She calmed down a little, thought for a few seconds and made up a reason, "I like beautiful boys, it is best to have small dimples on the face, 178cm tall, 60kg in weight, not only is he a gentle and considerate family man, but also spoils me, does not get angry, does not force me." ”

Said something completely different from him.

He said, "Who are you covered?" ”

"I do like this type, so I'm going to find happiness, and you can continue to be happy."

He narrowed his eyes dangerously, "What happiness are you looking for, isn't your happiness here?" ”

"Say whatever you want."

"Why did you break up all of a sudden," he paused, lowering his voice, "and give a reason other than the Grand Hyatt." ”

It's enough to have one of the Grand Hyatt, but do you need another reason? She took a sip of the water in her cup to hide the emotion in her eyes, "I suddenly realized that I shouldn't have imposed my obsession on you. ”

"All along, I acted with my personal thinking, without considering your feelings, I forced you in the Zhang Titi case, I involved you in the Gao family's property, and even the propaganda of traditional culture was a scene specially arranged by me, I used to want you to be president, but now I don't know if I'm wrong."

Now when she thinks that she has worked so hard for so long, to fulfill him and other women, she is a little depressed.

"That's it?"

The water in his hand shook for a moment, "There are still a few more, but these are enough." ”

He said, "If you use this as a reason to prevaricate me, that's nothing more than that." ”

"As for you acting with your personal thinking and not considering my feelings, it is just an excuse for your self-righteousness, I didn't say that I don't want to, but you want me to sit in that position, it's not just your personal thoughts and personal obsessions, but I am willing. It is unfair to me that you arbitrarily sentenced me to death without asking me why, what we started to do, and what we were trying to do. ”

Her eyes stayed on the rippling water in the cup, a little distracted, and after a few seconds of sluggishness, her smile was bitter, and she asked softly, "You don't break up, what about Junyue?" What did she do? ”

"I can make it clear to her that I know what I want."

She sneered and scolded "hypocrisy".

"That's it, next."

Bangs covered her eyes, and in the dim light, her face flickered, "Didn't work out...... It can't be solved. ”

He heard the melancholy in it, scooped away her hair, and lifted her face between his fingers, "What can't be solved, you ......" His heart softened, and when he saw the tears on her face, he wiped his fingertips awkwardly, and comforted, "...... Don't cry. ”

She turned her face sideways to prevent him from touching it, wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and her voice was nasal, "You are very good, I haven't met for a long time, but your good already belongs to others, I broke up, not quickly, nor hot-headed, reckless and hasty, I weighed the pros and cons, and came to a conclusion after careful consideration, I hope you can respect my decision and give me one last tenderness." ”

She was reluctant, but repeatedly used the word "break up" to numb her thoughts.

"Don't take me to see these people, let me know how lucky I am to meet you, don't force me, say casual words, read between the lines full of threats, don't assume, imagine a future without you for me, I will indeed regret not being able to grow old with you for the rest of my life, but I will not regret making this decision."

"We are not suitable, I am a demon, you are human, I can't guarantee that I still love you when you get old, and I can't guarantee that you will not throw me away after you achieve your goal, there are too many possibilities in life, I believe in you, but I don't believe that I have so much charm to make you 'love' for a lifetime." At the end of the day, it's just a game.

"Thank you for accompanying me for this paragraph, I am very happy to meet you in a strange environment, but I can't ask you to accompany me anymore, people always have to grow up." Her eyelashes were a little wet, her vision was hazy, and she looked at him and said, "I'm leaving, don't stop me anymore." ”

When she got up, she accidentally bumped into the stool, and there was a piercing "squeak" sound on the ground, she took a step back, bypassed the stool, and walked away without looking back under Chu Heng's gaze.

Gradually, the crowd swallowed her back, no matter how much he looked at it, he couldn't see the shadow, he remembered a sentence,

This time I leave you, it's the wind, it's the rain, it's the night.

When she returned to her house, she slid down against the door, he was fine, but what hindered them from being together was not only the Grand Hyatt, but also time.

Her life, in her whimsical profligacy, was running out.

She broke up, not only because of Chu Heng's repeated tolerance of Junyue, but also because of his quality - love and righteousness, and a strong sense of responsibility.

If she died, he had such a strong sense of responsibility, he must take the fault on himself, she died, she was freed, but he carried the burden of her death and walked alone for the rest of his life.

She can't be selfish because she is reluctant, and she made this decision, indeed, as she herself said, and the result of careful consideration is the most correct, rational, and most suitable result, although there are slight shortcomings.

Later, she heard a faint knock on the door outside, she hurriedly turned around, forgot to hide her emotions, and hurriedly opened the door. ”

She was a little stunned, as if she hadn't quickly changed from anticipation to disappointment, and the people outside stood outside waiting.

