Chapter 255: Beloved
"After all, it's the person I love who used to be on the tip of my heart, how can I not care?"
Ye Sen was silent for a long time and asked, "What do you want to know?" ”
"Your past...... I originally thought I didn't care, before I was in love, I told everyone that the past is not important and it is good to grasp the present, but when I really peeked into the corner, I went crazy to know more, although the more I knew, the more angry I became, but I still couldn't help it, I still wanted to ......" Bai Qingqing finally cried silently, "You don't understand this mood." ”
"Okay, I don't understand, but I'll tell you anything you want to know." Ye Sen helped her to sit down on the couch and began to talk about the things he was about to forget.
Once these things are brought up, it is also a kind of torture for him.
Bai Qingqing only thought that it was an ordinary love story, but she didn't know that the twists and turns and cruelty in it were far more complicated than she thought.
Ye Sen had just graduated from junior high school that year, and his high school entrance examination scores were neither high nor low, so he could barely go to a high school that was neither good nor bad, and he would be admitted to a similar university in the future, and after graduation, he would do a job with a low salary or low salary. Ye Sen, who was still a child at the time, would not be bad if he walked like this in this life.
During the summer vacation of high school, his parents took him away from his hometown to work in a toy factory, and Ye Sen was responsible for stuffing cotton into sewn cloth bags. Pack a two-cent, and if you work hard for a day, you can pack hundreds.
There is a sister in the factory, five or six years older than Ye Sen, she is about 20 years old, she is good-looking, and she can sing, every time the factory has dinner, she will come on stage to sing to everyone. Everyone called her "factory flower" behind her back.
Ye Sen was not in a big grade at the time, he was already very tall, and because of his rough appearance, he looked older than his actual age. At that time, many single young men in the factory wanted to chase this girl, and everyone was very simple, and they were all rushing to get married. Ye Sen also chased after him, Ye Sen just thought it was fun, after all, he was planning to go back to high school after the summer vacation.
Unexpectedly, the girl took it seriously, and the day after Ye Sen confessed, she came to the factory with two boxed lunches, pulled him aside and gave him one.
Ye Sen was embarrassed at first, and wanted to confess to her, confessing that he was young and would not get married in a short time, and even had to go back to high school.
The factory flower didn't give him a chance to speak, but shyly whispered in her ear that he would go to a small hotel near the factory after work today.
Ye Sen had just sprouted the throbbing of puberty at this time, and it was difficult to refuse the looming hint of the factory flower, so he agreed.
On this day, Ye Sen did not work overtime, and when his parents asked, Ye Sen only said that he was going out to surf the Internet. His parents gave him leave of absence, considering that they had been working for so long.
He still remembers the uneasiness and excitement he felt when he entered the hotel. The ID card used the factory flower, and what to do was taught to him by the factory flower, and the factory flower made him successfully transform from a little boy into a man.
Beautiful, gentle, considerate, sensible, and even understanding men, she took on Ye Sen's emotional enlightenment teacher and X enlightenment teacher, Ye Sen, who was in adolescence, couldn't control it at all, so he was with her.
When he really began to develop, he knew that he loved her more than he thought, and it didn't take long for him to really decide to marry her and take good care of her for the rest of his life. I even decided not to go to school anymore.
Factory flower and Ye Sen don't want to do anything, she knows that Ye Sen has no money, so every time she goes out to open a house, she spends her money, and sometimes she buys clothes for Ye Sen, she seems to want an obedient little boyfriend.
They dated for two months, and when it was time to report on the start of school, Ye Sen was reluctant to go back to school, so he wanted to accompany the factory flower here, Ye Sen's parents beat and scolded, so they almost beat him to death and carried the body back, but it was useless, Ye Sen was determined to stay here to accompany the factory flower.
Ye Sen's parents had no choice but to stay here with him in the end. Oh yes, during his relationship with Changhua, Changhua emphasized that he must not tell anyone, including his parents, so his parents never knew about it.
But later, when the factory director came to inspect the factory, he learned that the factory flower had already been married, her husband was the factory director, and the children were two years old.
The factory director seemed to know something and took the factory flower away.
So the "cheating" that Ye Sen sent her on Weibo at that time was actually not accurate, it was not the factory flower cheating, but that he was "junior". It's just that when he was a child, he didn't understand the specific meaning of cheating on the mistress, and he felt that being unfaithful to his feelings was cheating.
It didn't end there, either. Later, Changhua contacted him again and called him to the hotel, Ye Sen still loved her in his heart, so he went immediately.
But when he came back from the hotel, he learned that there was a fire in the factory dormitory, and his parents and some workers died in the fire, and Ye Sen suddenly became an orphan.
The factory manager went to the insurance company to pay the workers money. Others don't know how much money they lost, but the money that the family members got was 200,000 yuan per person, and Ye Sen took 400,000 yuan.
