210 Love and hate, eternal indebtedness
When Perry and Forsythia arrived at Guiye Hall, Dean Liu had already packed up all of An An's things.
In fact, there was nothing to take away, nothing more than a few clothes and toys that he was used to playing with on weekdays, and most of those toys and clothes were bought for him by Forsythia before. The rest of the daily necessities, Forsythia, have already been bought for him new ones.
What can't be taken away is feelings.
Although An An is still young, and Gui Yetang is only an orphanage, it is always the place where he has lived for five years, and it is inevitable that he will still be a little sad when he leaves.
A few children who had a good relationship with him on weekdays began to cry, and others cried. An An also began to wipe her tears.
Dean Liu watched from the sidelines and was also very sad: "An An, don't be like this. Be happy, you will live a good life when you go out from here, and you will be by your mother's side in the future, and An An will not be an orphan in the future. ”
The children who said this a little more cried even more, and it was really uncomfortable to watch others being taken away.
Forsythia couldn't stand it anymore, so she half-squatted next to An An and touched his head: "An An, don't cry, we can return to Yetang to see Dean Liu and the other children when we have time..."
The little guy nodded and wiped his tears.
When they left, Dean Liu and a few children kept sending them outside the hospital gate.
Dean Liu put the large box he had been holding in his arms into the trunk of Perry.
"What's in there? Some daily necessities don't need to be taken away, so I bought him new ones. ”
"It's not." Dean Liu replied to Forsythia and opened the box again.
A box full of canned candy, all empty.
"This is the sugar you have sent to An An in the past two years. Every time you give him candy, he says that when he finishes the candy, you will bring him back, and in two years you have accumulated so many empty cans. After Dean Liu finished speaking, Forsythia's eyes were already wet.
She couldn't help but put her arms around An An's head......
She has done a lot of wrong things and hurt many people over the years, but she has never felt sorry for anyone, except for An An, An An is a scar that she can't get better in her life, a mistake that can't be made up, not to mention a lie She has been saying for so many years, so that such a young child keeps hoping and disappointing, it's despicable.
"I'm sorry......" Forsythia held back her tears and rubbed An An's hair, and put his head on her lower abdomen. Bu Feng Craftsman Blood.
Dean Liu's eyes turned red when he looked at it. reminded Forsythia: "Although some of the words we all knew were coaxing him at the time, but he remembered it in his heart, although this child is usually not alive, but his mind is very deep, so I hope you treat him well in the future, and you can also make up for the maternal love you owe him over the years." ”
After a few words, Forsythia had already burst into tears.
On the way back, Forsythia kept hugging An An tightly.
Five years, she still remembered An An's newborn appearance, very small and thin, her whole body was dry and wrinkled, and even her crying seemed to be smaller than other children, as if she was stuck in her throat and couldn't come out.
The nurse was going to carry him to Forsythia. But Forsythia just glanced at him, and waved for the nurse to carry him out......
For so many days and nights that followed, she was almost occupied with remorse, hating why she had sent him away, hating why she hadn't hugged him at that time.
……
Perry silently kept an eye out for the forsythia in the back seat of the car as he drove.
She hugged An An all the way, and her face was tilted sideways against An An's forehead, as if the child in her arms would disappear if she let go of her hand slightly.
The rest has been shedding tears, no crying, but tears flowed down the bridge of the nose to the lips, and finally all remained on the pointed chin, seeing the back of Perry are a little distressed, he basically knows what happened to this girl, from Simu Lu Yujiang's daughter to Yu Ying's illegitimate daughter, but by mistake became Simu's heir, survived Simu's most dangerous time, and at the same time had an affair with several men in the circle, and the underworld boss has a 5-year-old son with congenital heart disease, Now she is pregnant with the heir of the Zhou family in her belly, but she chooses to be with Feng Lixing......
Thinking about it this way, 23's forsythia can really be regarded as a legend, in the eyes of outsiders, she is a contradiction, enchanting, coquettish, shameless, and free from multiple men, but she is also strong enough, bold enough, and courageous enough, otherwise how can she hold up the entire Simu Group.