She said that she didn't want to be friends after breaking up, and now people don't want anything, and they send her things, but she is not happy, and it can be called strange to have a feeling.

After a long time, her half-closed door opened, "Come in." ”

They had to order, immediately move things in, the last person with the thermos box in his hand, walked to the dining table to put things down, opened the thermos box, put the food inside on the table, glanced at Xu Tinglan who was standing at the door, and went out quietly, the people inside put down the things, said hello, closed the door, and left without saying anything.

She stood in front of the window, watching the headlights get farther and farther away, mixed with the fog that grew thicker and thicker at night in winter, and finally disappeared into the distance.

It turned out that she was an out-and-out wanderer, singing an endless song of parting every day, and she left him, like spring returning to summer, day returning to xia, late night returning to dawn, and streams returning to rivers and seas...... Everything is natural and nothing can be changed.

Chu Heng retracted his gaze parked in front of the window and asked the people in the car, "Is she okay?" ”

The bodyguard didn't know the standard of good and bad, thinking that she was neither broken nor hungry, so he was so entangled that he didn't know how to speak, so he could only vaguely say, "It doesn't look like I'm in a good mood, and there's nothing bad about anything else." ”

The bodyguard pricked up his ears and waited for him to continue to ask, but he heard his slight sigh, and he had no intention of asking again, and he was secretly relieved.

The car passed through the city center, the display lights upstairs, the loud crowd, and the flashing lights of the cars downstairs made people upset, Chu Heng rubbed his eyebrows, "Call a few people to protect her, if something happens, you are the only one who asks." ”

"Yes."

She doesn't want him to care, but he can't leave her alone, which is both a responsibility and a morality.

used to want her to go abroad, after all, there is no domestic deception in foreign countries, but now if she goes abroad again, he can't control it.

It's okay if she doesn't go abroad, but if she does, he will send someone to stop her.

He thinks that he is a frank person, and in a special period, he doesn't mind forcing her to comply with unfrank methods.

……

When she was healing at home, she was told by Song Chen that the bracelet had been made and sent to her, Xu Tinglan, who had been depressed for more than ten days, rummaged through the bedroom and did not find the bracelet, so angry that she dropped the tablet, picked it up and found that it was not broken, and silently put it away, and called him to ask, "When did you give it to me?" ”

"I was sent there last night."

"Where's the delivery?"

"I'll send you wherever you live." He despises.

"Where do I live?"

He heard the clue in her words, and asked in surprise: "Don't you live in the Chu family?" ”

Xu Tinglan hung up the phone directly.

Song Chen watched the end of the call on the screen, and "......" did not hesitate to broadcast the phone again, "What are you making trouble again?" ”

She ignored the word "again" and replied without emotion: "I didn't make trouble this time." ”

Didn't make a fuss? He believed her nonsense, "You have been thinking about it for so many years, and he has such a strong sense of responsibility, he will definitely not break up with you suddenly, you ......"

"What am I, I'm okay, I'm hanging."

"Would you like to come to my house for a few days?"

"No, I'm fine, I don't need you to worry."

He said "hey", "I'm not worried about you, and then you'll blame me again." ”

"I don't go to your house, I have a place to go."

He frowned, "Where are you going?" ”

She said home, and he asked, "Which home?" ”

"Back to my own home."

"How long, are you back?"

"If you get married in three years, I'll come and drink your wine."

"Won't you come after three years?"

She has been in a bad mood recently, but now she smiled because of his words, "I can't do it in three years." ”

The contours of his face stiffened, he smelled something unusual, the hand holding the phone lowered, his eyes stopped on the screen "talking", knowing that he asked, she would look to the left and say something else, and smiled in a low voice, "What stupid things to say, you can still disappear." ”

But I already know in my heart that this time they broke up, I am afraid that it is not just a conflict between lovers, but beyond time, beyond the boundary of life and death.

Love is long-lived, and that's true.

She seems to have been waiting, waiting for Junli when she was young, waiting for Junli when she was young, waiting for Junli when she was young, in the coffin as an adult, she waited for Junli for forty years, and now she is old, still waiting, life is coming, she finally doesn't have to wait.

It's good that she finally doesn't have to wait, she's tired of waiting.

"Then when you leave, I'll see you off."

"Okay, don't tell your grandma."

He hesitated, then said yes.

The first month has almost passed, and unconsciously, she has been here for half a year, and now she counts, she has not seen Chu Heng for more than 20 days, she looks at the scene of the recovery of everything, and feels that time flies so fast.

When she is old, she is extremely afraid of being lonely, and she is the same, since Shen Shi promised to help Chu Heng, she asked him to release the disgusting ghost whenever she was free, chatted with the disgusting ghost, and imagined her youth.