
"Where are you going?"
"Mo Nan, our home will be there in the future."
Our home.
Simple words have a wonderful power that makes Su Yan's heart surge, imagining the vast sand sea in a distant land, Su Yan unconsciously shows a longing smile.
Once she had the name of Mrs., surrounded by glory and wealth, and attendants, anyone who saw her had to politely call Mrs. Su, but in that kind of life still felt empty and cold, and now with Su Buqi's side, maybe just going to Monan will have to eat and sleep in the open and endure all the hardships, but she is not afraid at all, and only one word "home" will completely light up her dark life.
Since then, she has also a home and a home.
The horse stepped on the horse's hooves impatiently, as if urging the two to hurry on the road, this time Su Buqi did not get on the horse first, but carefully sent her to the horse with Su Yan's waist.
The old nun didn't go out to see him off, Su Yan stared intently in the direction of the nunnery for a while, and suddenly felt that his wrist was gently pulled, and he subconsciously bowed slightly along the way, and a touch of warmth was attached to his lips, and he left in an instant.
“……”
“……”
The four looked at each other, one panicked, the other calm, but no one refused to speak, unable to speak.
After a long time, Su Yan sighed: "I used to think that Su Gongzi was polite, and later I felt that I would do some unexpected things from time to time, but now I understand that in fact, Su Gongzi is more daring than anyone else, and he is not bound by etiquette than anyone else, which is quite a bit of Boss Ning's style." ”
"Don't confuse me with unreliable people." Su Buqi turned over neatly and sat behind Su Yan, circled a peaceful space that belonged to her in the crook of his arm, raised his eyebrows slightly, and suddenly lowered his head as if he thought of something, "It's time to change the title." ”
"Change what." Su Yan was dazed and blurted out.
The blue eyes blinked, and when they opened, it seemed that there was a pool of pure water flowing, and Su Bu gave up his long eyes, and tightened the cloak to hold the reddish woman in his arms even tighter.
"Call me by name."
“…… Do not give up. ”
The temptation to call low attracted the flawless face to approach, closed the eyes to meet the soft lips, the world was far away and forgot the cold around him, and let the soft whispers between his lips be blown away by the cool winter breeze and scattered to the ends of the cape.
"I am only willing to be for you, and I will never give up for the rest of my life."