It's just that few people have seen this now.
Crying like a tearful person, as if the whole body is soft, soft hair, soft heart, soft lips, soft arms......
It's really a girl who people hate and pity.
Perry couldn't help but sigh.
Feng Lixing deliberately pushed away all the entertainment that night, and came back from work on time to accompany Forsythia to dinner.
This is An An's first meal with Feng Lixing here, he is still a little restrained, but Feng Lixing doesn't seem to have much estrangement, although he is still a little jerky in communicating with him, but at least he knows how to add vegetables and peel shrimp to An An......
The first dinner of a family of three was not too surprisingly happy, after all, Feng Lixing and An An are not familiar with each other, but at least they are harmonious and stable, so Forsythia is already very satisfied.
After eating, Aunt Xue went to the kitchen to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.
Forsythia took An An to take a bath, and Feng Lixing was not very relieved.
"Can you have a big belly? If it doesn't work, ask Aunt Xue to help him wash it. ”
Where would Forsythia be willing, she must do this kind of thing herself.
"It's okay, An An is so old, just help him take a bath and watch some from the side."
She insisted so much that Feng Lixing could only go by her, so she said a few words and went to work in the study by herself, leaving time for their mother and son to be alone.
When Feng Lixing finished his work, he found that the small table lamp in Forsythia's bedroom was still on.
Pushing open the hidden door and walking in, I saw her leaning on the side of the bed, supporting her body with one hand and putting the other hand on An An's shoulder.
An An had slept soundly, but she was still sitting there.
Feng Lixing is a little strange, what does Xiao Nizi do when she doesn't sleep in the middle of the night?
Forsythia ...... walked over softly.
The person on the bed turned around, Feng Lixing felt a pain in his heart, even in such a faint light, he found that she was crying, and tears rippled under her eyelids.
"What's wrong?"
"No..." she twisted her fingers under her eyes, Feng Lixing didn't believe it, sat down, and half-hugged her, "Why are you crying again?" ”
"It's uncomfortable."
"For the sake of An'an?" He saw through it at a glance, Forsythia nodded, and turned to look at the sleeping An An, the hand on his shoulder trembled, and tears fell again.
It's really useless, she's been crying all day today, and I don't know if it's too sad or too happy.
Feng Lixing slowly held her face over, and found that her eyes were already red and swollen, and her heart hurt so badly that she could only persuade her: "Don't be like this, An An has already taken it back, and it will be a waste of tears for you to cry again!" ”
As a result, Forsythia cried even more violently.
Feng Lixing could only take her on his shoulders, gently rubbed her back and slowly coaxed: "Okay, okay, crying again woke An An up, thinking that something had happened." ”
"Woo woo woo ......" The person on his shoulder twitched violently, and the five fingers of both hands grabbed the fabric of his back, "Feng Lixing, do you know how I spent my five years in Paris?" Every day and every night, I think about it, I hate myself, and I have nightmares almost every night... Regret why you sent him away in the first place...... But at that time, I couldn't take him on...... I smoke marijuana, smoke cigarettes, gamble excessively...... I don't have a tomorrow, Feng Lixing... I thought I didn't have a tomorrow, I always thought I was going to die in Paris... So I even cut my veins, but I didn't die... Xie Congliang won't allow me to die... Feng Lixing, have you ever had that kind of day? I can't die if I want to, but I can't live at all...... I really can't live......"
She cried until the end, and all she could do was whimper.
She was paralyzed and wanted to slide off his shoulders, but Feng Lixing hugged her tightly, desperately, as if she wanted to use her last bit of strength to hold the colder and colder temperature in her arms.
"I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
It was the sin he planted five years ago, and it was he who took everything from Forsythia that night and exposed her photo.
"Not enough! Feng Lixing...... How can a word of sorry be enough! She looked up, her blood-red gaze poking at his face, "What do you owe me more?" What do you owe me these five years? You owe me a lifetime, a lifetime, and you can't pay it off, so I hate you, do you know it, I hate you! ”
She no longer had the strength to cry, and her voice was choked, like a cat that had been seriously injured, and all the whimpering breath was stuck in her throat.
