Chapter 90 Each has its own responsibility

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Feng Junyang happened to raise his eyes to look at her, but his gaze fell on her face, but he froze, and a thousand words were blocked in his throat for a while, and he couldn't say half a sentence. After a long while, he lowered his eyes and said lightly: "Come in and sit down, I have something to discuss with you." ”

There was no one else in the big tent, Feng Junyang was also dressed in casual clothes, Chen Nian only thought about it for a while, and had already guessed his intention, walked forward and sat down opposite him, and asked in a deep voice: "You came for me?" ”

"It's not." Feng Junyang shook his head slowly, paused for a moment, and then said, "For Xiaobao, for ...... Myself. ”

Chen Nian's heart ached suddenly, and he subconsciously held his breath, and after a while, when the pain passed a little, he dared to exhale that breath softly, and said: "Su Guyue is my father-in-law, he has raised me for sixteen years, and I can't keep myself out of it." ”

Feng Junyang looked at her quietly, but asked, "What's the use of you going to Taixing?" You may persuade Su Guyue to let go of his past grievances and lead his troops to withdraw from Taixing? ”

Chen Nian thought for a moment and replied, "No." ”

"Maybe he killed his relatives in righteousness and killed him in the battle?" Feng Junyang asked again.

Chen Nian pursed his lips, and after a while, he slowly let go, and said, "No." ”

Feng Jun smiled angrily, "If you can't persuade him to retreat, and you can't kill him, then why do you still want to go to Taixing?" Do you want to capture Gu Yue alive, or do you want to die under his knife and wake him up, so that he can put down the butcher knife and turn back? ”

Chen Nian raised his eyes to look at him, but he refused to answer.

Her reaction finally angered Feng Junyang, he forgot for a moment that her martial arts were far superior to his own, he stood up suddenly, grabbed her shirt and lifted the person, approached her, and said coldly: "Xie Chennian, I am sorry for you first, so no matter what you do to me, I will accept it willingly." You said you didn't want to see me, okay, I won't see you. You said you don't want the child to recognize me, okay, I don't recognize her. Whatever you say, I will depend on you. I know that since Yiping, you have lost me in your heart, and then you laughed at me or cried, but it was all false and wrongful, and you played on the spot. But I don't complain, and I don't have the right to complain, all of this is my own way, and I deserve it. But what about children? What about Xiaobao? Has she ever been sorry for you? When you gave birth to her, did you just make her like you, who lost her mother since she was a child, and grew up in the mountains with a moody old Taoist priest? In that case, why did you give birth to her? ”

These words are heart-wrenching, Chen Nian's face suddenly turned pale and colorless, but the pupils became more and more dark and deep, like a dry well that could not be seen, revealing endless sadness. She stared at Feng Junyang deadly, her lips twitched slightly, and she clearly had something to say, but she couldn't make a sound.

As soon as he finished speaking, Feng Junyang already regretted it, and now seeing Chen Nian's appearance, he felt even more sad in his heart. He galloped for a few days, just to see her, hoping to persuade her to turn back, how could he say such things to hurt her?

Feng Junyang suddenly felt depressed, he let go of his hand weakly, and after a long while, he said astringently: "Chen Nian, don't go to Taixing." Go back to the mountains and live a good life with Xiaobao. As long as you live happily, it doesn't matter if you marry someone else. This time, I will not stop you. ”

He had lied to her countless times, but at this moment, he was telling the truth.

The pain and anger in Chen Nian's heart gradually subsided, she raised her chin slightly to look at Feng Junyang, and after a while, she suddenly asked him softly: "Feng Junyang, do you still love me now?" Can you risk life and death for me? ”

Feng Junyang was stunned by her question, and after a while, the corners of his lips flashed with a hint of bitterness, and asked her, "What do you say?" Chennian. He grabbed her hand and pressed it to his heart, his eyes were slightly red, and he asked her again, "What do you say?" Xie Chennian. ”

Although it was only such a simple question, even the hard-hearted people listened to it, and they did not feel soft-hearted. Chen Nian's nasal cavity was sore, and she lowered her eyes and was silent for a moment, so that she could control her emotions, she slowly withdrew her hand, and asked Feng Junyang: "If I ask you to leave everything behind now and go back to the mountains with me to live in seclusion, are you willing?" ”

