Chapter 18: Sorrowful

Something...... No matter how good you think about it, if you can't realize it, it's just a mirage!

Something to say...... No matter how good it is, if you can't do it, it can only be a mirror!

And An Youran and Li Yan, although they can't be said to have intentions, they definitely mean it! Because the two of them knew that their promises were like a dream, and ordinary people took it for granted, and they ...... But you have to do it knowing that you can't do it!

It's ...... The battle between Rongnan and Dayu became more and more tragic. Although Li Yan successfully crossed the river with lightning speed, he relied on the strength of a single army to fight the allied forces of those allies who claimed to be the 'army of justice', after all, he was weak. Even though they have repeatedly won surprise victories, and even captured the three places of the eighteen counties of Dayu and finally the state, the soldiers are tired and suffer heavy casualties, and the whole army is obviously in decline, and it is really not optimistic about the long-term war situation.

And Ann leisurely...... did not break her promise, and if she was punctual and trustworthy, she drank the medicine obediently, but her illness came from the Gu Worm, and the symptoms of the sealing of the acupuncture point worsened together, and it was already deeply infinite. Drinking medicine is not so much to cure the disease, but to ask for relief, which has become a tacit secret of the Rongnan soldiers who stayed behind. Because even if you don't know medical science, everyone can tell from the woman's dying appearance that her limit is coming.

However, the people who took care of her understood this truth, and Chen Yueting and Huzi, who were close to her, understood it, but only ...... As a party to the party, An Youran doesn't seem to understand!

Day after day, she would get up early to freshen up, eat two bites of a small meal, laugh with the people around her, and then happily go to the shore to look across the river.

And this overlook......

It is to see the tip of the moon from the glow!

It is also her who moves freely to move hard!

At first, An Youran's legs and feet were still convenient, and she could go to the river by herself, but as she became ill to the bone marrow, she could only order someone to carry her! But even so, she has never stopped, and she still enjoys it!

Seeing this situation, people also wanted to persuade her, but whenever they saw An Ran sitting quietly on the shore, looking at the rolling river with gentle eyes and a comfortable expression, the words that came to her mouth were always unable to speak. Because they know that she is waiting......

Waiting for Li Yan to come back......

She didn't know what was waiting for that...... Can you wait for the ending!

So, even if it is not true, but it is not true that it is unbearable, and everyone seems to be powerless against this woman shrouded in death, except to wait with her.

In this way, more than a month passed in a blur, and in the middle of a silent and unmanned night, although the people who wanted to wait did not wait, An Youran waited for an unexpected uninvited guest.

With handsome facial features, a tall posture, and a pair of crystal clear eyes, even though the Lingtai was still drowsy, An Youran still recognized this old friend who suddenly appeared by the bedside in his sleepy eyes.

"Su Chen?!" Staggering to his feet, An leisurely suppressed his voice and exclaimed, "Why are you here?!" ”

Hurriedly hugged An leisurely to the couch, although Xiao Suchen did not answer her question immediately, he could not hide the heartache in his eyebrows.

How many years? How many days did he return to the courtyard he had carefully built for her? But even though her eyes are full of flowers, there is no longer that wanton and frank woman, that ...... The woman he will never forget!

How many long nights did he wake up again and again in her figure? In the dream, her laughter and her tears all turned into the most cruel curse in the world, making him sad every nine times! But it can never compare to the chagrin of losing her, let alone ...... Now the pain is heartbreaking!

Her body was terrifyingly light, so light that it seemed to be fleeting, so light that Xiao Suchen felt frightened! And her body temperature was also shockingly cold, as if there was no sign of life, and her face was so white that it was like she had lost all her blood! This scene is like a clear notice, revealing the ending of the woman's imminent ossification!

In fact, he knew that she was highly poisonous, and he also knew that her life was short...... As early as when An leisurely begged him to fake a marriage, Xiao Suchen knew!

She didn't want to think about it, no matter how well she hid it, how could she not be aware of it with his ability?!

But she said she would go with him, and she said she would not see Li Yan again......

Therefore, even if it is clear that she saved Li Yan by using the method of renewing her life, it is better to understand that she is just a pawn she used. And how? As long as she can be by his side, he doesn't give a damn!

So he nodded and agreed without hesitation, and welcomed her into the house with a big wedding gift. Even in those days when they lived together but had no real name, he was still full of joy, took care of her in every way, and sought medical treatment for her......

But his efforts still didn't keep her in the end......

A piece of sincerity in exchange for nothing but a leisurely farewell!

"What do you say? If you hadn't gone, how would I have come here? Xiao An, after a long time, I am really worried, do you know that I have been looking for you, and I have sent people to look for you, why have you been avoiding you? If it weren't for Rong Yao's ruin and the rumors were exposed, could it be that you really wanted to hide from me for the rest of your life?! If you're annoyed that I'm taking her as a wife......"

Shaking his head slowly, An Youran didn't wait for him to finish speaking before he spoke, "Su Chen, the marriage between you and me was originally a willful act that was difficult for me to be a strong man, if you delay your life because of this, you will really be to blame!" What's more, your princess was married by the emperor, and she was born in a noble family and has a prominent family, so she will be of great use to you in the future! How could I be annoyed with you? I just wanted to walk around, and that was my long-cherished wish. I remember telling you when I sent you back to Lingbei that I really wanted to walk around and see the outside world! As for my choice to avoid it, first, I am happy to live in a fixed place, and I have no intention of becoming a caged bird; Second, you have your life, and you should never be ruined by a 'concubine' wanted by the imperial court! Therefore, whether it is public or private, I think we should not cross paths again! So Su Chen, go back, I'm not worth your risk......"

"What about Riyan?! The man who put you in danger and has nothing but revenge, is he worth it?! The thick eyelashes drooped lightly, and the dancing lights shone in Xiao Suchen's eyes, both bright and hazy, "Do you know that Da Yu has united with the four kingdoms of Xuan, Shujie, Yuqi, and Haohao to jointly defend against the enemy, not only vowing to regain the lost territory, but also aiming to annihilate Rongnan!" Li Yan knew this, and forcibly sent troops, not to mention madness, it was simply looking for death! Is it worth the risk of such a person who is blinded by the desire for profit? Worth everything you put into it?! Xiao An, you go with me, there is no need to bury yourself for his ambitions! ”

"Li Yanyu is not worth it to me, but ...... He's everything to me! Looking up at Xiao Suchen, An Leisure's attitude was extremely firm, "Suchen, if you came to visit your old friend, I am not very grateful; But if you're going to take me away, excuse me! ”

"Do you think I'll give you a choice?" The man who has always been as gentle as jade has been invaded by anger, and Xiao Suchen's face has a strangeness that An leisurely does not know, "Although Li Yan left behind to protect you, what I brought was the elite of the Southern Courtyard, and regardless of the level of strength, just attacking it was to take the lead!" Xiao An, I don't want you to hate me, but I can't watch you destroy yourself! If you will go with me today, I will not harm the innocent; But if you don't want to, I will kill all the people outside, and I will forcibly kidnap you back!" ”