Can only beat him with his hands, with his teeth? To bite him, to make him hurt, to make him hurt more than himself, but it didn't work, it didn't work for Forsythia to know how to do it.
All her planning and revenge, even if she succeeds in the end, will at most only ruin this man's reputation, but who will clean up her pain?
And An An, and the child in her womb, who will clean it up? Who will give them an explanation.
"Feng Lixing... Feng Lixing ......, "She can only call out his name, hating to a certain extent, her hands and feet are weak, and her words have become light."
Feng Lixing looked at Forsythia, so hateful and so tired, he could feel her pain and despair, the person in his arms was already paralyzed, desperately beating to slide out of his embrace, but he was not allowed, he wanted to hug her tighter.
"I'm sorry... Forsythia... I'll make up for it... I will make up for what I owe you! ”
"It's useless, you can't make it up..."
"Then what do you want me to do to make it better."
"I want you ......" she raised her tear-soaked eyes, but with a bewitching and vicious smile like a poppy, she replied nonsense, "I want your life... Feng Lixing, I want your life, will you give it? ”
"Give... Give ......" He was also crazy, driven crazy by her desperate cry, holding Forsythia's cold face with both hands, staring, "If you are innocent and want my life, point a gun at me, I will definitely not hide ......"
He said this as if he were speaking to himself.
Seriously, he didn't have the slightest element of jokes.
Forsythia just shook his head, how could he believe it!
Feng Lixing couldn't stand her sarcastic and cold eyes, and finally covered his lips, so cold, salty, the taste of her tears.
Tossing and turning, trembling.
She didn't hide, she let him be presumptuous on herself, let him taste his own taste, the smell of tears, the smell of hatred, the smell of his body hair and skin that could make his soul fly......
How could Feng Lixing stand it, picked up the forsythia who was crying and laughing, and walked back to the guest bedroom......
He had already felt the hatred contained in this woman's body, he thought that she would no longer pursue it, and thought that he could finally go through the rest of his life hand in hand with her, but why was the fear in his heart so real......
It's so real that... Even if he mingled with her, and she tossed and turned in his arms and called his name over and over again, he still felt that she would suddenly disappear one day......
Wrong!
"Forsythia, I was wrong...... he hugged her trembling body at his peak, sweating profusely, holding back his heavy breath and whispering in her ear.
Think you're apologizing to her?
No!
What he really did wrong was not that he treated Forsythia as a chess piece, but that he actually had true feelings for a chess piece.
The position of creative director is still vacant, Wang Qi has looked for several candidates, and Feng Lixing has been dissatisfied.
She was also annoyed: "What do you want?" ”
yes, what the hell does he want?
It's just that he doesn't want to be hasty, although he basically doesn't make any profit, but this is Forsythia's concern, and he wants to keep it for her.
Wang Qi saw that he was uncertain, holding his forehead with one hand, his appearance was handsome and extraordinary, but it also made people feel distressed, because he generally never went out of his mind, at least not for work.
"Why don't you ask Forsythia what it means? She's been a creative director for a few months, so maybe she's got the right fit. ”
Wang Qi tried to remind him, but Feng Lixing's eyes lit up, and he felt empowered.
"Okay, I'll go back tonight and ask."
These words hurt Wang Qi again.
"Are you really already living together?"
“……”
Feng Lixing scraped his eyebrows with his hands, did not answer, and motioned for her to go out.
In the evening, Feng Lixing took the time to ask Forsythia about the choice of the creative director of the blind color.
Forsythia actually had a plan in his heart, and since he asked by himself, he immediately replied: "How is Song Weiyan?" ”
"Song Weiyan?" Feng Lixing had some impressions of this name, "You mean the blind designer Song Weiyan?" ”
"yes, that's her, how?"
"She did submit her resume to Wang Qi, and she also intends to compete for the position of creative director, but her qualifications are a little shallow, and she is so young......"
"Age and seniority don't matter, I was younger than her when I first took on this position." Forsythia feigned squeamishness and retorted.