If she could ask such a thing normally, Feng Junyang would definitely be overjoyed, because no matter what, it was a sign that she intended to reconcile with him. But now, he knew that Chen Nian didn't really want to live in seclusion with her, she was just arguing with him. Feng Junyang smiled helplessly and said, "Chen Nian, you are messing around. ”

Chen Nian ignored his argument and only asked, "Why don't you want to?" But if you can't give up your ambitions, are you still afraid that you won't be able to save your life without power? ”

The corners of Feng Junyang's lips slowly flattened, and he said in a deep voice: "Chen Nian, I am never afraid of death. ”

"Then why?"

She asked so seriously, Feng Junyang became serious unconsciously, and replied: "Chen Nian, whether you believe it or not, since I first said I like you, my heart for you has never changed. But I can't leave everything behind for you, I have ambitions, I have family members who have sacrificed for me, and I have people who have followed me loyally. And now, it's the people of the country. I can't watch this great river and mountain being trampled by the iron hooves of the alien race, and these thousands of Li people are tragically poisoned. ”

These words should have been pressed in his heart, but he said them to her so openly. Feng Junyang suddenly felt relieved, yes, he loved her, but he couldn't abandon everything in order to love her. "Chennian, I can die for you, but I can't live just for you. Before, now, and in the future. ”

Chen Nian asked calmly: "You have your own responsibilities, you can't leave these responsibilities and go to the mountains with me to live in seclusion, am I right?" ”

Feng Junyang looked at her deeply and responded, "Yes." ”

"But I also have my own responsibilities. Feng Junyang, I also have responsibilities that I need to bear. Chen Nian said, her voice was not high, but there was stubbornness and persistence in it, "You said that you were never afraid of death, but I was afraid, I have never been so afraid of death as I am now." The little fourth master in Qingfeng Village is ignorant and fearless, she is not afraid of death. He Yunchu in Taixing City was discouraged, and she was not afraid of death. But now I'm afraid. I want to live, I want to accompany Xiaobao, guard her, protect her, watch her grow up day by day, get married and have children. However, this is no excuse for me to shirk my responsibilities. ”

Every word she said fell on his heart like a pinprick, painful and enduring. Feng Junyang couldn't help but reach out, caress her sideburns, and begged: "Chen Nian, take a step back and be alone, can't you?" You're a woman, you don't have to take on those responsibilities, and no one will blame you. ”

"yes." Chen Nian sighed under his breath and muttered, "It's easy to take a step back. Take a step back, you can go back to the mountains to guard Xiaobao and don't ask about the world. Take a step back and you can come back to your side and enjoy the glory in peace. You can even take a step back and take shelter in your backyard to avoid the wind and rain. ”

As long as she wants to quit, she can always find a reason for her selfishness and weakness. Because of Xiaobao, she can choose to be alone and ignore anyone's life and death. Because she loves Feng Junyang, she can be unprincipled, regardless of good and evil, and will do whatever it takes to achieve her goals. Because Feng Junyang loves her deeply, she can be undignified, compromised, and willing to be a concubine he loves.

It's too easy to take a step back, and every time she takes a step forward, it's so hard, she gets confused, she hesitates, she gets timid, she gets tired, she hurts, she hurts????

She raised her eyes to look at him, and a pair of eyes gradually brightened, like a black jade that had just been cut, transparent and moist, and under the reflection of the candlelight, a dazzling light flowed, "But, how can people always retreat?" Why? Just to live? So what is the purpose of living? ”

Feng Junyang couldn't answer, and finally had to smile helplessly, and said: "Chen Nian, I hate your stubbornness, but I love you very much for your courage to move forward and not bend." ”

"I'm not willing to bend, I'm just afraid that I'll regret it." Chen Nian shook his head and said: "Because of my weakness and selfishness, I have lost too many people, Qingfeng Village, Xiaoliu, Xiaoqi...... Now, I don't want to give up my stepfather. Whatever his reason, he raised me, and I can't abandon him. I can't watch him go wrong again, watch him kill innocents, watch him be killed one day, and he won't die well. Feng Junyang, I can't just watch it, or hide out of sight, and act as if these things won't happen. I have to do something for my father, for the people I care about. ”

"So you have to go to Taixing, huh?" Feng Junyang asked softly, "I'll go for you, Chen Nian, I'll go to Taixing for you, okay?" You follow Zheng Lun to Yuzhou, and I go to Taixing. ”

Chen Nian stood there motionless, silent for a moment, but suddenly grinned at him and said, "It's not good. ”

She can't watch him fight against his father-in-law on the battlefield, she can't, she would rather fight against her father-in-law herself than that person is Feng Junyang.

