Chapter 115: The Question of Remarriage
The secret attack was not dangerous, everything was settled, Bai Qige wanted to explain what happened to Chen An in detail, but suddenly a sharp pain in his lower abdomen struck, and he bent over in an instant.
"The Princess. The princess was injured. Huang ......'s eyes darkened, and the sound in his ears became smaller and smaller, and after dizziness like a whirlwind, Bai Qige closed his eyes and lost consciousness.
Chen An's scalp was numb for a while, the eldest lady of the army was in the Chinese army, and it was inconvenient for him to undress and check whether the noble princess was injured, so he had no choice but to wave his hand and let the three soldiers stay in place and wait for reinforcements, and he stepped on the horse and put Bai Qige on the horse, and hurried to the direction of the Chinese army after two sentences.
The night wind is blowing stronger and stronger, the temperature is getting lower and lower, but the speed of the horses is getting slower and slower.
"Princess, who are you messing with, but you want to mess with that terrible man. How much effort you have contributed to the expedition I Chen An saw it in my eyes and remembered it, and I didn't want to harm you, but ...... But if you don't die, the lives of my whole family will not be saved. Slowly chattering in his heart, Chen An's expression was contradictory and painful, "What if the Northern Expedition loses and wins, we soldiers who have no name and no points can gain nothing and have nothing to lose, the advantages and disadvantages are in the hands of those generals, it is better to think about how to feed a family if you think about some princely causes, you say." ”
The horse's hooves gradually stopped moving, and Chen An, who had always acted neatly, became gentle for some reason, jumped off the horse and stood for a long time, and he never took out a bag of medicine and rice in his sleeve, but was soaked with sweat.
It was a highly poisonous poison from the distant imperial capital, colorless and tasteless, and it had no effect on ordinary people to eat it, but it was enough to kill an instant, especially for women who had a miscarriage, and there was no way to verify the cause of death.
The faint sigh drifted into the night, Chen An raised his hand and let go, rubbing back and forth for a long time, and the hesitation in his eyes became more and more intense and contradictory. The strange princess has nothing to do with him, but after a period of contact, it is not difficult to find that this woman has a lot of tenacity and courage that is not as good as ordinary men, and treats people very gently, and he is also a citizen of Dayao, and he will never want a brave and resourceful princess to die innocently in the struggle for power.
If you don't kill her, let her go. No, it doesn't.
Chen An smiled bitterly, he knew that today was so entangled and difficult to decide, he would never accept that man's large sum of gold and silver in order to give the family a prosperous and stable life, but now it is never, not from it, Bai Qige does not die, then his parents and wife will die.
For an irrelevant person is not worth it after all.
"Walk slowly, princess." Taking a deep breath and shaking off the paper bag, Chen An pinched Bai Qige's cheeks, and the white medicine rice trembled and was about to fall.
Suddenly, the sound of horses' hooves rushed to the ground, and the big hand that had been holding the sword for many years shook, and the medicine and rice were scattered in the wind, and the palm-sized paper bag also swirled and fell into the grass.
"Chen joined the army. Isn't there danger in the camp? How did Chen join the army and stop his horse here, the princess. This, what's going on. Xiao Baishan, who galloped with a large number of people and horses, was stunned and at a loss, and hurriedly jumped off the horse to check, and only let out a sigh after making sure that Bai Qige had only fainted, and turned around and shouted, "Quick, quickly send the princess to the Chinese army for the doctor to diagnose and treat, Chen joins the army, you go to the camp with me." ”
"The last will obey." Following Xiao Baishan with a silent wry smile, Chen An didn't know whether he was regretful or relieved.
If you don't want to resign yourself to fate, then you can only find another opportunity to do it.
I didn't wake up until dawn, Bai Qige hadn't been so comfortable for a long time, and when she opened her eyes, the familiar color came into view, it was the boring hemp color of the camp, and there was the sound of turning books in her ears.
"Wake up."
Qinghe's voice is still so calm.
Bai Qige didn't bother to answer, turned over and pressed her lower abdomen, and her whole body curled up together.
Yi Chenjing was always the first to lose his breath, so he had no choice but to walk to the side of the shop and sit on the ground, reaching out and touching his pale cheeks: "In addition to abdominal pain, there is something uncomfortable." ”
"Nope."
"If I don't ask, you won't even talk about abdominal pain."
"Yes."
Yi Chenjing was dumbfounded.
Bai Qige's love and hatred are too straightforward and obvious, if she is good to anyone, she will give up her life to protect her, if she wants to alienate anyone, then even if she treats the world as a gift with both hands, she will not raise her eyebrows. This is very similar to red silk, very similar.
The medicinal soup that exuded a strong bitter aura was placed next to the pillow, Yi Chenjing pointed to the medicine bowl, and his tone pretended to be indifferent: "Drink the medicine." ”
"If you drink it, it won't be good, and if you don't drink it, you won't die, so why suffer from that pungent pain."
"You're trying to die of pain." Grabbing the thin shoulders to help Bai Qige up, and bringing the medicine bowl to his mouth, Yi Chenjing said in a low voice, "The doctor said that you can't work or move your breath with this disease, and once it happens, it will be a pain of death or life." In the past two days, I have been angry and desperate with others, and I refused to say half a word when I fainted in pain, right? Your stubborn character will only suffer yourself, and sooner or later you will take your life. ”
"It's definitely after doing what needs to be done, Your Highness doesn't have to worry."