Feng Lixing couldn't cry or laugh: "Your situation at that time was different from her. ”
"Yes, I'm not like her, I slept you to that position."
As soon as she heard this tone, she knew that she should make trouble again, Feng Lixing hurriedly hugged her: "Okay, let's talk about business, how is Song Weiyan's ability?" ”
"The design talent is good, and the social skills and wrists may still need to be honed, but I think that this stage of the color is not to need a person with more skills to lead, but to have materials to use as a gimmick, Song Weiyan's name is not known to few people in the circle, once she becomes the director of the color, the media will naturally make a big fuss......"
She spoke seriously, but the reason was far-fetched.
Feng Lixing smiled and rubbed her hair: "Little thing, do you think your reason is valid?" Do you think I don't know your purpose? Song Weiyan is your former subordinate, you can't want to push your former subordinate up......"
"Why!" Forsythia hooked his waist coquettishly, his brows furrowed tightly, but he sent his delicate lips up and rubbed the corners of his lips, "I just hope that the color can be good, besides, Song Weiyan has this ability and potential, don't you believe me?" ”
"I don't believe it, you're pouring me ecstasy soup!"
"How so!" Forsythia withdrew her lips and deliberately took a few steps away from him, "Whatever you think, anyway, I think Song Weiyan is very good, if you don't believe it, you can meet her in person!" ”
Forsythia took the time to go on a trip the next day.
Everything is still the same, but Dong Qiu is gone, and the office seems to be a little deserted.
"Director Yu......" Song Weiyan saw Forsythia coming in, and immediately ran over, wanting to pull her hand affectionately, but suddenly retreated, laughing terribly, "Look at my memory, I can't call you Director Yu now, I have to call you Mr. Yu now." ”
Forsythia laughed: "How can you be like a grandmother, I don't care about these false names." ”
Song Weiyan was a little relieved at this time, and still smiled, smiling fresh and bright: "Why did Mr. Yu suddenly come over today?" Is there something wrong? ”
"Well, something?"
"Looking for Director Wang?"
"No, I'm looking for you!"
"Looking for me?"
"Yes, do you have time? Get out for a walk! ”
……
Simu's annual winter order meeting has been successfully completed, although it has been hit hard before, but because of the return of Royeyi, the order meeting has worked well.
This was followed by advertising and media promotion, brochure shooting and window displays in preparation for the winter season.
Forsythia therefore asked the public relations department to hold a small celebration banquet, inviting the company's shareholders, distributors, media and some peers, as well as the head of the bank who "cooperated happily" with Simu.
Inviting the bank is a superficial effort done by Forsythia. Kill me and heal you :.
Previously, because of Zhou Hongsheng's actions behind him, these banks have pursued debts, and Forsythia has learned that these people are becoming inflammatory, and they are hated, but the celebration banquet is also to confirm to the outside world that Simu's current capital chain is very stable.
Of course, Forsythia also had another private purpose for this celebration banquet, that is, to introduce Song Weiyan and Feng Lixing to each other, and take this opportunity to push Song Weiyan into the public eye.
The celebration banquet was in the form of a buffet, and the banquet venue was set up on the open-air platform of a high-end club.
The scale is actually not large, and there are not many invited guests, Forsythia arrived about an hour before the banquet, and the on-site staff has been almost decorated, the lights and flowers are in place, and the drinks and cold meals are all matched.
She took a turn around the scene, personally conducted and perfected some details, just the external band came to audition with equipment, a large wave of people poured in, among which the staff carrying the audio equipment may not have paid attention, seeing that she was about to hit the forsythia, she quickly hid to the side, but her ankle was broken, and when she was about to fall, an extra arm suddenly appeared on her waist, and she was hugged in time.
"What are you doing so early? The scene is so messy, how dangerous it is for you to hold your stomach! With a little anger and concern in the warmth, Forsythia's heart trembled, and he turned around......
There is a shift at 10 p.m....... For the sake of me working so hard to code words, all the diamond tickets are smashed, and I want to climb the diamond list!! Love you......