Not far from the big tent of the Chinese army, Zheng Lun and Shunping sat on the ground, but they were silent. Shunping glanced up at the direction of the big tent, and saw that there was no unusual movement over there, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, just thinking about sighing a few words, but he glanced at Zheng Lun beside him, and had to forcibly hold back the words.

After a while, there was finally movement on the side of the big tent, Shunping looked up and saw that Chen Nian had come out of the tent, so he hurriedly stood up and rushed over. Chen Nian glanced at Shunping, his eyes fell on Zheng Lun who came after him, and he bowed his hand to the two of them slightly, and then turned around and left. Seeing this situation, Shunping was a little dumbfounded, and muttered: "The prince is here in person, why can't he persuade her back?" Is this woman hard-hearted? ”

When Zheng Lun heard this, his mood was extremely chaotic, and he couldn't figure it out for a while. He stood outside the tent gate, stepped into the tent, saluted to Feng Jun, and called out without humility or arrogance: "Lord Wang." ”

Feng Junyang sat behind the desk with an indifferent expression, without mentioning Zheng Lun's thoughts about Chen Nian, neither questioning nor accusing, only nodded slightly, and ordered: "Gather the generals, I have something to say." ”

Zheng Lun agreed, turned around and went out of the tent to gather the generals, and after about a cup of tea, the main generals of the various armies arrived one after another and gathered in the big tent of the Chinese army. Except for the general in charge of the guard, the rest of the generals didn't know that Feng Junyang was coming, and when they saw him here, their faces showed more or less consternation.

Feng Junyang didn't explain much, only discussed the Taixing war with everyone, and then left with Shunping overnight. Before leaving, he called Zheng Lun to the horse, but he didn't give any orders, only looked at him indifferently. Zheng Lun was still calm at the beginning, but later, he couldn't stand this dead silence, raised his eyes to look at Feng Junyang, and asked respectfully: "What does the prince command?" ”

Feng Junyang bowed down from the horse, leaned into Zheng Lun's ear, lowered his voice and said word by word: "Since you like her, protect her with your life, she is here, she hurts you to death." ”

Zheng Lun's body stiffened suddenly, and before he could react, Feng Junyang had already chuckled and whipped away.

In mid-June, Zheng Lun's army finally reached the outside of Taixing, and before that, the He family's navy had returned. During this period, Mo Rong, the governor of the navy, sent troops ashore to attack the city, but was raided by the light cavalry of Suguyue, and suffered heavy losses.

Zheng Lun led the army to camp in Xi'an, Taixing, and that night, the envoy of the He family's naval army arrived, and it was He Ze, who had arrived in Taixing a few days earlier. Zheng Lun was not surprised by He Ze's arrival, but when they met, he was startled by the white hair on his head, and couldn't help but glance at He Ze more, and then looked away.

He Ze was already accustomed to this situation, smiled faintly, and quickly turned to the topic after greeting Zheng Lun, and said: "I have ordered people to rush to build siege equipment in the south of the Yangtze River, and then they can be transported across the river by boat." ”

Zheng Lun said: "Okay, but we also have to beware of the Xian clan's team crossing the river to sneak attack." ”

He Ze is a general, and he knows this, so he nodded when he heard this, and discussed the battle with Zheng Lun and the two, and decided on the contact method, and he was about to return to Fuping Water Village. Zheng Lun sent him out, and just after walking a few steps, he was just in time to find Zheng Lun to talk about things, and he had a meeting with He Ze.