The hand holding the medicine bowl stiffened, and Yi Chenjing's face sank a lot. He understood the meaning of Bai Qige's words, nothing more than that his concern was fake, in fact, it was to deceive her and take advantage of her, and he didn't know why she was so sure that he was false from beginning to end. Having said that, he wouldn't think that Bai Qige had shown sincerity before, if it was really as he thought, she was still as attached to him as she was when she was a teenager, why was she always refusing to be happy with him.
People's hearts are separated from the belly, no one can see clearly, can not touch through, can only guess carefully, often guess and guess and pass by, miss the good fate.
Putting down the bowl, Yi Chenjing gave up the idea of forcing her to drink medicine, no one can force Bai Qige to do what he doesn't want to do, unless he threatens the Bai family, and he doesn't want to involve the Bai family anymore, he has to admit that he still can't let go, last night when Liang Gong broke into the camp with the bloodless Bai Qige, he even had the urge to kill.
"General Liang is looking for the sneak attack route of those people, Chen Senjun has already counted it, and there is no defect in the grain and grass, and I have to thank you for these."
Thinking of the young man who died blocking the knife for himself, Bai Qige was at a loss again in his heart, staring at the wind-swept curtain of the camp tent. If the two brothers hadn't appeared in time, she would have been a corpse in the wasteland now, and beside her was the burned out supplies of the Yao Army, she could no longer see the frowning expression on Yi Chenjing's Qingjun face, and she would not be able to complete the promise to go home to visit her father and mother after the Northern Expedition.
Human life is so fragile, and the blessings and misfortunes are unpredictable, and it turns out that the strength she thought she was so weak that it could not withstand the wounds of the enemy.
"Qiao Dahe...... Is it already buried? After being silent for a long time, Bai Qige spoke in a low voice.
His brother insisted on taking him home, and in the morning he burned his body and buried his ashes in a jar. I wanted his brother to quit the army and bring his ashes home, but the child said that he would fulfill his brother's wish, see Da Yao win, and see that you are safe and sound before leaving. Yi Chenjing smiled suddenly, took a piece of pitted wood from the table and gently placed it next to Bai Qi Singer, "His younger brother asked Chen An to transfer this to you, since the day you made your daughter's body public in Lingyun City, he has been carving this piece of wood, saying that he returned from victory and he didn't die in battle...... He will tell you personally that he likes you. ”
Knowing that she is a princess and a general, is she still stupidly carving an impossible ending.
Fingertips stroked the specks and dents on the wood, Bai Qige seemed to see an ordinary young man in the wasteland smiling at the corners of his mouth, carefully bowing his head and cutting the wood, intoxicated and contented. Of course, his so-called liking does not necessarily refer to the love between men and women, it is just a longing for her, but in any case, the young soldier who came and died in a hurry has no regrets, and finally closes his eyes with a peaceful expression, which is enough.
"It's rare to have someone in the world who can die for himself, and if there is such a person in the future, I think I will definitely go with him regardless of everything."
Moving her lips and sighing lowly, Bai Qige didn't know whether she was saying this to herself or to Yi Chenjing, she really wanted to do that, to stay with a person who didn't care about her identity, appearance, and past, no status, no power, coarse tea and light rice, half an acre of inferior land, just seek sincerity and never give up.
Yi Chenjing pondered for a long time, and his eyes fell on the piece of wood: "Will you die for me?" ”
Bai Qige didn't hear his question, hugged the wood and closed his eyes again, and shrunk into the thin blanket motionless. In fact, why bother asking, how much of what she did was not paid for him. Putting aside the burden of forbearance and humiliation for the Bai family in the past, isn't the rest all for him Yi Chenjing. The child is gone, regardless of the serious illness that has not healed, he supports the army and swears to the enemy alone, just to ensure that the grain and grass are safe and that the great cause of his northern expedition is successfully completed.
He didn't have eyes or hearts, so he couldn't see.
"Why don't you ask me, ask me if I'll die for you." Picking up the long sweat-soaked hair, Yi Chenjing stroked his pale cheeks.
"It's all pointless questions." Bai Qige closed his eyes and said lightly, "What you want is Jiangshan Sheji, what you love is Princess Hongxuan, what you are waiting for is soaring to the sky, and what you are looking forward to is ascending to the throne." What's the use of asking things that don't concern me in the first place. I can even answer for you, no, never. ”
Although he also had the idea of being willing to do anything for her on the spur of the moment, when he calmed down and thought about it carefully, Yi Chenjing felt that it seemed that it was not worth it, just like Bai Qige said, most of the weight in his life was occupied by other things and people, and he could only give her a little bit, so how could he give up the world and even his life for her. Bai Qige understood better than he could see that he was a ruthless person, at least for her.
Definitely, it must be so...... Although, the heart aches and cracks.
"Stay with me, I can't find another woman more suitable to be my wife."
"The eldest husband has no wife. There will always be someone in the world who makes your heart move, even if there is none, didn't you say that you only love one person in this life? Keep that promise until you die, the man who breaks the promise is the most hateful, you face to go to the reincarnation stage, are you embarrassed to see Princess Hongxuan. ”
After two sentences and another defeat, Yi Chenjing shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I can't talk about you." In fact, I just want to ask you, when everything is calm and the dust settles, and there is no battle for the throne, are you willing to forget everything that happened and marry me again. ”
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