Part.79
Sima Dolan came back from Shen Junfang and learned that Yi Huaiyu had returned to the palace, thinking that he might suddenly return to the imperial capital because he learned about Shen Junfang's illness or the assassin's matter, so he had to come to Huanqing Palace to inquire, so he hurriedly washed his face and redressed himself, and waited in the room with his eyes down.
She likes to hold her head up and talk to people, even if the other party is Yi Huaiyu, who is the Emperor of Da Yao, she doesn't want to lose three points of his momentum, but she was so sad that Shen Jun put it there just now, and there are still traces of redness and swelling in her eye sockets, so in order not to be discovered by Yi Huaiyu, she can only lower her head and try not to let him see it.
From noon to afternoon, and from afternoon to evening, Yi Huaiyu was never seen at the door. Sima Tulan waited a little anxiously before saying let Yuzhi go to the Purple Cloud Hall to have a look, and there was a sound of heavy footsteps outside.
Sima Tulan took a deep breath and got up to meet Yi Huaiyu: "I just wanted Yuzhi to find it,"
"Get out of here."
Without waiting for Sima Tulan's words to land, Yi Huaiyu interrupted rudely and drove all the palace maids away with a cold face, raised his hand, grabbed Sima Tulan's wrist and dragged him inside.
"What are you doing. , let go," Sima Tulan refused to be at his mercy, and as soon as her stubborn temper came up, she actually shook off Yi Huaiyu's palm vigorously, and looked at the emperor with a cold face with a frowning eye, "If you have something to say, don't sprinkle any anger on me,"
Yi Huaiyu gritted his teeth and stared at Sima Tulan, his eyes gradually revealing anger, and he slammed the door slammed, his clenched fists gurgling.
"Where are you in the morning?"
Sima Tulan turned her head and deliberately avoided his gaze: "I'm going to see Shen Guoshi." Shen Guoshi was very sick, and the imperial doctor said that he should not be allowed to work too hard, and I would go to see if there was anything I could help with, so that he could have time to rest and rest. ”
"Yes. So what are you crying about. Sneering and pinching Sima Tulan's chin, Yi Huaiyu forced her to look up with almost brutal force, "Sima Tulan, you are getting bolder and bolder, not only have you begun to interfere in the political affairs of the previous dynasty, but you have also begun to learn to deceive me, right?" ”
Yi Huaiyu must know something when he said this, Sima Tulan didn't know how much Yi Huaiyu knew about her and Shen Jun, but looking at his angry performance, if he continued to disguise it, I am afraid that it will only expand the incident.
Enduring the pain and shaking her head vigorously, Sima Dilan kept as calm and calm as possible: "I didn't lie to you anything, I did go to see Shen Guoshi in the morning, and they can all prove it." As for other things, I don't know what else would make you think I'm cheating on you, and if there is, you can say it clearly, not necessarily by this ruffian-like trick. ”
"What a 'ruffian hooligan', I am so unbearable in your eyes. Or is it that compared to the young and intelligent Shen Junfang, I am not even a 'ruffian'. Shaking his hand heavily, seeing Sima Tulan's body slanted towards the round table, Yi Huaiyu still stood coldly, without any pity.
Why should he have mercy? After so many years, what else has he given her besides suspicion and injury.
I can't remember when it started, Sima Tulan no longer looked forward to getting warmth from Yi Huaiyu's eyes and arms, as long as Yi Huaiyu was not difficult for Sima Yuan, and was willing to let her be the nominal wife and queen in the cold and lonely palace, she was very satisfied. Perhaps because of this, when a man with a gentle smile and always cared for her as a treasure appeared, she couldn't help but start to get lost, greedy, and delusional in her dreams, this bitter tenderness did not come from others, but from her husband Yi Huaiyu, who had supported and assisted her for many years.
However, there is always a day when you wake up from a dream.
It seems that Yi Huaiyu has a preconceived judgment about the relationship between her and Shen Junfang. Sima Tulan held the table with one hand to support her weak body, raised her eyes, firm and stubborn: "Shen Guoshi and I are innocent, it is your villain's heart, suspicious and suspicious." ”
"What do you think I've been doing all day? Sitting there fantasizing. I have already asked the guards, the imperial doctor, and the subordinates of Juchen Xuan, from Shen Jun fainting in your Huanqing Palace, to Juchen Xuan when you hugged him and shouted for help hoarsely, everyone in your palace was blind and deaf. How many people hear and see the facts, this is what you keep saying about 'innocence'. ”
Sima Tulan's breath was stagnant for a moment, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't say a word.
She couldn't refute Yi Huaiyu's accusations, even if she knew in her heart that she and Shen Junfang were innocent, sometimes a moment of impulse would destroy everything, those things that she maintained and desperately protected, such as her relationship with Yi Huaiyu walking on thin ice, and for example, she forgot to be reserved and cautious that day, holding Shen Junfang's hand and constantly calling his name, which should never have happened.
In the face of a man who doesn't trust him at all, how can an explanation be better than a thousand words from others.
Yi Huaiyu has long suspected the relationship between her and Shen Junfang, and now that there is such a "conclusive evidence" in his hands, what else does she have to say. Even if he said it, he wouldn't believe it.
"I want to be nice to him, so what." Unprecedented indifference suddenly befell Sima Tulan's heart. Maybe that's a reflection of extreme disappointment, in short, in the face of the angry Yi Huaiyu at this moment, Sima Tulan is more calm: "Yi Huaiyu, ask yourself, how many ungrateful things you have done over the years. The even general was born and died for you, and you were loyal, but in order to consolidate your power, you ignored his feelings and forced him to marry a woman he didn't love; Shen Guoshi regards you as a benefactor and assists him wholeheartedly, working day and night, but you have to suspect him and wronged him. To tell you the truth, not only Shen Guoshi, I also want to be good to the couple, I want to be good to those who have been ruthlessly let down by you, I want to be good to them, I am paying a debt of conscience for you,"
"I don't need you to pay the debt I owe,"
If Yi Huaiyu was angry just now, then at this moment he has entered a state of rage, and some kind of emotion that he has always refused to admit is like a demon haunting his heart, swallowing his proud reason little by little.
The anger that had nowhere to vent made Yi Huaiyu gasp, his chest rose and fell violently, and he suddenly pulled Sima Dilan and stuck it in front of him, and his slightly narrowed eyes were contradictory looks of cold and fire: "What kind of debt of conscience, debt of human affection, in the name of thinking about me, you colluded with the officials of the former dynasty and lured the national teacher, do you think that I have snubbed you and ignored you, and you can do whatever you want." Oh, pay off the debt, pay off the debt...... You're giving your heart and people to others as debts for me,"
"Yi Huaiyu, you bastard,"
Sima Tulan was so angry that her lips turned purple and her whole body trembled. In any case, she never imagined that one day she would hear such a bitter slander from Yi Huaiyu's mouth, and at that moment, something seemed to disintegrate in her mind, and her heart was like broken snow, a little bit of ice.
Their contradictory and bumpy feelings have finally come to an end.