He Ze had already known that Chen Nian was leading the righteous army to follow Zheng Lun to the west, and when he saw Chen Nian here and now, his mind was quite complicated for a while, and he subconsciously touched the arm that was abolished by her. Her sword in Shengdu shattered his collarbone. After returning to Taixing, although Bai Zhang had to re-connect his bones, he was also unable to return to the sky, and that arm could only barely do some simple movements, so that he could not be strengthened, and he was crippled.

With He Ze's movements, Chen Nian glanced at his arm, and saw that the sword on his waist had been changed to the left side, so he guessed that his right arm must be useless. If it were someone else, Chen Nian would still feel a little guilty, but this person was He Ze, and Chen Nian only felt that he deserved it. She looked at He Ze coldly, and out of respect for Zheng Lun's identity as the main general, she turned sideways and moved to the side of the road.

Chen Nian was able to make way for him, He Ze was very surprised, he also softened his attitude when Chen Nian softened, and when he passed by her, he couldn't help but pause, and said in a low voice: "There is an uncle's mourning hall in Fuping Water Village, if it is convenient for you, go over to give your uncle a pillar of incense." ”

Chen Nian raised his eyes when he heard this, his expression was indifferent, and he refused to answer. Seeing her like this, He Ze was slightly stunned, reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth, showed a stiff smile, and walked out after XΓΉ. Zheng Lun saw that Chen Nian was looking for him, guessing that she must have something to do, so he couldn't help but walk closer and asked her in a low voice, "But is there something?" ”

Chen Nian replied: "I suddenly remembered something, and I will talk about it when you come back." ”

Zheng Lun nodded, and then went to send He Ze again. When they were about to reach the camp gate, a few horsemen from outside the camp suddenly galloped close and rushed straight to the camp gate. Seeing this, the captain of the battalion was busy leading people to stop the horses, and shouted: "Who are you waiting for? ”

Seeing someone storming the camp gate, Zheng Lun frowned slightly. He Ze had already seen the person who came, and hurriedly said, "It's the person in my camp." As he spoke, he hurried towards the camp gate, and when he got there, the knights had all been taken down by the camp gate guards, and when the leader looked up and saw He Ze coming, he was immediately overjoyed, and hurriedly called: "General! ”

He Ze stepped forward and instructed the captain of the battalion: "Let them go." ”

The captain of the camp didn't pay attention to He Ze, only looked at Zheng Lun who came from behind, saw him nodding, and then ordered his subordinates to release people. He Ze was displeased, but he couldn't say anything, so he only asked the man: "What happened in the camp?" ”

If there was nothing important, they would not chase Zheng Lun's army, and they couldn't even wait to invite someone to pass through, so they directly attacked the camp gate. Sure enough, the man hurriedly said, "Miss Yunsheng is gone." ”

He Ze's face changed slightly when he heard this, and he asked, "What's the matter?" ”

The man replied, "Miss Yunsheng went to look for the general this morning, and when she learned that you were coming here, she went to the general's funeral hall. She said that she wanted one person to keep a vigil for the general and drive the rest out. It wasn't until noon that they realized that Yunsheng was gone. ”

He Ze frowned, and asked again: "Have you found it everywhere in the army?" ”

The man replied, "I have searched for them all, but I have not." ”

Zheng Lun was surprised to hear it next to him, Taixing City was broken, he only thought that Yun Sheng had been killed with the He family, but he didn't want Yun Sheng to survive. Zheng Lun hesitated for a moment and asked He Zedao, "Miss Yunsheng is in your army?" ”

He Ze's eyes darkened slightly, and he replied: "Taixing City is broken, and the He family only escaped from my aunt, Yunsheng sisters and brothers, and my wife and children. Yun Sheng sent them to Yunxi and came back, just arrived at Shuizhai a few days ago. ”

At the beginning, Yun Sheng led his mother Feng and others to escape from Taixing through the secret passage, and the Xian people chased and killed from behind, and the guards of the He family died one after another, and in the end, there were only three guards left. Seeing that the pursuers were approaching, Yun Sheng immediately made a decision and ordered the three guards to flee first with the already unconscious Feng and his brother-in-law and a pair of children of He Ze, but he dragged the exhausted Mo Shi over the mountains and mountains and fled for his life.