At that time, money was no longer very valuable, and 400,000 yuan could only buy a small house in a fifth- or sixth-tier city.
Ye Sen had a very dark day, during which time he lived in a rented house near the factory, he lived in a basement, and when he slept at night, rats would crawl off his neck. During the day, he followed the people who had died in the fire to the door of the factory director's house.
He thought for a long time, if he didn't have to stay with the factory flower, wouldn't his parents have to die? Many times he wanted to die, but he was persuaded by the people who lived with him and were ready to seek justice.
Later, when the matter got bigger, the government sent someone to investigate, and found out that the fire was set by the factory director, because the factory director's wife had an affair with many people in the factory, and the factory director was reluctant to beat his cheating wife, so he set fire to the staff dormitory. The factory director also bought them a huge amount of insurance, and they could make a fortune while taking revenge.
Later, the director of the factory said in court: "Didn't I lose 200,000 yuan each?" I've got a good conscience. ”
The lawyer who defended the victim asked him excitedly: "Do you think human life is worth 200,000 yuan?" ”
The factory director said: "200,000 yuan is enough for them to save for ten years without eating or drinking." ”
Then the factory director was sentenced to death, Ye Sen, who took 400,000 yuan in compensation, went to find the factory flower and wanted to take her out of here, the factory flower was unwilling, she immediately had a new love after the factory director was sentenced, and it didn't take long for the factory director to marry that person with some of the factory director's inheritance.
Ye Sen's development in South Korea was also arranged by her. She was already very rich at that time, the factory belonged to her, and the estate of the factory director also belonged to her. At that time, she had a big belly, pregnant with her new husband's child, bought Ye Sen a plane ticket and applied for information, and gave another 300,000 yuan, Ye Sen took the compensation that her parents exchanged for their lives and her "breakup fee" to South Korea.
When Changhua sent him to the airport, she told him: "You develop well in South Korea, and when you come back, I will divorce my current husband and marry you." ”
Ye Sen solemnly agreed.
No one thought about how this teenage child would live in a foreign country, and Ye Sen himself didn't think about it, he just felt that if he made a lot of money, he could go back to her.
Then, it didn't take long for him to find that all his contact information had been blocked by the factory flower, and he couldn't keep her in a row. She completely disappeared from Ye Sen's life.
He is the first woman Ye Sen has ever loved in his life, and she is also a person who has no sense of morality in her relationship, a naked "scumbag".
She is a scumbag, which made Ye Sen become a scumbag like her in the next few years.
She ruined him, and he went to destroy more people who believed in love.
When the story was finished, Bai Qingqing was silent, and Ye Sen was also silent.
The chiming bell on the wall ticked and ticked, and I don't know how long it took, Ye Sen stood up, walked behind Bai Qingqing, and hugged her.
"The past is over, let's not mention it again, okay?"
Bai Qingqing's mood is very complicated now. She felt sorry for Ye Sen.
Although Ye Sen finished telling her the story in an understated tone just now, she knew how much suffering Ye Sen had endured and how much pain he had endured before he came out of these injuries.
But in her heart, another emotion that is even worse than worry uncontrollably emerged, that is, fear.
Ye Sen hasn't been sincere to anyone for so many years, and now, will he be sincere to her?
Is he safe?
The heroine in TV can always make the prodigal son turn back, and the heroine in it will also make the president with a halo love her alone.
And what about Ye Sen? What about her?
How can she be Ye Sen's last stop?
"Let's break up." Bai Qingqing said.
Ye Sen was silent and did not speak.
Bai Qingqing turned around and went to pack his things. Fortunately, the cohabitation has not been long, and there are not many memories that cannot be retrieved.
Ye Sen watched her pack her luggage, and after she stuffed her entire school bag, Ye Sen finally moved, walked over and hugged her from behind: "Okay, wife, don't make trouble." ”
"I didn't make a fuss, I just couldn't stand it." Bai Qingqing's tone was particularly calm.
It seems that things must be opposed, and people often can't express any emotions at all when they are sad and don't know how to express them.
"What can't you stand it?"
"I can't stand you having so many women, and it makes me feel very insecure."
Ye Sen hugged her tighter, and he said: "Those women, all of them were there before I met you, I have really become better, do you believe me?" Isn't it worth forgiving anyone who has made a mistake? ”
Bai Qingqing smiled self-deprecatingly: "Did you say that to every girlfriend of yours?" ”
Ye Sen buried his head in Bai Qingqing's neck, and finally couldn't help it, and cried lowly.
"So, it's better to fall in love, or it's better to be both first love, or both are experienced. Otherwise, like the two of us...... I'm not mature enough, you're not pure enough, it's too hard to come together. ”