When I walked to the door, the heavy rain actually stopped.

The night sky of the black black black still let out two muffled farts, like a fat man with thick flesh and fat burps in satisfaction after being full of wine and food, I looked up at the sky quietly, and even thought, maybe God is a middle-aged man with a fat brain, who is drinking and eating at the moment, holding a toothpick in his hand, while crossing Erlang's legs, humming a little song, looking at my joke somewhere in the sky......

Nope. Nothing is gone. Was it I who got it too easily, so when it was taken away. It feels so enjoyable......

No wonder Grandma wants to go against the sky to change my life for me, and I finally know why Grandma didn't let me be with Zhuo Jing in the first place, what I'm afraid of is that one day I will lose everything, my hands are wasted, the Tao is gone, the innate yin and yang are gone, the old fairy is gone, and I don't even have a chance to start over.

There was a strange feeling in my heart, looking back and thinking about the road I had traveled, I even felt that if I had to do it all over again, I would still choose to love Zhuo Jing. Even if it's just a moment, I can't catch it, but at least, I loved it.

Look at the dreary sky. I suddenly stretched out my finger and yelled, "Fuck you!" Lao Tzu does not regret it!! Lao Tzu has no regrets at all!! My Ma Jiaolong has a rotten life, you can take it if you want it, but you remember, don't let Lao Tzu turn over! Otherwise, Lao Tzu would not be in such a wretched bag as he is today! Outmoded conventions!! I remember the ethics of being an onmyoji, why do you do this to me!! Be a good person and have a bird!! Yin De Yin De I fucking accumulate it for whom! You hack me! Hack me!! ”

"Jiaolong!"

I was panting as I scolded, and a mouthful of blood almost spurted out again, and I raised my eyes. I just saw the third sister holding Xue'er waiting for me by the car not far away, Xu heard my angry scolding, my eyes were slightly worried, I didn't move under my feet, I looked at her blankly, and my heart hurt instantly......

"Third sister...... Danfeng, I'm sorry for you. ”

Gently opening my mouth, I staggered to her side, looked into her eyes, and tried to control the emotions flowing in my heart: "I'm sorry, I can't help you get revenge." ”

After saying that, I didn't dare to look at her anymore, so I walked straight to the car, pulled the door with my left hand and sat in.

"Jiaolong!?"

The third sister shouted at me, caught up and sat in the co-pilot and looked at me: "What's wrong with you, how did you look like this, what's wrong with Mr. Zhuo, ah, I look at your forehead, bleeding, hands!" Why is my hand swollen like this, I have to go to the doctor immediately!! ”

I shook my head and withdrew my hand: "It's okay, I don't feel the pain anymore......"

"What the hell is going on!!"

'Wang~' Xue'er screamed softly and began to lick my already wooden fingers, I sniffed lightly, my eyes were still lowered, and I didn't dare to look at her: "I won't be an onmyoji in the future......"

“…… Ah, you're not an onmyoji anymore?? ”

I pursed my lips that seemed to be dry, "In order to wake up Zhuo Jing, I will do whatever it takes to ......"

"So, the price is, you don't want to be an onmyoji anymore?"

I nodded and raised my eyes to look at her: "My natural yin and yang were taken away, and my hands were crippled, and in the future, I will not be able to do anything, I am not even as good as an ordinary person, I am a wasted person...... I'm sorry, but I really want to help you, and I want to slash that dark wizard, but I'm ...... right now It's really a waste. ”

In the end, I don't have the strength to say it anymore, I'm always unwilling, I always feel that since I'm born yin and yang, I don't have what ordinary people have, but I have, ordinary people are even more out of reach, so I'm pretentious, and even some of the high ingredients in it, I think I will one day surpass everyone in the understanding and ability to use the Tao, although I didn't say it, and try to make myself humble, but in the deepest part of my heart there is a voice that has been shouting, has been telling myself, It's only a matter of time before I need to grow.

When the time comes, Mr. Big's ability is within reach, but now I know that I am nothing, I am just a mortal, a mortal who is played with by a person called 'God' who can't be seen and touched, he let me have it, he let me have it, then I am gone, I don't even have room to struggle and admit my mistakes, it's just gone.

"Jiaolong, don't do this, listen to me, you are not a waste, you know, there will be nothing, nothing will be gone!"

The third sister hugged me and gently patted my back with her palm: "You believe me, you will definitely cheer up again, Uncle Ugly said that you will definitely avenge me, I believe his words, he said that you will avenge me, you will definitely do it!" ”

I closed my eyes, tears came out of my eyes, "I'm sorry third sister, it's me who is too impulsive, I'm too afraid that Zhuo Jing will die, so I fell into the ranking of the old fairy, in order to let them out, it was I who broke their hearts, in the future, they will not be in the body to give enlightenment, my yin and yang roots have been broken, the five fingers of my right hand are all useless, I really can't help you anymore, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I also want to avenge you, Mr. Nan and many innocent people, but I don't know what to do at that time......"