Mo Shi thought that he was dragging Yunsheng down, and he was bent on committing suicide to keep his chastity. Yun Sheng didn't say a word at that time, raised his hand and slapped Mo Shi fiercely, and shouted coldly: "If you want to die, wait until you see the face of the Xian people before you die, and I will never stop you then." ”

After saying that, she dragged Mo forward to fight for her life. When they were about to be caught up by the Xian people, fortunately, the Yunxi people arrived in time, which saved the two people. Later, when he heard that the Taixing Navy had returned, Yun Sheng entrusted his relatives to the Yunxi Palace, but he came to the army with his guards.

He Ze was already close to Yunsheng, and later received a letter from Mo's family, knowing what they had done on the way to escape, and he was even more grateful and respectful to this cousin. Now that he heard that Yun Sheng had suddenly disappeared, he was very anxious, thought about it for a while, and asked the messenger: "Is there a ship in the army going to Jiangbei?" ”

The man shook his head and said, "No." The subordinates were also afraid that Miss Yunsheng would secretly cross the river, so they went to check it out, and there were no warships crossing the river today except for your boat. When the man said this, he stopped suddenly, and his face changed, "There is also a subordinate ship, and the subordinate is in a hurry to cross the river to report to you, and when he saw an empty boat parked on the dock, he didn't bother to check it for a while, so he drove over." If Miss Yunsheng had hidden in the cabin in advance......"

When He Ze heard this, he couldn't hold it anymore, kicked the man to the ground with his foot, and scolded angrily: "Idiot! She was a weak woman, and she couldn't cross the river by boat alone, so she had to wait for the opportunity to hide in someone else's boat and ask someone else to take her across the river. An empty ship is parked there, and you don't even look at it! ”

The man knelt on the ground, not daring to forgive, but kept kowtowing. Zheng Lun was a little puzzled, and couldn't help but ask He Zedao: "What is Yunsheng doing in Jiangbei?" ”

He Ze's face was gloomy, and when he heard this, he replied: "Taixing, she is going to Taixing to ask for her uncle's body from Gu Yue." ”

After the ancient Yue captured Taixing, he hung He Zhen's body on the city tower for three days, and then because the weather was getting hotter, he ordered people to take back the city. After He Ze came, he sent people to ask for He Zhen's body from Su Guyue, but he couldn't get it back. Therefore, although a mourning hall was set up for He Zhen in Fuping Water Village, there was no body of him.

The more He Ze thought about it, the more he felt that Yunsheng had gone to Taixing. Yun Sheng is a person who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and his temperament looks gentle and soft, but he is extremely stubborn and strong on the inside. She was going to Taixing to ask for her father's body before, but was forcibly stopped by He Ze, and today seeing that He Ze is not in the army, she will definitely take the opportunity to sneak across the river to Taixing.

But the more Gu Gu hated the He family, even He Ze refused to accept the proposal to redeem his relatives' corpses with gold and silver, how could he return He Zhen's corpse to Yun Sheng? If Yun is born here, he will be more auspicious. He Ze's face was very ugly, and he coldly ordered his entourage: "Get on the horse and go to Taixing." ”

An entourage had already brought He Ze's mount over, and when He Ze turned over and was about to take the reins, he heard Zheng Lun say: "I'll go with you to have a look, and it's best to intercept her outside the city." ”

He Ze was a little uneasy, but he didn't care for a while to think about why Zheng Lun wanted to go with him. However, Zheng Lun's martial arts are strong, if he goes with him, it will be easy to deal with in case of any situation. He hugged his fist towards Zheng Lun gratefully and said, "Thank you." ”

After that, He Ze clamped the horse's belly between his legs and took the lead in galloping out. Zheng Lun called the guards and ordered him to go back and give Chen Nian a message, so he took more than a dozen guards to chase in the direction of Taixing.

Chen Nian was still waiting for Zheng Lun in the big tent of the Chinese army, and seeing that he had not come back for a long time, he was strangely surprised to get a message from the guard. Hearing that Zheng Lun actually went to Taixing with He Ze, Chen Nian suspected that he had heard it wrong for a while, and couldn't help but ask the guard: "Went to Taixing together?" The main generals of the two armies only brought a few dozen personal guards with them, and they went to Taixing like this? ”

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