"It's okay, Jiaolong, it's really okay, you still have me, you still have me."

I cried and collapsed, more like venting at the moment, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I just want Zhuo Jing to wake up, even if he wakes up and won't remember me anymore, then I don't want him to die, as long as he can live well, then all the tragedies can be ended in this life, I'm too selfish, I completely left the dark wizard behind, I'm sorry, third sister, it's my fault, it's me who is too selfish." ”

The third sister slowly let go of her hand and looked at me with disbelief in her eyes, I thought she blamed me, who knew that she actually said that "Jiaolong, do you think Mr. Zhuo will remember you?" ”

I nodded mechanically: "This is my quid pro quo for him to wake up, and the only one he will forget is me, third sister, I ......"

"Wait."

The third sister interrupted me: "You can't do this, you have done so much, but Mr. Zhuo didn't know anything later?" It's not fair to you, did he wake up, I went and told him, I had to let him know, how he woke up, how much you lost to keep his life going!! ”

"Don't go!!"

I grabbed her and shook my head vigorously: "This is my quid pro quo, I must keep my promise not to disturb his life again, let him forget me, at least his life will be smooth from now on, in other words, the two of us are already very hard together, this is not a good thing, after a long time, I will let go, really, this is my true words!" "Servant just dumped.

"Jiaolong, but you ......"

"Don't say it again, I'll go to Grandpa's hospital first, and then, let's discuss the matter of the dark wizard, even if I can't be an onmyoji, it doesn't matter, I can take you to Brother Qi to see if he has any way, don't worry, there will definitely be a way!"

The right hand is broken and there is no way to hang the gear, I can only use it to hold the steering wheel and pin my arm to start the car with my left hand, and when the car is on the road, I calmed down my emotions slightly, my thinking is still a little confused, and my mouth is also spitting out sentences before and after: "Don't worry, I will find someone, there will be no one in this world who can cover the sky with one hand, we can find an onmyoji to join forces, Cheng Baize will not help that black wizard, really, Cheng Baize is my brother, he will definitely ......"

"Jiaolong!"

The third sister interrupted me, "Only you can help me, don't worry, you will cheer up, do you know how Uncle Ugly's last words told me, although I couldn't believe it for a while, and I didn't want to believe it, but I don't think Uncle Ugly would say these things to me for no reason, he said...... Yes! Jiaolong! What are you doing? Don't drive so fast!! ”

"Hey, hey, hey~"

I couldn't help but look at her with a wicked smile: "Little slut, you really make me find it so hard." ”

'Wangwang~!! ’

Xue'er bit my arm like crazy, at the same time, I suddenly came back to my senses, the road was empty in the second half of the night, seeing the car like a wild horse driving into the direction of the city, slamming on the brakes, but the speed could not be reduced at all, Xue'er was still screaming, and the third sister was already full of panic: "Who are you!" Who are you!! ”

Suddenly, there were many shadows in front of me, as if there were countless pedestrians in the sky and the target hit the front of my car in unison, my eyes widened in fright, and my unconscious right hand cooperated with my left hand to hit the steering wheel indiscriminately until a 'bang'!! The loud noise, my whole body leaned forward, my legs were parted alive, only to hear a 'quack', the pain hit at that time, opened my mouth wide, before the scream came out, the airbag was fully popped, straight to the door, until it rebounded to the seat, my eyes were completely black, my brain was chaotic, and my limbs were swollen and numb and couldn't move......

'Smack'!!

The glass of the car on the side door suddenly shattered, and before I could have the energy to see what was going on, I heard Xue'er barking in the night, and then, I felt the third sister pulling me beside me: "Jiaolong, are you okay, ah, are you okay......"

I tried to regain myself, but it was still pitch black, "I'm fine...... Just now, just now it's the Dark Wizard ......"

'Bang!! ’

The door of the cab shook, and it seemed that something heavy had been thrown over and smashed hard, and I was shocked, only to hear Xue'er shout from her throat 'Whoa!' Then there was no sound.

"Cher!!"

The third sister suddenly exclaimed, I held my forehead and tried hard to make my eyes brighter, watching the third sister hurriedly push the car door, and ran to my car door with a slight limp to pick up the bloody Xue'er, "Xue'er!" Cher's !! ”

I pushed the car door with difficulty, only to find that the car hit the flower bed wall on the side of the road, and then drive forward for a while, maybe I will go to the Yuanshan Cemetery, in the dead of night, not to mention that even a car will not hit this time period, the more you go inside, the longer the monitoring distance between the intervals, she actually used my body to lead me here, the purpose is really clear, passers-by know.

The third sister's forehead has been broken, the blood is sliding down her cheeks, accompanied by tears, and then looking at Xue'er, who is already motionless and red in her arms, my heart is cold, is she ruthless, too, if she is not ruthless, she will be sorry for the title of dark wizard on her head. machine